You..# 55 (dedicated to Dazzlin;****!) *THE .. END*

Firt of all ,

THANK YOU DAZZLIN! ;*

for your comment ..

walla sij sij sij ..

it means ALOOOOOT! ;*

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2nd thing ..

this is the Finale post inshalla

for Youcompleteme ..

Girls .

whatever eserlikum eb this life ,

mahma you end up with assholes , cheaters aw akthar ..

Believe in your self ..

and rise again ; )

you'll find the one ..

open your heart ..

and welcome the MAN (rakzaw 3ala man! not boy!!)

elli yestaheL ..

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3rd thing ..

Im in love with writting ..

kent emfkara enna I'll made up a new story ..

bas gabeL few days ..

a close friends poped up ib my mind ..

o I asked her itha agdar akteb about her ..

she's a classic girl ..

I promise enna you'll Find your self eb her story ;)

I'll call her story ..

[Re-Love .. him;*!]

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Now ,

Enjoy the Last post of my story ;*

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I called 3azizan ..

Munera : " aloo .. 3aziz .. 3aziz .. ana .. " I choked ..

*Sneef* .. *Sneef* ..

3aziz : " WHAT'S WRONG?? "

Munera : " takhayyaL ,, the babies saraw 2 kiloes .. *Sneef* ..

oo bewaldoone! .. *Sneef*"

3aziz .. tanna7!

I yelled : " 3AZIIIIIIIIIZ!! "

3aziz whispered : " are you sure? "

I kept yelling : " EEEEE IM SURE!! "

he mummbled .. : " well Im not ready .. yet! "

my eyes poped out ..

and I literally LOST MY MIND!

Munera : " 3AZIIIIIIIZ .. SHENU YA3NI YOU ARE NOT READY YET??

ME TOO! BELIEVE ME IM NOT READY AT ALL .. BAS YA3NI SHENU BENSAWEY EB ROU7NA?? .. PLEASE DONT PANIC .. "

3aziz : " IM NOT .. IM NOT .. ENTAY ELLI LOST YOUR MIND! "

I yelled : " HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA????????? .. "

sekat ..

2 mins of akward silence ..

I whispered : " 3aziz .. ana khaifa .. "

I felt his smile .. : " la etkhafeen .. Im On the way babe ..

enshalla ma eser ella il khair .. "

I kissed him : " a7ibbek .. "

he replied : " me too babe .. kane yaylich .. "

I called Dina ..

Munera : " DINOOOOOOOOO .. BEWALDONNNNNNNNNEEEEE! "

she yelled : " OMMMG! WANASSSSSSSAAAA . . allah esaheL 3alaich babe;* ..

enshalla kilshay eser fine .. "

I choked : " bamot sa7? "

she blow a kiss : " Mwah , no babe! :* "

I smiled ..

Munera : " hehehe ashwa .. yalla babe .. bye bye .. ed3eli .. "

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the dr. took me to a white room ..

kelaha ajheza ..

sonar oo blood measuring devices oo EGC devices ba3ad ..

maloot ta56e6 ilgalb oo ilnabthat ..

the dr : " Munera let's make a sonar for you .. "

I stared at her ..

Munera : " cham marra? Few days ago you made me one! .. "

the dr. : " mekhalif! .. ne6amman 3ala ilbabies .. "

I nodded ..

7a66at that cold green jelly 3ana my belly ..

oo shafat bil screen ..

the dr. : " omg! .. your water wayid shwaya 3ala ilbabies ..

did you felt any water broke wela shay?? "

I nodded .. : " No! kelish! "

she mummbled .. : " weird! .. "

she checked my pressure ..

wellla high .. VERRRRRRYYYY HIGH ..

her eyes poped .. : " SHINU HATHA?? IT'S SO HIGH!! "

I choked : " I don't Know .. okay Im tired .. bas madre ma7asait enna

there's something really bad .. "

the dr. : " wait wait . . can I call a male doctor for you? .. there dr. zahir ..

mashalla wayid sha6er oo he's a professionaL mashalla .. "

I nodded .. : " ok .. ok .. ay a7ad! .. call ay a7ad .. "

okay , I dont wanted a male doctor ..

but what can I do??

after 10 mins ..

her entered the room ..

Syrian man , about 45-50 years old ..

dr. zahir : " alsalam 3alaikom .. "

I choked ..

Munera : " wa3alaikom ilsalam .. please .. what's wrong? "

he smiled : " nothing wrong .. bas ur blood pressure wayid mertefe3 ..

oo your water wayid little for the baby .. "

the dr. said : " twins dr. zahir .. "

his eyes poped out .. : " OH NO! .. that's bad ..

take her to the operation room # 1 "

I start crying ..

Munera : " *Sneef* .. wait! .. dr. zahir .. abi an6er my husband .. *Sneef*"

he nodded to the dr. : " take her .. there's no time! .. "

Munera : " No no .. *Sneef* .. please .. I .. *Sneef* "

the dr. whispered to me : " enshalla betshofena after ilwelada .. "

Munera : " bas I told you before enna I wanna a Caesarean Birth .. so you can wait

for half an hour 3ala ma eye .. "

dr. zahir yelled : " IT'S YOUR HEALTH! .. AND YOUR BABIES HEALTH! IF YOU WANNA WAIT FOR UR MAN TO COME .. THEN PLEASE DON'T EVER BLAME US ETHA SHEE MUSH MNEE7 7ASAL! .. "

I choked .. : " khalas.. okay .. do whatever you want .. "

I turned 3ala my dr. oo whispered : " pls .. call 3aziz .. his number is 99****** " ..

she nodded : " enshalla .. I will .. "

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I lay down 3ala that green hospitaL Truckle bed ..

oo they took me mn il sonar room laima il operation room ..

