48 }~

I hesitated for seconds before saying: “Who’s this? “
….. : “ shfech kheftay? “
Shoug: “ Shako akhaf! For the last time .. Who’s this? “
…… : “ it’s me .. “
Shoug: “ and you are? “
…….. : “ shoug.. “
Shoug: “ tara law I’m now sure 100% ena you know me , chan ana saddeta mn ziman! .. and it’s rude to talk to someone with introducing ur self to him! “
Faisal: “ yuba ana Faisal .. “
I bite my lips nervously : “ ahlen! .. khair? “
Faisal: “ khair eb wayhich .. I told you .. “
Shoug: “ told me about what?! “
I waved for Nouf .. and went to the small garden out side ..
Bait mama taiba wayid looya oo ez3aj .. I couldn’t focus with him!

Faisal : “ eeh chethy a7san! Wain re7tay? Sar silent shway! Ilwa7id yegdar eratib afkara! “
My heart starts beating so fast ..
Shoug: “ What’s wrong with you? What do you want from me? “
Faisal: “ shoug shfeech allah ehadach etkalmene eb hal 6areqa? .. I told you .. I felt ena this is the right time to tell you about my feelings .. Shoug I told my mom enha etdawerli , oo kilmara agool ena I want to put you on my list .. I really like you .. bas gilt bel awwal enna I wanna talk to you .. ashof maytich .. ma aby a7rej omy oo a7rej nafse .. “
His words were heavy on me ..
It felt awkward because for seconds the idea of marrying Faisal “right now” .. was better than waiting for Faris to marry me after “ 9 years”!

Shoug: “ etshof mayte? “
Faisal: “ ee! Hatha elly kent bagoolah lich .. ana asef etha etesaly az3ejich aw thayegich .. bas I just wanted to make things clear for you .. aby akheth rayich gabel la akh6y ay kha6wa .. “
Shoug: “ Faisal enta tadry shkobry oo shkobrik? Ana shahar 6 hatha atkharaj mn ethanaweya .. enta 29! “
Faisal: “ bas I never felt ena there’s a Gap between us .. bel3aks shoug .. “
Shoug: “ e3therny Faisal .. bas you have been my brother since forever , wela 3omry eb 7ayate sheftik ghair hal perspective .. oo matwaga3 enny now ra7 aghayra .. “
Faisal: “ I understand that , oo already kent 7asib e7sab hal rad .. bas laish ma ta36eenna foursa? Laish ma nakhethlina laima tetkharejain .. about 6-7 months to know each other .. oo etha 7assaitay ena ma yesla7 .. ensik il mawthou3 oo kil wa7ed erou7 eb 6ereja .. “
Shoug: “ la shako! You are my cousin Faisal .. asfa .. mashof hal suwalif laha da3y .. e3therny ma wedy agoolik kelma baikha aw ajre7ik .. bas it’s not gonna work! “
Faisal : “ bas shoug .. ana fursa .. la etthay3enha mn edich .. hatha mu ghuror .. its logic Shoug .. think about it .. “
Shoug: “ I don’t wanna think about it .. “
I was going to tell him about Faris .. or at least ena I’m in love with someone!
Shoug: “ oo ba3dain bagoolik shaghla .. “
Faisal : “ amray? “




A Man put his hand on my shoulder and whispered into my ear : “ who’s this guy? “
I turned slowly while feeling dizzy, and losing my breaths from fear ..
I saw Jassim’s face staring furiously at me ..
I replied : “ it’s .. it’s .. a long story .. “
Faisal closed the line ..
Jassim: “ huh! Bema enna wild omah sad il kha6! Now tegderen etgolili el long story kelaha! “
Shoug: “ abaih jassim! don't get it wrong!! ya3ne mathalan I would cheat on Faris? “
Jassim: “ I would break ur face! “
I gasped!
Jassim: “ ee ee 7abebty! Mo etgolili cousins ma cousins .. uhwa abda 3alay menich eb million marra .. oo en kesartay galba walla la akser wayhich .. “
I smiled: “ 7adik amazing friend! Lucky Faris.. “
Jassim: “ Shoug yuba tara ana mo ga3id atghashmar weyach! I’m asking you 3alashan etjawbene mo 3alshan etthay3en il salfa! “
Shoug: “ shagolik? Getlik! It’s a long story .. aw eb ma3na thany .. it’s not worth telling! “
Jassim pulled a cigarette from his Red Marlboro cigarettes box and mumbled while lighting it : “ ta7achay! “

We sat on the bench , both a bit scared ..
Shoug: “ hatha Faisal Alx .. tathkera Faisal? He’s a Dr. Now .. Kober Nada my sis? Ekhta Hessa elly awal kent enta oo a7medo et6eqoonha? “
His face softened shway ..
Jassim: “ eeh? Shfeh? “
Shoug: “ kent mareetha before fatra 6oowela .. maybe 2 years .. uhwa kan el 6abeb oo he added me eb msn .. then I knew faris so I deleted him cause uhwa already 7annah! .. oo madry 3anah sarli looong time around a year now! .. dag egooli enah my mom eb takh6ebly oo aby ashoof etha entay etwafqen aw la .. 3alshan maby a7rej ahalna m3a ba3ath .. bas! “
Jassim: “ oo shako yetjarra’ oo yerfa3 ilsama3a 3alaich? Ella etha entay ma36eetah wayh! “
Shoug: “ agoolik ma adry 3anah min sena! “
Jassim: “ 7eta law! Shako yerfa3 il sama3a 3alaich ella uhwa em’ammen enich eb ta36enah wayh or at least mantay gayla 7ag a7ad oo eb tasketen enna ta7arsh feech! Sou’al entay mestansa 3al wath3 oo gazra 3alaih? “
I smiled: “ yanait jassom? 6ab3an La’! “
Jassim: “ 3a6eney his number! “
Shoug: “ shaaaaaaaku! Min sejik? E7qeera zain! “
Jassim: “ Shoug 3a6ene raqma la a6al3a ebrou7y! bas ana maby afthu7a oo asa’el 3annah bain ahalna! “
Shoug: “ jassom uhwa ma ta7arsh feeny! Uhwa bas sa’alny etha artha atzaweja aw la! Bas! 7aram il rayyal ma sawali shay 3alshan tetesel feeh! “
Jassim : “ Shoug! I was there mn laima geltay What’s wrong with you? What do you want from me! Oo sema3tch yoom geltay betshof mayte! “ ..

jassim’s voice start getting louder and louder ..

Jassim : “ SHESHOOOF MAYTECH? LAISH E7NA MO REYAYEEL 7OULICH? SHAYFECH SAHLA 3ALASHAN TAGZIR 3ALAICH? MO TARSEN 3AINA E7NA! “

Shoug: “ uuush jassim la etsarekh! Tokfa la teftha7na! “

Jassim: “ TARA ANA MIN YOOM NA6 3ALAINA EB FUDS WANA WEDDY ALETTA KAF! BAS SEKAT GILT YUMKIN ANA THALMAN! .. BAS E6LA3AT TAWAQOU3ATY SAAAAAAA7! BEGAZZERHA 3ALA AFA BANAT IL 3AILAAAAA IL AKH! “

Shoug: “ tekfa jassom la etsarekh! .. enta shako feeh? Khaal ewalli .. la et7er nafsek .. khalas al7een uhwa eb yetzawaj oo yensanee! “




Faris: “ menu elly eb yetzawaj oo yensach? “
… his voice came weak and shocked from behind ..
Jassim looked at him and called him to join us : “ come here yal 3a’9eed! “

Faris’s shocked and sad expressions slipped into our silence ..
Faris : “ reday 3alayyyy shoug! Meno hatha ely eb yetzawaj oo yensach? “
As soon as he sat next to me on the bench ..

I whispered : “ Faisal .. “
Faris: “ a6rebeeny .. “ he demanded.
Jassim said: “ ent mn sejik et3arf elsalfa mn elbedaya oo sakit lah? “
Faris : “ ee le’ana il 7abeeba 3a6eta wayh men il awal! Ma3any gilt laha tara eb yefhemch ghala6! Oo she lied to me oo thallat his friend madry 3alashan shenu! Madry shlagya feeh! Oo al7en yoom enha tewaheqat tabeny ma askit lah? .. ehya il ghal6ana! “
I asked in shocked way : “ ANA GHAL6ANA? “
Faris: “ aked enty il ghala6ana shoug! I told you alf marra ena la etkalmeena wentay ghasib betseren e7laiwa! Tara sa3at ilwa7ed yefham ench naïve! Oo hatha ely sar 3end ebn illathena faisal! “

Jassim said while scratching his eye browses : “ wala enk metfahem! Luw ana mokanik ya had’ha ya thabe7ha! “

Faris: “ e7saby ma3aha taly .. “

his voice faded as he asked me for Faisal’s number ..
Faris: “ cham raqma shoug? “
I started at him feeling numb and icy cold ..
Shoug: “ mmm .. 9xxx “
Faris: “ good! .. dishay dakhel yallah .. “

My nose turned red and my eyes start etching me so hard ..
I whispered : “ la tez3al 3alay .. “

He moved his head closer to my mouth ..
Faris: “ masma3 shetgolin? “

I kept whispering while struggling to get the words out of my mouth : “ la tez3al 7abebe .. ana mo qasdi .. “

Faris: “ dishay dakhel babe .. bard 3alaich ehne .. “
Shoug: “ give me ur loving smile awwal .. “
Faris: “ Shoug!!! Deshay .. Dakhel!!!! Now!!! “

I swallowed my tears and nodded ..
Shoug: “ inshallah .. “

47 }~

Nouf eyes winded: “ abaih! Shfeek etsarekh!! “ ... She threw her cards and stood in front of Faris..
Nouf: “ shfek chethy em3asib? What’s wrong with you! “

Faris said while pointing at me : “ HATHY HATHY! “

Nouf calmed him down: “ had a3sabik! .. malik sheghel feeha .. ta3awath mn eblis .. set down .. “ .. she handed him her Pepsi : “ taby Pepsi? “

Faris said with his angry cute face : “ la ma7iba! A7ib coca cola! “

Nouf giggled while saying : “ hehe! faragha! .. what’s wrong with you guys? “ ..

Jassim turned my side: “ entay side bil hoosha oo ga3da 3al qanafa wetshofen il tv? “

I nodded : “ ee! I love grey’s anatomy! “

Faris : “ sheft sheft! Et7oooor! 3alaiha burooood yethba7 ilwa7ed! Ana akallemha ta7qerny oo tamshy 3alashan etshoof hal mosalsal il bayekh! “

I ignored his note .. and kept my head straight ..

