Wednesday, August 25, 2010

45}~

I woke up at 10am with the biggest smile on my face!
i would laugh loudly without a reason!
I'm just Happy .. Over the clouds .. thrilled ..

I Called Nouf ..

Shoug: " shrayich etyebele breakfast 3ala ma I take a Shower?"

Nouf: " saba7aaaaaaaaak waaaaaard oo yasmeeeeeeeen ya 3areeeeees! heheheheeeee! .. abaaih mn ziman ma tha7akt hal kither! "

Shoug: "shetha7ik? al7een ur not laughing!"

Nouf: " hehe la I'm giggling Now .. bas adry bath7ak wayid ilyoom! "

Shoug: " waaaaay Noufuu la et6afrene!! yebeeli breakfast oo ta3alay ensoolif shwaya .. ewseltich Msg a7medo? "

Nouf: " ee adry adry eb yousloon at 2 pm .. cham ilsa3a now?

I clicked on my mobile 3alashan eshib oo ashof ilsa3a ..
Shoug: " 10:27am .."

Nouf: " of of! we are late! heheheheh! "

Shoug: " walaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaain! Noufoooooooooooo! "

Nouf: " hahahaaa! wayyyyy .. na63a na63a a7ibch .. yalla take a bath tefarrekay eb thamer ma awaseech hehehe .. "

Shoug: " hehehehe gelbay wayhich .. bye! "

I went to the bathroom ..
and took a deep- long bath ..
The smell of the fresh strawberry scrub on my skin
makes me miss him even more .. makes me want the time to move faster and faster ..

Nouf Knocked on the door gently ..

Nouf: " yallah ya jameeeeeeeeeel! "

I was busy with singing and drawing hearts on the bathroom misty mirror ..

Shoug: " eskiiiiiiiiiin be3aaaaainy oo shoooooooof weshkobraha denyaaaaaaaaaaaak! "

Nouf yelled: " la etghaaaaaaanin bel 7amam! tara edish feech yenneeeeee! "

i giggled : " lat7ateen fe yenni eb dary ma yat 3ala il bathroom .."

Nouf: " etnakteen weya wayhich? yala open the door! khalastay ur bath! "

I got out of the bathroom and layed on the bed next to her ..

Shoug: " what Should I wear ? "

Nouf: " hmmmmm .. dont dress up too much ely eser shaklich ghala6! tara ana barou7 chethy .. bas ba7e6 make-up mench .. "

I took a look at her clothes .. it was a tight Zara white body oo foga leather and slim black silhouette finished with a tidy belt that fits perfectly with her dark skinny jeans and her slik ponytail ..

Shoug: " shaklich casual 3ala elegant 3ala shay latheth .. "

She smiled: " latheth ha? .. gomay gomay la takleeny al7een .. kahu our breakfast .. "

there was a small mcdonalds bag filled with hash brown potatoes , panckaes and Orange juices..

Shoug: "aaaaaaw!!! I'm starving!! "
I pulled the bag and but it on my lab ..
and starts eating ..

Nouf while drinking her orage juice : " yalah fakray shtalbeseeen!! "

Shoug: " I dunno! Should I wear make- up Noufo? wela akhaf egool hathy safart ehny ehya yannat ehnak! .. Should I wear something cute wella something attractive? .. Shasawey eb my hair? .. uuugh! "

Nouf: " balashnaaa Faris .. low mo rad mo a7san? "

Shoug: " hehehe la mo a7san! "

Nouf: " 7abebe jassom laish naseen enna he will be back too .. "

I rolled my eyes : " khaywalle zain! ana shalbis now? "

Nouf giggled : " heheh maskeen! masraaaaa3 ma rakhaaaas! masraaaaa3 elly lega a7baba nesaa his cousins shoougoooo! "

Shoug: " hehehe! la la 7aram I miss him so much .. bas shyab lay yab! "

I threw the little paper bag .. and ran to my closet ..

Shoug: " SHALLLLLLLLLLLLBIS??????? ilbadla il7elwa etyee jedam please! "

Nouf: " heheheheeeeeee! 7elwaaaaaaaaaaa! I guess the Blue One jaddemat shway? "

Shoug: " hehehe! waaaay! shfeeeene? a7is wela dress wela jeans wela shay 7eloo 3alay! kilshay hooola! "

Nouf pulled a Dropped, Ruffle in one side dress with tinny white, navy and baby blue Flowers and butterflies .. it was a flirty silk dress that fits me like a glove!

Shoug: " ee hatha a7iba .. enzain oo shasawey eb sha3re? "

Nouf: " wavy .. oo pull one side to the back oo 7e6ay hathoola .. "
She handed me my cream swarovski pearl hair tinny accessori..

Shoug: " channa shakli beser mn il 6o's? "

Nouf: " which is elegant .. nice .. and breath taking! "

Shoug: " Noufo! I should hire you as my stylist! "

Nouf: " heheheh! 3adyy a3arf shu3oor laima tabeen shaklich 7elo oo etkhafeen etshedden 7ailch fa you missed up! .. yala yala lebsay oo make up oo make your hair! tara it's 12:30!!! "

I panicked and starts running all over the room : " yalah yalah!! "

after One hour I was Done with my hair and make up ..
I applied light brown eye shadow with a thin Liquid eye-liner oo alot of mascara , with light dirty pink lipstick... grabbed my white classic chanel bag and wore silver heels ..

Shoug: " abaih abaih! shakli khabba il mekhtabba? "

Nouf giggled while pushing me to the door : " hehehe laaa shako! shaklich cutie .. mn ziman ma sheftch chethy dressed up .. "

Shoug: " a7is enha masabba bas ba6awefha lich .. "

Nouf: " shway mad7a .. shway massaba! heheh .. yallaaaaaah let's go! tara ilsa3a 1:45!! "

I texted fatema And A7med on the way to Kuwait Airport ..

To: Tooma,Ahmed
" Me oo Nouf heading to The Airport .. betyoon , Right? "

From: Ahmed
" Im in Starbucks .. an6erkom! ;) "

From: Toome
" SHIT! TAWNY EMBA6LA E3YOOOOONE!! YAMDEEEEEE? "

I smiled : " waaaaay fa66ooma tawha ga3da mn ilnoom! dayman hal bint barda? "

Nouf giggled : " Ice box! "

To: Tooma
" matwagga3 yamdech!;* .. come to bait mama Taiba at Night .. I guess benteyama3 there .. ashof shneteffg 3alaih o agolich! ;* "

From: Tooma
" Ok .. garat 3ainch Love! ;) hahaha! Im so happy for you guys! *HUGS!* "

I smiled ..
It touched me how everyone is happy for us ..

To: Tooma
" I LOVE YOU! xx "

Nouf: " yala sabboo7a wesalna! "

I Smiled nervously : " akrah when you call me names! sabboo7a .. fattoosha .. na3no3a .. ma6yoooraa! shal halaqa? "

She hugged me from the side : " adryy enna galbch wegaf ella shwayya! fa gilt I should use you and call you my halaqa names cause adry mafeech etreden 3alay .. sa777 zaghlooola? "

I giggled : " waaaaaaaaaaaayy! gezeeyya walla! "

we went to A7med in Starbucks ..
he was setting next the window ..

A7med : " yaaaa ahleeeeeen! "

Nouf: " hala .. "

Shoug: " a7medo! embayen mn e3younik bete6enaz! say it yala tefathal ethgha6ne! "

A7med: " hahhaaaaaay! wathe7 wayid? .. shda3wa chethy sakba?"

I said wile pulling the chair to set down .. : " ana sakba? 7ady la! 3ady! its a dress from Topshop yal 7abeb! "

A7med: " yal 7abeb ha? heheh mashyyyyy! .. shakelkoom mn be3eed! entay oo ur tight dress oo hathy oo her leather jacket chankoom Booya oo her lady! heheheheh! "

Nouf gasped : " ANA BOOOOOOOOOYAAAAAA YA 7MAR? "

I start laughing so loud: " heheheheeeee! I'm Ok with being her Lady! "

Nouf: " wallaaaaaaah enkk qalel adaaaaaaaab! they call this Leather jacket elly 6aye7 mn 3aink .. FASHION!! oo ba3dain ana labsa ta7ta tight body oo ba3dain my jeans skinny oo im wearing heels yal 3amayyyyyy oo aslan aslan matshoof il make up ib my face?? oo matshoof my ponytail 6ool wayhik???? qaleeeeeeel adaaaaaaaaaaaaab! "

A7med felt emparresed : " of of of ! shda3wa? ga3ed etghashmar! asef yuba 7aggich 3alay! shaklich 3ajeeb! e6ayyer il3aqel .. bas la et3asbeen! .. yalah yala sheno tabeen drink? ana 3azmch! "

Nouf mummbled while looking to the gate : " maby menk shay! "

A7med pushed her shoulder : " yala 3ad Noufa .. getlich asef! shda3wa! ooooooooooh 3ad al7een ilbanat degeega yez3elon oo sena kamla 3ala ma yerthoon! "

Nouf : " eskit a7medo! ur rude! and its not funny! "

A7med: " sa7 kalamch! I'm rude oo ma aste7y 3ala wayhi .. aslan bainy oo bainch ana yoom sheftkom yayeen 3ala baly entay yaya ebrou7ch .. "

Nouf gave him a look : " laish ya3ne? Shoug kanat yame! ba3aaaaaaaad gool ana amtan menha? "

A7med giggled : " hehe laaaa! bas sakka 3alaiah 3adel! elly eshofkom together ma ela7eth enha mawjouda! .. " he winks to her with the sweetest smile on his face ..

Shoug: "7ARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM!! "

Nouf smiled : " heheh that was nice .. yallahh gooum yeebli caramel moca frap .. "

A7med: " gamay zain .. 3ayzan! "

his mobile rang ..

A7med : " HALAAAAAAAAAAA BIL 7ABEEEEEEEEEEEEBBBBBB .. "

his voice was clear from A7med's loud phone ..

