25 } ~ A.

I woke up the next day with a smile on my face ..
Kent 7addy happy because I missed faris so much ..
I missed the way he looks at me ..
The way his warm manly hand squeezed mine ..
I just missed being around him ..

I pressed his number while picking my red Armani puffed top ..
3alshan albisa with a jeans oo my favourite Gold Cavalli pumps.

Faris : " hala hala .. "

Shoug : " I felt ur smile yal khayis .. "

Faris : " hehehe .. ashwa wasla lay 3endich? "

Shoug : " heheheh eeeeeeh .. agoolik betye today mu sa7? "

Faris : " sure 7abebti .. "

I closed my eyes for a second while saying ..

Shoug : " wavy or straight ? "

Faris : " slick ponytail .. "

Shoug : " hehehehe allah! Great with ur AJ navy cap! "

Faris : " ghasoob ya3ne? "

I giggled : " emmmmm heheheh .. I guess? "

Faris : " heheheh inshalla .. tamren .. "

Shoug : " 7abebe .. "

Faris : " yalla shougoo entay etbadlen oo etsawen sha3rech 3ala ma ana akhethli shower? "

Shoug : " okay 7abebe .. na3iman moqadaman .. "

I closed the line .. oo libast my clothes ..
Sawait my hair ..
And applied a thick black eye liner with lip gloss ..

I texted il rabi3 ..

To: Nouf , Faris , a7med , jassim , fa6oom
" WAINKOOOOOOM? I'm ready! .. menu omoorny? ;p "

" Nouf " Is calling ..

Nouf : " ya3ni menuuuuuuu bemorrich mathalan?? Farrroooooos wela jassom? "

Shoug : " mmmmmmmmm .. lazim ya3ni akhtaaar bas wa7ed? Heheheh "

Nouf : "heheh maliqa! Yalla tara ana 6ala3t mn baitna .. I was going to call you yoom dazaitay ilmsg .. 3edday laima il 20 oo 6el3ay barah! Okay? "

Shoug : " shaaata5allof? .. I'll wait for your call! "

Nouf : " la la maby maby! Kaifeee! Mu ana bamoorch?
Kaify mazajjyyy athelich shwayya! "

Shoug : " waaaaaaaaaaay!! Al7een cham a3ed? 10? Heheheh "

Nouf : " chab chab 6el3ay barra .. huuuuuuf! 7asafa wesalt!! "

I went to her car ..
On the road we kept talking about random stuff laima faj'a I said ..

Shoug : " tadren ena faisal beyye fuds now? "

Nouf : " common! Chathaaaaaabba! "

Shoug : " wala! .. noufo I'm scared .. 7aaaaail! .. akhaf akhaf .. "

Nouf : " shako? Sht5afen menna? You didn’t do anything wrong! .. "

Shoug : " bas .. "

I took a deep breath while staring at the lafta " 2nd ring road " ..

Nouf : " shougoo baine oo bainch .. uhwa laish yay? "

Shoug : " I have no idea! Wallah il3athem! .. getlah ena shako etyee .. wella egooli bas chethe meshtehe erou7 fuds! .. shda3wa 3alaik! Mako ma63am bil kuwait ella fuds? "

Nouf : " madri shenu salfeta hatha! .. I love him by the way .. more than faris .. "

Shoug : " chab nouf! .. shyab lay yab! "

Nouf : " shako? .. he's a doctor woman! Rakzaaaaaaay! "

We both broke a laugh ..

Shoug : " eeh bas dr. jaikar shwaya! "

Nouf : " 7aram 3alaaaaaaaaaaaich! He's cuuuuuuuteeeeee m3a his big puppy eyes!! Walla eshaaaaaaawiiiiiiq! "
Shoug : " madry .. ma7iiss .. he's more than 3ady bil nesba ley .. "

" Faris;*" Is calling ..

My phone rang with faris's pic 3ala kober il screen ..
I yelled while kissing the screen ..

Shoug : " WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYY!!! HATHHHHAAAAAAAA IL MAZYOOOOOOON WALLAAAAAAA! MU HATHAAAAK SHAIN IL7ALAYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA .. "

Nouf mumbled : " 7emdellah wisheekir! Mashfoo7a!
awal marra etshofen esbay? "

Shoug : "alooooooo .. "

Faris : " ha 7ube wainch? "

Shoug : " kannah! Bil parking .. ana oo Nouf .. "

Noufo start pointing ib her finger 3ala white bmw saf6a jeddam ilbab ..
Ana gomt agoolaha without a voice " menu? .. menu? "
Wehya etsaweeli be3yoonha puppy eyes ..

Faris : " alooooo! .. shfech tanna7tay? Wainch? "

Shoug : " aaaaam .. aam .. getlik .. ga3ed nasfe6 .. farris degeega oo endish .. bas noufo ga3da tasfe6 oo mat3arf .. yalla ok? Degega oo adish .. "

Faris closed the line ..

Shoug : " LA ETGOLILI FAISAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLL! "

Nouf : " la yadete! "

I let a fake smile and mummbled : " hehe .. oh god! .. hello drama! "

Nouf : " abbaih shako? .. it's not a big deal ok babe? "

I closed my eyes .. took a deep breath .. and opened the door ..

Shoug : " sure! "

Faisal kan ekhezna ethahir mn dashaina il parking..
Did he saw me kissing my mobile screen?
I smiled to him from masafa eshkoburha ..
Well , that good .. bas chethe khalasna?
Aah ashwa! .. I thought besir something big ..
Did he wave?
Aakh! Stupidddddd ya faisal ..
I waved back in a shy way ..
And start walking big fast steps while bushing noufo mn thaharha ..

Shoug : " emshay asra3 noufo .. if you can run ..
well , lets run now! .. yala yala .. "

Nouf : " haw haw! Shfeeech? .. waaay waziin his wave walla! .. ya zeeeeeeennna shougo .. walla 7ada mamlou7! Shofeh shofeh .. "

I kept bushing her ..

Shoug : " chab chab .. emshay .. wala faris be6eqni .. wala bestir salfa .. emshay emshay noufo .. walla akhaffff! "

Nouf : " enzain yala yala! Uuff! "

7amdellah ena kelhum kanaw wasleen .. so kan fe table 7agna ..
Oo faisal oo his friends sajalaw bil waiting list ..

24 } ~

Nouf Called me immediately after my msg ..
Ma radait .. khalaita eser missed call ..
And I took a shower .. libast my PJ ..
And called her after lying down on my comfy bed ..

Shoug : " ha? "

Nouf : " ha wayhich! Whats wrong? Shfeech with ommch? "

Shoug : " nothing .. 3ady .. faris .. "

She said while giggling : " heehehe wallaaaaain! Shfeeeehh ba3aaaad? "

I took a deep breath while covering my head ..

Shoug : " mama khaifa 3alaih menni .. imagine noufo! Oo khalti ghada too! Khaifa eserla shay .. madre a7is channy going to steal him menhum! Shda3wa? .. I don't know.. "

Nouf : " wait! .. first of all .. your mom khaifa 3alaich then 3alaih! You're her daughter! Fa entay il awla bil nesba laha .. and 2nd thing khalti ghada 6ool 3omerha over protected oo 7ad'ha emsaweya faros ya dhaina la tenkatain! .. they don’t hate you shoug .. bas .. eshofoon il7ub something wrong! Oo ena you guys teenagers lel7een! Ya3ni 7adkoom yahal oo elli benkom le3eb oo kharabe6! "

Shoug : " well no its not! I love him noufo .. wayid! Mu shwaya! .. wayid! "

Nouf : " I know .. khalas khallehum ebrou7hum ra7 yadroon later enna it's true love .. "

*BEEP*

Shoug : " aah .. second line .. wait .. "

I took a deep breath and said my "alo! "

Shoug : " hala hala .. "

Faris : " heyy babe .. menu ur second line? "

Shoug : " my other boyfriend .. "

Faris : " la walla? "

I giggled : " ehehe .. noufo ba3ad menu! "

*BEEP*

Shoug : " wee kahe! Ensad eb her face mn kither ma en6arat! "

Shebakt il kha6 ..

Shoug : " hey .. "

Nouf : " ENSHALLA MA AKHHHHHEEEEEEESSSSSSS!! "

Shoug : " heehehe sorry .. sorry! .. "

Nouf : " menu? Faris? "

I mumbled : " mmm .. "

Nouf : " shyabe b3ad? "

Shoug : " he's here! Heheheh .. weyana bil kha6 .. "

She starts giggling : " haw! .. heheh aloooooo? "

Faris : " kane kane! Shfene mo 3ajbch? "

Nouf : " heheh 3ajeebne laish la! "

Faris : " eeh 3abale! .. shkentaw etsoolfon 3anah? "

Nouf : " shaaaaaaaakkkkkkoooooowwwww? "

Shoug : " about you .. "

Nouf : " entay ebsir3a etkheqeeeeeen! Hehehehe "

We broke a laugh ..