A7med came out of the bathroom : “ shfekom? Shal esrakh? “

I mumbled: “ hathy hathy! E7qaratny oo meshat 3anny! “

Nouf : “ hush entay! “

I faced faris and said calmly: “ gabel la etgoolihoum enny meshait 3annk! Gollihum the reason! Mo et6alle3ny bil shaina! “

Faris: “ the reason enna I wana do my masters! Oo eny abeelina il zain oo ena I don’t wanna marry you wana lel7en ma 3endy masdar dakhel khas feeny! Ya3ni barou7 atsalaf men ahaly mathalan? Wela tabene awadeech ma3ay USA oo teg3eden bil sheqa mjabla il 6waf? Ana 7etta ilsheqa saken m3a jassom! “

Shoug: “ enta mataby! Luw enta taby chan legaitlek alf 7al .. “

Faris: “ shenu ma aby? Kahu jassom ga3id oo yeshhad 3ala kalamy! E7na endawim bil jam3a laima il 7 ilmagharb enrid malna khelq en6ali3 b3ath! Enam lay il fayer wela enrou7 7ag rabe3na across the street .. ya3ne luw bawadeech weyay America betjableen il 6waf mara7 ajablich ana! Oo ba3dain I don’t have my own source of money shoug! Shloon ya3ne? aboog? “


I wasn’t sure how to deal with this yet ..
Do I wanna wait for him? Or I wanna let him go le’ana I don’t wanna wait?

All my cousins remain silent and was blown away with his mature words ..
I felt tinny and selfish ..
so i started defining my self...

Shoug: “ Faris, it have been 2 years … shloon tabene asber izyada 7 years? .. I didn’t say enna I wanna go with you al7een! Bas kil il fight kan 3ala salfat il masters! Oo salfat choosing the elections over me! “

Faris: “ ana laish bakammel my masters? Ma etgolili 7ag menu? “

Shoug: “ 7ag nafsek! “

Faris: “ hell no! .. fe wa7id yestanis ena yadris ezyada 2 years? .. I wanna be something important .. and to have wealth .. a3ayshech methel ma entay now eb bait ahalich .. Shoug ana many ma5thich oo embahthelich! Aby akoon awayh! I don’t want you to take care of ur self oo kil wa7ed yeshteghel oo edabber nafsa! I wanna marry you to take care of you and to give you the life you have always wanted .. “

Nouf said while tearing up: “ awwwwwww! 7abebeeeeeeee! “

I gave her a death stare: “ A7ad kalemach? “

A7med said: “ shogo awal marra ashofch chethy sharaneya! 6ool 3oumrich e7alaiwa oo sam7a! shfech? “

I whispered: “ faris .. can you come out side? “

Fa6ma yelled: “ LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAISH? “

Nouf added: “ EB NESMA3!!! “

Jassim: “ ekhss 3alaik ya faros! 6ala3t etsaffif 7achy wana madry! “

I blushed : “ melaqeeeeeeeef! “



We got out of the tinny living room .. and headed to the big guest hall ..
The hall was big with a large wooden door ..
Faris looked so sad to me ,

I touched his soft hairy hand while whispering : “ what are thinking about 7abebe? “

He said while staring direct to the door : “ I don’t know how to deal with this Shoug .. I really love you .. akthar mn ay shay bil denya .. bas I don’t want to do anything I know ena I will regret doing it later .. “

Shoug: “ like what 7ayate? “

Faris: “ you left me with no choice! I have to marry you now wela break up with you! And I don’t want wela wa7ed men hal 2 options! “

Shoug: “ menu gal ena I want you to marry me now? .. ana getlik laima safart ena I will wait for you .. bas ma etefaqna 3ala masters Faris! Ma etefaqna enna il 5 years aseroon 7 .. ma etefaqna 3ala il elections .. I’m only asking you to stick to your promise! Enta getly betkhalis jam3a oo netzawaj! Khalas! Laish etghayyer rayik now? “

Faris: “ I don’t know how to explain it in a way that you would understand Shoug! Wala a7issch mo ga3da tesme3eeny! .. ana abeelina il zain .. I don’t wanna settle for good! I’m searching for perfection! “


My soul smiled ..
Shoug: “ I love you. “
Faris: “ I love you more .. khalas? “
I whispered: “ masters? No! “
Faris pulled me closer to him, to the point that our noses almost touched..
My eyes winded .. any my knees starts shivering ..
He looked direct into my eyes .. : “ I know you will be ok .. “
Shoug: “ you apparently would never change your mind! “
Faris laughed in a gorgeous way .. that sent weird feelings to my stomach ..

Faris: “ I will think about it .. bas for now? No I will not change my mind .. “

I closed my eyes for seconds .. and whispered: “fine, kaifek .. “


Nouf knocked on the door : “ ya ilrabe3! Tara khalaty kilhoum yaw! 6el3aw malna kholq fethaye7 oo suwalif! “


I smiled: “ yalah! Emshaw enrou7lihom .. “

Faris: “ ana barou7 duwaneyat wa7id mn ilrabe3! Ehny bil mansoreya .. “

I nodded .. : “ ok! Have fun .. “


The second we disappeared behind the big wooden door ..
Nouf whispered : “ abaih! Shfeeh wayhich chethy makh6oof? “

I whispered back: “ I let my dreams away nouf .. I just did .. “


Nouf was about to say something when my mobile rang with a strange number ..

Shoug: “ meno hal raqam? Et3arfeena? 9xxx? “

Nouf: “ no! “

I picked it up .. : “ alo? “



A man voice came from the other side ..
…………. : “ I know that I let you down and disappeared .. but , it’s the right time to tell you ..”
Shoug: “ to tell me what? Who’s this aslan! “
……..: “ I love you. “

46 }~

I entered The House .. wela my mother eb wayhe ..

my mom: " yetay? "

I took few steps to the back : " besmelah! masheftich! "

my mom: " Garrat 3ainch! "

I gave her a half smile: " eb wayh nebeyich .. I guess .. "

my mom : " Shoug .. can you set down please! "

I nodded : " Sure! "

I sat on our dark navy coach .. waiting for my mother to say whatever she wants ..

my mom: " Shoug ya yuma .. ana ma anam ellail mn kither em7ataty 3alaich! enty shga3id etswen? shely edoor eb rasich? .. Shoug we used to be friends .. al7en i set next to you wela adry shely eb kha6rich wela shetfakreen feeh! ana salfat weld khaltich hathy kelaha mu yayzatli .. walla eny ad3ey lail nahar enna allah yaster mn ely betsawounah! Shoug ana many mesti3eda akhser ekhty 3alaikom! mo laima eser 3omry 45 years etyeen entay oo bazir thany ma ta3adaitaw il 20 etfarqon bainy oo bain akhayte! "

tears started rolling on her cheeks...

I said while playing with my fingers ..
Shoug: " yuma! laish ma etgooleen ena we will bring you guys even closer? laish etshofen il bad side? .. etha ana oo faris get married mara7 etseren closer to khalty ghada? .. if I were in your place shay 6abe3e ra7 a7aty benti oo a7aty ekhti oo a7aty wild ekhti .. bas still mom! I would never break my daughter's heart bil 6areqa elly you sawaiteha feny .. mara7 agis feeha il7abel oo akhaleeha etwally the way you did!! "

mom: " ana?? .. Shoug entay 7azzat'ha makintay eb wa3yech! low gayyelich emshay netzawaj Now oo asafer adris kentay betwafqen!! "

Tears started rolling on my cheeks too ..
this Conversation re-called every bad memory back to my head..

Shoug: " la! kil elly kent abeh mench ena etgolili go ahead! aw 3ala ilaqal etsawen rou7ch ma tadren! like the rest of mothers! ya3ne now kel elly e7ebon ba3ath ahalhoum ma yadron? laaa 50% il mother tadry oo etsawey rou7ha mo fahma! for the seak of her daughters emotions mom! "

mom: " entay maynona?? tabene adry oo askit oo akel eb nafsy oo an6erich ta3fesen ildenya eb kaifech? "
She Shook my shoulders gently ..
mom : " WAKE UP SHOUG!! THIS IS KUWAIT!! "

Shoug: " I know youmma!! for that .... "

it took me seconds to choose beautiful lies rather than the ugly truth ..

Shoug: " mama I told you before ena I left him for ur sake .. and nothing gonna change that! khalas! we are cousins all over again .. oo aslan going to the US. ghayyerta wayid! .. shakhbari ana ib his life? .. it was a crush oo entaha .. aslan we will gather kelena eb bait mama Taiba at night oo Today bil Airport kelman kan yay! .. so .. cousins! nothing more or less! just the way you want things to be .. "

she looked direct into my sharp eyes : " AKED? "

I nodded and kissed her head : " akeed .. I promise! "

I walked to my room ..
and faced things by .. sleeping!


I opened my eye around 8:30pm
without any msg or call from Faris!

I called him ..

Shoug: " aloo! "

Faris with his heavy sleepy voice : " hmmm? "

Shoug: " are u sleeping? "

Faris: " emmm .. "

Shoug: " it's 8:30! betrou7 bait mama Taiba? yalla wake up! "

Faris: " 8:30 PM wella AM? "

I giggled: " hehe 7abebe magloob rasek! .. la PM! mo gelna we will have dinner there? "

he yawned while saying: " aaaaaa! eeeee sa7! yala yala ok .. al7een agoom akhethli shower oo ayekom! "

I smiled while syaing: " yalla good! me too .. "

I texted bajy il cousins saying ena we will meet at 9pm at mama Taiba's.

I took A Shower ..
wore my favorite DG navy dress with big gold buttons..
dried my hair with less than 10 mins..
applied eyeliner to define my eyes,

I took a peek at my mobile screen!
and mummbled while dyling Nouf's Number ..
" uuuuugh! shit! as always! .. "

her greets cut my thoughts ..

Nouf: " Hallaaaaa .. where are yooooou! "

Shoug: " Geez! madry laish I'm always late!! "

Nouf: " that's Ok! it's 9:30! mo wayd ta'akhartay as usual! "

Shoug: " haha! funny! .. is everyone here? "

Nouf : " yup! yala yala come! we're playing Kout .. have to go! a7is ga3id egheshon! bye! "

I headed to mama Taiba's house ..
and Found All my Cousins cars out side ..
I dialled Faris's Number ..
madry laish yali shu3oor ina he got back to sleep!

I said while entering the House's big black gate ..
" PERFECT!! "

The Minute I said that ..
I Spotted a tall man Shadow between the palm trees ..

I whispered : " Raju? is that you? "


The man moved his hand slowly ..
and his hand pulled me between the big tall palms trees..


I grapped his shoulder , As I gasped with fear ..

Faris: " buuuuuh! "

I whispered : " Oh My God! " while holding his shoulders so tight .. : " khoft! .. galby bagha yougaf! "

Faris start laughing : " heheh! 7araaam! 6a3 wayhich! enkha6af lounech! "

Shoug: " maytha7ik .. you scared me! "

he Smiled while hugging me close to his heart..
the way he loved me .. just filled my body with confidence,intemacy and secure from bottom to top ..

I whispered while hugging him back ..
Shoug : " I missed you so much! "

he pulled me closer : " I missed you akthar! "

Shoug: " don't go back .. "

Faris: " bil 3aks .. 3ala il 6ary , I wanna talk to you about something .. "

I pulled my body back .. and rubbed my forehead.
the way he's looking at me!