Faris : " Halaaaaaaa oo Ghalaaaaaaaa .. "

A7med: " 7amdellah 3ala ilsalamaaaaaa .. ha wainkom? "

Faris : " allah esalmik .. kannah nan6er il bags .. bas khoft ennk nesaitna gilt adeg athakrik ta5ethna .. khobrik ana oo hally yamme ahalna emsafreen! malna waaaly"

A7med: " La afa 3alaik! ana na6erkoom mn zeman eb Starbucks .. la oo yayeb m3ay Banat ba3ad! "

Fairs let a pure laugh out : " heheh! la la mashkoor sheba3na banat eb america! .. yalah bo shehab .. 3a6na 10 mins oo ne6la3 .. "

I whispered to Nouf : " sheba3na banat? wala mo kafo a7ad eyeelna oo yekshakhlaaa hatha!! "

Nouf giggled : "7achy fathy! malich shoghol feeh! .. aslan 7aram! ma sa'al 7atta who's the girls are! ma 3a6ah il mawtho3 ahameya! "

A7med: " shetesasarooon? entaw ilbanat kella 7ash? "

Shoug: " Nothing!! yallah meta eb ye6le3yoon? malaina! it's 2:39!! "

A7med: " gally mins oo 6al3en! ga3ed ya5thoon ilbags .. "

I felt so excited ..
I felt my heart dancing ..
It have been almost 6 monthes since the last time I saw him ..

Nouf yelled: " KAAAAAAAAAAHUM!!!!! "

I closed my eyes for Seconds ..
and took a deep breath ..

Shoug: " where? "

I met his wide light borwn eyes ..
the Minute I turned me face ..
he smiled gently and waved to us ..
he looked breath taking with a white and gray t-shirt and navy training pant, that fits his cute yellow crocs..
we got up and headed to them ..
my hips were numb ..
my stomach e6alle3 weird sounds ..
i felt weak .. yet happy! very happy ..

we went to the front door of the Airport ..

A7med hugged them so tight while saying : " welcomeeee bacccck shabaaaab .. " , " halaaaa bo 7ammoddddddd .. "

Nouf Shook their hands : " Hala jassom .. welcome back .. matnaaaaaaan yal khayiiiisssss .. miss yoooou so much! ", " faaaaaaaaris!!!! ahlaaaaaan ahlaaaaaan! the Gofel!! looks so cute on your face! missssed you guys! "

I shook Jassim's Hand while saying: " 7amdellah 3al salamah .. welcome back .. "
Jassim: " allah esalmcccch! wallllhaanen 3alaiiiiiiiikom! walah likom wa7sha .. "
I let jassim's Hand ..

And shook faris's Hand ..
The minute he touched mine ..
i felt like my heart on his hands ..
it brought chills and goose bumps all over my body..

I whispered ..
Shoug : " Missed you! "

Faris : " Missed you More .. "
he pulled me closer to him ..

Faris : " ta3alay ta3alay here .. next to me .. "

I was blushing so hard ..
I wish it was okay to hug him tight infront of them ..


Nouf kept talking with A7med& Jassim ..
to give me some privacy ..
they start walking infront of us ..
while we were following 3ala burood oo tetenni7 ..
hand by hand ..

he pulled my hand and smelled it while kissing it : " walaaaaaaht 3alaaaaich! "

I blushed even harder: " I can barely walk .. "

he giggled: " hehe whyyyy? "

I whispered : " I dunno! "

Faris: " you're blushing! .. teste7een menny mathalan? "

i looked at the floor: " shway .. I forgot how good it feels having you around .. "

Faris pulled his hand and bite it: " akhaaaaaaaaaih law agdar akhme6ech al7een bil airport! "

i giggled : " heheheh .. I dont believe it .. its you! finally here .. next to me .. "

Faris Smiled : " out of sight but never out of mind! mo ghelna chethy? "

I smiled back : " right .. oh god!! tara I hardly recognised you! .. The gofel! wayhik ghair! "

he gave me a look : " you hardly recognised me?? intay sheftay your eyes shloon talama3aw yoom sheftene? "

I giggled: " hehehe Thiiiiiiiiga! "

he gave me a dazzling look : " talama3aw wela ma talama3aw? "

I nodded : " talama3aw .. "

Nouf came out of no where ..
Nouf : " Love birds .. emshay entay weyay .. oo enta ethlif with il guys yallah! .. later on shofaw ba3ath .. "

I mummbled : " uffffffff! etyeen intay eb awqat malha da3yyyy! "

Faris gave her a look : " kellah bil waqt il thaye3 hathy! "

Nouf pulled me from my hand : " yala 7abebty ashouf emshay .. oo enta 7abebe ethany rou7 7ag a7medo oo jassim yallah .. oo bainkom phone etafqaw meta betshofon ba3ath .. "

I said while Nouf pulling me to her car: " bait mama 6aiba at 10pm? "

Faris nodded : " mama 6aiba it is .. ''

I waved to him ..

Faris waved back while saying " I love you" in the air ..

i giggled ..

Nouf: " shethaaaaa7ek? "

I whispered : " I love you .. "

Nouf: " Ladies and Gentlemen, The Bride and The Groom "

I pulled my hand while laughing : " heheheh waaaaaaaay bas heddeeeeeniiii! wesalna ur caaaaaar!! 3awartay eedi! "

Nouf: " entaaaaay! shefteeeh tesabahtaaaaaaaaay! look at that big wacky goofy smile on your face!"

I opened the car mirror ..
it was exactly the way she described it ..

I mummbled : " yeah! it's the happy goofy smile time babe! he will be here for 1 month only! and I wanna enjoy it to the max. "

Nouf turn on the radio ..

" 6ayir mn 3eyooni il nooom .. 3ala tha il 7al ana kil yoom .. samma3ny 7abebe ilsout .. oo sayyerni 3ala kaifeek .. sayyerniii 3ala kaifek .. "

I yelled : " we7shaaaaaaaaaatny suwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalifkkkkkkk! "

*BEEP*


From: Faris;*
" Back To my Kuwaiti Number! :D .. 103.7 asaaaaaap!;* "

I smiled ..

To: Faris;*
" Welcome Home 7abebe;* .. Im listening! ;* .. kil laila ma3a 6aifek 7abebe il rou7 ana at7assar!;( we7ashaaaaaaaaaaatny suwalifkkkk;'******** "

Saturday, August 21, 2010

44}~

Mad about Saher El lail!! <3




**NOUF**


my body starts shivering so hard ...

Nouf: " abbaih fajoor ba6ny gam e3awerny mn il akel!! "

Fajer: " faj'a Noufo? ma kalaitay 7etan nus ur sandwich! haaa etsaween diet oo gassa 3alay etwakleene ebrou7yyy? hehehe"

Nouf : " i have to go to the Bathroom Fajor .. aw il6abeb! i dont know .. "
I maneged to say that while walking toward the bathroom ..
I sat shocked 3ala il toilet seat ..

" omg! they said cheating can be devastating on many levels!!! .. wait Nouf , who cheated on who? bader! he's the Cheator!! .. am I the Other woman? oh my god! I'm! I'm the Other cheap Home wrecker!! .. Im so afraid! abaih wain barou7 men her Karma? i was going to break her house down .. who is she asasan? .. atwagga3 enha jaikara! low 7elwa chan ma 6ala3 banat thanen .. shit Nouf! stop thinking about her .. fakray eb nafsech .. fakray belly sawaiteeh .. bas i didnt know ena he's married! Louw kint adry ma 3oumry 7abaitah wela ne6arta ekha6ebny .. Louw Kint adry ma 7alamt eb e3yalna lail nahar .. ma ga3adt day dreaming about our honeymoon kil hal modda .. what should i do? .. ya rabi .. what should I do? "



Fajer knocking on the door : " NOUFFFFF!!!! 7ABEBTYYYYY! SHFEEECH? "

the emotional ramifications was extra tough on me! i couldn't cry ..
because i couldn't understand what just happend to me!!


Nouf : " hala fajer! " i opened the bathroom door .. : " la etkhafen! mafene shay! bas ba6ny agoolich e3awerny ethahher kalait ebsir3a .. "

fajer : "Noufa!!!!! wayhich asfaaaaar makh6ouf ekharre3!!! .. reday ilbait ray7ay oo netrayyag yoom thany .. "

I nodded : " eee walla fajoor .. sorry .. bas ekoun a7san .. "

she kissed my cheeks and walked away .. leaving me with my thoughts about Bader and my one side -i guess- love story ..


all the way back home .. i was tearing silently .. bedoon wela kelma .. my head was full with a white flash .. not a signle idea aw thought .. sar7ana bil share3 .. bil nas .. bil byoot .. sar7ana eb nafsy oo 7aly .. sar7ana ..


5 days passed .


with me having a bad flu ..
et3arfoon laima egoloon (e6la3at 3alaiha il7arra?)
i was so broken from deep inside .. me7tarra oo menqahra ..
bas i couldn't sleep .. because i felt guilty le'ana I'm the other woman!
yet, i felt betraid!
i just felt so cheap , unfaithful and stupid!
oo I couldn't tell anyone .. even Shoug .. i couldn't tell my bestfriend about what happend to me ..


I called him .. I had to shut things down .. lazim asek ilsalfa ..
i felt enna the Karma wouldn't let me live my life!
a7iiss 7obat morta mara7 tet3addany!
oo ba3dain he wasnt gonna marry me anyway!
ana tagzoora ya3ne?
it was a waste of time and emotions?



Nouf : " alohh! " my voice came heavy and executed ..

Bader : " zaaain you called! wainch mn 7a6aitlech il A labsatny!! "


and here .. when i heard his voice ..
I broke down ..
Tears start rolling on my cheeks ..

Nouf : " Bader!! "


Bader : " 7ABEBTYYYYYY! SHFEEEEEEEECH? "

Nouf : " Bader .. why you cheated on me? eshsawaitlkk ana? "

Bader: " cheated on you?? Nouf! shal 7achy!! I love you! 3an hal kharabeee6! cheated on you with meno? meno hathee ellyy teswach 7abebty entay! "

Nouf : " your wife maybe? "


seconds of shock Mixed with silence passed ..