I whispered : " 7adde .. "

Faris : " shfene? "

Nouf : " nothing! Mafek shay 6oowel il3omer! .. bas shougo omha em3asba 3alaikom .. oo enna etshoof hal shay so wrong oo sick! "

Faris : " ah! "

Shoug : " no .. ya3ni mo chethe .. bas enna it's wrong .. oo ena e7na esghar oo malah da3e hal suwalif al7een oo chethe .. bas she loves you faris .. oo ya3ne 3ade she'll understand later on .. bas al7een mama mo metfahma .. bas later akeed eb tetfaham .. "

Faris : " ah .. "

Shoug : " ooo ba3dain I was rude weyaha .. already kent metnarfiza mn many things oo qalait adabe .. so its not about you bethab6 .. bas 6ali3at 7arrat'ha fena .. ya3ni an ail big deal mu enta .. ana elli lsany 6oowel oo radadt .. bas enta 3ady ma tekrehik my mom wela enna etshof our love something 7ail 7ail ghala6 .. ok its wrong .. bas mu wayid wrong .. "

Faris : " ah .. "

Nouf : " shfeek emtannne7!! "

Faris : " nothing .. yalla I have to go wesalt ildowaneya "

Shoug : " and your comment is?? "

Faris : " inshala khair! "

Shoug: " shda3wa 3alaik faris .. sarle sena atkallam .. akhir shay .. enshalla khair? "

Faris : " yala bye .. "

Nouf : " aloooooooo? .. waina hatha ra7? "

I mumbled : " eeh .. sada! "

Nouf : " shfeeh 7imdelah weshekir? "

Shoug : " chab! Shfech entay 3alaih! .. "

Nouf : " law entay 7abatlich jassom wayid a7sanlich! Walla he's funny oo adorable oo mu de3la nafs hatha! .. "

Shoug : " shtabeeeeeeeeeeeen! Omg! Sakhefa! .. shfeeh faris? A7san mn jassom eb million mara! Common aslant its not fair 7ag jassem ena etqarnena eb faris! Cus be6ee7 7atha! "

Nouf start laughing : " hahahah maskeena entay! Wayid shaifa feeh shoofaaaaa! "

Shoug : " shtaben? Kaife kaife! .. huuuuuuuf! Tara ebrou7y mali khulq . yala bye bye .. barou7 adish msn wayid awnas mench! Maliqa .. "

She said while laughing : " heheheh bye bye ! "

I loged in msn ..

Shougan .. enta ma7boobi eb 7ag oo bela neza3;*! Says :
Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ;p

Dr. Faisal Says :
Hala shouggggggggggggg ;D .. shlooonch?

Shougan .. enta ma7boobi eb 7ag oo bela neza3;*! Says :
Mm .. gd I think .. what about you?

Dr. Faisal Says :
Amazing .. foooooooooog ilnakhaaaaaaaal ;p

I giggled while typing ..

Shougan .. enta ma7boobi eb 7ag oo bela neza3;*! Says :
3assa dom ..

Dr. Faisal Says :
A7ad eshuufich oo ma eser zain? ;D .. nice to see you ilyoom ..

Shougan .. enta ma7boobi eb 7ag oo bela neza3;*! Says :
Aaww! Thanks .. nice to see you too ;) ..

Dr. Faisal Says :
Yeah me too ..

We kept talking about random stuff ..
Ghareba shlon he never mentioned his brother thing to me ..
Yemkin 7asabne babe oo mafham eb hal suwalif?
Or makan yabe yetnaqash bil mawthou3 with anyone?

I received a msg from a7med ..

From: A7med
" etrou7oon tomorrow fuds? At 2 pm? "

To : a7med
" sure! 3oqba cinema? "

From : a7med
" affa 3alaich ;) "

Dr. Faisal Says :
Aloooooooo! Wainch?


Shougan .. enta ma7boobi eb 7ag oo bela neza3;*! Says :
Hala? Kane! .. sorry kent atefeq with my cousins 3ala 6al3a bachir ;p

Dr. Faisal Says:
Really? Oo wain etefaqtaw?


Shougan .. enta ma7boobi eb 7ag oo bela neza3;*! Says :
Fuds ;p

Dr. Faisal Says :
Sh6ary 3alaikom? @@

Shougan .. enta ma7boobi eb 7ag oo bela neza3;*! Says :
Madri wanasa fathe oo naakheth ra7atna there ;p

Dr. Faisal Says:
3alaikom bil 3afya .. ana bachir ba6la3 with my friends too ;p .. khalas ashoofch eb fuds enshala! ;p

My eyes popped ..

Shougan .. enta ma7boobi eb 7ag oo bela neza3;*! Says :
Loooooooooool laaaaaa mn sejik! Malah da3ey etyee .. ma63am yahal heheheh

Dr. Faisal Says:
You'll be there .. ekaffffii ;)

Huuuuf! La teeyee! Mabek mabeeeeeeek!

Shougan .. enta ma7boobi eb 7ag oo bela neza3;*! Says :
Heheheh thanks ;p bas wallah kelish malah da3e! ana barou7 m3a cousins aslant! .. ya3ni faris oo a7med oo jassom will be there! ;p

Dr. Faisal Says:
So? .. 3adi! A7san ashoofhum!

Shiiiiiittttttt!

Shougan .. enta ma7boobi eb 7ag oo bela neza3;*! Says :
Bas tara they don’t know enna I have a connection with you ..

Dr. Faisal Says:
Oo men gaal ennch mwa3datne? I wanna go there! Eshtahaait fuds! ;p

Shougan .. enta ma7boobi eb 7ag oo bela neza3;*! Says :
Heheh .. khalas elli eray7ik .. see you then ;)

Dr. Faisal Says:
Enshalla ;)

Shougan .. enta ma7boobi eb 7ag oo bela neza3;*! Says :
Yala ana bagom anam ;p .. goodnight ;p


And .. I went to bed thinking about tomorrow...
While whispering to the sky: "please god .. mali khulq aflaaaaaaaaam! "

sorry..

I didnt die yet!
Sorry wala!
i'll make it up for you guys! :(

23 } ~

3eedkoum embarak all ;*
Miss you ..
And looooooooooooooooovvvvvve you wayyyyyid! ;*
.
.

My eyes winded ..
And I gave him a half smile while blushing so hard ..
Omg .. estakhaaaaf hatha?

My mom called me : " Shoug! Shfeeech wagfa there? Rou7ay 7ag ilbnayyat! "

I nodded : " ok .. ok .. baru7! "

I start walking toward the other living room ..
I pressed faris's number ..

Faris : " mmmmm .. "

I whispered : " nemt? "

Faris : " yes .. "

Shoug : " mu gelt masafat il6erej? "

He giggled while rolling on his bed : " heheh .. enshalla 7abebe bas netzawaj you won't go there anymore ok? "

I blushed : " ok .. inshalla .. "

Faris : " shfeeh ur voice? "

Shoug : " za3lan! Cus ma yabe erou7 yeg3ad with the other girls! Maleqeeeeeeeeeen! "

Faris : " heheheh 3an ildala3 .. kelaha sa3a! oo ba3dain keep msging me ok? Ensoolif msgs .. bas la etthaygen khulqich ok? "

Shoug : " heheheh .. enshaa … "

Faisal : " e7mm .. "

I turned to see him walking waray ..

Shoug : " Emm .. agoolik khalas enshalla .. yalla see you .. nighteeeee .. sleep well .. "

Faris : " fee yammich a7ad? "

I smiled : " yeah! "

Faris : " yala 7obi .. goodnight .. "

I closed the line and smiled to faisal elli kan sa6er yamme!

Shoug : " hi there .. "

Faisal said with a big smile on his face : " shrayich bil wink bas? "

Shoug : " heheh 3ajeba! .. " I turned the subject .. " which room elli ga3den feha ilgirls? Yemen or yesar? "

Faisal : " mu tawwich tgoolen 3anhum maleqen? "

Shoug : " ha? I .. "

It was just a slap on my face! ..

Shoug : " aah .. no 3adi .. I just don't know them 7ail .. "

Faisal : " and you hate chatting with someone you barley know? "

I nodded : " yeah exactly .. "

Faisal smiled while saying calmly : " menu kentay etkalmen? "

My heart starts beating so fast ..
And my eyes start etching me ..

Shoug : " ha? .. haw! Laish? .. faa .. faris! "

Faisal : " faris? Ur cousin? She6ary etgoolenlah 3an ilgirls enhum maleqen? "

I rolled my eyes : " daah! Because he's faris! .. 3ade! Agolah anything .. everything! "

Faisal : " I know enkoum close .. bas ya3ne .. ma haqait lay hal daraja ..! "

I smiled : " what an awkward first time meeting! Awal marra ashufek face to face oo chethe ga3ed netkallam? "

He smiled : " that’s right! .. weird! .. ma7essich yahel! "

I giggled : " heheheh ok I'll take it as a mad7a! .. thank you very much! "

He starts laughing : " yes it is mad7a! .. ma a7is enna baina 9-10 years! "

Shoug : " heheeheheh tara ok etha you're 25 tara I'm 16! Mu baby! "

Faisal : " yeah right .. adre .. bas awal marra asoolef m3a wa7da kober 7issa e5ty oo ma a7iss enha yahel! "

Shoug : " tara 7issa bigger than me eb two years! 3ala fekra! She's almost 18! "

Faisal : " hhehehe .. shougo can I have your number? "

I just paused in my place ..
Not knowing what to say!
Kan weddi an7ash .. or at least atesel 3ala nouf!

Shoug : " mmmm .. su .. sure! "

Faisal : " channich tewahaqtay oo ma tabeen? "

I giggled : " hehehe no! shda3wa .. bas ena ma tewaga3t il question! hehe .. mmm .. its 999xxxx"

Faisal start laughing while searching for his mobile eb
his dishdasha's pockets .. : " wait wait ne6ray! "

6alla3 his flip-flop nokia mobile and start typing my number ..

Faisal : " 999…? Then? "

I heard my mom's voice : " yalla ma3a ilsalama .. SHOUGGGGGG! "

I said : " kane yomaaa! Next to the door! .. "

Faisal : " akher shay cham? "

Shoug : " 2 .. 3 ! "

My mom : " yalla m3a ilsalama faisal .. enshufik 3ala khair yoma .. "

He gave her a smile : " m3a ilsalama khalti .. "

I said while walking behind my mom .. : " m3a ilsalama .. see you! "

* BEEB *

From: Faris
" 103.7 dedicated to ur sharp eyes;* love you! ;* "

I smiled ..
Awal ma rekabna il car wella afta7 il fm ebsiiiir3a ..

** 7abeeb ilrou7 ya 7eluu ebtesamak .. oo ya ma7la elliyalee fe gharamak .. eshofoony ma3ak as'har leyalii .. egharuu mn kalame oo mn kalamak .. mn 3eyooni law to6lub 3eyooni .. 7abebe oo 7obbek eb galbe jenouni .. kil 3eyoon ilnas tes'al laish a7ebik? Wana ma hammeni law yes'elooni .. **

I swallowed my tears ..