Shoug: "It was going to be a long night? "

he kept his flirting Smile on his face while saying: " I wanna do my masters before getting married shougi .. I wanna be something important laima atqadamlich .. I .. "

i cut him off : " wait a second! are you saying that it's gonna be 6 years instead of 4 ? "

Faris: " Actually its 7 instead of 5! "

I frowned while saying: " you are not serious faris! "

Faris: " Imbala I'm! .. Shoug I wanna be perfect laima ayelich .. ma abdy 7ayate with you! I wanna build everything then etzawejich ekoon everything is perfect 100%! "

Shoug: " It's our life! not yours only! I wanna build our nest with you! .. laish ag3ad an6er extra 2 years 3ala mako salfa? 3ala masters! Common! .. fe nas may7eboon ba3ath wila shay oo yetzawajha wesafer ekammel his masters! "

Faris: " I know that Shoug .. bas listen to me .. "

Shoug: " La! you listen to me! .. I just lied to my mom! oo if I tell her the truth she'll kill me! mo 3alshan etyeeli etgooli wait for extra 2 years 3alashan etkammel ur masters! "

I took a deep breath while wondering : " men wain e6la3at salfat il Masters asasan!! "

Faris: " well, I don't wanna give up! I have big dreams for me ebrou7y oo dreams for us .. and I'm not going to throw that away bas 3alshan you don't wanna wait for two years zyada! .. Shoug I want the best for us .. " he shrugged .. : " 7awlay tefhemeene .. "

Shoug: " maby 7etan a7awel!! Faris! it have been 2 years since we are together! oo tabene an6er ba3ad 7 years? .. I will be .. " I start counting in my head ..

Faris: " 24 years old! "

Shoug : " that's too much faris .. "

Faris: " I'm getting into elections 7abebeti .. And that may effect my grades .. etha mayebt the grade I want oo ely ekhalene akammel Masters .. khalas .. I wont .. "

Shoug : " ya3ni al7een you will easily cancel your Masters oo dreams 3ala gooltik 3alshan il elections , oo yoom kanat rada 3alay kint betkammel ur masters? ya3ni il elections aham meny? "

Faris: " La! ana ma gilt chethy! bas my GPA mo ana eb kaifi akhtarah .. etha nezal .. shay aked mara7 agdar akammel! "

Shoug: " So ma3natah getting your Masters is no that important to you! "

Faris: " Embala it is! "

Shoug: " bas you would let it go 3alashan kha6ir el elections? "

Faris: " mo 3alashan kha6ir il elections! .. 3alashan etha la sama7 allah nezal mo3adeli fa aked mara7 yaqbeloone! "

I gave him a cold look while saying : " I was imagining this moment for months Faris .. atkhayyal laima etrid il Kuwait .. laima ashofik oo ag3ad weyak .. I gave you two years from my life , I just cant give anymore! I need this to be perfect or at least serious! .. mo etkhalli elections tet7akkam feena! asasan mn meta you vote 3alshan teshtegheel bel elections! "

Faris: " Someone have to lead our relationship .. "

Shoug: " ok? .. tathker bait mama Taiba gabel la etsafer eb one day? .. I Cried while asking you to marry me gabel la etsafer oo enrou7 together! .. Now, a7is sa7 kalamik 7azzat'ha ena we were kids .. bas after 5 years! I will turn 22 and you'll be 25! ya3ni mo yahal wela 7etan esghar faris! .. be the leader of our relationship .. bas now you are not! .. our leader is your stupid election! "

I said that while walking toward the main door to get inside the House ..

Faris: " come back Shoug!! "

Shoug: " Forget about this! il sharha 3alay wagfa oo sam3etik! "

I entered the Small living room while saying : " Hey all! "

A7med said: " kil hatha bil 6erej! il sa3a 11!! "

Faris entered and he immediately start yelling at me : " ANA LAMA AKALMICH MA TA7QERENI OO TAMSHEN! "

45}~

I woke up at 10am with the biggest smile on my face!
i would laugh loudly without a reason!
I'm just Happy .. Over the clouds .. thrilled ..

I Called Nouf ..

Shoug: " shrayich etyebele breakfast 3ala ma I take a Shower?"

Nouf: " saba7aaaaaaaaak waaaaaard oo yasmeeeeeeeen ya 3areeeeees! heheheheeeee! .. abaaih mn ziman ma tha7akt hal kither! "

Shoug: "shetha7ik? al7een ur not laughing!"

Nouf: " hehe la I'm giggling Now .. bas adry bath7ak wayid ilyoom! "

Shoug: " waaaaay Noufuu la et6afrene!! yebeeli breakfast oo ta3alay ensoolif shwaya .. ewseltich Msg a7medo? "

Nouf: " ee adry adry eb yousloon at 2 pm .. cham ilsa3a now?

I clicked on my mobile 3alashan eshib oo ashof ilsa3a ..
Shoug: " 10:27am .."

Nouf: " of of! we are late! heheheheh! "

Shoug: " walaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaain! Noufoooooooooooo! "

Nouf: " hahahaaa! wayyyyy .. na63a na63a a7ibch .. yalla take a bath tefarrekay eb thamer ma awaseech hehehe .. "

Shoug: " hehehehe gelbay wayhich .. bye! "

I went to the bathroom ..
and took a deep- long bath ..
The smell of the fresh strawberry scrub on my skin
makes me miss him even more .. makes me want the time to move faster and faster ..

Nouf Knocked on the door gently ..

Nouf: " yallah ya jameeeeeeeeeel! "

I was busy with singing and drawing hearts on the bathroom misty mirror ..

Shoug: " eskiiiiiiiiiin be3aaaaainy oo shoooooooof weshkobraha denyaaaaaaaaaaaak! "

Nouf yelled: " la etghaaaaaaanin bel 7amam! tara edish feech yenneeeeee! "

i giggled : " lat7ateen fe yenni eb dary ma yat 3ala il bathroom .."

Nouf: " etnakteen weya wayhich? yala open the door! khalastay ur bath! "

I got out of the bathroom and layed on the bed next to her ..

Shoug: " what Should I wear ? "

Nouf: " hmmmmm .. dont dress up too much ely eser shaklich ghala6! tara ana barou7 chethy .. bas ba7e6 make-up mench .. "

I took a look at her clothes .. it was a tight Zara white body oo foga leather and slim black silhouette finished with a tidy belt that fits perfectly with her dark skinny jeans and her slik ponytail ..

Shoug: " shaklich casual 3ala elegant 3ala shay latheth .. "

She smiled: " latheth ha? .. gomay gomay la takleeny al7een .. kahu our breakfast .. "

there was a small mcdonalds bag filled with hash brown potatoes , panckaes and Orange juices..

Shoug: "aaaaaaw!!! I'm starving!! "
I pulled the bag and but it on my lab ..
and starts eating ..

Nouf while drinking her orage juice : " yalah fakray shtalbeseeen!! "

Shoug: " I dunno! Should I wear make- up Noufo? wela akhaf egool hathy safart ehny ehya yannat ehnak! .. Should I wear something cute wella something attractive? .. Shasawey eb my hair? .. uuugh! "

Nouf: " balashnaaa Faris .. low mo rad mo a7san? "

Shoug: " hehehe la mo a7san! "

Nouf: " 7abebe jassom laish naseen enna he will be back too .. "

I rolled my eyes : " khaywalle zain! ana shalbis now? "

Nouf giggled : " heheh maskeen! masraaaaa3 ma rakhaaaas! masraaaaa3 elly lega a7baba nesaa his cousins shoougoooo! "

Shoug: " hehehe! la la 7aram I miss him so much .. bas shyab lay yab! "

I threw the little paper bag .. and ran to my closet ..

Shoug: " SHALLLLLLLLLLLLBIS??????? ilbadla il7elwa etyee jedam please! "

Nouf: " heheheheeeeeee! 7elwaaaaaaaaaaa! I guess the Blue One jaddemat shway? "

Shoug: " hehehe! waaaay! shfeeeene? a7is wela dress wela jeans wela shay 7eloo 3alay! kilshay hooola! "

Nouf pulled a Dropped, Ruffle in one side dress with tinny white, navy and baby blue Flowers and butterflies .. it was a flirty silk dress that fits me like a glove!

Shoug: " ee hatha a7iba .. enzain oo shasawey eb sha3re? "

Nouf: " wavy .. oo pull one side to the back oo 7e6ay hathoola .. "
She handed me my cream swarovski pearl hair tinny accessori..

Shoug: " channa shakli beser mn il 6o's? "

Nouf: " which is elegant .. nice .. and breath taking! "

Shoug: " Noufo! I should hire you as my stylist! "

Nouf: " heheheh! 3adyy a3arf shu3oor laima tabeen shaklich 7elo oo etkhafeen etshedden 7ailch fa you missed up! .. yala yala lebsay oo make up oo make your hair! tara it's 12:30!!! "

I panicked and starts running all over the room : " yalah yalah!! "

after One hour I was Done with my hair and make up ..
I applied light brown eye shadow with a thin Liquid eye-liner oo alot of mascara , with light dirty pink lipstick... grabbed my white classic chanel bag and wore silver heels ..

Shoug: " abaih abaih! shakli khabba il mekhtabba? "

Nouf giggled while pushing me to the door : " hehehe laaa shako! shaklich cutie .. mn ziman ma sheftch chethy dressed up .. "

Shoug: " a7is enha masabba bas ba6awefha lich .. "

Nouf: " shway mad7a .. shway massaba! heheh .. yallaaaaaah let's go! tara ilsa3a 1:45!! "

I texted fatema And A7med on the way to Kuwait Airport ..

To: Tooma,Ahmed
" Me oo Nouf heading to The Airport .. betyoon , Right? "

From: Ahmed
" Im in Starbucks .. an6erkom! ;) "

From: Toome
" SHIT! TAWNY EMBA6LA E3YOOOOONE!! YAMDEEEEEE? "

I smiled : " waaaaay fa66ooma tawha ga3da mn ilnoom! dayman hal bint barda? "

Nouf giggled : " Ice box! "

To: Tooma
" matwagga3 yamdech!;* .. come to bait mama Taiba at Night .. I guess benteyama3 there .. ashof shneteffg 3alaih o agolich! ;* "

From: Tooma
" Ok .. garat 3ainch Love! ;) hahaha! Im so happy for you guys! *HUGS!* "

I smiled ..
It touched me how everyone is happy for us ..

To: Tooma
" I LOVE YOU! xx "

Nouf: " yala sabboo7a wesalna! "

I Smiled nervously : " akrah when you call me names! sabboo7a .. fattoosha .. na3no3a .. ma6yoooraa! shal halaqa? "

She hugged me from the side : " adryy enna galbch wegaf ella shwayya! fa gilt I should use you and call you my halaqa names cause adry mafeech etreden 3alay .. sa777 zaghlooola? "

I giggled : " waaaaaaaaaaaayy! gezeeyya walla! "

we went to A7med in Starbucks ..
he was setting next the window ..