Nouf : " la etraqe3lee .. wela etfahemni .. you didn't Cheated on me asasan .. you Cheated your wife with me!! I'm the freaking other woman Bader! ana 3omry ma kent other woman eb 7ayat ay single man .. 3alshan ayye oo aser other woman eb 7ayat wa7id metzawej! .. Bader you are my first Love! I never felt the way I felt about you! laish sawait fene chethe? laish sawait eb mourtik chethy? "


Bader kept listening to me .. bedoun laygoul wela kelma ..


Nouf : " ana ilghal6ana Bader eny ma3araft qader nafsy oo nesait eny bint nas oo metrabya .. bas sheft a handsome man waving with hopes re7tlik raktha! i was so stupid ena sadagtik eb kil elly geltah le .. shloon mastaw3abt ena e3yalik yeshbehonk? shlon mastaw3abt ena Maha wasn't your sister! "


Bader: " Nouf .. la etgolin chethy .. Im sorry .. walla il3athem .. Im not having a good life with my wife oooo .. "


I cut him off ..

Nouf : " adry adry! you were forced to marry her oo I'm the true love of your life? sa7? .. bader la etgo6 il ghala6 eb ras bint ilnas! you're the sick one! ehya mara7t khanetik methel ma enta sawait feeha .. Bader you kissed me last week .. wenta 3endik mara oo e3yal! "


Bader : " Nouf malah shoghol! 3oumra makan ilmara oo il3yal ohma il 7ajez elly baina .. i was going to tell you anyway .. bas kint an6er il la7tha ilmonasba! "

Nouf: "mashala! .. shrayik 3ayal Instead of trying to handle these wild emotions myself, oo enny adkhal ilmostashfa oo amreth .. laish ma I take action? oo i call your wife? oo akhrib baitek?"

Bader: " ta3awethay mn eblis Nouf!! "

Nouf : " goodbye bader! "

Bader: " are you gonna call my wife Nouf? "

i whispered : " goodbye my love.. "





** SHOUG **


i found my self eating my nails furiously as soon as she finished telling me the story ..

Shoug : " ibnnnnnnn elatheeeeeeeeena!! COWARD!! WHAT'S NEXT? OH MY GOD!! "

Nouf Said with her broken voice : " i don't know Shoug .. "

Shoug : " meta you will call his wife? "

Nouf : " men gallch i will call his wife? eshyaftane? .. i wont low myself to his level 7abebty .. mara7 asawey shay .. i don't know shbasawy 3alshan tabrid 7arrete .. bas 6ab3an i would never call his wife! "

Shoug: " Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaish? "

Nouf : " mn sejich entay!! aslan low ana agool enna i wanna call his wife , lazim et3aqlene oo etrakdene wetgolele don't do it!! .. Shougo louw faris ye6la3 metzawej you will call his wife? "

I gasped : " Esmillah 3alaih!! "


Nouf : " you would Never imagine the way i feel shoug .. mahma osaflich the shock .. you would never feel the way i feel .. "

Shoug : " noufii 7abebe 7ayate .. tell me .. i will always be there for you .. "


Nouf : " shoug .. it feels unreal! ma a7is enna this is my life! i don't believe in i was used as a ..... "

Shoug : " la etkamleen!! wela 3oumry ra7 artha ena etgoolin 3an nafsech kelma methel elly you'll say it now!! hatah kafoo tousfeen rou7ch eb hal shay 3alshana? .. Nouf chab chab!! keep ur head up and keep ur self busy .. Im Shocked nouf ma agis 3alaich .. bas you can beat this Noufa .. i know ennch Strong .. oo I know enna allah khashlich wa7id a7san mennah eb Alf maraa! "

Nouf: " Stop telling me that .. its The worst thing that will ever happen to me Shoug!! la etgolili i deserve much better oo hal kharabe6 elly ma etwady wela etyeb .. "

Shoug: " it's so hard to find words to comfort you Nouf .. le'ana Im so Shocked oo Mad .. i would call his wife .. aw go to his House .. a7is enny 7ail em3asba .. "

Nouf: " Don't worry Shoug .. I can't comfort myself! fa I'm not expecting ena you can help me with this .. I should find my own way to deal with this .. life goes on .. right? "

Shoug: " hell ya!! .. etyeelee? "

Nouf let a sweet weak giggle : " hehe la mali khelqich! "

Shoug : " ouch! heheheh! etmoooooonin! .. "


Nouf : " yalla I wanna sleep Now , khallas wagtch .. "

Shoug : " entay bet6awleen ib salfat il tedegger hathy? bas to be in the picture .. azahheb nafsete! "

Nouf : " hehe! maybe shway .. "

Shoug: " hehehe yalla babe .. sleep well .. i love you .. "

Nouf : " you will always do .."

Shoug: " OO BA3DAIN! "

Nouf: " haha! ma 3endy ella ilyoom atemaila7 3alaich .. bacher 7abeb ilalb erid oo taksheteen feneee! "

Shoug: " aaaaakh ya galbyyyy! I can't believe enna bachir erid Faris .. "

Nouf : " bil salama enshalla .. I missed his voice .. "

Shoug: " sej walla? didn't you miss the way he hugs you ba3ad? wella the way his eyes glows everytime you say i love you? "

Nouf: " Besmellah!! La La .. I just miss his voice! hehe "

Shoug: " mo tawa khallas wagte? yala yala Gnite! "

Nouf : " Gnite babe! "

Shoug : " me too .. I'm Off to bed .. "

Nouf: " akeed! 3alshan eye bachir asra3! hehehe "

Shoug: " BYE!"

Nouf: " heheh! bye bye .. "

Monday, August 16, 2010

43 }~

Shoug : " alooo! ha entay barra? "

Nouf : " yes yes .. 3edday laima il 10 oo 6el3ay! "

Shoug: " tara lawa3tay chabde! kel marra lazm a3ed lay 10!! "

Nouf giggled while saying : " uff! wentay kela tet7al6emain laima oosal? yala yala 6el3ay! "

we headed to Bait fa6ooma our cousin .. kanat emsaweya Dj party for her birthday ..

i was dancing with my mobile in my hand .. incase Faris dazle shay aw dag ..

*BEEP*

From: F (USA)
" alooooo! "

I smiled while listening to Rashid AlMajed and twisting my waist slowly ..
" lemennyyyy fe ma7jar e3younik 7abebe oo khalenny .. khaleny ashouf nafse fe 3eyounik oo a6ma'en ..... "

To: F (USA)
" HALAAAAAAAAAAAA! ;* "

From : F (USA)
" Missed you! ;* "

To : F (USA)
" I Miss you more! ;* "

re7t ga3adt eb kirsy bil zawya .. oo ga6ait rasy bil mobile ..

From: F (USA)
" Wainch? "

To: F (USA)
" getlik ams! ;p .. Fa6oom emsaweya DJ party 7ag her birthday! ;* "

From : F (USA)
" oooooo!! kal 3ada!! nesait agoolaha happy birthday! :) "

To: F (USA)
" yaaaaaa kirh hal nesyan feek!! send her a msg Now!! oo goulaha dazlch men ziman bas tawa yousal! :P ahaha "

From : F (USA)
" hehe ashkara! :D .. enzain bas yallaaa ta3alaaaaaay! "

I smiled ..

To : F (USA)
" Wain ayee? "

From : F (USA)
" 3endii! ;* "

my Heart Skipped a beat ..

To : F (USA)
" 7ayaaaaaaate! wala weddy! ;* "

From : F (USA)
" sheno lebastay 7ag il7afla? "

To : F (USA)
" Dress mat3arfa! ;p .. shakhbary Faris heheh! kil ehdoomy Now ma et3arefhoum! "

From : F (USA)
" hehehe .. shu3oor khayis tara! .. yalla hanat .. ma bouqa shay oo arid oo ashouf kil ehdoomich ;p "

Nouf pushed my shoulder so hard while saying : " SHOUGOOOOOOO! ESTA7 3ALA WAYHICH!! MJABLA EL MOBILE SARLICH SEEEEEEENA!! MA SARAAAAAAAAAAT FARISSSSSS!! BAS BAS! BAQEELAH TWO WEEKS WERID OO ETFOKOOONAA! BAAAAAAAAAS! HEDAY YOUR MOBILEEEEE!! "

i blushed : " enzain la etzefeen!! bas ba kaa bahedda!! "
To : F (USA)
" brb! ;S .. ga3id ezfoooooony! ;x "



Around 12am .. radaina Back Home ..

Nouf mummbled : " abaih! Shougoooooo! 7addyyy khaifa! Bacher Grades Bader! madry shfene mekhtabsa!! "

Shoug : " Shekharre3? 7a6eta eb mokhbatch! hehehe "

Nouf : " heey! latgouleen 3anna chethy! walla he's so sweet to me Shougo! aslan entay last week temde7eena ! "

Shoug : " akeed bamda7a! ma36eech Hadeeya Armani watch bedoon monasaba! aked ba7issa ya7lelah! "

Nouf touched her baby blue armani watch with a smile on her face : " eeeeeeeee .. 7abebe! "

Shoug : " you should be happy! le'ana be5a6bech! wanassa! we will have a wedding! hehehe .. "

Nouf : " wayy sektaaay! hatha shay thany emkhare3ne .. "

Shoug : " la la shako! .. 7adda be happy! enshalla il umoor tamshy oo tetsahhal! abyyy afra7 feeeech yal khaisa! "

her smile faded : " wayy! 7ady khaifa walla! .. "

i kissed her cheeks while saying : " inshalla kilshay yamshe tamam "

I tucked my self into bed .. and texted Faris ..

To: F (USA)
" aaakh! my baaaack! my leeeeeegs! fene ilnoooooooom! "

from : F (USA)
" tara afham naghzatch ana :P la etnaghzeen ya3ni aby message! "

i giggled ..

To : F (USA)
" heheheh! i wanna sleeeeeep! "

From : F (USA)
" I wanna Cuddle you .. "

my heart sank ..

to : F (USA)
" I wanna rub your hands while cuddling me .. "

From: F (USA)
" hmmm .. well , i want you to feel my breath on your neck babe .. "

To: F (USA)
" awwww! pull me closer .. "

From: F (USA)
" shougiiiiiiiiii! i wanna kiss your shoulder so bad! ;( "

I felt so dizzy while touching my shoulder with my finger ..