To : Faris
" a7ibek! ;* allah la ya7remni mennk …. "

My mom : " menu ga3ed edezeenla msg? "

I ignored the question and said : " tadren yooma tawa faisal took my number! Abaih maaaa abyyyy! "

She stared at me for a while .. then mumbled : " mahwa a7san mn ghaira! "

My eyes winded : " shgasdech? "

My mom : " entay fahma! "

Shoug : " omg! Ma asaddeq! .. yuma I wanna know walla sej! Why do you hate me? Shenu sawait lech? Laish me7tara menny? Ana shenuu sawaaait!! "

My mom : " fee om te7tar mn beent'ha?? .. ana me7tara 3alaich! Mu menich! "

Shoug : " aah! .. and it's okay ena faisal eli madre sheserli
ya5eth my number? "

My mom : " mnu gallech it's ok? .. ana aslant kil tasarrofatch not okay bil nesba le! Antay kellich mo 3ajbatne hal fatra! "

Shoug : " and here we go .. "

My mom start yelling at me .. the classic parent talk .. entay ma et3arfeen masla7tich oo hal 3omer qararatich mu right .. and kilshay ga3ed etsawenah wrong oo 3aib! .. etc etc etc ..

I took a deep breath eb nus kalamha ..

My mom : " channa mo 3ajbech? "

I whispered : " khalas mama .. I'll end it .. kilshay beser methel ma you want .. ok? "

My mom : " enshof! "

I texted Nouf ..

To: Nouf
" I hate my mom! "

22 } ~

I went home .. and my mother didn't said anything to me ..
Bas ta36ene nathrat – I hate you – bas enna thanks god ma sawatli salfa ..

I got into my bed ..
And signed in msn ..

Dr. Faisal .. 3edu? Be ay 7al je'ta ya 3edu? .. Says :
Guuuuuuwa! A7LA 3EEED EMBARAK 7AG SET IL SETAAAAAAT :D

I giggled..
Maynon?

Shougan .. yentehe 3eedi oo tawa ma ektimal!
Youm ma tes7ab mn edaine edaik! .. Says:
Heeeey! ;* .. 3ediik embarak ;* .. shloonek?

Dr. Faisal .. 3edu? Be ay 7al je'ta ya 3edu? .. Says :
G R E A T ! ; ) .. what about you muffin?

Shougan .. yentehe 3eedi oo tawa ma ektimal!
Youm ma tes7ab mn edaine edaik! .. Says:
Amazing I think? Heheheh ..

Faisal had this spirit elli ghasub you'll be happy around him ..
He's just so happy and alive .. no matter what!
When I talk to him .. I feel like im in a wonderful circus ..
His world is so much better than "life"!
Bas ghareba .. he didn't mention his brother salfa! ..
Which is soooo ghareeeeeeeeeeba! ..
Shda3wa ma egooli?

Dr. Faisal .. 3edu? Be ay 7al je'ta ya 3edu? .. Says :
Haaa sharaitay nafnoof?

I smiled ..

Shougan .. yentehe 3eedi oo tawa ma ektimal!
Youm ma tes7ab mn edaine edaik! .. Says:
Hahahah shakhbari nafnoof? ;p la etfashel rou7ik tara Now gamaw esamounah dress ;p bas ethahir enta kent tadris fa ma darait! Loooooooooool

Dr. Faisal .. 3edu? Be ay 7al je'ta ya 3edu? .. Says :
Ya3ni '9a'36atne 7alaya ilkhashem?

Shougan .. yentehe 3eedi oo tawa ma ektimal!
Youm ma tes7ab mn edaine edaik! .. Says:
Heheheheheheeee! Khalas khalas im sorry! Akhir marra! ;p .. eeeh sharait "nafnof" :D

Dr. Faisal .. 3edu? Be ay 7al je'ta ya 3edu? .. Says :
Eee ashwa! Keshkheeli .. mu etfashlene agool 7ag omi ba56eebha etgool shoof shenu labsa! Khu entaw il7areeem edaqeqoon 3ala shaghlat baikha!


Shougan .. yentehe 3eedi oo tawa ma ektimal!
Youm ma tes7ab mn edaine edaik! .. Says:
Hahahahah! So truuuuuueee! ;p .. la inshalla la et7ate ;p

We kept talking about everything ..
Just random suwalif ..


Dr. Faisal .. 3edu? Be ay 7al je'ta ya 3edu? .. Says :
Tadreen gabil cham yoom menu sheft bil salalt? Faris oo jassim oo a7mad!

Shougan .. yentehe 3eedi oo tawa ma ektimal!
Youm ma tes7ab mn edaine edaik! .. Says:
Menu??? Akhaf emthaye3! Loooooooooool ..

Dr. Faisal .. 3edu? Be ay 7al je'ta ya 3edu? .. Says :
La mo emthaye3!! Shtaben? .. walla sheft'hum oo salamt 3alaihum looool! A7medo lel7een chethe skinny looooool?

Shougan .. yentehe 3eedi oo tawa ma ektimal!
Youm ma tes7ab mn edaine edaik! .. Says:
Hahahaha! Yeah khalas 3ayal sheft'hum ;p .. ya7lelhum ;*

Dr. Faisal .. 3edu? Be ay 7al je'ta ya 3edu? .. Says :
Shlounhum? Shakhbarhum?

Shougan .. yentehe 3eedi oo tawa ma ektimal!
Youm ma tes7ab mn edaine edaik! .. Says:
Heheheh laish tes'alne? Chan sa'alt'hum ;p .. zainen 7amdellah! ..

Dr. Faisal .. 3edu? Be ay 7al je'ta ya 3edu? .. Says :
Elli athkera ena faris kan mareth … 3adil?

My eyes winded ..

Shougan .. yentehe 3eedi oo tawa ma ektimal!
Youm ma tes7ab mn edaine edaik! .. Says:
Eeh .. he is ..

Dr. Faisal .. 3edu? Be ay 7al je'ta ya 3edu? .. Says :
Allah eshafeeh inshalla ..

Shougan .. yentehe 3eedi oo tawa ma ektimal!
Youm ma tes7ab mn edaine edaik! .. Says:
Ameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen! ;* 3assa ya rabbb ..

Few days later ..

My mom : " SHOUGGGGG! YALLAAAAAAAHHHH!! TARA ILSA3AAAAA 9AM!! YALLAAAAAAA!"

I mumbled while yawnening: " aaaaaah? Yallaaaa yallaaaaaa! Huuuuufffff .. "

My mom screamed : " 3EEEEEEEDCH EMBARAAAAAAAAAAAAAK! "

I smiled : " ayamich sa3eda .. mwah " I blow her a kiss ..

I dialed Faris's number ..

Faris : " yaaaaaa saba7777 il3eeeeeeeeeeddddd .. "

I smiled while shrinking on my bed ..
I just love shrinking laima asma3 his voice ..

Shoug : " saba7 ilkhair .. "

Faris : " yaaa kaslana! Wakeeeee up!! .. ana badish thaleth dwaneya! Wentay lel7een nayma? "

I giggled : " heheheh maaaaali khuuuuuulq! Abe anam! "

Faris whispered : " yalla babe wake up .. ana lazim arou7 fashla mn ilnas .. yalla 7abebe entay wake up .. I'll see you around 3 ok? "

I mumbled : " fene ilnoooooom! Mabi arou7 il3eed .. I wanna stay on my bed all day .. uuh .. "

Faris said while giggling : " yalla wake up now and we'll celebrate later eb ur bed! "

I blushed : " heheheh qalel adaaaaaaab hehehehe .. "

Faris : " hehehe .. mwah .. yalla bye .. "

I closed the line and went to my lovely bathroom ..
Took a long shower .. "the 3eed" shower heheheh ..
I waved my hair and refa3t one side with cute small glistening bow hairclips...
Applied dark cherry lipstick ..
And called for our maid asking her about my Eid dress!
Libast my deller lilly print silk dress uhwa three mixed colors .. peach , black and gray …

We went to aunt muneera house , then khalti badreya , then … then .. then ..

I mumbled : " way yumah! Bas bas .. dekht!
My cheeks gamaw e3awrooneeeeee! "

My mom giggled : " ya il3ayara! Ana mashoof ella kilshwaya wa7da da3sa eb eedich 20 kd! "

I blushed while giggling : " hehe shaaaaako! "

We went to my father's side half-aunt ..
Khalti Hissa ..
She's like 80 years old!
Allah your7amha now .. she passed away 3 years ago I think .

My mom : " call nada shofeha wainha? "

I texted her : " wainch? Me and mom eb bait khalti Hesa alx. ;p "

I raised my eyes .. to find a full living room ..
The right side full with women ..
And the other side full with men!

I whispered while holding my mother from the back : " yuma! Fashla! "

* BEEB *

From : faris
" haaaa 7abebee .. wainch? "

I smiled ..
And raised my eyes ..
To see fisal staring at me ..

Hissa " faisal's sister " : " hiiiiiiii shouuuuuuugggggggg .. "

I hugged her : " ahleeeen! Miss youuu .. 3eedich embarakk honey .. "

It just popped in my mind " khalti hissa her grandmother!! .. okay!! "

Salamna oo I sat with " the girls" elli I barley know ..

I texted faris ..

To: faris
" uuh! E7na eb bait khalti hessa .. and I'm with banat ma3ref ella asamehum! I hate thisssss! Come pick me! "

From: faris
" yala yala im on my way! ;* "

I smiled ..
And raised my eyes ..
To meet his adorable big eyes ..
Did he winked?
Did he –really- .. WINKED?

21 } ~

My heart stopped beating..
And my eyes start etching me …
I hate ilchethb ..
Ma7eb ma7eb ..
Specially enny ga3da achatheb 3ala faris!

I whispered : " .. amm .. no!"