A7med : " yaaaa ahleeeeeen! "

Nouf: " hala .. "

Shoug: " a7medo! embayen mn e3younik bete6enaz! say it yala tefathal ethgha6ne! "

A7med: " hahhaaaaaay! wathe7 wayid? .. shda3wa chethy sakba?"

I said wile pulling the chair to set down .. : " ana sakba? 7ady la! 3ady! its a dress from Topshop yal 7abeb! "

A7med: " yal 7abeb ha? heheh mashyyyyy! .. shakelkoom mn be3eed! entay oo ur tight dress oo hathy oo her leather jacket chankoom Booya oo her lady! heheheheh! "

Nouf gasped : " ANA BOOOOOOOOOYAAAAAA YA 7MAR? "

I start laughing so loud: " heheheheeeee! I'm Ok with being her Lady! "

Nouf: " wallaaaaaaah enkk qalel adaaaaaaaab! they call this Leather jacket elly 6aye7 mn 3aink .. FASHION!! oo ba3dain ana labsa ta7ta tight body oo ba3dain my jeans skinny oo im wearing heels yal 3amayyyyyy oo aslan aslan matshoof il make up ib my face?? oo matshoof my ponytail 6ool wayhik???? qaleeeeeeel adaaaaaaaaaaaaab! "

A7med felt emparresed : " of of of ! shda3wa? ga3ed etghashmar! asef yuba 7aggich 3alay! shaklich 3ajeeb! e6ayyer il3aqel .. bas la et3asbeen! .. yalah yala sheno tabeen drink? ana 3azmch! "

Nouf mummbled while looking to the gate : " maby menk shay! "

A7med pushed her shoulder : " yala 3ad Noufa .. getlich asef! shda3wa! ooooooooooh 3ad al7een ilbanat degeega yez3elon oo sena kamla 3ala ma yerthoon! "

Nouf : " eskit a7medo! ur rude! and its not funny! "

A7med: " sa7 kalamch! I'm rude oo ma aste7y 3ala wayhi .. aslan bainy oo bainch ana yoom sheftkom yayeen 3ala baly entay yaya ebrou7ch .. "

Nouf gave him a look : " laish ya3ne? Shoug kanat yame! ba3aaaaaaaad gool ana amtan menha? "

A7med giggled : " hehe laaaa! bas sakka 3alaiah 3adel! elly eshofkom together ma ela7eth enha mawjouda! .. " he winks to her with the sweetest smile on his face ..

Shoug: "7ARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM!! "

Nouf smiled : " heheh that was nice .. yallahh gooum yeebli caramel moca frap .. "

A7med: " gamay zain .. 3ayzan! "

his mobile rang ..

A7med : " HALAAAAAAAAAAA BIL 7ABEEEEEEEEEEEEBBBBBB .. "

his voice was clear from A7med's loud phone ..

Faris : " Halaaaaaaa oo Ghalaaaaaaaa .. "

A7med: " 7amdellah 3ala ilsalamaaaaaa .. ha wainkom? "

Faris : " allah esalmik .. kannah nan6er il bags .. bas khoft ennk nesaitna gilt adeg athakrik ta5ethna .. khobrik ana oo hally yamme ahalna emsafreen! malna waaaly"

A7med: " La afa 3alaik! ana na6erkoom mn zeman eb Starbucks .. la oo yayeb m3ay Banat ba3ad! "

Fairs let a pure laugh out : " heheh! la la mashkoor sheba3na banat eb america! .. yalah bo shehab .. 3a6na 10 mins oo ne6la3 .. "

I whispered to Nouf : " sheba3na banat? wala mo kafo a7ad eyeelna oo yekshakhlaaa hatha!! "

Nouf giggled : "7achy fathy! malich shoghol feeh! .. aslan 7aram! ma sa'al 7atta who's the girls are! ma 3a6ah il mawtho3 ahameya! "

A7med: " shetesasarooon? entaw ilbanat kella 7ash? "

Shoug: " Nothing!! yallah meta eb ye6le3yoon? malaina! it's 2:39!! "

A7med: " gally mins oo 6al3en! ga3ed ya5thoon ilbags .. "

I felt so excited ..
I felt my heart dancing ..
It have been almost 6 monthes since the last time I saw him ..

Nouf yelled: " KAAAAAAAAAAHUM!!!!! "

I closed my eyes for Seconds ..
and took a deep breath ..

Shoug: " where? "

I met his wide light borwn eyes ..
the Minute I turned me face ..
he smiled gently and waved to us ..
he looked breath taking with a white and gray t-shirt and navy training pant, that fits his cute yellow crocs..
we got up and headed to them ..
my hips were numb ..
my stomach e6alle3 weird sounds ..
i felt weak .. yet happy! very happy ..

we went to the front door of the Airport ..

A7med hugged them so tight while saying : " welcomeeee bacccck shabaaaab .. " , " halaaaa bo 7ammoddddddd .. "

Nouf Shook their hands : " Hala jassom .. welcome back .. matnaaaaaaan yal khayiiiisssss .. miss yoooou so much! ", " faaaaaaaaris!!!! ahlaaaaaan ahlaaaaaan! the Gofel!! looks so cute on your face! missssed you guys! "

I shook Jassim's Hand while saying: " 7amdellah 3al salamah .. welcome back .. "
Jassim: " allah esalmcccch! wallllhaanen 3alaiiiiiiiikom! walah likom wa7sha .. "
I let jassim's Hand ..

And shook faris's Hand ..
The minute he touched mine ..
i felt like my heart on his hands ..
it brought chills and goose bumps all over my body..

I whispered ..
Shoug : " Missed you! "

Faris : " Missed you More .. "
he pulled me closer to him ..

Faris : " ta3alay ta3alay here .. next to me .. "

I was blushing so hard ..
I wish it was okay to hug him tight infront of them ..


Nouf kept talking with A7med& Jassim ..
to give me some privacy ..
they start walking infront of us ..
while we were following 3ala burood oo tetenni7 ..
hand by hand ..

he pulled my hand and smelled it while kissing it : " walaaaaaaht 3alaaaaich! "

I blushed even harder: " I can barely walk .. "

he giggled: " hehe whyyyy? "

I whispered : " I dunno! "

Faris: " you're blushing! .. teste7een menny mathalan? "

i looked at the floor: " shway .. I forgot how good it feels having you around .. "

Faris pulled his hand and bite it: " akhaaaaaaaaaih law agdar akhme6ech al7een bil airport! "

i giggled : " heheheh .. I dont believe it .. its you! finally here .. next to me .. "

Faris Smiled : " out of sight but never out of mind! mo ghelna chethy? "

I smiled back : " right .. oh god!! tara I hardly recognised you! .. The gofel! wayhik ghair! "

he gave me a look : " you hardly recognised me?? intay sheftay your eyes shloon talama3aw yoom sheftene? "

I giggled: " hehehe Thiiiiiiiiga! "

he gave me a dazzling look : " talama3aw wela ma talama3aw? "

I nodded : " talama3aw .. "

Nouf came out of no where ..
Nouf : " Love birds .. emshay entay weyay .. oo enta ethlif with il guys yallah! .. later on shofaw ba3ath .. "

I mummbled : " uffffffff! etyeen intay eb awqat malha da3yyyy! "

Faris gave her a look : " kellah bil waqt il thaye3 hathy! "

Nouf pulled me from my hand : " yala 7abebty ashouf emshay .. oo enta 7abebe ethany rou7 7ag a7medo oo jassim yallah .. oo bainkom phone etafqaw meta betshofon ba3ath .. "

I said while Nouf pulling me to her car: " bait mama 6aiba at 10pm? "

Faris nodded : " mama 6aiba it is .. ''

I waved to him ..

Faris waved back while saying " I love you" in the air ..

i giggled ..

Nouf: " shethaaaaa7ek? "

I whispered : " I love you .. "

Nouf: " Ladies and Gentlemen, The Bride and The Groom "

I pulled my hand while laughing : " heheheh waaaaaaaay bas heddeeeeeniiii! wesalna ur caaaaaar!! 3awartay eedi! "

Nouf: " entaaaaay! shefteeeh tesabahtaaaaaaaaay! look at that big wacky goofy smile on your face!"

I opened the car mirror ..
it was exactly the way she described it ..

I mummbled : " yeah! it's the happy goofy smile time babe! he will be here for 1 month only! and I wanna enjoy it to the max. "

Nouf turn on the radio ..

" 6ayir mn 3eyooni il nooom .. 3ala tha il 7al ana kil yoom .. samma3ny 7abebe ilsout .. oo sayyerni 3ala kaifeek .. sayyerniii 3ala kaifek .. "

I yelled : " we7shaaaaaaaaaatny suwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalifkkkkkkk! "

*BEEP*


From: Faris;*
" Back To my Kuwaiti Number! :D .. 103.7 asaaaaaap!;* "

I smiled ..

To: Faris;*
" Welcome Home 7abebe;* .. Im listening! ;* .. kil laila ma3a 6aifek 7abebe il rou7 ana at7assar!;( we7ashaaaaaaaaaaatny suwalifkkkk;'******** "

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Mad about Saher El lail!! <3

**NOUF**

my body starts shivering so hard ...

Nouf: " abbaih fajoor ba6ny gam e3awerny mn il akel!! "

Fajer: " faj'a Noufo? ma kalaitay 7etan nus ur sandwich! haaa etsaween diet oo gassa 3alay etwakleene ebrou7yyy? hehehe"

Nouf : " i have to go to the Bathroom Fajor .. aw il6abeb! i dont know .. "
I maneged to say that while walking toward the bathroom ..
I sat shocked 3ala il toilet seat ..

" omg! they said cheating can be devastating on many levels!!! .. wait Nouf , who cheated on who? bader! he's the Cheator!! .. am I the Other woman? oh my god! I'm! I'm the Other cheap Home wrecker!! .. Im so afraid! abaih wain barou7 men her Karma? i was going to break her house down .. who is she asasan? .. atwagga3 enha jaikara! low 7elwa chan ma 6ala3 banat thanen .. shit Nouf! stop thinking about her .. fakray eb nafsech .. fakray belly sawaiteeh .. bas i didnt know ena he's married! Louw kint adry ma 3oumry 7abaitah wela ne6arta ekha6ebny .. Louw Kint adry ma 7alamt eb e3yalna lail nahar .. ma ga3adt day dreaming about our honeymoon kil hal modda .. what should i do? .. ya rabi .. what should I do? "



Fajer knocking on the door : " NOUFFFFF!!!! 7ABEBTYYYYY! SHFEEECH? "

the emotional ramifications was extra tough on me! i couldn't cry ..
because i couldn't understand what just happend to me!!

Nouf : " hala fajer! " i opened the bathroom door .. : " la etkhafen! mafene shay! bas ba6ny agoolich e3awerny ethahher kalait ebsir3a .. "

fajer : "Noufa!!!!! wayhich asfaaaaar makh6ouf ekharre3!!! .. reday ilbait ray7ay oo netrayyag yoom thany .. "

I nodded : " eee walla fajoor .. sorry .. bas ekoun a7san .. "

she kissed my cheeks and walked away .. leaving me with my thoughts about Bader and my one side -i guess- love story ..


all the way back home .. i was tearing silently .. bedoon wela kelma .. my head was full with a white flash .. not a signle idea aw thought .. sar7ana bil share3 .. bil nas .. bil byoot .. sar7ana eb nafsy oo 7aly .. sar7ana ..