To: F (USA)
" i want you to kiss my shoulder so bad! :( "

From: F (USA)
" mo etgolili 3aib ma 3aib! bas arid ra7 aboosech! "

I giggled ..

To : F (USA)
" hatha ely nawey 3ala shar gabel la erid ;p "

From: F (USA)
" hehehe kaifiiiii kharaboooooo! ;p .. yala sugar pie entay namay wana lazim arou7 3endy alf shaghla asaweeha .. "

To : F (USA)
" ukh! ;( .. ma sheba3t mennk!! "

From: F (USA)
" barid enshalla oo betmeleen meny! :* "

To : F (USA)
" yalah babe! ;( gnite .. "


** NOUF **

i put my hair up in a ponytail ..
7ady mali kheeelq! bas barou7 ashof il grade oo arid il bait ..

i called fajer my class-mate : " *yawning* aaaaah! alo? "

Fajer : " halla Noufa .. "

Nouf : " hala fajjoor .. ha bashray? cham ur grade? "

Fajer : " zain I got B+ .. oo gelt 7ag ildr. aby ur grade 3alshan la tet3anain .. bas ma retha! egooli elly yabe his grade eyee lay 3endy! "

Nouf : " ya kerha .. yallah kany ana yaya bil 6erej .. "

Fajer : " khalas khoosh .. i will wait you 3alshan netrayag together .. shrayich? "

Nouf : " khalas ok .. see you .. "

wesalt il jam3a around 10:30Am .. Bader gayelina ena his office hours men 10-12 bas! oo mara7 e3alliq ilgardes .. elly yabe eye eshof his grade gabel la tanzel bil system .. shal da3ala?

i knocked on the door ..

Nouf : " dr? "

Bader : " 7ayach .. and close the door behind you .. "

i whispered while closing the door : " shel 6ary? "

Bader : " le'ana i should get a prize for the A! haha! " he said that while poiting at his lab .. " come here Noufa! "

i froze in my place .. : " wain! no! "

he pulled me strongly from my hand while saying : " i gave you an A 7abebtyy! "

i got terrified .. : " bader! laa! "

he sat in the conder of his disk .. while holding my waist so tight ..

Nouf : " Bader! Heeednyy!! "

my eyes starts tearing up!

Bader : " ola ola! laish tabcheen Nouf? "

Nouf : " Because .. " .. I whispered while crying : " dont rape me! "

Bader laugehd so loud : " hahahhaha! shda3wa Nouf! wain ga3deen? i wont rape you!!! "

i felt relief yet it was so awkward ..

Nouf : " ok hedny .. shakelna efashel!! law a7ad edish!! "

he pulled me from my neck and printed a soft gentle kiss on my lips ..

I shivered while taking few steps to the back ..

Nouf : " i feel weak .. "

Bader : " let's get a room Noufa .. "

Nouf : " ay room!! mn sejik! .. Bader we will get married soon .. you will have me bil7alal .. "

Bader said while rubbing his eyebrows nervosly : " mekhalif! many gader asber .. "

A girl knocked on the Door ..
i walked toward the door ebser3a ..

Nouf : " yalla bye! "

i found fajoor out side waiting for me ..

Fajer : " etshooooofena sak ilbab!! shda3wa!! ana dashait wella etekny i3larag! hehehe "

i giggled nervosly : " hehe! ee abaih! "

Fajer : " ha cham bashray? "

Nouf : " thanks god .. 3a6any A .. "

Fajer : " oooh ya ba5tch! ohwa ma ya36e Grade ella 7ag elly edeshoon mazaja! heheh ashwa ana B mo C!! ma3ana walla makintay ta36eenah wayh! "

I got confused ..

Nouf : " shenu ya3ne? mafahamt! "

Fajer : "sheno mafahamtay? uhwa il dr. ma3roof enna ma ya36e grade ella 7ag il banat elly yetmaila7oon 3alaih oo yetdale3oon .. bas madry sh6ary 3alaih 3a6ach A .. "

Nouf: " la shako! 7aram 3alaich! ana ma kint asoolif weyah wela shay oo kan e7laiw oo mo7taram ma3ay!! oo 3a6any A le'ana ana darast 3adel 7ag ilfinale oo our group sawaina shay bil project .. "

Fajer : " welly esalmech bas! uhwa eserlina mn be3ed .. min side his wife .. "

my brain couldn't understand a word ..

Nouf : " wife? "

Fajer: " eeeh haw!! matadreen? uhwa ma5eth bint 3ammah! oo 3endah 2 boys! "

Nouf: " shlouuuuuun ya3ne? "

Fajer: " Noufoo shfech! .. He's Married! "

Thursday, August 12, 2010

girls! :*

hey girls! a7ibkom 7ail .. ana ma the3t tara! looool :P
bas ramadhan oo hal loya lahhatny 3al ilblog shway ..
bas i promise to post very soon ..

1- embarak 3alaikom ilshahar .. ramadhan kareem oo allah akram .. ask God for whatever you want oo allah gereb oo ra7 yestejeb likoom .. allah yarzekom elly tetmanonah gabel la ekhalis ermothan .. oo allah efare7kom kether ma etfar7oony! :*

2- allahhhh yer7am ghaneema Alfalah .. i really dont know her in person .. bas mashalla thekerha il6ayyeb 3ala kil lesan .. allah eghafer laha eb hal shahar ilfetheel oo yadkhelha fasee7 janatah .. girls , deer balkoom! sougaw shway shway oo la tenshaghlon bil blackberry! la7qen 3alaih! nabeeekom!! deer balkom 3ala nafskom!

LOVE TO YOUR SOULS! <3

Saturday, August 7, 2010

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** Nouf **

Three weeks passed by .. and Bader split us into groups to work on our presentation .. ya7lelah he stick to his promise to me enna e3awethna 3an il exam eb presentation , yet! He didn’t spoke to me for the last three weeks ..

That Sunday, I was sitting next to my New group-mate Fajer. 3alaqatna only in the class oo phones for the presentation.. nothing less or more ..
Fajer : “ ana getlich my brother esawey designs 7ag il power point.. shrayich akalma today oo aredlich khabar? “
I nodded ..

Bader spotted me ..
Bader : “ what? “
I whispered to Fajer : “ golelah ena we’re talking about the presentation! “
Fajer said loudly : “ Sorry dr. kent agoolaha shay about our presentation .. “
Bader: “ aha! Although the Question kan muwajjah 7aggich Nouf! “
I mumbled : “shagolik? “
Bader : “ ma asma3! “
Nouf : “ nothing Dr.!! “
Bader : “ you mumbled something! Sema3tch! “
Nouf : “ ma gelt shay! I said enna shagolik? Ena I wasn't talking asasan .. fajer kanat etgooli about the power point!! “
Bader : “ and the paper on ur hand? “
Nouf : “ It's a paper for the Notes elly engoolhoum eb our group meetings .. 3alshan ma ansa .. things to do! “
He came to my disk : “ give it to me! Oo come take it after the class .. “

I texted shoug ..
To : Shoug
“ chab bader! I hate you! Way mal kaaaffffff! “

Bader threw the papers on his disk .. and yelled loudly : “ NOUF!!!!! “
I shivered : “ yes? “
Bader : “ ana cham marra gayelllich mako mobile bil class? “ he scanned the class while saying : “ cham marra I told you girls NO MOBILE? “
I said quietly : “ sorry! “
He stormed out .. and left us bil class .. all the girls start gossiping :
“ abaih shda3wa 3alaih? “
"ashkara feeeh shay el dr.!! "
“ shfeeh chethy 3assab 3ala mobile? “
“ Nouf! Whats wrong with the dr. ? “


I followed him in big steps ..
Nouf : “ Bader! “
He pulled me from my hand inside his office : “ OSH! Fetha7teena! “
I pulled my hand : “ shfeek enta!!! “
Bader : “ shfeek enta? .. hatha esloub! “
Nouf : “ Bader! Whats the hell? Sarlik 3 weeks adeglik ma etrid 3alay! Although inta ilghal6an asasan from my point of view! Tara ana ma sawait shay! Ya3ni I was in a wedding with my family! Shloon arid at 11? .. oo now sarlik 3 weeks ignoring me? Oo treating me like shit? “
Bader moved slowly to his disk .. while saying : “ mmmmmm .. and? “
Nouf : “ it has been 3 months wela 4? .. and tell now you didn’t say anything straight forward to me! Ma gelt ley I love you! .. ur just playing around Bader .. and that’s not fair! “
Bader : “ shelly not fair? “ he said while lighting his cigarettes ..
Nouf : “ me! Falling so hard for you .. oo loving you this much .. wenta madry 3anek! Et7ebny wela la! .. madry etha ur taking me seriously wela la .. madry etha this is a relationship wela la!! “
Bader : “ Nouf! Tewaga3tch tadren .. “
Nouf : “ adre shenu bader? Adre sheno! “
Bader : “ Nouf .. I’m not a player kellish! Oo maybe hatha elly ekhalene ma3arf a3aber 3an masha3ry oo et7eseny jamid oo dafsh weyach .. I have never been in love before .. bas kilyoom 3an yoom .. at’akkad ena you are the One nouf .. “
I blushed : “ mmm .. “
Bader : “ yes, I love you so much! If that’s what matters for you .. bas ana makan weddy eser ashkara oo in puplic gabel la a56ebech .. “
My eyes smiled : “ takh6ebne? “
Bader : “ ee Nouf! Akeed akh6ebech .. bas let this course pass wenshalla akh6ebch .. ana ma aby netzawaj oo entay my student .. “ he giggled while saying : “ enshala mo maskhara ya3ne! “
Nouf : “ laish za3alt 3alay? “
Bader : “cause ana kent nawey hal yoomain akallem ahaly ena e5a6bonch .. cause the finals kahoum on the door .. bas entay yoom solaftay with Maha kharabtay my plan! I don’t want her to recognize you! Ma aby laima etshoofech etgool eeh athker enna emsolfa weyay aw metlazga fene .. Nouf! Etha entay terthainha 3ala nafsech ana ma arthaha 3ala my wife! “
I said shyly : “ Im sorry .. “
Bader : “ khalas .. that’s ok .. bas I hope enna you understood my point .. “
Nouf : “ ee ee I did .. khalas mara7 akallem a7ad mn ahalik anymore! .. mo lazem hehehe .. “
Bader laughed : “ ehehehe! A7san ba3ad .. la7ga .. eb teshbe3een menhoum .. “
I stood up : “ yala 3ayal ana lazim arou7 .. we have a meeting .. karaftna allah ehadak! “
He smiled to me : “ etha taben ay help im here for you! Bas mo etsawen nafs il exam! “
I nodded : “ enshalla .. I will fix things up .. “
Bader : “ I trust you .. “
Nouf : “ bye bye … “
Bader : “ matabeen your paper? “
I giggled : “ hehe embala! Tedodaht! “

I took a blue pin and wrote on the footer of my paper ..
“ enty ajmal ma khalaq raby fe hal koun il weseee3 .. GD'LUCK! :* “

The minute he handed me my paper .. I promised myself to never let him down .. NEVER!