Faris smiled : " are you sure? "

I nodded : " eeh! Shda3wa shak fene! "

He stood up ..
And reached for my hand ..

Faris : " emshay! Let's go out side .. ensoolif 3ala ra7atna .. "

I start walking toward the door oo 7asa enna ba6ne e3awerni ..
Oo ena it's the last time eli bakallem feha faris laish ana chathaba ..

Fa6ooma yelled : " WAIN RAAAAAY7EEEEEEENN?? "

Faris : " jam3eya .. taben shay? "

Fa6ooma : " pepsi please .. ooo galaxy elli dakhla caramel .. "

Faris nodded : " sure! .. wentaw taboun shay? "

Jassim : " zgayir oo redbull .. "

A7med : " banak! "

Nouf mumbled : " ahh mishtahya noodles! "

We all break a laugh ..

Shoug : " hahah she6aaaaaary noodles! "

Nouf blushed : " heheh madriiii! Faj'a atnassa! Heheheh "

We walked out side ..
And got into faris's car ..

6ooL il6erej sakten ..
He didn't ask me aw shay ..

" MAMA;* " Is calling ..
I whispered .. : " uuh! Great! "

Shoug : " hala mama "


My mom sij enha open minded oo kilshay ..
Bas as I said before .. makan 3ady 3endaha a6la3 with friends ..
Aw albis geser .. and bikini's makanat eb qamoos'ha at all!
She's 7achra as we say in kuwait ..
Ya3ni madre a7is enha typical mother ..
Edgdg kil shwayya .. questioning about every little detail eb 7ayate ..
Mu 3an shaka fene .. bas she loves me oo etkhaf 3alay mn ildinya ..


Shoug : " yeah .. minu gallch? .. eeh ray7een eljam3eya .. hala? .. yes .. only me and him .. haaw! Yumaaaaaa! Laaaaa! Shakuuuuu! Omg!! .. la .. ok ok .. "

She starts yelling oo enna entay ma tefhemen oo ma e6e3en ilkalam .. oo when you come back e7sabich m3ay .. oo yalla come back home now la ayeelich iljam3eya afashlich .. just kalam ebu6 ilchaaaaabd oo enarrfiz ..


She closed the line eb wayhe ..
Faris smiled : " ha? Zafetich? "

Shoug : " uuh .. 6af .. like I care? "

Faris : " don't say that .. you care .. look at your eyes .. matrosa edmo3 .. "

Shoug : " yeah .. it's not about my mom faris .. it's about .. everything! "

Faris : " everything? "

Shoug : " I just .. "
I took a deep breath ..
And said …
" faris .. it's about everything between us .. it's not working! .. the first thing my mom mu rathya .. and 2nd yours too! .. and now you don't understand me eb salfat faisal oo ena he's my cousin oo emghasebny enna ya achatheb 3alaik or enna I cut him off my life ooh al shay ana mabeeh! Because I don't see anything wrong eb my relationship weyah! He's just my cousin .. "
I start crying .. : " im tired from wearing masks and fake a smile .. a7is enna kilman yekrahne .. kilman eshufni bitch for using you .. 3ala balhum enna you're sick oo ta3ban .. oo ana .. ana .. I'm using you somehow! .. madry shloon! Or shaku! .. bas hatha ray kil elli 7olna .. ma3ada nouf maybe! She's the only one elli shayfa ilmawtho3 ib our view .. "

Faris took a deep breath .. : " la tabcheen inzain .. kilshay yen7aL .. la tabcheen .. "

I whipped my tears and took a deep breath .. : " I know .. I know kilshay yen7aL .. bas Im saying etha it's worth it aw la! .. akhaf faris .. akhaf! .. "

He moved my hair wara my ear …
and whispered : "shloun etkhafen while im here? "

Shoug : " enta sibab khoufi faris . enta! "

His eyes winded and his hand just froze behind my ear : " ana? "

Shoug : " akhaf a7ibek oo akhaf ahedik .. akhaf agoolik ilsej oo akhaf achatheb 3alaik .. akhaf a3temed 3alaik oo akhaf a3temed 3ala nafse .. Im just so scared .. "

Faris : " shoug! Shoug! .. la etgoolin chethe! .. shal 5arabee6? .. ana min meta at7akam feech wela akhalich etchathben 3alay? .. okay I hate your relationship m3a faisal oo I was really mad laish ektishaf sedfa .. bas etha tabeen et'9elen friend weyah .. khalas kaifech! Ok shay mo 3ajebni bas ana mara7 amne3ch mn shay! .. oo ba3dain ilkhoof eli fech 6abe3e! .. mafeha shay ennich et5afen .. I'm scared too .. ne3temed 3ala ba3ath oo enkammeL ba3ath .. shay 6abe3e ilkhouf .. if you care about something shay 6abe3e etkhaf tafgedena .. it's sign of love shougeee .. it's a good sign not a bad one! "

Shoug : " oo omek oo omi faris? Oo omiik oo omeee?? "

Faris : " mekhalif! .. still e7na esghar eb netharhum oo qararatna mu sa7ee7a .. enshalla eb nikbar oo we they see us lel7een 3ala rayna .. eb yeqtan3oon ena It’s a true love oo mu le3eb .. "

Shoug : " and going to usa? Oo etkhalene! "

Faris : " yah! Shfeech shoug? Ghasub etsaween salfa? Ghasub telgain shay ethayyeg khulqich? .. let it go .. live day by day .. oo inshalla kilshay eser ok .. la etfakreen ib the future too much .. khaleeh .. ebrou7ah esir! .. ok? "

I nodded : " ok .. "

* Kisarne ilkhouf .. oo ashwaqee reqeqa mate7eb ilkhouf! .. A7IBEK .. oo ilguloob elli te7eb ... methel il3eyoon etshouf! .. anadelik .. wela radait .. 3asa ma sabat e3youn il7asood egloubena oo malait? ..


Faris smiled while kissing my hand .. : " yalla khaneshtereelhum elli yabona la nenfethe7 .. specially il noodles shefookna mn elsan nofoo! "

I giggled with tears in my ears : " heheheh .. yalla le'ts go .. "

We went to jam3eyat alyarmook …
Me and faris . .walking side by side oo uhwa ediz il3araba ..
I smiled ..
The perfect picture of us ..
With little fay? ..
I love the name " fay" ..

I said while smiling : " I love fay .. "

He gave me a confused smile : " lucky her .. bas which fay? "

I blushed : " our fay! .. bentna esmha fay! "

He giggled : " heheh .. ooh right! Tawni adre .. mmm …
cute name .. mu wow .. bas 7elu .. "

I smiled while staring at chips corned : " mmmm laish mu wow?
It's amazing! Walla 3ajeb .. "

Faris : " I don't know .. fay faris .. too many F's .. heheheh! "

Shoug : " hehehehe! Ohh god! Mokhe madre laish 6ara 3ala bali the F word! Heheheh wai3! Heheheh "

Faris break a laugh : " hahahah me too! Mu agoolich mo wow! Cus mn getleli Fay .. sar fene mmmm fay faris? .. FF? what the F? hahahah! "

We start laughing 3ala ashya sakheefa ..
it was just so sweet talking about ayshay weyah ..
mahma kan esgher ..

20 } ~

Hey all ;*
Miss you sooo much! ;D
Sorry for taking so long ..
Bas saratli katha shaghla oo khathat wagte! ;x

LOVE YOU ALLLL ;******************



I pressed Noufa's number while closing my room's door ..
Awal ma she picked it up ..
I whispered : " aloo! "

Nouf : " hala? "

Shoug : " Noufo!! Omg!! "

Nouf : " heheh shfeeech etsasreene?? "

I giggled : " heheh madre! .. agoolich tawa sema3t my mom oo nada esoolfon about someone! Atwagga3 he's faisal's brother!! .. "

She cut me off ..

Nouf : " yeah enna tezawaj? Oo ran away to Dubai? "

Shoug: " omgggg!! He ran away?? Wiyaha? Omg!!!! "

Nouf : " yeah! I know!! .. 7adi masdoomaa!! .. my mom tawwa ga3da etsoolif! .. allah e3enhoum!! .. "

Shoug : " what should I do? What should I dooooooooo? "

Nouf : " you? .. wintay shaku? .. it's none of ur business !! "

Shoug :" I was going to block and delete him ilyoom! .. bas noufo 7araam! 7abebeeeee!! Yaksir ilkhaaa6er! "

Nouf : " mmmm well, ana mo meqtan3a eb salfat il delete aslant! Shako faris eb kaifah ye5tar menu etseren close weyah oo menu la? Madre ya3ni ma7iss lah da3e kellish! You're not a child shwaig! You're big enough enna et3arfen what's right and what's wrong! "

I mumbled : " mmmm .. yeah .. a7is chethe .. "

I closed the line ..
And joined msn ..

- Faris .. ENTY MALAK! ;* .. Says:
Halaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa 7ooooooooobee! ;*

I smiled ..

- Shougan .. Says :
Ahlaaaaaaan! ;D

- Faris .. ENTY MALAK! ;* .. Says:
Shloonech?

- Shougan .. Says:
Heheheh very good ;*

- Faris .. ENTY MALAK! ;* .. Says:
7abebe sawaitay delete 7ag faisal?

- Shougan .. Says:
Emm .. eeh kane dashait el msn 3alashan asawelah block delete ..

- Faris .. ENTY MALAK! ;* .. Says:
Kafooooo! ;* .. yalla 3omri ana gaym anam .. gn ..

- Shougan .. Says:
Goodnight ;*

Dawart his email eb my contact list ..
A7is galbe e3awerne ..
Mu gadra asawelah delete!
He's so sweet! Oo 7aram!! Ma sawali anything wrong to delete him ..!

After taqreban a week ..
Fahamt ilsalfa mn suwalif ilnas oo my family oo our group ..
I was really sad ..
Kisart kha6rey ..
It's not easy enna your brother yaskir feek oo ekhalik 7achwa eb ilsan kil elnas!
And his brother married someone mu mn mwakhethhum wela akhlaqha zaina ..
Fa it's so hard 3alaihum ..