5 days passed .

with me having a bad flu ..
et3arfoon laima egoloon (e6la3at 3alaiha il7arra?)
i was so broken from deep inside .. me7tarra oo menqahra ..
bas i couldn't sleep .. because i felt guilty le'ana I'm the other woman!
yet, i felt betraid!
i just felt so cheap , unfaithful and stupid!
oo I couldn't tell anyone .. even Shoug .. i couldn't tell my bestfriend about what happend to me ..

I called him .. I had to shut things down .. lazim asek ilsalfa ..
i felt enna the Karma wouldn't let me live my life!
a7iiss 7obat morta mara7 tet3addany!
oo ba3dain he wasnt gonna marry me anyway!
ana tagzoora ya3ne?
it was a waste of time and emotions?



Nouf : " alohh! " my voice came heavy and executed ..

Bader : " zaaain you called! wainch mn 7a6aitlech il A labsatny!! "


and here .. when i heard his voice ..
I broke down ..
Tears start rolling on my cheeks ..

Nouf : " Bader!! "


Bader : " 7ABEBTYYYYYY! SHFEEEEEEEECH? "

Nouf : " Bader .. why you cheated on me? eshsawaitlkk ana? "

Bader: " cheated on you?? Nouf! shal 7achy!! I love you! 3an hal kharabeee6! cheated on you with meno? meno hathee ellyy teswach 7abebty entay! "

Nouf : " your wife maybe? "


seconds of shock Mixed with silence passed ..


Nouf : " la etraqe3lee .. wela etfahemni .. you didn't Cheated on me asasan .. you Cheated your wife with me!! I'm the freaking other woman Bader! ana 3omry ma kent other woman eb 7ayat ay single man .. 3alshan ayye oo aser other woman eb 7ayat wa7id metzawej! .. Bader you are my first Love! I never felt the way I felt about you! laish sawait fene chethe? laish sawait eb mourtik chethy? "


Bader kept listening to me .. bedoun laygoul wela kelma ..


Nouf : " ana ilghal6ana Bader eny ma3araft qader nafsy oo nesait eny bint nas oo metrabya .. bas sheft a handsome man waving with hopes re7tlik raktha! i was so stupid ena sadagtik eb kil elly geltah le .. shloon mastaw3abt ena e3yalik yeshbehonk? shlon mastaw3abt ena Maha wasn't your sister! "


Bader: " Nouf .. la etgolin chethy .. Im sorry .. walla il3athem .. Im not having a good life with my wife oooo .. "


I cut him off ..

Nouf : " adry adry! you were forced to marry her oo I'm the true love of your life? sa7? .. bader la etgo6 il ghala6 eb ras bint ilnas! you're the sick one! ehya mara7t khanetik methel ma enta sawait feeha .. Bader you kissed me last week .. wenta 3endik mara oo e3yal! "

Bader : " Nouf malah shoghol! 3oumra makan ilmara oo il3yal ohma il 7ajez elly baina .. i was going to tell you anyway .. bas kint an6er il la7tha ilmonasba! "

Nouf: "mashala! .. shrayik 3ayal Instead of trying to handle these wild emotions myself, oo enny adkhal ilmostashfa oo amreth .. laish ma I take action? oo i call your wife? oo akhrib baitek?"

Bader: " ta3awethay mn eblis Nouf!! "

Nouf : " goodbye bader! "

Bader: " are you gonna call my wife Nouf? "

i whispered : " goodbye my love.. "





** SHOUG **


i found my self eating my nails furiously as soon as she finished telling me the story ..

Shoug : " ibnnnnnnn elatheeeeeeeeena!! COWARD!! WHAT'S NEXT? OH MY GOD!! "

Nouf Said with her broken voice : " i don't know Shoug .. "

Shoug : " meta you will call his wife? "

Nouf : " men gallch i will call his wife? eshyaftane? .. i wont low myself to his level 7abebty .. mara7 asawey shay .. i don't know shbasawy 3alshan tabrid 7arrete .. bas 6ab3an i would never call his wife! "

Shoug: " Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaish? "

Nouf : " mn sejich entay!! aslan low ana agool enna i wanna call his wife , lazim et3aqlene oo etrakdene wetgolele don't do it!! .. Shougo louw faris ye6la3 metzawej you will call his wife? "

I gasped : " Esmillah 3alaih!! "


Nouf : " you would Never imagine the way i feel shoug .. mahma osaflich the shock .. you would never feel the way i feel .. "

Shoug : " noufii 7abebe 7ayate .. tell me .. i will always be there for you .. "


Nouf : " shoug .. it feels unreal! ma a7is enna this is my life! i don't believe in i was used as a ..... "

Shoug : " la etkamleen!! wela 3oumry ra7 artha ena etgoolin 3an nafsech kelma methel elly you'll say it now!! hatah kafoo tousfeen rou7ch eb hal shay 3alshana? .. Nouf chab chab!! keep ur head up and keep ur self busy .. Im Shocked nouf ma agis 3alaich .. bas you can beat this Noufa .. i know ennch Strong .. oo I know enna allah khashlich wa7id a7san mennah eb Alf maraa! "

Nouf: " Stop telling me that .. its The worst thing that will ever happen to me Shoug!! la etgolili i deserve much better oo hal kharabe6 elly ma etwady wela etyeb .. "

Shoug: " it's so hard to find words to comfort you Nouf .. le'ana Im so Shocked oo Mad .. i would call his wife .. aw go to his House .. a7is enny 7ail em3asba .. "

Nouf: " Don't worry Shoug .. I can't comfort myself! fa I'm not expecting ena you can help me with this .. I should find my own way to deal with this .. life goes on .. right? "

Shoug: " hell ya!! .. etyeelee? "

Nouf let a sweet weak giggle : " hehe la mali khelqich! "

Shoug : " ouch! heheheh! etmoooooonin! .. "


Nouf : " yalla I wanna sleep Now , khallas wagtch .. "

Shoug : " entay bet6awleen ib salfat il tedegger hathy? bas to be in the picture .. azahheb nafsete! "

Nouf : " hehe! maybe shway .. "

Shoug: " hehehe yalla babe .. sleep well .. i love you .. "

Nouf : " you will always do .."

Shoug: " OO BA3DAIN! "

Nouf: " haha! ma 3endy ella ilyoom atemaila7 3alaich .. bacher 7abeb ilalb erid oo taksheteen feneee! "

Shoug: " aaaaakh ya galbyyyy! I can't believe enna bachir erid Faris .. "

Nouf : " bil salama enshalla .. I missed his voice .. "

Shoug: " sej walla? didn't you miss the way he hugs you ba3ad? wella the way his eyes glows everytime you say i love you? "

Nouf: " Besmellah!! La La .. I just miss his voice! hehe "

Shoug: " mo tawa khallas wagte? yala yala Gnite! "

Nouf : " Gnite babe! "

Shoug : " me too .. I'm Off to bed .. "

Nouf: " akeed! 3alshan eye bachir asra3! hehehe "

Shoug: " BYE!"

Nouf: " heheh! bye bye .. "

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Shoug : " alooo! ha entay barra? "

Nouf : " yes yes .. 3edday laima il 10 oo 6el3ay! "

Shoug: " tara lawa3tay chabde! kel marra lazm a3ed lay 10!! "

Nouf giggled while saying : " uff! wentay kela tet7al6emain laima oosal? yala yala 6el3ay! "

we headed to Bait fa6ooma our cousin .. kanat emsaweya Dj party for her birthday ..

i was dancing with my mobile in my hand .. incase Faris dazle shay aw dag ..

*BEEP*

From: F (USA)
" alooooo! "

I smiled while listening to Rashid AlMajed and twisting my waist slowly ..
" lemennyyyy fe ma7jar e3younik 7abebe oo khalenny .. khaleny ashouf nafse fe 3eyounik oo a6ma'en ..... "

To: F (USA)
" HALAAAAAAAAAAAA! ;* "

From : F (USA)
" Missed you! ;* "

To : F (USA)
" I Miss you more! ;* "

re7t ga3adt eb kirsy bil zawya .. oo ga6ait rasy bil mobile ..

From: F (USA)
" Wainch? "

To: F (USA)
" getlik ams! ;p .. Fa6oom emsaweya DJ party 7ag her birthday! ;* "

From : F (USA)
" oooooo!! kal 3ada!! nesait agoolaha happy birthday! :) "

To: F (USA)
" yaaaaaa kirh hal nesyan feek!! send her a msg Now!! oo goulaha dazlch men ziman bas tawa yousal! :P ahaha "

From : F (USA)
" hehe ashkara! :D .. enzain bas yallaaa ta3alaaaaaay! "

I smiled ..

To : F (USA)
" Wain ayee? "

From : F (USA)
" 3endii! ;* "

my Heart Skipped a beat ..

To : F (USA)
" 7ayaaaaaaate! wala weddy! ;* "

From : F (USA)
" sheno lebastay 7ag il7afla? "

To : F (USA)
" Dress mat3arfa! ;p .. shakhbary Faris heheh! kil ehdoomy Now ma et3arefhoum! "

From : F (USA)
" hehehe .. shu3oor khayis tara! .. yalla hanat .. ma bouqa shay oo arid oo ashouf kil ehdoomich ;p "

Nouf pushed my shoulder so hard while saying : " SHOUGOOOOOOO! ESTA7 3ALA WAYHICH!! MJABLA EL MOBILE SARLICH SEEEEEEENA!! MA SARAAAAAAAAAAT FARISSSSSS!! BAS BAS! BAQEELAH TWO WEEKS WERID OO ETFOKOOONAA! BAAAAAAAAAS! HEDAY YOUR MOBILEEEEE!! "

i blushed : " enzain la etzefeen!! bas ba kaa bahedda!! "

To : F (USA)

" brb! ;S .. ga3id ezfoooooony! ;x "

Around 12am .. radaina Back Home ..

Nouf mummbled : " abaih! Shougoooooo! 7addyyy khaifa! Bacher Grades Bader! madry shfene mekhtabsa!! "

Shoug : " Shekharre3? 7a6eta eb mokhbatch! hehehe "

Nouf : " heey! latgouleen 3anna chethy! walla he's so sweet to me Shougo! aslan entay last week temde7eena ! "

Shoug : " akeed bamda7a! ma36eech Hadeeya Armani watch bedoon monasaba! aked ba7issa ya7lelah! "

Nouf touched her baby blue armani watch with a smile on her face : " eeeeeeeee .. 7abebe! "

Shoug : " you should be happy! le'ana be5a6bech! wanassa! we will have a wedding! hehehe .. "

Nouf : " wayy sektaaay! hatha shay thany emkhare3ne .. "

Shoug : " la la shako! .. 7adda be happy! enshalla il umoor tamshy oo tetsahhal! abyyy afra7 feeeech yal khaisa! "

her smile faded : " wayy! 7ady khaifa walla! .. "

i kissed her cheeks while saying : " inshalla kilshay yamshe tamam "

I tucked my self into bed .. and texted Faris ..