Thursday, August 5, 2010

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Happybirthday BG.;************


Happy birthday to you from the animals in the zoo :P looooooool la la mara7 akammel :P enshalla ma a6aye7 ilmeyana wayid :P tara ana ma an3a6a wayh! Hehehe ..
May all ur dreams come true this year! ;*LOVE’U! <3











** NOUF **



I followed Maha to The bathroom .. I couldn’t take my eyes of her .. madry shfene! I just wanted to know their family .. I just wanted to make any kind of relationship with Maha.


I stood next to her while fixing my make-up ..
and whispered nervously : “ omg! What’s wrong with me!! “
Maha : “ excuse me? Etkalmene? “
I shivered from the bottom of my stomach : “ ha? La! I was talking to my make up! “
Stupid stupid stupid Nouf!!!!!
I giggled while saying : “ hehehe! la ya3ne akallem nafsy ena madry shfene mo 3arfa a3addil my makeup “
She smiled sweetly to me : “ hehe ee 3ady kela chethey eser .. when ur at home oo tel3eben bil make up shaklich eser eyanin .. oo when you are in a wedding ma ya3jebch! “
Nouf : “ ooooof! La7athtay!! “
Maha : “ tara wala ma ga3da ajamlich .. bas you look gorgeous mashalla! “
I blushed : “ awwh! 7abebty be3younch! “
Maha said oo ehya metradida : “ 3ayal ma 3araftch? Menu m3ay? “
Nouf : “ eeh sa7! Hehe .. I’m Nouf AlFlani .. “
Maha face lightened : “ mashalla! Wene3m!! .. la etgoolili Bushra e5tch? .. “
I felt so relieve inna e3jebat’ha 3aylete oo ahali ..
Nouf : “ hehe la bint 3amme! “
Maha : “eeh sa7 shfene ana! Hehe she so big to be ur sister! Ehya mn 6aqqete .. “
I nodded : “ ee sa7 taqreban kobrch .. she have 3 girls now mashala! “
Maha : “sej? Mashalla! .. salmay 3alaiha wayid .. gulilha Maha AlFlani etsalem 3alaich .. “


Should I ask her sheserlaha Dr.Bader? bema enna both nafs il3ayla?
Bas they don’t look alike .. ya3ni ashkara bet7iss enny adry enha his sister!
Nouf : “ wene3m .. khalas yousal enshalla .. “
Maha excused her Self oo raddat dakhel il 3ers ..

I kept staring the mirror ..
not understanding what just happened to me!


I dialed Bader’s immediately ..
Nouf : “ OMG! BADDDDDDDER! “
Bader : “ hala hala .. amdach etreden mn ilwedding? “
Nouf : “ la la I’m still there .. bas your sister! “
Bader : “ shfeha? “
Nouf : “ETSHAWIG! She so adorable mashalla .. “
Bader : “ ee adry 6al3a 3ala her brother! Hehe .. shefteha? “
Nouf : “ I talked to her tawa! Ga3adna ensoolif bil bathroom for 10 mins taqreban! She’s so cuuuuuute! Oo e6la3at et3arf bint 3amme .. “


Bader quite relaxing tone turned into yelling ..
Bader : “ LA7THA LA7THA! ENTAY GA3ADTAY SOLAFTAY WEYA MAHA? “
I got scared : “ la la ma solaft! Ya3ne bas ena ebtisamna eb wayh ba3ath .. “
Bader : “ NOUF DON’T LIE! TAWCH ETGOLELE ET3ARF BINT 3AMCH! “
Nouf : “ bader shfeek em3asib? Laish faj’a etsarekh? La etsarekh!! .. we just talked for minutes! “
Bader : “ OOOOOOOOO SHAKUUUUUUUU!!!!!!! “
Nouf : “ ana kent akallem nafsy oo ehya 3abalha eny akalemha fa solafna shway! Bas that’s it!! “
Bader : “ TABEEN TEFHAMHA ENNA GA3ED TETLAZEQAIN FEHA? “
Nouf : “ laish etsarekh! Shatlazzaq feh? “
Bader : “ MA GA3ED ESAREKH! “
Nouf : “ bader! La etsarekh .. embala enta ga3ed etsarekh! .. ana ma solaft weyaha ehya elly kalematny oo ba3dain shatlazzaq feeh? Ehya matadry 3an shay oo ma yebt laha 6areyek wela 7etan getlaha enny eb Gust 3alshan wala yenyab 6areyyik! “
Bader : “ AHA! YA3NE MA TEKALAMTAW 3ANNY? “
Nouf : “ takhayyal bas asoolif 3annek 7ag ekhtik! Shenu shayefne?? “
Bader : “ 3abali ba3ad .. tara ana ma a7ib chethy oo wela ahaly e7ebon! Ma en7ib suwalif enna naqreq with strangers! “
Nouf : “ ehya elly kalematny bader mo ana elly kalamt’ha! .. anyways , ilmafrooth enna hatha shay ewanisny bas enta 6ala3ta mn kha6ry! Khalas ilsharha 3alay ana elly daga enna far7ana eny solaft weya ekhtik! Next time when she talks to me I will turn my back oo an7ash! Ok? Erta7t? “
Bader : “ ee ee a7san!! “
Nouf : “ yala Bye! “
Bader : “ NOUF! “
My eyes start etching : “ mmm? “
Bader : “ yala reday el bait! “
Nouf : “ sheredny ilbait? Its 11 am! Lel7en ma dash il me3ris aslan! “
Bader : “ana ma a7ib ena tet’akherain foog il 11! Khalas sheftay il wedding oo sheftay ilnas oo il kousha oo il3aroos! Bas ghasob etshoofen ilme3ris? Yala reday! Lech nes sa3a oo edegenli mn baitkom! Ok? “
My heart start beating so hard : “ abaih mn sejik? I can’t! Ana yaya ma3a omy oo khalaty oo my cousins! Shered’houm kellohum? “
Bader : “ ya3ne ma e6e3een kalamy? “
Nouf : “ Kahy your sister lel7een bel wedding! “
Bader : “ LA ETYEBEEN 6ARY MY SISTER!! SHAKO ETQARNEN?? “
Nouf : “ ma sabait’ha ana! Bas its normal enna elnas teg3ad bil weddings lain 2-3 am! “
Bader : “ mashalla!! Sarya mn Samra il ekhet? “
Nouf : “ what to do now? “
Bader : “ etha you love me sij .. you will find a way to get back home! “
Nouf : “ bas?”

he closed the line on me ..
Nouf : “alo!! “


I went back to the wedding ..
Shoug : “shfeeh wayhich masfooq! Eshsawatlich Maha? Hehehe “
Nouf : “ shoug maytha7ek! “
Shoug : “ abaih noufo! Shfeech? “

Tears start falling .. mo gadra awagef ..
I just kept my head down chenny a6alle3 shay men my clutch ..
Nouf : “ JERK! Shougo he’s a jerk! “
Shoug : “ meno ohwa? Shesalfa! “
Nouf : “ I talked with Maha for few mins. Oo dagait 3ala Bader agoolah ena ya7lelha .. chan esarekh 3alay cheny emsaweya shay keber! Oo he told me to get back home now! Oo ena khelal nes sa3a lazm adegla from our house phone! Wela eb yez3al! “
Shoug said calmly : “abaih! Mn sejah? Calm down entay .. rou7ay il 7amam ghaslay wayhich .. oo malich sheghel feeh! Don’t get back oo estansay oo ba3dain laima etshofena bil jam3a tefahemaw .. maybe he’s mad 3ala something else .. maybe khaf enna Maha tanqed 3alaich .. ma tadren shenu his point of view Noufa .. “
Nouf : “ takhayelay egoooli e7na ma en7eb ensoolif with strangers!! “
Shoug : “ee sheftay! Khayef Maha tanqed 3alaich! “
Nouf : “ khatwalyy! Ehya elly kalematny bil bathroom aslan! Oo e6la3at et3arf Busha my cousin! “
Shoug : “ khalas 3ayal malich sheghel feeh .. Now 7e6ay ur mobile Silent wela switch it off oo lets have fun .. oo lay sar bacher.. e7elha alf 7allal .. “

From: Bader
“ ha wainch? Radaitay? “


I threw my mobile 3ala Shoug ..
Nouf : “ ha ekhthay! Maynon walla maynon!! “

Shoug text him back..

To: Bader
“ still bel wedding .. I can’t get back home! Sorry! :* we will talk about it later .. “
My mobile start ringing ..


“Bader” is calling ..
1 missed call ..
2 missed call ..
3 missed call ..
4 missed call ..

Shoug : “ SHFEEH HATHA? 3ALLAQ!! “

Nouf : “ I don’t know! “

“ Bader” is calling ..
5 missed call ..