One day we were eb bait mama 6aiba ..

Jassim : " ekhasii! Shtabeen etgoolen 3anah ya 7aram! .. la mu 7aram! .. 7aywan oo mu rayyaal! "

Shoug : " omg! Wenta shakuu feh? It's up to him! Khalas bi6agag! Hal salfa sarlikom sena tetkalemoon feha! .. khalaaaas! Move on! .. "

Nouf mumbled : " ee wallah! Telgoonhum now bil honeymoon wela yadron 3an kalamkom! "

A7med : " shda3wa? Mangool rayna ya3ni? Oo ba3dain elli yaghli6 yet7ammal elli eyeh! "

Faris nodded ..
While fa6ma said nervously : " you guys! Madri shlon! Ma etfakroon eb 3aqelkom! .. elbanat eb degega eqesson 3alaikom oo etseroon 3emyan! .. because she's hot oo chanha actor khalas? Manshoof 3aylat'ha wela akhlqaha? Oo we should move on? La hatha mu kalam! .. khalas! Ana basiir ray7a feha oo barou7 akheth wa7da mu kuwaiti! And you guys move on enzain? "

Noufo said while laughing : " oo menu gallich enna you look like an actor? "

Shoug : " yeah .. jeker.com! "

We all start laughing so hard 3alaiha ..

Fa6oma : " chab bas chab! .. shfene? Eshmel7ee wallaaaaaa! "

Fa6oma is really cute mashalla .. white skin .. light green madrey blue eyes mashalla .. her eyes ya36oun akhthar mn loon walah! .. she's cute ya3nee .. she took her look from her father's side .. wayid emkhal6een atrak oo Lebanese ..

Fa6ooma added : " bas bas! Bada3taaaaaaw! La te'97ekooon 3ama!! Huuuuff! .. walla kil el guys " she pointed 3ala faris , jassim and a7med .. " galaw nafs il kalam!!! "

Faris said while laughing : " ehehe ana? Heheheh .. la I didn't say ennah 3adi oo mafe shay! .. ana magelt rayye aslant! .. oo it's not 3ade! 3aib oo qellat 7ayah! "

Fa6oom : " eeeeh sa7! .. channy ashoufek metzawej zbala madre mn wain yayebha! .. "

Faris's eye flashed .. : " hehe .. awarech menu ba5eth! Shaikhat ilbanat walla! "

I blushed so hard ..
And start playing with my mobile ..

Nouf : " ayyyyywa 3ala il7oob oo ilgharaam! Menu hathee elli chethe metwalle3 feha! "

Faris : " heheheh chab entay! .. mu 3an a7ad mo3ayyan .. bas morte ana shaikhat il banat .. "

Nouf winked while laughing 3ala shakil fa6oom oo a7medu elli still yetnajeron! ..

* BEEP*

From : F.
" faisal. dr :
3ash mn shaf hal nickname walla! : ) "

Refa3t my eyes and saw faris laughing m3ahum ..
I felt bad ..
I felt like I'm cheating on him ..

To: F
" ahleen! The smile the smile maaaaaan! ;@ "

From : F
" faisal . dr :
Heheheh! Oh oh asif asif!! .. ha ha >> :D :D :D ! "

I giggled ..

Faris : " shfech ? "

I mumbled while typing a msg for faisal ..

Shoug : " nothing .. "

To : F
" heheh! That's okay! ;p .. shlooooonek? Miss you! Long time! "

From : F
" faisal . dr :
Shda3wa long time! Bas 10 days yemkin! ;p "

To : F
" heheheh really? .. madre 3abali akthar .. "

From : F
" faisal . dr :
Haaaaaa! Ilyooooom done 6oweel? Mo gadra et3addy ayamech bedooone? "

I start laughing ..

To: F
" yaaa! Bamooot mn il walah 3alaik :P .. yala yala brb! I'm with my cousins ;p "

From : F
" faisal . dr :
Tyt yoba! : ) "

After few seconds ..

From : F
" faisal . dr :
Ops! .. * :D! hahahahaaa! "

I while smiling so hard ..
And la7atht faris staring at me kil shway ..
So 7athaft my mobile oo kamalt asoolif weyahum ..

Faris whispered : " You're probably doing something wrong .. mu sa7? "

19 } ~ B.

I fell a sleep around 8:30 am ..
And woke up 3ala ilfu6oor ..

I didn't found any msg or missed call from Faris!

I texted him ..

To: Faris
" taqabbal allah .. please we need to talk .. call me!"

All the time in tarawe7 I was checking me mobile!
He did even reply 3ala my msg ..!


On the way home ..
I called Nouf ..
And told her what just happened yesterday ..


Nouf : " oh my goodness! He's such a child! Common! Faisal! Shkobrah? He's like our big brother! Ambaaih shougo he's sick wallah!! .. maskeen 7abebe feeh marath nafse!"

Shoug : " uuh chubay! Don't talk about him like that! .. okay he over reacted .. bas he's not mareth nafse or anything! "

Nouf : " mmm .. agoolich wait shrayich ashbuka with us? Oo you can talk to him? "

Isn't that kind of cheap?

Shoug : " mmm .. la la noufo .. I don't wanna talk to him chethe .. etha uhwa ma yabe khalas .. it's up to him! "

Nouf : " mu eb kaifaaaaa! You didn’t do anything wrong! .. omg! .. wait wait .. "

Shoug : " but …… "

She put me on hold..!

* BEEB *

Nouf : " aloooo all! "

Faris : "who's all? "

Nouf : " oh please! Don't act channa there's nothing wrong! .. you and shoug should talk to each other! .. "

Faris : " shit! I don't want to! "

Nouf : " don’t act like a child! Yaaaaaaahil? "

Faris : " chab nouf! "

Nouf : " faris! He's or cousin! .. don't act like she cheated on you or something! .. law ehya 7assa enna it's something wrong magaltlik 3anah wela galatle! .. right? "

Faris : " she didn't told me!! She sent me a msg at 4 am by mistake! "

Nouf : " yeah … but she told me about him .. ya3ne walla he's a brother! Ambaih aslant he's our cousin! "

Faris : " I'm her cousin too! "

I finally spoke .

Shoug : " ouch! "

Nouf giggled : " heheh yeah qaweya tara! "

Faris : " No! Shoug don't say ouch! .. cus it hurts laima ma etgolili about a "cousin" entay 6aqqa suwalif weyyah oo e7na yalah bil sena enshoufah mara! Oo I fond out about him by a msg la oo bil ghala6 at 4 am! With that stupid level of meyana!! .. and you Nouf .. please! I'm not baby 3endich 3alshan tashbekene eb kaifech! I know her number oo meta ma wedi akalemha I'll call her! .. "

I cut him out .. I know him so well ,
After that point he'll lose it …
Be3asib ezyada 3an elizoom .. oo ra7 yet7asaf ..
Bas in order to keep him self " maghloo6 3alaih" ..
Mara7 ye3tether bil3aks bekabbir ilsalfa izyada ..
I know him so well ..

Shoug : " I love you .. "

Nouf : " awwwh .. "

I giggled : " heheh entay ghala6! Sekeeh! "

Nouf : " I can't! ana elli shabkatkom .. etha sakaitah eb yensad menkoum too! "

Shoug : "uh! So khalich .. cus he wont pick it up! "

I said hal 7ache oo ana adre enna he's on line ..
I wanted to him to know enna it's not easy to let my cousin hear me oo ana a3tether ..
Bas .. 3alshan 5a6rah .. I'll do anything ..

Faris : " khalas shoug 6af .. "

Nouf : "Yeah! That's what men says 3alshan et5alis elsalfa .."

Me and Faris start laughing ..
She's crazyyy!

Faris : " entay radio?? Sektaay shwaaaaaaaaaaaay! "

Shoug : " heheheh ambaaaih etyaneneen noufo! Kilma asawey something wrong shebkeenah hehehehe! "

Faris : " khalas shoug .. that's okay .. but please ..
can I ask you for a favor? "

Shoug : " Sure 7abebe .. anything! "

Nouf : " kiss me? "

I blushed and Start laughing ..

Faris : " heheheh la 7ooooooooooooooollllellaaaah! "

Nouf : " Sorry guys bas walla ma7eb laima eser chethe! .. you belong to each other ediots ! "

Shoug : " heheheh I knoooooooooowwww! Hehehehe "

Faris : " Shoug 7abebti .. please delete faisal from your msn list .. okay? "

Shoug : " mmm .. but .. "

Faris : " no buts .. please? "

I mumbled : " mmm .. well, khalas ok .. enshalla "

Faris : " promise? "

Shoug : " yeah .. inshalla .. "

Faris : " great .. "

He whispered ..

Faris : " Now you should give me a kiss .. "

I giggled : " heheh faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaariiiiissss .. "

Nouf : " hahahahah 3aaaaady 3adyyyyyyyyy kiss him I'm okay with that! Heheheheh "

awaL ma wesalt our home ..
7asait fee loya ..

Shoug : " guys shwayya oo adeglikom .. tawne dasha ilbait .. oo ga3da asma3 loya! .. akhaf something efootne eheheheh .. "

Faris : " heheheh .. yalla ok honey .. "

Nouf : " byeeeee! "

I entered the living room ..
Where my mom was talking nervously to Nada!

My mom : " istaghferallah! Oo a7ad esawwey hal sowat eb hal shahar ilfotheel? 3amat 3ainaaaaaaaaaah!! .. qalel el adaaaaab! "

I opened my mouth in a shock ..
How? What? When?

I whispered : " shisalfa? "

Nada smiled : " nothing honey .. rou7ay darich! Rou7ay rou7ay .. "

I couldn't walk to my room ..
Galbe naghazne ..
Oo 7asait something big just happened!

Shoug : " yuma shfekooooooom?? "

My mom : " nothing shoug! Rou7ay darich yomma .. "

I nodded .. and walked slowly to me room ..