To: F (USA)
" aaakh! my baaaack! my leeeeeegs! fene ilnoooooooom! "

from : F (USA)
" tara afham naghzatch ana :P la etnaghzeen ya3ni aby message! "

i giggled ..

To : F (USA)
" heheheh! i wanna sleeeeeep! "

From : F (USA)
" I wanna Cuddle you .. "

my heart sank ..

to : F (USA)
" I wanna rub your hands while cuddling me .. "

From: F (USA)
" hmmm .. well , i want you to feel my breath on your neck babe .. "

To: F (USA)
" awwww! pull me closer .. "

From: F (USA)
" shougiiiiiiiiii! i wanna kiss your shoulder so bad! ;( "

I felt so dizzy while touching my shoulder with my finger ..

To: F (USA)
" i want you to kiss my shoulder so bad! :( "

From: F (USA)
" mo etgolili 3aib ma 3aib! bas arid ra7 aboosech! "

I giggled ..

To : F (USA)
" hatha ely nawey 3ala shar gabel la erid ;p "

From: F (USA)
" hehehe kaifiiiii kharaboooooo! ;p .. yala sugar pie entay namay wana lazim arou7 3endy alf shaghla asaweeha .. "

To : F (USA)
" ukh! ;( .. ma sheba3t mennk!! "

From: F (USA)
" barid enshalla oo betmeleen meny! :* "

To : F (USA)
" yalah babe! ;( gnite .. "


** NOUF **

i put my hair up in a ponytail ..
7ady mali kheeelq! bas barou7 ashof il grade oo arid il bait ..

i called fajer my class-mate : " *yawning* aaaaah! alo? "

Fajer : " halla Noufa .. "

Nouf : " hala fajjoor .. ha bashray? cham ur grade? "

Fajer : " zain I got B+ .. oo gelt 7ag ildr. aby ur grade 3alshan la tet3anain .. bas ma retha! egooli elly yabe his grade eyee lay 3endy! "

Nouf : " ya kerha .. yallah kany ana yaya bil 6erej .. "

Fajer : " khalas khoosh .. i will wait you 3alshan netrayag together .. shrayich? "

Nouf : " khalas ok .. see you .. "

wesalt il jam3a around 10:30Am .. Bader gayelina ena his office hours men 10-12 bas! oo mara7 e3alliq ilgardes .. elly yabe eye eshof his grade gabel la tanzel bil system .. shal da3ala?

i knocked on the door ..

Nouf : " dr? "

Bader : " 7ayach .. and close the door behind you .. "

i whispered while closing the door : " shel 6ary? "

Bader : " le'ana i should get a prize for the A! haha! " he said that while poiting at his lab .. " come here Noufa! "

i froze in my place .. : " wain! no! "

he pulled me strongly from my hand while saying : " i gave you an A 7abebtyy! "

i got terrified .. : " bader! laa! "

he sat in the conder of his disk .. while holding my waist so tight ..

Nouf : " Bader! Heeednyy!! "

my eyes starts tearing up!

Bader : " ola ola! laish tabcheen Nouf? "

Nouf : " Because .. " .. I whispered while crying : " dont rape me! "

Bader laugehd so loud : " hahahhaha! shda3wa Nouf! wain ga3deen? i wont rape you!!! "

i felt relief yet it was so awkward ..

Nouf : " ok hedny .. shakelna efashel!! law a7ad edish!! "

he pulled me from my neck and printed a soft gentle kiss on my lips ..

I shivered while taking few steps to the back ..

Nouf : " i feel weak .. "

Bader : " let's get a room Noufa .. "

Nouf : " ay room!! mn sejik! .. Bader we will get married soon .. you will have me bil7alal .. "

Bader said while rubbing his eyebrows nervosly : " mekhalif! many gader asber .. "

A girl knocked on the Door ..
i walked toward the door ebser3a ..

Nouf : " yalla bye! "

i found fajoor out side waiting for me ..

Fajer : " etshooooofena sak ilbab!! shda3wa!! ana dashait wella etekny i3larag! hehehe "

i giggled nervosly : " hehe! ee abaih! "

Fajer : " ha cham bashray? "

Nouf : " thanks god .. 3a6any A .. "

Fajer : " oooh ya ba5tch! ohwa ma ya36e Grade ella 7ag elly edeshoon mazaja! heheh ashwa ana B mo C!! ma3ana walla makintay ta36eenah wayh! "

I got confused ..

Nouf : " shenu ya3ne? mafahamt! "

Fajer : "sheno mafahamtay? uhwa il dr. ma3roof enna ma ya36e grade ella 7ag il banat elly yetmaila7oon 3alaih oo yetdale3oon .. bas madry sh6ary 3alaih 3a6ach A .. "

Nouf: " la shako! 7aram 3alaich! ana ma kint asoolif weyah wela shay oo kan e7laiw oo mo7taram ma3ay!! oo 3a6any A le'ana ana darast 3adel 7ag ilfinale oo our group sawaina shay bil project .. "

Fajer : " welly esalmech bas! uhwa eserlina mn be3ed .. min side his wife .. "

my brain couldn't understand a word ..

Nouf : " wife? "

Fajer: " eeeh haw!! matadreen? uhwa ma5eth bint 3ammah! oo 3endah 2 boys! "

Nouf: " shlouuuuuun ya3ne? "

Fajer: " Noufoo shfech! .. He's Married! "

girls! :*

hey girls! a7ibkom 7ail .. ana ma the3t tara! looool :P
bas ramadhan oo hal loya lahhatny 3al ilblog shway ..
bas i promise to post very soon ..

1- embarak 3alaikom ilshahar .. ramadhan kareem oo allah akram .. ask God for whatever you want oo allah gereb oo ra7 yestejeb likoom .. allah yarzekom elly tetmanonah gabel la ekhalis ermothan .. oo allah efare7kom kether ma etfar7oony! :*

2- allahhhh yer7am ghaneema Alfalah .. i really dont know her in person .. bas mashalla thekerha il6ayyeb 3ala kil lesan .. allah eghafer laha eb hal shahar ilfetheel oo yadkhelha fasee7 janatah .. girls , deer balkoom! sougaw shway shway oo la tenshaghlon bil blackberry! la7qen 3alaih! nabeeekom!! deer balkom 3ala nafskom!

LOVE TO YOUR SOULS! <3

42}~

** Nouf **

Three weeks passed by .. and Bader split us into groups to work on our presentation .. ya7lelah he stick to his promise to me enna e3awethna 3an il exam eb presentation , yet! He didn’t spoke to me for the last three weeks ..

That Sunday, I was sitting next to my New group-mate Fajer. 3alaqatna only in the class oo phones for the presentation.. nothing less or more ..
Fajer : “ ana getlich my brother esawey designs 7ag il power point.. shrayich akalma today oo aredlich khabar? “
I nodded ..

Bader spotted me ..
Bader : “ what? “
I whispered to Fajer : “ golelah ena we’re talking about the presentation! “
Fajer said loudly : “ Sorry dr. kent agoolaha shay about our presentation .. “
Bader: “ aha! Although the Question kan muwajjah 7aggich Nouf! “
I mumbled : “shagolik? “
Bader : “ ma asma3! “
Nouf : “ nothing Dr.!! “
Bader : “ you mumbled something! Sema3tch! “
Nouf : “ ma gelt shay! I said enna shagolik? Ena I wasn't talking asasan .. fajer kanat etgooli about the power point!! “
Bader : “ and the paper on ur hand? “
Nouf : “ It's a paper for the Notes elly engoolhoum eb our group meetings .. 3alshan ma ansa .. things to do! “
He came to my disk : “ give it to me! Oo come take it after the class .. “

I texted shoug ..
To : Shoug
“ chab bader! I hate you! Way mal kaaaffffff! “

Bader threw the papers on his disk .. and yelled loudly : “ NOUF!!!!! “
I shivered : “ yes? “
Bader : “ ana cham marra gayelllich mako mobile bil class? “ he scanned the class while saying : “ cham marra I told you girls NO MOBILE? “
I said quietly : “ sorry! “
He stormed out .. and left us bil class .. all the girls start gossiping :
“ abaih shda3wa 3alaih? “
"ashkara feeeh shay el dr.!! "
“ shfeeh chethy 3assab 3ala mobile? “
“ Nouf! Whats wrong with the dr. ? “


I followed him in big steps ..
Nouf : “ Bader! “
He pulled me from my hand inside his office : “ OSH! Fetha7teena! “
I pulled my hand : “ shfeek enta!!! “
Bader : “ shfeek enta? .. hatha esloub! “
Nouf : “ Bader! Whats the hell? Sarlik 3 weeks adeglik ma etrid 3alay! Although inta ilghal6an asasan from my point of view! Tara ana ma sawait shay! Ya3ni I was in a wedding with my family! Shloon arid at 11? .. oo now sarlik 3 weeks ignoring me? Oo treating me like shit? “
Bader moved slowly to his disk .. while saying : “ mmmmmm .. and? “
Nouf : “ it has been 3 months wela 4? .. and tell now you didn’t say anything straight forward to me! Ma gelt ley I love you! .. ur just playing around Bader .. and that’s not fair! “
Bader : “ shelly not fair? “ he said while lighting his cigarettes ..
Nouf : “ me! Falling so hard for you .. oo loving you this much .. wenta madry 3anek! Et7ebny wela la! .. madry etha ur taking me seriously wela la .. madry etha this is a relationship wela la!! “
Bader : “ Nouf! Tewaga3tch tadren .. “
Nouf : “ adre shenu bader? Adre sheno! “
Bader : “ Nouf .. I’m not a player kellish! Oo maybe hatha elly ekhalene ma3arf a3aber 3an masha3ry oo et7eseny jamid oo dafsh weyach .. I have never been in love before .. bas kilyoom 3an yoom .. at’akkad ena you are the One nouf .. “
I blushed : “ mmm .. “
Bader : “ yes, I love you so much! If that’s what matters for you .. bas ana makan weddy eser ashkara oo in puplic gabel la a56ebech .. “
My eyes smiled : “ takh6ebne? “
Bader : “ ee Nouf! Akeed akh6ebech .. bas let this course pass wenshalla akh6ebch .. ana ma aby netzawaj oo entay my student .. “ he giggled while saying : “ enshala mo maskhara ya3ne! “
Nouf : “ laish za3alt 3alay? “
Bader : “cause ana kent nawey hal yoomain akallem ahaly ena e5a6bonch .. cause the finals kahoum on the door .. bas entay yoom solaftay with Maha kharabtay my plan! I don’t want her to recognize you! Ma aby laima etshoofech etgool eeh athker enna emsolfa weyay aw metlazga fene .. Nouf! Etha entay terthainha 3ala nafsech ana ma arthaha 3ala my wife! “
I said shyly : “ Im sorry .. “
Bader : “ khalas .. that’s ok .. bas I hope enna you understood my point .. “
Nouf : “ ee ee I did .. khalas mara7 akallem a7ad mn ahalik anymore! .. mo lazem hehehe .. “
Bader laughed : “ ehehehe! A7san ba3ad .. la7ga .. eb teshbe3een menhoum .. “
I stood up : “ yala 3ayal ana lazim arou7 .. we have a meeting .. karaftna allah ehadak! “
He smiled to me : “ etha taben ay help im here for you! Bas mo etsawen nafs il exam! “
I nodded : “ enshalla .. I will fix things up .. “
Bader : “ I trust you .. “
Nouf : “ bye bye … “
Bader : “ matabeen your paper? “
I giggled : “ hehe embala! Tedodaht! “

I took a blue pin and wrote on the footer of my paper ..
“ enty ajmal ma khalaq raby fe hal koun il weseee3 .. GD'LUCK! :* “

The minute he handed me my paper .. I promised myself to never let him down .. NEVER!