From : Bader
“!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????????????? “


To: Bader
“ I’m in the wedding I can’t answer! What’s wrong? “

From: Bader
“ REDAY EL BAIT! “


To: Bader
“ I can’t! I told you alf marra! Magdar! Magdar! Ma agdarrrrrrrrr! “

From : Bader
“ mashy! “

I threw my mobile on my lap. While mumbling ..
Nouf : “ I wanna get back home Now! uff kharrab moody oo 3assarneee .. “
Shoug : “ mo eb kaifa! You will have fun oo bacher you will fix things up! Aslant bacher lazem et6al3en 7aretch! Hathy mo tasaroofat! Shenu yahel? “
Nouf : “ yeah! I will make everything clear tomorrow .. “

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

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LONG..LONG .. LONG.. LOOOOOOOOOOOOONG! Post! :*


Tears felled my eyes... abaih! Faris taghayyr wayed! Kobar!! I miss his face so much! And the sound of his giggles.. I miss the smell of his cigarettes on my clothes .. I miss the way he looks at his mobile screen every time it rings! I miss the way he cuddle me from the side while rubbing on my shoulder gently .. I miss the way he gets mad at me! … I miss him. Period!

To: F ( USA)
“ omg faris! You changed!! Kobart!! The gofel? And the GLASSES? .. omg! 7ail taghayart 3alayyy F! ;( .. I miss your face so freakin much! :* “


From : F (USA)
“ taghayart? Ma amdanee! Kelaha cham shahar ;p .. hatha 3iiz America elthaher :P hehe .. 7abebtyy! I miss you much more! :* raje3lich qereeeeeeeeb! :* “


To : F (USA)
“ gool enshalla! :* .. aakh I have a wedding today .. 7addy 3aizanaaaa! ;( “


From : F (USA)
“ ooh wedding? I will get to see something nice tonight! (a) “


I giggled .. mo sa7yy walla ..

To : F (USA)
“ Luckyyyyyy you! ;p .. yalah khal agoom akhshakhlik! ;p “


From : F (USA)
“ good .. cause I have to consternate on my lecture la il dr. e7athefny bara : ) take ur time! :* “


I got into shower .. while thinking about my wedding day .. ya3ni now il brides shesawoon hal 7azza? Ya3ne if I was the bride .. shenu bakon asawwey now? .. I giggled while imagining myself as a bride .. that was a funny ticklish idea at the age of 17 .. I got out of the bathroom with 1 msg in my mobile ..

From : Nouf
“ Me and fa6ooma ray7en il saloon .. coming to the wedding wela lel7en 3aizana? COME COME COME! ;( “

I texted her back
To: Nouf
“ la embala I’m coming .. pick me up! ;* “

We went to Lashes Saloon at AlYarmouk Area .. I was going to wear a strapless Shorty short printed dress From Juicy couture .. So I’ll keep it stylish and elegant .. with a Medium Wavy Ponytail because I already have a straight thick fringe. And I was going to wear my mom’s diamond earrings which end with soft papybink pearls.

Noufa was going to wear a silky black dress that matches with her retro hairstyle and her breath taking cherry red lipstick.

I mumbled while lying on the makeup chair : “ fa66om .. I wanna color my hair! Wayyy I have this urge to color it! “

Fatima: “ Sh6ary 3alaich! Faj’a? you have always loves ur hair color! Oo aslant its nice! “

Shoug : “ adryy ina its nice oo I like it this way .. bas madryy ya rabbe! Weddy asbaghaa!! “

Fatima : “ 3ad they say enna when you get this urge to change something in your life , ma3nata ena you miss something fa ga3ed et3awthen .. “

Nouf giggled from the back : “ haha AWCH! “

I gave her a half look : “ get a life noufooo! “

Fatima : “ shenu shenu? What’s happening? Laish a7es enna 6ayefny shay? “

Shoug : “ la mo 6ayfech shay! “

Fatima whispered : “ is it about you and Faris? “

My eyes popped out : “ ay faris? Shenu? Shdarach!! Who told you!! God!! “

Nouf came quickly from the back while covering her mouth : “ omg!! Entay men gallch? .. “ she turned my side : “Shougo tara mo ana!! Wala mo ana!! “

Fatima Said calmly : “a7medu told me! Bas men zeman! Gabel 3-4 months maybe .. “

I yelled : “A7MEDO? “

Nouf : “ wait wait!! Which a7medo? Our cousin? Aslan shdarrah!!! “

Fatima said in her innocent way of thinking : “ I don’t know! Omg Shougooo! Tara walla sorry sorry sorry ana mo qasde atlaigaf .. bas I thought it’s something normal .. cause a7medo ma gally ena it’s a secret! “

Shoug : “ la that’s ok! .. shgayyelich a7med? “

Fatima : “ Nothing .. ana dakhalt il living room eb bait mama 6aiba wela uhwa oo jassim yetkallemon .. fa sema3t 6araf salfa enna Shoug galat oo Shoug sawwat .. I asked them ma jaweboony , then jassim went to his friends .. oo buqa a7medo ebrou7a chan atiwa77ad feh oo ag3ad a7in oo a3asseb 3alaih laima gally ena Faris and Shoug loved each other bas they broke up! Bas! “

Shoug : “ ya khaissaa! Ya3ni now geltely enna I miss someone 3alashan aby asbagh sha3re bas 3alshan agoolich? “

Nouf and fa6ooma start laughing at me!
Fatima : “ heheh la la walla la!! That’s true! Walla gareeta eb magazine! Wallah maga3da a’allif! “

Nouf : “ hehehe Shougoo! Fethe7tich eb bait mama 6aiba 3ala afa men yesheel! “

Shoug : “chabaw! There’s something wrong! Mo ma3qool ya3ne! .. ma etha7ek don’t laugh .. “

I headed to the car while dialing A7med’s number ..
Shoug : “ a7medo! “
A7med: “ hala shoogu? “
Shoug : “ who told you about me and Faris being together? “
A7med got shocked from my direct question!
A7med : “ ha? “
Shoug : “ A7medo! Tara fa6om galatly ena you told her .. oo enna enta oo jassem kintaw tetkallemon 3anny .. so khallesny! Shesalfa? Laish kilman yadre ella ana? “
A7med: “ well , nothing .. when you broke up guys Faris kan yabe a7ad edeer balah 3alaich , he didn’t want to leave you alone in Kuwait oo esafer oo wela a7ad yadre 3anich, Okay Nouf knows about everything .. bas she’s a girl after all .. so Faris told Jassim enna he doesn’t wanna go to the US. Oo khalas hawwan yabe yeg3ad bil deera 3alashanich .. ena at least he can take care of you even etha entay not together anymore .. bas jassom ma rethalah .. galah bil 3aks rou7 oo safer oo wakher 3anha 3alshan et7is belly efgedtah oo khal a7med eder balah 3alaiha .. after all a7med okhooha oo ra7 e5af 3alaiha kethrik .. so they told me .. oo ana asef enna I told fa6om bas wallah dashat eb khashmeeeee! .. “

I was setting in Nouf’s car .. and Tears just starts falling on my lap. .. tear after tear .. I couldn’t stop crying ..
A7med : “ Shougg 7abebty la tabchen! Im you brother oo sej enny ma taqabalt il fekra awal shay .. bas tais elfereej wela il tais il ghareeb! “ he said in a funny way ..
I giggled while crying in the same time .. : “ hehe! *Snef* .. ya3ni ana skhala? Heheh! “
A7med : “ hehehe la bas atha7kech shwaya .. shougo tara 7etan law jassom oo faros ma galooly .. it was obvious! “
Shoug : “agool! La tetfalsaf 3alay! .. sarlina sena o nus wela a7ad la7ath! La etserli thakee al7en! “
A7med : “ ilsharha 3alay dayer baly 3alaich kil hal modda? “
Shoug : “ wayhik ana agool! “
A7med : “ wala mo kafo! “
Shoug : “ hehehe! yala yala ana lazim arou7 3endy wedding .. “
A7med : “ Enjoy! Yala bye .. “

I closed the line with joy and happiness all over my heart ..
On the way home I told the girl shesalfa .. they went all “ awwwwwww”! hehehe ..
Awal ma wesalt my room .. I got into my dress , fixed my dirty pink lipstick .. and text faris , oo went with Mom and my sister to the wedding.

To: F ( USA)
“ heading to Sheraton. “


From : F (USA)
“ Blow their minds babe! :* “


I giggled ..
To : F ( USA)
“ Farrosi .. bagoolik shay .. “
I stopped typing .. ukh! Should I tell him enny darait? Aw should I wait him to tell me? I deleted the msg .. and sent him a kiss instead .
I sat with Nouf and Fa6ooma 6ab3an ..

“ ley sa7ebin khathny bezaina .. 3an kil mazyoom oo ra3boub .. rou7y ghadat lamrah reheena .. oo ilgalb mn nathrata ethoub .. “

Nouf and fa6ooma stood up : “ yala yala .. “
We starts dancing properly le’ana it’s a wedding .. wela e7na hedoona eb DJ’s hehe ..

I whispered : “ girls! Should I tell faris ena I know? “
Fatima : “ YES! “
Nouf : “ NO! “

We start laughing and dancing .. forgetting about Faris oo ena everyone ones! I sat on my chair .. and pulled my Mobile from my clutch ..

To: F (USA)
“ galbyyyyy ma3ah rabby e3eena! 3alaih saber sabr ayob! :’( “


From : F (USA)
“ ollah! Kil hatha ana!! :’( “


To : F (USA)
“ ehehehe .. la la atghashmar!! ;p “


From : F (USA)
“ tara I didn’t get anything nice ;( tonight is not my night! ;( “


I blushed while handing Nouf my Mobile : “ sawreeny! “
Nouf took couple of shots for me .. marra while im standing .. marra while im pausing .. marra smiling ..
I asked : “ ayhi a7la wa7da? “
Nouf pointed on the 3rd picture .. were I was standing and The background were the Silver and White Kousha which brings my dress out , I was giving the camera my prolife and smiling while putting my hand on my waist in a girly way.

To: F (USA)
“ and the picture goes to … drums please! ;p “


From : F (USA)
“ KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK! Yalla dezeeeeely! Tara thalaitenyy ;@ wala ma adezlich soorty again :P “


I giggled .. and send the picture to him ..
After few mins. I received ..

From : F (USA)
“ I got a mini heart attack! SHENU HATHA? :* “


I blushed ..