I heard my mom whispering : " oo al7een shbesawon? Gharbal allah eblisa!! Walla ma yeste7ee! "

Nada : " madre mama! .. bas shenu eb eed'hum? He's not awal wela akhir wa7ed .. "

I stopped in the middle of our tall mamar ..
And tried hard to listen 7ag 7acheehum ..

My mom : " al7een atesel feha wela shasawey? "

Nada : " yuma shetgoleeeeen?? Waladkom married someone ghasbin 3alaikom? Oo kil ilkuwait tet7acha feekom? .. no! yuma khalas sektay channich ma tadren it's better .. ebrou7 uhma maqhoreen now .. etzedenhm? "

My mom : " walla Om Khalid ma testahel! .. "

Nada : " walla allah e3een faisal! .. kanaw close! .. ma tadren al7een wain ewaddy wayha mn ilnas etha hathe suwat okhooh .."

I closed my eyes ..

Ok ok .. faisal's big brother called Khalid..
He's about 29 years old ..
I don't remember him that much ilsara7a ..
At age 17 he traveled to Canada for studying ..
oo bas mathkira ilsara7a ..

did he married someone oo ahalah mu rathen?
Ok why? When? Menu ehya?

19 } ~ A.

omg! I don't know what's wrong with me in this Ramadan! .. I have million things to do .. yet I'm not doing anything! Loooooool .

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOUUUU ALL ;********** ,,


My heart starts beating ..
I hate hal msgs!
Type " ga3da? " .. " fatheya? " ..
A7is something bad will happen etha garait chethe ..!

To: Faris
" kane ga3da anam .. what's wrong? "

After 5 mines.

From: Faris
" nothing wrong! .. laish? "

To: Faris
" uuh! Madre! .. I 7asait .. "

From: Faris
" la bas kent as'al 3anich .. 7asaitch metthayga today .. "

To: Faris
" I hate talking about stuff eb msgs! .. and you know that ..
Oo I'm not metthayga at all .. "

I couldn't sleep ..
So I joined msn from my mobile ..

To: 858
" M shoug-alx ilovefaris "

I received a welcome msg ..
And another msg ..

From: 858123
" faisal.dr ;
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa? "

I start giggling..
Mu sa7eee!

I saved him F
3alashan mali khulq a7feth il number mal his email eb my mobile ..

To: 858123
" ha? Heheheh .. mu gadra anam! ;/ huuuf! "

From : F
" faisal. dr:
Ta3awethay mn eblis oo 3eday laima il 1000 oo etnamen .. "


To: F
" huff! Ga3da a7aaaweeeeL ;( .. "

We kept talking oo suwalif oo the7ek ..
While faris mashalla 3alaih 7aqir ..
I though he fell a sleep oo nesane ..

From: F
" faisal. dr:
You're just so sweet shougo! .. ensedamt ennich e7laiwa! .. kanat fekrete 3anich ghaaaaaair! .. "

To: F
" heheheh really? Ashwa ;p .. laish shenu kanat fekretik? "

From: F
" faisal . dr :
I don't know .. awal shay I thought enich baby! Cus bainah cham? 9 years? .. and then shoofa shwayya ;p .. bas akhir shay ashwa dashaitay galbe oo bala3tich .. "

I kept laughing ..
He just glow my days ..
I really loved him ..

To : Faris
" looooooooool! ;p 6a3 ilwaaaayh ;p .. me too .. I thought ennik wayid shayeb! ;p .. bas tara lil7een ma getli shenu sarat ilfekra! ;p .. ghair enny so sweet (a)! heheheh .. "

From: F
" faisal. dr:
Wainch? Alooooo? Looooool e7er laima yousloon
100 msg bil degega! Heheheh "

Haw!
I sent him a msg tawa! .. shfeeh hatha!

I entered my sent items ..

Ooh! No no no!
I sent the msg to FARIS! By mistake!
Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!

To: Faris

Ok ok … what should I say?
Shagoulaah?

After few seconds ..

From : Faris
" huh? "

I took a deep breath ..
And pressed his number ..

Ma eriiiiiid..!

I kept calling ..
And calling ..!
And .. CALLING!

Ma erid ..

He just ignored my calls ..

From: F
" faisal . dr:
Shougoooo? Wain e5tefaitay? Heheh ;p "

Uuh! Go to hell!

I sign out ..
And text faris ..

To : Faris
" Please pick it up! .. you should listen to me!! .. ana shabka eb msn from my mobile .. and I was chatting with faisal alx ..! it's nothing! You shouldn't think that way about me faris! .. 3aib 3alaik! "

After few mines.

From : Faris
" 3aib 3alay? Huh! 6a3 menu e3alemni .. agool agool shoug! .. adding faisal in your msn allah ye3lam mn meta behind my back .. and texting him hal 7azza in this level of meyana! .. and acting today channe ana emgasir eb 7agich .. and after all of that .. etgolele 3aib 3alaik! .. 3almay nafsich! "

My eyes winded ..
Men meta faris yetkallam that way?

To : Faris
" ok answer me .. please .. I hate msgs! "

From : Faris
" I hate lying too.! "

To : Faris
" you don't wanna listen to me? .. to what I have to say? "

From : Faris
" Elli ma e3edny ras mal ya shoug .. ma a3edah faida ; ) "

What that suppose to mean??

To: Faris
" omg! Tara 7adik ga3ed etbaligh faris.. that's too much! .. he's our cousin! Shda3wa em3assib chethe? .. he's akbar menny eb like 9-10 years! .. omg! He's like a big brother walla! "

5 am ..
5: 15 am ..
5: 26 am ..
6 : 00 am ..
6:40 am ..

And I waited tell 8:00 am!
Without getting any respond from faris ..

I hate it .
I just ..

Hate it!

18 } ~

Ramadan kareem to all of you! ;*

First of all, Sorry for not posting bas kint sick ;( .. still lay3a chabdi ;( bas a7san eb wayid ;* ..
2nd .. I don't wanna talk about ilcomments .. it just too much ! : )
And yeah I don't use bad language .. in (re-love him ) Shaikha's caricature chethe .. bas me as a person I don't curse ella naderan! : ) .. and by the way .. I hate judging others!

Love you all ;**********
.
.

Faris smiled while opening the door for me ..

Faris : "7ayach .. "

I blushed: " e7ayyik .. "

He opened the radio ..

I closed me ears ..

Shoug : "noooo! Mabi! .. I don't wanna listen to music eb Ramadan! "

He starts laughing...

Faris: " uf uf! Shda3wa sadaitay athonch! Khalas yuba ka sakainaah! "

I giggled ..

Shoug : " fashalt rou7ee mo sa7? bas walla sarle 2 weeks wana ma asma3 hehehe "

He gave me a half smile : " no 3adee .. bil3aks I'm proud of you .. "

I smiled ..
Few mines. Passed like hours!
I hate it laima eser chethe baina ..
Close .. But far away!

I whispered : " faris .. "

He mumbled : " mmm ? "

Shoug : " what happened? "

he took a deep breath : " I told my mother! "

my eyes popped out!
And I just put my hand on my mouth ..

Shoug : " oh .. my .. ! why? How? When ?"

He was going to tell me everything ..
When I yelled ..

Shoug : " SHGALAAAAAT??? "

He starts playing with his gofel ..
While his eyes on the road ..
But his mind kan somewhere else!

Faris : " shoug .. ana .. "

Shoug : " yes? "

Faris : " shoug I wanna ask you one question ..
and I need the answer right now .. ok? "

I nodded .. : " sure .. what? "

Faris : " do you know how sick I am ? "

My eyes winded : " she said no? 3alshan you're sick? .. " I start playing with my hair nervously : " WHY? .. why everyone treating me like I'm going to kill you? .. I love you! .. that should refresh ur heart! Not killing you! .. uuh! "

Faris : " shoug .. answer me! .. do you know? "

Shoug : " yes faris! Yes! I know! I know! "

Faris : " shoug I can't handle breathing sometimes .. they think that I can't handle a house .. I can't handle .. you ! "

Shoug : " can you? "

Faris whispered : " what do you think? "

Shoug : " uuh dear god! .. faris tell me .. what happened between you and your mom? Let me understand! "

Faris : " nothing shoug .. just like yours! .. sawatle film oo tabche oo enta ehtam eb rou7ik oo derastik al7een oo enta mareth oo ta3ban oo laish etmashkil rou7ik oo etthaye3 ilbent! Min hal 7ache .. "

I whispered : " I hate them! Wayid mo shwayya! .. why they can't get it! .. mu fahma shloon chethe mu ga3den yefhemonah! .. I can't .. walla .. akrahhum! "

Faris : " give me your hand .. "

I gave him my hands .. both of them .. while tearing up ..
Kena wagfen eb the ishara elli bil second ring road elli enlif side the forth ring road going to the airport road where alyarmouk is ..

I was playing with my thumb nervously ..
He just hugged my small hands with his soft warm hands ..

Faris : " shoug don't cry .. kilshay will be ok .. "

Shoug : " promise? "

Faris : " yes 7abebti .. promise .. "

* BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEBBBBB! *

Faris : " hahah! Uuh! Shabbat il eshara? "

I giggled ..

Shoug : "mo sa7ee hehehehe "

I went back home ..
Chit-chatted with my mom and Nada ..
Then went to my room ..

awaL ma dashait wela alga my laptop on the bed ..
with the msn mafto7 ..
faj'a nesait enny emkhaleetah oo 6al3a! heheheh ..

Dr. faisal .. RAMADHAN KAREM! Says :
Hello Sweetie.. embarak 3alaich elshahar ..

Dr. faisal .. RAMADHAN KAREM! Says :
Hello??

Dr. faisal .. RAMADHAN KAREM! Says :
Wainch ga3da etqarqe3een?

Dr. faisal .. RAMADHAN KAREM! Says :
Alooooooooo?


I start laughing so hard 3ala ( etqarqe3en) loooool! Shakhbare!