41}~

Happybirthday BG.;************

Happy birthday to you from the animals in the zoo :P looooooool la la mara7 akammel :P enshalla ma a6aye7 ilmeyana wayid :P tara ana ma an3a6a wayh! Hehehe ..
May all ur dreams come true this year! ;*LOVE’U! <3

** NOUF **



I followed Maha to The bathroom .. I couldn’t take my eyes of her .. madry shfene! I just wanted to know their family .. I just wanted to make any kind of relationship with Maha.


I stood next to her while fixing my make-up ..
and whispered nervously : “ omg! What’s wrong with me!! “
Maha : “ excuse me? Etkalmene? “
I shivered from the bottom of my stomach : “ ha? La! I was talking to my make up! “
Stupid stupid stupid Nouf!!!!!
I giggled while saying : “ hehehe! la ya3ne akallem nafsy ena madry shfene mo 3arfa a3addil my makeup “
She smiled sweetly to me : “ hehe ee 3ady kela chethey eser .. when ur at home oo tel3eben bil make up shaklich eser eyanin .. oo when you are in a wedding ma ya3jebch! “
Nouf : “ ooooof! La7athtay!! “
Maha : “ tara wala ma ga3da ajamlich .. bas you look gorgeous mashalla! “
I blushed : “ awwh! 7abebty be3younch! “
Maha said oo ehya metradida : “ 3ayal ma 3araftch? Menu m3ay? “
Nouf : “ eeh sa7! Hehe .. I’m Nouf AlFlani .. “
Maha face lightened : “ mashalla! Wene3m!! .. la etgoolili Bushra e5tch? .. “
I felt so relieve inna e3jebat’ha 3aylete oo ahali ..
Nouf : “ hehe la bint 3amme! “
Maha : “eeh sa7 shfene ana! Hehe she so big to be ur sister! Ehya mn 6aqqete .. “
I nodded : “ ee sa7 taqreban kobrch .. she have 3 girls now mashala! “
Maha : “sej? Mashalla! .. salmay 3alaiha wayid .. gulilha Maha AlFlani etsalem 3alaich .. “

Should I ask her sheserlaha Dr.Bader? bema enna both nafs il3ayla?
Bas they don’t look alike .. ya3ni ashkara bet7iss enny adry enha his sister!
Nouf : “ wene3m .. khalas yousal enshalla .. “
Maha excused her Self oo raddat dakhel il 3ers ..
I kept staring the mirror ..
not understanding what just happened to me!


I dialed Bader’s immediately ..
Nouf : “ OMG! BADDDDDDDER! “
Bader : “ hala hala .. amdach etreden mn ilwedding? “
Nouf : “ la la I’m still there .. bas your sister! “
Bader : “ shfeha? “
Nouf : “ETSHAWIG! She so adorable mashalla .. “
Bader : “ ee adry 6al3a 3ala her brother! Hehe .. shefteha? “
Nouf : “ I talked to her tawa! Ga3adna ensoolif bil bathroom for 10 mins taqreban! She’s so cuuuuuute! Oo e6la3at et3arf bint 3amme .. “

Bader quite relaxing tone turned into yelling ..
Bader : “ LA7THA LA7THA! ENTAY GA3ADTAY SOLAFTAY WEYA MAHA? “
I got scared : “ la la ma solaft! Ya3ne bas ena ebtisamna eb wayh ba3ath .. “
Bader : “ NOUF DON’T LIE! TAWCH ETGOLELE ET3ARF BINT 3AMCH! “
Nouf : “ bader shfeek em3asib? Laish faj’a etsarekh? La etsarekh!! .. we just talked for minutes! “
Bader : “ OOOOOOOOO SHAKUUUUUUUU!!!!!!! “
Nouf : “ ana kent akallem nafsy oo ehya 3abalha eny akalemha fa solafna shway! Bas that’s it!! “
Bader : “ TABEEN TEFHAMHA ENNA GA3ED TETLAZEQAIN FEHA? “
Nouf : “ laish etsarekh! Shatlazzaq feh? “
Bader : “ MA GA3ED ESAREKH! “
Nouf : “ bader! La etsarekh .. embala enta ga3ed etsarekh! .. ana ma solaft weyaha ehya elly kalematny oo ba3dain shatlazzaq feeh? Ehya matadry 3an shay oo ma yebt laha 6areyek wela 7etan getlaha enny eb Gust 3alshan wala yenyab 6areyyik! “
Bader : “ AHA! YA3NE MA TEKALAMTAW 3ANNY? “
Nouf : “ takhayyal bas asoolif 3annek 7ag ekhtik! Shenu shayefne?? “
Bader : “ 3abali ba3ad .. tara ana ma a7ib chethy oo wela ahaly e7ebon! Ma en7ib suwalif enna naqreq with strangers! “
Nouf : “ ehya elly kalematny bader mo ana elly kalamt’ha! .. anyways , ilmafrooth enna hatha shay ewanisny bas enta 6ala3ta mn kha6ry! Khalas ilsharha 3alay ana elly daga enna far7ana eny solaft weya ekhtik! Next time when she talks to me I will turn my back oo an7ash! Ok? Erta7t? “
Bader : “ ee ee a7san!! “
Nouf : “ yala Bye! “
Bader : “ NOUF! “
My eyes start etching : “ mmm? “
Bader : “ yala reday el bait! “
Nouf : “ sheredny ilbait? Its 11 am! Lel7en ma dash il me3ris aslan! “
Bader : “ana ma a7ib ena tet’akherain foog il 11! Khalas sheftay il wedding oo sheftay ilnas oo il kousha oo il3aroos! Bas ghasob etshoofen ilme3ris? Yala reday! Lech nes sa3a oo edegenli mn baitkom! Ok? “
My heart start beating so hard : “ abaih mn sejik? I can’t! Ana yaya ma3a omy oo khalaty oo my cousins! Shered’houm kellohum? “
Bader : “ ya3ne ma e6e3een kalamy? “
Nouf : “ Kahy your sister lel7een bel wedding! “
Bader : “ LA ETYEBEEN 6ARY MY SISTER!! SHAKO ETQARNEN?? “
Nouf : “ ma sabait’ha ana! Bas its normal enna elnas teg3ad bil weddings lain 2-3 am! “
Bader : “ mashalla!! Sarya mn Samra il ekhet? “
Nouf : “ what to do now? “
Bader : “ etha you love me sij .. you will find a way to get back home! “
Nouf : “ bas?”
he closed the line on me ..
Nouf : “alo!! “


I went back to the wedding ..
Shoug : “shfeeh wayhich masfooq! Eshsawatlich Maha? Hehehe “
Nouf : “ shoug maytha7ek! “
Shoug : “ abaih noufo! Shfeech? “
Tears start falling .. mo gadra awagef ..
I just kept my head down chenny a6alle3 shay men my clutch ..
Nouf : “ JERK! Shougo he’s a jerk! “
Shoug : “ meno ohwa? Shesalfa! “
Nouf : “ I talked with Maha for few mins. Oo dagait 3ala Bader agoolah ena ya7lelha .. chan esarekh 3alay cheny emsaweya shay keber! Oo he told me to get back home now! Oo ena khelal nes sa3a lazm adegla from our house phone! Wela eb yez3al! “
Shoug said calmly : “abaih! Mn sejah? Calm down entay .. rou7ay il 7amam ghaslay wayhich .. oo malich sheghel feeh! Don’t get back oo estansay oo ba3dain laima etshofena bil jam3a tefahemaw .. maybe he’s mad 3ala something else .. maybe khaf enna Maha tanqed 3alaich .. ma tadren shenu his point of view Noufa .. “
Nouf : “ takhayelay egoooli e7na ma en7eb ensoolif with strangers!! “
Shoug : “ee sheftay! Khayef Maha tanqed 3alaich! “
Nouf : “ khatwalyy! Ehya elly kalematny bil bathroom aslan! Oo e6la3at et3arf Busha my cousin! “
Shoug : “ khalas 3ayal malich sheghel feeh .. Now 7e6ay ur mobile Silent wela switch it off oo lets have fun .. oo lay sar bacher.. e7elha alf 7allal .. “

From: Bader
“ ha wainch? Radaitay? “

I threw my mobile 3ala Shoug ..
Nouf : “ ha ekhthay! Maynon walla maynon!! “

Shoug text him back..

To: Bader
“ still bel wedding .. I can’t get back home! Sorry! :* we will talk about it later .. “
My mobile start ringing ..


“Bader” is calling ..
1 missed call ..
2 missed call ..
3 missed call ..
4 missed call ..

Shoug : “ SHFEEH HATHA? 3ALLAQ!! “

Nouf : “ I don’t know! “

“ Bader” is calling ..
5 missed call ..

From : Bader
“!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????????????? “

To: Bader
“ I’m in the wedding I can’t answer! What’s wrong? “

From: Bader
“ REDAY EL BAIT! “

To: Bader
“ I can’t! I told you alf marra! Magdar! Magdar! Ma agdarrrrrrrrr! “

From : Bader
“ mashy! “

I threw my mobile on my lap. While mumbling ..
Nouf : “ I wanna get back home Now! uff kharrab moody oo 3assarneee .. “
Shoug : “ mo eb kaifa! You will have fun oo bacher you will fix things up! Aslant bacher lazem et6al3en 7aretch! Hathy mo tasaroofat! Shenu yahel? “
Nouf : “ yeah! I will make everything clear tomorrow .. “

40 } ~

LONG..LONG .. LONG.. LOOOOOOOOOOOOONG! Post! :*


Tears felled my eyes... abaih! Faris taghayyr wayed! Kobar!! I miss his face so much! And the sound of his giggles.. I miss the smell of his cigarettes on my clothes .. I miss the way he looks at his mobile screen every time it rings! I miss the way he cuddle me from the side while rubbing on my shoulder gently .. I miss the way he gets mad at me! … I miss him. Period!