To: F (USA)
“ hatha ana ;$ “


From : F (USA)
“ JAMEEEEEEEEEEL ENTA! :* egray 3ala nafsech! .. “


To : F ( USA)
“ awwh! Enshalla I will! :* “



Noufo pushed me from my shoulder ..
Shoug : “ OUCH! Shtabeeeeen!! “
Nouf : “ shofay om green!! “
Shoug : “ il blonde? “
Nouf : “ee ee! Elly now ga3id targis! “
Shoug : “ eeee? “
Nouf : “ that’s Maha! .. Bader’s Sister .. “
I kept staring at Maha ..
Shoug : “ chathaba!! How did you know? .. she don’t look like him! KELLISH! She white oo blonde oo uhwa tanned .. abaih uhwa a7la menha eb million marra! “
Nouf : “ yaa! Maskeena! Haha .. she looks like her mom oo he looks like his dad! Bas! 3alshan chethy they don’t look alike! .. “
Shoug : “aaah! .. wentay shdarrach? “
Nouf : “ uhwa mwareny her pic .. oo he told me! .. getlah barou7 wedding ilFlany wela egolli ena Maha his sister betkon ehny oo enna uhwa ely bawadeeha oo beyebha .. “
Shoug : “ ya7leeeeela! He seems like a good brother! “
Nouf : “ ooh! She’s going to the bathroom .. let’s follow her! “
Shoug : “ laish betraqmeenha la sama7 allah? “
Nouf : “ SHOUGO! shut up! Lets got oo create a conversation with her! Pls pls pls .. “
Shoug : “ NO WAY! IM NOT GOINGG!! 3AIB 3AIB! NO!! “
Nouf : “ plsssss shougo! pls plssss ! “
Shoug : “ Sorry Noufo! Ensay .. I can’t do it .. aslant ebayen 3ala wayhi .. I can’t .. “
Nouf : “ screw you! I will go alone! “
And she headed to the Bathroom to create a coincident with Maha ..

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

39 }~

** NOUF **

Bader stormed into the Class .. oo uhwa 7ada em3aseb .. he threw the papers on his hand 3ala il disk while yelling at us : “ DO YOU CALL THIS SHIT GRADES? THERE’S NO A’S IN THE CLASS! NO A’S!! “

The girls start blaming him : “ ee ee dr. el emte7an kan wayed sa3ob .. dr. il kameya wayd .. “

He said in a loud voice : “ I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING! MAKO SHAY YAA BIL EXAM ENTAW MA 3ARFEENA!! YOU DIDN’T STUDY GIRLS!! “

I said calmly : “ sej tara lemte7an kan sa3eb! “

He paused for seconds .. and gave me the scariest look ever!

Bader : “ sej walla? 3ad entay akher wa7da tetkalemain! Le’anna you Faild! You got 8/30! “

My heart skipped a beat : “ ullah! “

Bader : “ yeah! “

The class turned silent .. kelmn sakit oo masdoom .. oo kilmen ya36ene nathrat enna –poor girl- ..The class ended early that day ..

bas 6ala3t my il class I called him ..
Nouf : “ alo! “
Bader : “ yes? “
Nouf : “ abaih! Are you serious bader? Did I really fail? “
Bader : “ ath7ak weyach ana? Yes you failed!! You got 8/30! Ana ma naqaltich il exam? How the hell did you dot 8!! Only 8 Nouf!! “
Nouf : “ I told you! I didn’t study that weekend because kint an6erik edg! Its ur falt! “
Bader : “ YA SALAM! “
Nouf : “ ee wallah! “
Bader : “ Do whatever you want Nouf! I really gave my best oo sa3adtich! Etha entay ma5tha il denya le3eb fa hathy ghal6etch! “
Nouf : “ you will Fail me Bader? “
Bader : “ You failed Nouf.! “
Nouf : “ MEN SEJIK!!!!! NOOOOOOO! “
Bader : “ you can’t take advanage enna I like you .. magdar anaj7ch oo athlem ilbajeen! “
Nouf : “Common! “
Bader : “ shtabeen! “
Nouf : “ la etkalemny chetheee! “

Tears start rolling in my cheeks ..
Nouf : “ omg! Ana saq6a? I don’t want to take it all over again! “
Bader : “ la tabcheen!! Mala da3y tabcheen! “
Nouf : “ I’m crying in front of you as a friend .. mo as my dr. elly bakser kha6rah!! I don’t wanna pass etha hatha tafkeerik ena enta tathlem il other students! “
Bader : “ Khalas Nouf .. I will cancel il Exam oo akhalekom etsawoon presentation .. okay? “
Nouf : “ ya3ne ana Now mu F .. ? “
Bader : “ La mo F .. bas la tabcheen! “
I smiled .. : “ hehe! Khalas Okay .. and I promise enna I will do my best .. “
Bader : “ good for you .. “



**Shoug **

I opened my eyes at 2pm and took my mobile from his place under my pillow , I immediately smiled ..

From: F (USA)
“ Sabaaaaaaaaa7 Ma7bobetyyyyyy! … ya far7ete ma7bobeeeeety! Nasannyy gourbich ghorbeety ya far7eteee! :* “

To : F ( USA)
“ weddyyy alagyy e3younaha oo abda ma3ha bil kalam! :* .. morning 7abebe! :***** “


From : F (USA)
“ Ensssay fe la7tha ilsa7ab oo ilkhouf mn nathrat 3etab! Eb3ainaha agra sou’al oo 3araft ana eb 3ainy il jawaaaaaaaab! .. “


To : F (USA)
“ 7abebe eb tagzer 103.7? :D “


From : F (USA)
“ KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK!! Ana gayyeeeeeeel khaffa 6eeentich eb shakel khayaaale! :P .. eeee lena allah .. nas tawha etgoom men ilnoom! Oo nas cha7ta bil jam3a men il 8AM! ;( “


To : F (USA)
“ eee wallah! Ena allah … nas labseen kotat oo yeshreboon Hot chocolate .. oo nas darajat il 7arara 47 ;/ “

From : F (USA)
“ allah e3een! ;S .. yallah hanta ma boqa shay oo areed 7ag hal kheesa! Wala a7la kheeeesa! :’( walaht 3ala il Kuwait shougoo! Walaht 3ala machboos mama 6aiba! Walaht 3ala ilshuware3 oo 3ala frashe oo dary oo rab3e .. “


To : F (USA)
“ ma walaht 3ala Alma khadamatkom ba3ad? .. boqa shay ma walaht 3alaih? Sa66art il awely o 7aqatrny! :’) “


From : F (USA)
“ entay ma walaht 3alaich! Entay saknaa be3youni :P “


To : F (USA)
“ adry enha mojamala .. bas 7abebe! :* ana walaht 3alaik wayd! :*oo ilkuwait oo ilshuware3 oo machboos mama 6aiba oo 7eta Alma! Mayeswooun shay bedonek! ;’** “


From : F (USA)
“ ya ba3aaaaaaad kelliii kelli! :* .. tara ams ma wesalny wela mms!! (a) “


I smiled .. while exiting the inbox oo going to il pictures folder searching for nice photo to send to Faris ..
I found a pic of me in Chalet .. in was after ma safar eb 1 month and 2 weeks .. the middle of November .. I was wearing a XXXXL Navy pullover with a golden writing I <3 Muhammed Abdu! .. with black leggings and Fousheya Rain boot .. I was moving my hair wara athony .. while it was in big messy waves .. my smile was natural and pure .. the background was the angry see with his furious waves ..
I clicked on Send.

After few minutes ..

From : F (USA)
“GOMMMMMMMMMMMMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :* fe ajmal? Fe a7la? Ya jema3a redoooooooooony il kuwaiiiiiiiiiiiiit! Aby ared lahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! “


I giggled while typing …

To : F (USA)
“ metant oo 6elt sa7? ;p “


From : F (USA)
“ me7lawa!! that’s all .. me7lawa! :* “


I blushed ..

To : F (USA)
“ 7abebe! :* .. I wanna see you! :* “


From : F (USA)
“ Shougo wala ma 3endy wela pic!! Wala soortich awal pic bil mobile! Tawny shareehh .. “


I got disappointed ..

To : F (USA)
“ yalah 3aaaaad! Take a pic NOW! ;( 3alashaneeeeeeeee! “


After 10 mins taqreban .. I received MMS ..
My heart was pushing me so hard to open the pic .. while my hands were shivering oo sweating so hard ..
I clicked on the MMS..

He were on the college .. standing next to a big Rock maktoob 3alaiha his University name while holding a red File and a Blue note .. he was in his favorite grey training oo white qames fooga navy and yellow polo heavy pullover .. of course he was wearing his favorite DG orange cap oo there’s a dark gofel across his beautiful face … he was wearing frameless glasses!! GLASSES?

As the pic revealed .. I covered my mouth in shock while saying : “OMG!!! Taghayyyyyaaaaarrrrrr wayid!!!!!! “

Sunday, August 1, 2010

38 }~

watch Alwatan tv. every day at 7:40pm for the Next 7 months!
a documentary about The Iraqi invasion 3ala al Kuwait..
YOU HAVE TO SEE IT!

ana Kuwaiti ..
ana il7oreya oo ilta3ber ..
ana el ebda3 oo ilta7rer ..
BELADYY GHAIR! oo ana ghair ..
wesal kil ilbashar seety!


2-8-1990 ..

WO DON'T WANNA FORGET!


Now, Enjoy the EXTRA LONG post! :*
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Faris took seconds to recognize my voice..
I felt his hesitation : “ emmm .. alo? “
Shoug : “ Faris! “
Faris : “ Hala? “
Shoug : “ Faris! “
Faris : “ Hala? “
Shoug : “ Faris! “ I just missed calling your name ..
He giggled 3ala el tetenni7 elly 7ashna!
Faris : “ hehe! Hala yuba Hala shoug! “
I didn’t want the drama of tears to start!