Shougan .. minhu men ba3dak mohem? Says :
Hahahahaaaaaa! Omggggg! Shakhbaaaare going to qerqai3an!!

Shougan .. minhu men ba3dak mohem? Says :
Sorry kent atfa6ar barra ;D .. ahleen .. 3alaina oo 3alaik! Ma3anah ma buqa ella 13 days! ;p

Dr. faisal .. RAMADHAN KAREM! Says :
Halla! Zain radaitay! Sarle nus sa3a mn kalamtich ! .. eeh entay tashbeken 3alashan abareklich bil shahar? Makoo me5tafya!

Shougan .. minhu men ba3dak mohem? Says :
Heheheh yeah 7addi me5tafya ;p that’s my new strategy to make you missing me (a)

Dr. faisal .. RAMADHAN KAREM! Says :
Heheheh la walla? .. la walla mokanich bayan 3ad ..

I felt like " aawh sweeeeeet! "

Shougan .. minhu men ba3dak mohem? Says :
Heheheh ashwa! ;p .. so? How are you?

Dr. faisal .. RAMADHAN KAREM! Says :
Good ; ) .. entay wain re7tay tefa6artay?

Shougan .. minhu men ba3dak mohem? Says :
Chillies with my cousins .. nouf oo fa6oma oo a7med oo jassim oo faris ..

Dr. faisal .. RAMADHAN KAREM! Says :
Yaa7elookum! Entaw lel7een close?

I smiled while typing ..

Shougan .. minhu men ba3dak mohem? Says :
More than ever! ;p

Dr. faisal .. RAMADHAN KAREM! Says :
Mashalla! .. allah ya7fethkom oo e5alikom 7ag b3ath ..

Shougan .. minhu men ba3dak mohem? Says :
Thankyou .

Dr. faisal .. RAMADHAN KAREM! Says :
you're welcome ;)

marraw 5 mines maybe ma gelna shay ..
So I changed my clothes ..
Washed my face ..
And got back to the laptop ..


Dr. faisal .. RAMADHAN KAREM! Says :
Shoug bas'elich souaL ..

Dr. faisal .. RAMADHAN KAREM! Says :
Aloooooo?? Khalas yuba hawannah!!

I giggled ..

Shougan .. minhu men ba3dak mohem? Says :
Back sorry! .. amir?

Dr. faisal .. RAMADHAN KAREM! Says :
Welcome .. entay chethe m3a kil ilnas wela bas ana?

Shougan .. minhu men ba3dak mohem? Says :
Chethe what? .. what do you mean?

Dr. faisal .. RAMADHAN KAREM! Says :
Rasmeya .. Nervous and sometimes rude?

Uh? Omg! .. was that a bunch on my face??

Shougan .. minhu men ba3dak mohem? Says :
Me?

Dr. faisal .. RAMADHAN KAREM! Says :
yes! You! .. wayid rasmeya .. oo tetkalemain chenny a6er mench ilkalma .. kil sa3a takteben joumla! Oo nafsetik eb 5ashmeich! .. like you're doing me a favor or something!

Shougan .. minhu men ba3dak mohem? Says :
Omg! Men sejich? .. Im sorry etha 7asastik like that!!! Bas im not rude or anything walla! .. im just .. mmm .. madre ya3ni there's no meyana between us .. that's it!

Dr. faisal .. RAMADHAN KAREM! Says :
La walla? Yala 3ayaL we'll keep talking laima et6ee7 ilmeyana ;p

I giggled ..

Shougan .. minhu men ba3dak mohem? Says :
Heheheh! Okkkkkk! Yalla! ;p .. I'll show you shkether im "not" rude! ;p

We kept talking about everything ..
Kilshay kilshay bil denya ..
Ramadan series , food , tarawee7 , 7ashaina shwayya ;p
He talked to me about his word oo ilnas elli emoroon 3alaih ..

He was so sweet and funny .. oo 7adddaaaa kind ..

Shougan .. minhu men ba3dak mohem? Says :
Omg!!!!! Baqe nes sa3a 3ala ilsu7oor!! .. e7na ga3den naqreq mn cham? 4 hours?

Dr. faisal .. RAMADHAN KAREM! Says :
Loooooool! Taqreban! ;p .. walla 6ala3tay hathra shougoooo! ;p

Shougan .. minhu men ba3dak mohem? Says :
Ahahahah .. I told youuuuuuuu! ;p .. yalla goom tesa7ar oo don't forget to drink water .. and ed3eeli bil salat ;p

Dr. faisal .. RAMADHAN KAREM! Says :
Inshalla ;* .. yalla goodnight ..

I closed the msn with a smile on my face ..







* beep* * beep*





From : Faris;*
" ga3da baba? "

17 } ~

Great! ..
And that's what I was waiting for!!
Hatha elli nagesnii mu sa7 .. !

I pressed silent ..
And shrieked in my bed ..
And start crying like a little kid ..

It hurts me how much I missed him ..
I miss his face .. his smile .. his voice .. his touch .. his charming ba7a .. his jokes .. his care .. his smell .. I just MISS HIM SO BAAAAAAD!

My mobile kept ringing ..
The light didn't turned off! 6ool illait eshb ..
Every time I opened my eyes .. I'll find it eshb! ..

At 5:28am I opened my eyes ..
Take my dress off ( yeah I slept in my dress .. )
And get back to sleep ..
I check on my mobile ..
There's was 35 Missed call ..

" Faris " Is calling ..

My eyes winded ..
And my nose turned red ..

I mumbled ; " ooh god! Shooug stop it! "

I whispered : " alooh? "

Faris whispered back : " 7abebtiiii .. "

The tears start falling ..

Shoug : " what do you want faris? "

Faris : " I want you 7abebe .. "

I start crying with sniffing ..
I felt like screaming!

Shoug : " after what? .. you let me down faaa… "

Faris : " uuush .. take a breath .. "

Shoug : " faris! "

Faris : " Take a breath ..Now! "

I smiled and took a breath ..

Shoug : " haaa... I took .. "

Faris : " Now kiss me .. "

I giggled : " heheheh fairs! .. why did you called? "

Faris : " I missed you .. when I saw you .. I felt insane enny hadaitech chethe .. I let you down I know .. but I was .. I'm still afraid! .. afraid 3alaich mn ahalich oo omch! .. mabech ta5seren shay for me .. I don't want you doing anything stupid Now to regret it later .. "

Shoug : " will I ever regret fighting with my mom over you? "

Faris : " I don't want you to fight with your mom shouga .. "

Shoug : " well , I did .. "

Faris : " afa!! Laaaaish? "

I whispered while choking with my tears : " et7ebne faris ? "

He whispered back : " is that even a question? .. Entay 7ayate oo ras malii .. entay 7abebtii .. shloon ma a7ebch? .. I love you so much shoug .. "

I start crying and told him what happened with my mom ..

Faris : " uuush .. khalas 7abebti .. khalas la tabchen .. tomorrow the first thing to do ennch etratheenha .. "

Shoug : " and you? .. you will despair again?? mu saaaaa7?"

Faris : " shouga .. ana amot fech .. and I'll come back to you walla .. I promise .. "

Shoug : " no faris! No!! .. don't leave me .. "

I start crying like a child ..

Shoug : " I can't breath without you .. I can't move on without you .. I can't .. ana bedoonik wela shay .. "

He whispered : " aaakh ya galbeee .. "

We both giggled ..

I whispered : " Faris khalas .. we'll continue pretending ena there's nothing between us .. but in real we'll be together! "

Faris : " are you sure? "

I nodded : " yes yes .. I'm! "

Faris : " if that whets you want shougii .. khalas that's fine .. elli tabeenah eser .. all I want ennich happy and save .. "

I giggled : " well I'm happy but not save .. "

Faris : " 7abebti .. you're save damna together .. nobody can ever harm you while I'm alive .. ok? "

I blow him a kiss : " mwah .. ok "

Faris : " raaaaa7 ilsyam! "

We both laughed ..

We kept talking till 11 am ..

He said in a sleepy voice : " yalla 7oobi let's sleep .. "

I whispered : " yalla .. "

I felt his smile ..

Shoug : " don't smile .. heheheh "

He laughed : " heheheh shdaraach enny smiling? "

Shoug : " heheh madreeee I felt it! "

Fairs : " I wanna see you .. "

Shoug : " me too .. I Missed your eyes .. "

Faris : " I missed you more .. khanrou7 netfa6ar barra today .. "

I giggled : " heheh tabe ommi tazne6ne? .. "

Faris : " kelman eye! Me oo jassom oo a7mdo oo fa6oma oo you oo nouf! "

Shoug : " ahh! .. I wanna see you bas enta heheheh that's what on my mind .. bas ok I'll see .. "

Faris : " yala galbe goodnight .. "

Shoug : " gn galbe .. "

I closed my eyes ..
I couldn't sleep ..
I felt so gilty ..


Mama : " yes bring me my black laffa! "

I heard my mom's voice ..
That's when I felt ib weakness on my knees ..
Uuh god ..

I opened my room's door ..

She turned her eyes ..
And gave me a cold look ..

Shoug : " good morning .. "

Mama : " hala .. "

She said and walked away ..

I followed her : " mama .. I'm .. so .. sorry! .. I didn't mean anything men eli geltah .. "

Mama : " no shoug you did! They said .. whatever you said when you're angry that's what's really in your heart! "

Shoug :" mom .. it's over khalas! .. okay I'm mad .. but I'll move on .. 7etan tawa I closed the line from nouf .. kelena benrou7 netfa66ar together .. khalas .. he's my cousin again .. "

Shit shit shit!! ..
How could I lie in Ramadan's day?

She kept staring at me ..

I kissed her head and whispered : " sorry .. "

She smiled : " that's ok .. khalas .. will move on and forget about the whole thing .. ok? "

I smiled : " ok .. thankyou .. "

I went to my room ..
Took a nap ..
And set my alarm to wake me up at 3:30 pm
Kan e'athen around 5:00 ..
So I took a quick shower .. with a huge smile on my face ..