I was staring bil roof ..

oo uhma edezooni oo talking to each other ..

I was in my own world ..

when a hot tear fell out my eyes ..

my hall life falshed back like a short movie ..

I remembered my mother's death day, my father's way of talking when he's mad,

3azizan smile, aaaahh! 3azizan smell, his voice, Lama's eyes ..

I Saw my first half-kiss in the Shiraton hall ..!

I choked ..

am I going to die? ..

my mother dies from a Birth process ..

maybe it's our destiny? ..

we entered the Operation room ..

labesoony that surgery blue dress ..

dr. zahir : " ready? "

I closed my eyes ..

Munera : " please .. Come here! .. "

he came toward me ..

Dr. zahir : " yes? "

Munera : " can you pass something to my family

if any thing bad happens to me? "

he smiled : " calm down , everything will be just fine .. inshalla .. "

a hot tear came out laayy my ear ..

Munera : " listen to me , I lost my mother before 15 years ago from a giving birth

process .. So please! .. I know enna there's a change to die .. " I choked " please .. can you..? "

he nodded .. : " sure sweety .. "

I smiled .. while taking a deep breath ..

he gave me a white paper oo a green pen ..

I wrote :

" Dady : I love you! .. thank you for everything .. you're my HERO! ..

I cant imagne raising two girls all alone! .. you did it honey :*

Lama : I love you .. Im Sorry .. I didn't Show you how much I really love you sister ..

take care of your self .. and take a good care of our hero ;* ..

Dina : joy , Happiness .. and more! I love you .. and I love your wedding ..

3azizan .. "

I wrote his name ..

oo stared at the paper ..

WHAT CAN I SAYYYYYY???

million tears fall 3ala il paper ..

" 3azizan ; my life ma kanat eb tiswa a shit bedonik! .. I love you ..

I really do .. Sorry for the bad days .. Sorry enna I made you go throu alot ..

I really .. LOVE YOU! .. believe me 3aziz .. bedounik makent ba3aref what this world means.. take care of our kids .. oo move on okay? .. a7ibek :* "

I gave the dr. il paper ..

oo closed my eyes ..

while crying so hard ..

a nurse came in .. : " please dr. , her husband is out side ..

and he wanna came in .. there's a chance? "

I cried harder ..

the dr. nodded ..

after few mins.

3azizan entered with this cute blue dress ..

he bend down oo kissed my forehead ..

I smiled ..

He kissed my cheek and my ear ..

while whispering : " hang on babe .. you can do it ..

I count on you .. and I know enna you'll never .. let me down .. "

I couldn't stop my tears ..

mesa7 my tears .. oo squeezed my hand : " a7ebiich .. "

I choked ..

the dr. pointed 3ala ildoor .. : " please .. "

3aziz walked away ..

I Screamd : " 3AZIIIIIIIIIIZZZZZZZZZ .. "

he turned mn wara il glass ..

muneera : " A7IBEEEEEEK AKTHAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRR .. "

he laughed while kissing the glass ..

I giggled ..

aaaaaaaaah ..

NOW I CAN GO THROU ANYTHIIIINGGGGGGGG ..

the gave me kammam to smell ..

after few seconds ..

I couldn't feeL the world around me ..

I closed my eyes ..

oo fall in a sleeeep ..

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after few hours .. I opend my eyes ..

a7is channa I wanna throw up right Now ..

I couldn't see anything or feeL the joy ,

I was really sick ,

like the feeling of having a flu ..

you just can't constraint or enjoy anything ..

In my esteqbaL i gave the peoples as a souvenir ..

a small swarovski crystaL baby's shoes ..

one pink farda and the Other farda is babyblue ..

7ad'ha cuuuuuuuuuuttttttteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;* ..

after One week ..

7emdellah The wound began to close ..

3aziz was sitting with me ..

faj'a the nurse yabat il babies .. ; " lunch time .. "

we laughed ..

wahabii ; my Older twin .. ( well, Only 7 mins!) .. he's cute ,

Looking like me .. Small casy brown eyes .. and small nose oo mouth ..

but he took from 3aziz the dozen of rmoush and One ghamaza .. HE'S SO SILENT! ..

ma yabcheeeeeee! .. I LOVE HIM ..

Noura ; OMG! .. She's the female virgin of 3azizan! .. big zaiteye eyes ..

2 ghamazzat .. and nasty way of crying! .. I cant doubt enha 3azizan's daughter! ..

I fed wahabii .. while 3azizan was talking with Noura ..

yes yes .. madre laish he talkes with her! ..

She's One week old! .. malah shegheL!! ..

He kept telling her enna he wanna see her as a docto laima tekbar

and he can't stand her way of "crying" any more! ..

He said while looking direct ib her cute

zaiteyya eyes : " you should respect your father! ..

kil shway tabchen! oo ba3dain ya3ne?? "

khalast mn wahabi..

he took him , oo I took Noura to feed her ..

I smiled : " thank you 3aziz .. for being here for me .. "

He smiled back : " Shda3wa! .. Im your husband ..

6ab3an I'll always be on your side all the time.. "

I whispered to him ..

" I know that ..

YOU .. COMPLETE ME ;******* "

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* THE END .. *