To: F ( USA)
“ omg faris! You changed!! Kobart!! The gofel? And the GLASSES? .. omg! 7ail taghayart 3alayyy F! ;( .. I miss your face so freakin much! :* “

From : F (USA)
“ taghayart? Ma amdanee! Kelaha cham shahar ;p .. hatha 3iiz America elthaher :P hehe .. 7abebtyy! I miss you much more! :* raje3lich qereeeeeeeeb! :* “

To : F (USA)
“ gool enshalla! :* .. aakh I have a wedding today .. 7addy 3aizanaaaa! ;( “

From : F (USA)
“ ooh wedding? I will get to see something nice tonight! (a) “

I giggled .. mo sa7yy walla ..

To : F (USA)
“ Luckyyyyyy you! ;p .. yalah khal agoom akhshakhlik! ;p “

From : F (USA)
“ good .. cause I have to consternate on my lecture la il dr. e7athefny bara : ) take ur time! :* “

I got into shower .. while thinking about my wedding day .. ya3ni now il brides shesawoon hal 7azza? Ya3ne if I was the bride .. shenu bakon asawwey now? .. I giggled while imagining myself as a bride .. that was a funny ticklish idea at the age of 17 .. I got out of the bathroom with 1 msg in my mobile ..

From : Nouf
“ Me and fa6ooma ray7en il saloon .. coming to the wedding wela lel7en 3aizana? COME COME COME! ;( “

I texted her back
To: Nouf
“ la embala I’m coming .. pick me up! ;* “

We went to Lashes Saloon at AlYarmouk Area .. I was going to wear a strapless Shorty short printed dress From Juicy couture .. So I’ll keep it stylish and elegant .. with a Medium Wavy Ponytail because I already have a straight thick fringe. And I was going to wear my mom’s diamond earrings which end with soft papybink pearls.

Noufa was going to wear a silky black dress that matches with her retro hairstyle and her breath taking cherry red lipstick.

I mumbled while lying on the makeup chair : “ fa66om .. I wanna color my hair! Wayyy I have this urge to color it! “

Fatima: “ Sh6ary 3alaich! Faj’a? you have always loves ur hair color! Oo aslant its nice! “

Shoug : “ adryy ina its nice oo I like it this way .. bas madryy ya rabbe! Weddy asbaghaa!! “

Fatima : “ 3ad they say enna when you get this urge to change something in your life , ma3nata ena you miss something fa ga3ed et3awthen .. “

Nouf giggled from the back : “ haha AWCH! “

I gave her a half look : “ get a life noufooo! “

Fatima : “ shenu shenu? What’s happening? Laish a7es enna 6ayefny shay? “

Shoug : “ la mo 6ayfech shay! “

Fatima whispered : “ is it about you and Faris? “

My eyes popped out : “ ay faris? Shenu? Shdarach!! Who told you!! God!! “

Nouf came quickly from the back while covering her mouth : “ omg!! Entay men gallch? .. “ she turned my side : “Shougo tara mo ana!! Wala mo ana!! “

Fatima Said calmly : “a7medu told me! Bas men zeman! Gabel 3-4 months maybe .. “

I yelled : “A7MEDO? “

Nouf : “ wait wait!! Which a7medo? Our cousin? Aslan shdarrah!!! “

Fatima said in her innocent way of thinking : “ I don’t know! Omg Shougooo! Tara walla sorry sorry sorry ana mo qasde atlaigaf .. bas I thought it’s something normal .. cause a7medo ma gally ena it’s a secret! “

Shoug : “ la that’s ok! .. shgayyelich a7med? “

Fatima : “ Nothing .. ana dakhalt il living room eb bait mama 6aiba wela uhwa oo jassim yetkallemon .. fa sema3t 6araf salfa enna Shoug galat oo Shoug sawwat .. I asked them ma jaweboony , then jassim went to his friends .. oo buqa a7medo ebrou7a chan atiwa77ad feh oo ag3ad a7in oo a3asseb 3alaih laima gally ena Faris and Shoug loved each other bas they broke up! Bas! “

Shoug : “ ya khaissaa! Ya3ni now geltely enna I miss someone 3alashan aby asbagh sha3re bas 3alshan agoolich? “

Nouf and fa6ooma start laughing at me!
Fatima : “ heheh la la walla la!! That’s true! Walla gareeta eb magazine! Wallah maga3da a’allif! “

Nouf : “ hehehe Shougoo! Fethe7tich eb bait mama 6aiba 3ala afa men yesheel! “

Shoug : “chabaw! There’s something wrong! Mo ma3qool ya3ne! .. ma etha7ek don’t laugh .. “

I headed to the car while dialing A7med’s number ..
Shoug : “ a7medo! “
A7med: “ hala shoogu? “
Shoug : “ who told you about me and Faris being together? “
A7med got shocked from my direct question!
A7med : “ ha? “
Shoug : “ A7medo! Tara fa6om galatly ena you told her .. oo enna enta oo jassem kintaw tetkallemon 3anny .. so khallesny! Shesalfa? Laish kilman yadre ella ana? “
A7med: “ well , nothing .. when you broke up guys Faris kan yabe a7ad edeer balah 3alaich , he didn’t want to leave you alone in Kuwait oo esafer oo wela a7ad yadre 3anich, Okay Nouf knows about everything .. bas she’s a girl after all .. so Faris told Jassim enna he doesn’t wanna go to the US. Oo khalas hawwan yabe yeg3ad bil deera 3alashanich .. ena at least he can take care of you even etha entay not together anymore .. bas jassom ma rethalah .. galah bil 3aks rou7 oo safer oo wakher 3anha 3alshan et7is belly efgedtah oo khal a7med eder balah 3alaiha .. after all a7med okhooha oo ra7 e5af 3alaiha kethrik .. so they told me .. oo ana asef enna I told fa6om bas wallah dashat eb khashmeeeee! .. “

I was setting in Nouf’s car .. and Tears just starts falling on my lap. .. tear after tear .. I couldn’t stop crying ..
A7med : “ Shougg 7abebty la tabchen! Im you brother oo sej enny ma taqabalt il fekra awal shay .. bas tais elfereej wela il tais il ghareeb! “ he said in a funny way ..
I giggled while crying in the same time .. : “ hehe! *Snef* .. ya3ni ana skhala? Heheh! “
A7med : “ hehehe la bas atha7kech shwaya .. shougo tara 7etan law jassom oo faros ma galooly .. it was obvious! “
Shoug : “agool! La tetfalsaf 3alay! .. sarlina sena o nus wela a7ad la7ath! La etserli thakee al7en! “
A7med : “ ilsharha 3alay dayer baly 3alaich kil hal modda? “
Shoug : “ wayhik ana agool! “
A7med : “ wala mo kafo! “
Shoug : “ hehehe! yala yala ana lazim arou7 3endy wedding .. “
A7med : “ Enjoy! Yala bye .. “

I closed the line with joy and happiness all over my heart ..
On the way home I told the girl shesalfa .. they went all “ awwwwwww”! hehehe ..
Awal ma wesalt my room .. I got into my dress , fixed my dirty pink lipstick .. and text faris , oo went with Mom and my sister to the wedding.

To: F ( USA)
“ heading to Sheraton. “

From : F (USA)
“ Blow their minds babe! :* “

I giggled ..
To : F ( USA)
“ Farrosi .. bagoolik shay .. “ I stopped typing .. ukh! Should I tell him enny darait? Aw should I wait him to tell me? I deleted the msg .. and sent him a kiss instead .
I sat with Nouf and Fa6ooma 6ab3an ..

“ ley sa7ebin khathny bezaina .. 3an kil mazyoom oo ra3boub .. rou7y ghadat lamrah reheena .. oo ilgalb mn nathrata ethoub .. “

Nouf and fa6ooma stood up : “ yala yala .. “
We starts dancing properly le’ana it’s a wedding .. wela e7na hedoona eb DJ’s hehe ..

I whispered : “ girls! Should I tell faris ena I know? “
Fatima : “ YES! “
Nouf : “ NO! “

We start laughing and dancing .. forgetting about Faris oo ena everyone ones! I sat on my chair .. and pulled my Mobile from my clutch ..

To: F (USA)
“ galbyyyyy ma3ah rabby e3eena! 3alaih saber sabr ayob! :’( “

From : F (USA)
“ ollah! Kil hatha ana!! :’( “

To : F (USA)
“ ehehehe .. la la atghashmar!! ;p “

From : F (USA)
“ tara I didn’t get anything nice ;( tonight is not my night! ;( “

I blushed while handing Nouf my Mobile : “ sawreeny! “
Nouf took couple of shots for me .. marra while im standing .. marra while im pausing .. marra smiling ..
I asked : “ ayhi a7la wa7da? “
Nouf pointed on the 3rd picture .. were I was standing and The background were the Silver and White Kousha which brings my dress out , I was giving the camera my prolife and smiling while putting my hand on my waist in a girly way.

To: F (USA)
“ and the picture goes to … drums please! ;p “

From : F (USA)
“ KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK! Yalla dezeeeeely! Tara thalaitenyy ;@ wala ma adezlich soorty again :P “

I giggled .. and send the picture to him ..
After few mins. I received ..

From : F (USA)
“ I got a mini heart attack! SHENU HATHA? :* “

I blushed ..

To: F (USA)
“ hatha ana ;$ “

From : F (USA)
“ JAMEEEEEEEEEEL ENTA! :* egray 3ala nafsech! .. “

To : F ( USA)
“ awwh! Enshalla I will! :* “


Noufo pushed me from my shoulder ..
Shoug : “ OUCH! Shtabeeeeen!! “
Nouf : “ shofay om green!! “
Shoug : “ il blonde? “
Nouf : “ee ee! Elly now ga3id targis! “
Shoug : “ eeee? “
Nouf : “ that’s Maha! .. Bader’s Sister .. “
I kept staring at Maha ..
Shoug : “ chathaba!! How did you know? .. she don’t look like him! KELLISH! She white oo blonde oo uhwa tanned .. abaih uhwa a7la menha eb million marra! “
Nouf : “ yaa! Maskeena! Haha .. she looks like her mom oo he looks like his dad! Bas! 3alshan chethy they don’t look alike! .. “
Shoug : “aaah! .. wentay shdarrach? “
Nouf : “ uhwa mwareny her pic .. oo he told me! .. getlah barou7 wedding ilFlany wela egolli ena Maha his sister betkon ehny oo enna uhwa ely bawadeeha oo beyebha .. “
Shoug : “ ya7leeeeela! He seems like a good brother! “
Nouf : “ ooh! She’s going to the bathroom .. let’s follow her! “
Shoug : “ laish betraqmeenha la sama7 allah? “
Nouf : “ SHOUGO! shut up! Lets got oo create a conversation with her! Pls pls pls .. “
Shoug : “ NO WAY! IM NOT GOINGG!! 3AIB 3AIB! NO!! “
Nouf : “ plsssss shougo! pls plssss ! “
Shoug : “ Sorry Noufo! Ensay .. I can’t do it .. aslant ebayen 3ala wayhi .. I can’t .. “
Nouf : “ screw you! I will go alone! “
And she headed to the Bathroom to create a coincident with Maha ..