I'm back with faris and good with my mom! Huh ..
What a great life ?

Straight my hair and wore a black hair band ..
With floral sateen elastic waist dress ..
And silver flats ..

I saw my watch ..
Shit it was 4:53!
I ran to the car calling for our driver ..

Shoug : " chilies ebsir3a! now now .. "

I texted the guys ..
From: Shoug
" wainkom? .. I'm On my way ;) ..
faris you told them ina chilies mo? ;p "

From : fa6a6a
" me oo jasom oo a7medo oo faris there! .. you oo noufo? "

I called nouf ..

Shoug : " heeeeey .. "

Nouf : " hey babe .. uugh! The streets 7ad'hum crowded! "

Shoug : " yeah .. heheheh "

Nouf : " why you're laughing? "

I giggled while singing : " back back back baaaaaaaaaaack! "

Nouf : " ooooh shut up! That's greaaaaaaat! Howwwww? When? "

I told her what happened ..

Nouf : " ooooooh babe! That's so sweeeeet! Thanks god! .. "

I start blushing : " yaaa .. heheheh .. yalla I arrived .. "

Nouf : " ok .. give me 5 mines! .. bye "

I entered chilies ..
And they were on the first table ..
so I didn't need to call anyone!

Shoug : " salaam .. "

Jassom , a7med : " wa3laiakom elsalam .. "

Fa6om hugged me : " heeeeeeey .. shlounch? "

Shoug : " good .. bas hungry heheheh .. "

Faris was writing a msg ..
he knew how to act like a "cousin" heheheh ..

I smiled : " Hey faris …"

He raised his big stunning eyes ..
Oh god! ..
Did he gave me a half smile?

Faris : " hala hala .. "

I sat next to him ..
And ordered country fried chicken and water ..

Faris suddenly said : " where's my mobile?? Mu lageeh!! "

I searched around me ..

Shoug : " haw maku shay!! "

Nouf : " I'll call .. wait .. "

She was searching for hers! Heheheh ..

Shoug : " waay! Khalas noufo I'll call! "

I pressed his name ..

** (( enty methel manty 3ala kither ma mar .. aghla ilbashar oo ma7ad yeswach 3endi .. ghalach ma akhfeeh oo agolaha jaher .. ya 7elmi ilawal oo gable oo ba3dii .. )) **

My heart start beating so fast ..
Awwwwww!
Isn't that the cutest ringtone ever??

He fond it under the table ..

Faris : " kahu kahu! "

I closed the line ..
And spotted Noufo ..
She winked ..
I giggled ..

Fa6om : " 3ishtaaaw! Ente methel manteee!! .. what's my ring??? "

She called him ..

* Nokia tone *

We all break a big laugh ..

While fa6oom's mumbling : " shm3na! shm3na! why she's different than meee? Haa? "

Faris winked : " la et7e6en rasich eb ras'ha .. "

I blushed ..

Jassom : " ayyyyyywa! "

Noufo : " hahahah jassomm please 7e6li any ringtone! 7asesni bil 7ub pls la an7eref .. "

We all break a laugh ..

Shoug : " shut up yalla 3ad .. I'll put you whatever you want fa6oo6a .. don't get upset .. "

I blow her a fly kiss ..
She blushed ..

Shoug : " awwwww! Haaaay are you sick!! I'm a girl! Don't get it wrong! "

It was just hilarious ..
We had a great time ..
Till around 8 pm ..

We said our goodbyes ..

Nouf whispered : " menu beridch? "

Shoug : " I don't know .. anyone .. you? "

She pushed me faris's side : " no! go ask him! "

I blushed ..
She's crazy!

I whispered to faris : " etwadene? "

He smiled : " yah .. bas?? .. itha ma shaletich ilsayara a7e6ich be3youni .. "

I blushed : " thankyou .. "

16 } ~

I moved my eyes away ..
Looking for the small kids walking throw the street ..
Dalal waved to me .. I smiled and blow her a fly kiss ..
She smiled and starts running to follow the other kids ..

I heard his voice saying : " hala nouf .. shlonch? .. "

Nouf : " ahleeeeen .. gooood .. "

I kept looking away ..
Ashuf il kids all over the street ..

Faris : " Shoug shlonch? "

I whispered : " fine. " without even looking to him ..

I felt enna he forze on his place ..

He walked away and sat next to Jassim ..
It was : jassim .. a7med .. fa6oma .. Nouf and me ..
Ga3den chethe yam ba3ath ..

I tried hard to keep my self busy ..
I didn't want to see his face or even heard his voice ..

Jassim : " Shougggooo! Shfeeeech mnafsa! "

I smiled while raising my eyes : " nothing .. sleepy 7ady .. "

They kept talking and laughing while I'm all silent and thinking in my own world ..

My mom kept checking on me every little in a while!
Uuugh! Ba6aaat chabdi ..

I texted her : " STOP IT!!!! "

Dalal entered the back yard ..

Screaming dalal : " auntiiiiiiiiii shoooooooooooooooooooouuuuuugggg .. "

I screamed while opening my hand to give her a bear hug : " daaaaalaaaliiii .. "

She hugged me and starts talking about the qerqai3an and the sweets she got ..

Dalal : " sheftay the white big house elli minak? Yam ilsuper market? "

I smiled : " yes? "

Dalal : " they gave us one kd. Each! "

I fake a surprised face : "WUHOOO! Mashallaaa! Geltay thank you?? "

She nodded while opening kitkat with her small teethes : " eemm eem gilt gilt .. "

I saw a masculine hand touching her hair ..
She raised hair eyes and gave him the biggest smile ..

Dalal : " faaaaariiiiiissss .. "

She opened her hand and moved her body to him 3alshan esheelha ..

He picked her up and kissed her cheek : " shlooonch? "

She opened her small baby pink qerqe3an bag : " zaina .. " she took a small lollipop and gave it to him : " this is for you .. "

I giggled ..
She's lovely walla!
he kissed her cheek saying : " thaankyouuu 7abebtii .. "

after seconds of silent ..

Faris : " daloola entay za3lana? "

Her eyes were confused she pointed on her chest : " me? "

Faris : " yes .. you were playing with your mobile mn awal ma ga3adna .. and your adorable eyes emghorghen mn dashait .. "

My eyes start etching me ..
A7is wedy abche from my heart .. bas my I couldn't ..

Dalal : " ana ma3endy mobile faris! " she starts opening his hand .. : " barooo7 hedny hedny .. "

Faris put her on the floor and smiled : " hehehe 3alabalha mo sa7y! "

I giggled : " hehe yeah! "

Nada ( my sister) : " Shouuug 3afya bring dalol to the dinner! La et7oos barra .. "

I nodded : " Okay! "

Kilman went inside to eat dinner ..
I thought to my self : oh god! I didn't even notice enna all of them went inside! .. why when I'm with him I can't constraint .. and all I could see is .. him!

I walked away while yelling : " dalaaaaaaal come here! "

I felt a strong hand holding me from my shoulder ..

Faris : " don't go! "

My lips froze .. and my eyes winded : " mhmh .. I .. "

" miiiiiiisssssssssseeeeeedddd youuuuuuu! " I whispered to my heart

Faris : " I'll bring her .. "

THAT'S IT??

I went inside .. sat on the table ..
With drops of tears on my white plate ..

Nouf whispered : " Shougo! Stop crying! It has been 2 weeks! Wentay lel7een chethe? .. stop it! "

I took a deep breath ..
And nodded : " you're right .. "

After the dinner we all went back out side to the backyard for drinking tea ..

" baba;* " is calling ..

Shoug : " alo hala yuba .. "

My father : " hala wainkom? "

Shoug : " mama 6aiba's house "

My father : " tell your mom yallah! It's 1am! "

Shoug : " okay enshalla I will .. "

I went to my mom : " yuma .. oboy called and he's saying yalla it's 1 am! "

She said while laughing 3ala salfa : " heheheh .. wee wee .. yala yala .. "

We said our goodbyes ..

And went to my mom's gold Bmw ..

We sat all silent ..
There was a big distance between us ..
I didn't want to speak to her ..
Our even stay in the same room with her ..
I was so upset and angry ..

My mom whispered : " what happened today? "

I was staring at the cars out side .. : " what? "

My mom : " what happened with him around today? Is everything okay? "

I shrugged : " huh mom stop it! .. move on please! "

My mom : " how could I move on while seeing you like this? You're miserable .. "

Shoug : " thanks to you! "

I remember that day so clear .. I was so rude with my mom! .. I remember being a total bitch with her!! .. uuhh I was angry for losing the one I love because of her ..

My mom : " qalelat adab!! Don't speak to me like this .. I'm your mom! And I have the right to raise you! Law inshalla 3omrich alf! .. "

I whispered while drops of tears start running on my cheeks : " yuma please! I know you love me! Bas enough!! He broke up with me okay? It have been two weeks since I heard about him! And yeah he didn't call or sms .. and today when I saw him .. guess what? He didn't talk to me! Or even tried to! .. and .. and .. "

I took a deep breath and broke down ..

Shoug : " what can I do with my heart yuma? What can I do?? .. I thought you would understand! .. but .. " .. I moved my hair away .. and opened the car door : " you didn't! "

My mom froze in her place .. and her eyes were full of tears ..
I knew at this second that I totally ruined her life ..
And I officially broke her heart ..

I sat on the corner of my bed ..
And start crying so hard ..

** (( ilma7aba naraha nar oo dwaha duwa .. wenta fe gourbik sa3ada oo fe bo3dik 3athab .. weddi ennik m3ay et3eesh oo En metna suwa .. ma teghayerna elliyale wela 6ool ilgheyab… )) **

Awhhh .. I felt electricity all over my body ..
That's faris's ringtone ..
I missed his voice ..

I turned my face toward the mobile ..
Omg!
I'm not dreaming! ..

" Faris " is Calling ..