I kept taking small breaths .. slowly to hold my tears back ..
Shoug : “ I missed you so much Faris! You didn’t give me the chance to explain anything! You just walked away .. “


I heard the voice of his steps on the floor .. heading to the door .. 3alshan ye6la3 men el apartment oo yegdar ekalemni 3ala ra7tah without jassim next to him ..
Faris : “ mmm .. “
Shoug : “ do you remember our last day together? Bait mama 6aiba? Me lying on ur chest? I missed that day .. I missed being with you .. I just missed when something really good happens enna aye agooolek! I missed .. I missed myself without you! “
Faris : “ I’m speechless .. “
Shoug : “ don’t be .. I have been making this conversation in my mind every single day Faris! .. ma aloomek etkoon speechless! I called you out of no where .. bas im not speechless! 3endy wayid 7achy eb galby .. fene walah oo fene za3al oo fene sharha 3alaik .. “
Faris : “ of of ! laish kil hatha laish? “
I waved to Nouf while heading to our garden bara ilbait ..
ga3adt adoor feeha while talking on the phone ..
Shoug : “ shenu laish Faris? .. you went to the US. without saying a thing to me! Oo re7t wenta za3lan 3alay! Oo ma fahamt meny ilsalfa! I didn’t make the choice! I didn’t left you! Faris she’s my mom! Oo you didn’t listen 7ag kalamha elly e3awer ilgalb about raising me oo ena ma testahel asawelaha chethy! She broke my heart Faris! “
Faris : “ I understood that mn geltely … 3alashan chethe I didn’t push you to do anything ethayegch or ethayeg kha6er omch! After all tara ur mom khalty! Ya3ni methel ma entay ehemch kha6erha .. me too! “
Shoug : “ 3ayal laish you disappeared? Laish you didn’t call men safart? Laish a7issek za3lan oo shayel eb kha6rek 3alay? “
Faris : “ Shoug .. “

My heart left me alone in me room , and went to him in the US.!
Shoug : “ hmm? “
Faris : “ bagoolich shaghla .. abech ma tensainha! Kelish! “
Shoug : “ elly ehya? “
Fairs : “ Maybe you were out of sight but never out of my mind .. NEVER! “

Tears start rolling on my cheeks silently ..
Shoug : “ enta sheno? “
Faris : “ I really got disappointed mn kalamch oo mn mawqif ur mom , bas she’s a Mother after all .. oo ba3dain ana gilt khalas you made ur mind oo maby athgha6 3alaich cause entay already kentay mathgho6a oo metwahqa .. laish ana adesh 3ala ilkha6 oo awahqech zyada? .. bas I was never going to let you go! Mo eb kaifech aheedch! “
Shoug: “ laish et7ebne? “ I said in a girly way ..
Faris : “ ghasbin 3alaich a7ebch! “
I giggled : “ hehehe 7obbek 3anef! “
Faris : “ eeh hatha ana! Re7tay oo radaitay 3ala 7a6at edich .. ma aghashmer hehehehe! “
Shoug : “ you printed the widest smile on my face eb hal mokalama .. “
Faris : “ ee bas inshalla ma tagzer 3ala mobile il rayyal! “
Shoug : “ enta sharait mobile yal mabyooooooog! Hehehe”
Faris : “ ooh! Masra3 ewselich el7achy!! Kuna mo jassom! “
Shoug : “ hehehehe! Maskeeeeen! Tawa gally tara .. 3asa ma ta3awart? “
Faris : “ men sejich! LAAAAAAAAAAAAA! “
Shoug : “ goooo hero! “
Faris : “ wala ench makhdoo3a fene! .. ana bas gally hal mosaak gimmeee ur money yeeew! uhwa yabe bas my money? Chan a36eeh il wallet eb koberha o il mobile foog’ha! “

I let a deep hysterical laugh from the bottom of my heart ..
Shoug : “ hahahahahaaaaa! Abaaaaaaaaaaaaih! Hehehehe CHATHAAAAAAAAAAB!!!!! Heheheeeeeeee! Ashoooooff jassommm egool 3anek film! Heheheheheeee! “
Faris replied laughing : “ heheheeee! Sheftay ana sh6ooly? Etgoolin chenna entay oo ana! Wala ma ayyee nusa! “
Shoug : “ heheheh agool agool! La tagleb ilmawtho3 e6naza 3alay! Aslan ana men safart enta 7addy 6elt! Hehehe “
Faris : “ eeee khair! Hehehe “
Shoug : “ hehe walla 6elt! Oo metant shway .. kobart hehehee! “
Faris : “ I Missed your smile! Oo the way you look .. walaht 3ala wayhich Shougo! “
I blushed : “ ana walaht 3alaik kellik .. “
Faris : “ 7abebeti entay! .. khalas al7een adezlich msg from my mobile .. oo engazzerha mms .. shrayech ? “
I blushed even more : “ enzain .. “
Faris : “ yala babe .. tamren 3ala shay? “
Shoug : “ eee .. “
Faris : “ what? “
Shoug : “ la etsedda .. “

I felt his smile ..
Shoug : “ la tetboosam! “
Faris : “ hehehe! ma taghayartaaaaay! Enshala I will call you as soon as I can ok? “
Shoug : “ ya3ne mo every day? “
Faris : “ ma athmen lich .. cause ehny looya shoug .. bas enshalla I will try my best … bas I promise you ena ma ag6a3 msgs ok? “
Shoug : “ khalas ok .. take care .. “
Faris : “ you too .. deer balich 3ala nafsech .. “
Shoug : “ khalas enshalla .. yala bye bye .. “
Faris : “ bye … “



I said quickly : “agoolik Faris! “
Fairs : “ hala? “
Shoug : “ shesma .. shlon iljaw 3endekom? Egolon bard! “
Faris : “ aha! Bekhsos ennch bedaitay et’alfeen mawathe3 bas 3alshan ma ensidda? “
I giggled : “ heheh .. shway! “
Faris : “ let me call you min my mobile 3ayal .. cause shefekny mn lsan hatha ! “
Shoug : “ khalas ok .. “

He closed the line .. and call after few minutes ..
I threw myself on the bed while saying : “ ahlaaaaan .. “
Faris : “ walaht 3alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaich! “
Shoug : “ ana ba3aaaaaaaaaaaaaaad! “
Faris : “ la etqalden the way im talking! “
Shoug : “ hehehe! khalas asfa ma a3eed’ha! “
Faris : “ hehehe ana hadaitch 3ajel! Channa khaffa 6entich shway? “
Shoug : “ hehehe egolooooon! “
Faris : “ hahahaaaaay! La la jad I love my old one .. “
Shoug : “ enta waink? Soot share3 yammek! “
Faris : “ eeh 6ali3 atmasha 7awaleena .. 3alshan agdar akalmch .. “
Shoug : “ la la red dakhel laybooqoonk mara thanya! “
Faris : “ hahahaaaay! Ya salam 3alaaaaaaaich! Ana elly ma 3endy salfa a7oos eb hal bard 3alshan akalmch .. yala yala bye ! “
Shoug : “ hehehe! khalas atob atob! Wala akher ga66a maleqa .. khalas wala arid the old one .. “
Faris : “ hehe .. ee kafo! “
Shoug : “ so .. how’s life? “
Faris : “ mmm .. good .. kilshay 7amdellah mashy zain .. after 2 months I will get back enshalla .. akher 12 .. a7is ilwaqt ga3ed yamshe sare3 .. 7amdellah our university feeha shway kuwaiteyyen .. oo gezar 3alaina ilwaqt entikhabat oo looya oo cham trip weya ilshabab oo midterms .. ya3ne 6ayef ilwaqt .. oo ashwa ana ma3ay jassom ensally ba3athna .. “
Shoug : “ yalah al7amdellah .. “
Faris : “ entay shlonch? Shloon il Kuwait? “
Shoug : “ kilshay zain al7amdellah .. im good .. “
Faris : “ shenu good? Sher7eely! Sarly shahrain madry 3ainch! What happened in your life in the last two months? “
Shoug “ well , the day you took off .. my life paused.. oo Now radait 7a6ait play .. “
Faris : “ hehehehe .. ya ba3ada’hooom .. “
Shoug : “ F .. “
Faris : “ yes babe? “
Shoug : “ tara I love you . “
Fairs : “ I love you too .. “



37 } ~



** SHOUG**



Daydreaming has been my friends since Faris left to the US. And I broke his heart .. why some people rate daydreaming as a waste of time and emotion? Can’t they see the positive side of it? Its keeps me alive .. keeps me moving .. without daydreaming about Faris –mostly- I would totally get depressed! .. I love daydreaming about you Faris, specially the happy and pleasant thoughts of us being together ..

“ men yegool enny le ghairek? Ana lek manyyy leghairek! Ana met3alliq meseryy, ya 7ebebe fe meserak! ….. “
My mobile ringing cut my thoughts .. as I saw nouf’s number on the screen ..

Shoug: “ yes?”
Nouf: “ ha? “
Shoug : “ shtaben? Hehe! “
Nouf : “ let’s have lunch barra! I miss you! Emshay enrou7 ana weyach

oo fa6oom oo a7medo! “
Shoug : “ *coughing* eghbaaaaaar! “
Nouf : “way way! Shouguu a7ad gallech mn gabel ench baykha? “
I giggled while saying : “ hehehe! Kaifi kaifi! Maly ghairch astamleq 3alaih! “
Nouf : “ yala enrou7 netghada? “
Shoug : “ yala okay .. I will call a7medu oo entay call fa6ooma .. “
We closed the line , and I dialed a7medo’s number immediately ..

Shoug : “ heeelloo! “
A7med: “ hala hala! 3ash men sema3 hal sout!! “
Shoug : “ 3ash ghaliiiik! Wainkk enta ma tes’al wela edawwer? “
A7med : “ mawjoud walla! bas kil wa7ed lahy eb his own world! “
Shoug : “ eeh that’s right , agoolik .. emsh netghada bara ana weyak oo fa6om oo nouf .. “
A7med : “ wala shogu magdar! Emwa3ed rab3y 3endena li3eb koora at 4 oo al7en 3 ! ma yamdene .. “
Shoug : “ wee!! yallaaaaa 3ad wala I miss you!!! “
A7med : “ low gaylen abchar! 7asafa .. yalla elyayat akthar .. “
Shoug : “ ee inshala , agoolek .. did you talked to jassim and Faris men saferaw? “
A7med : “ mn sejich? Laish you didn’t talk to them? “
I felt awkward : “ mm .. la! Takhayyaal! Mobile mekhtereb kilmn edezli msgs ma yousloon! “
A7med : “ khalas .. I will send you their numbers now .. ok? “
Shoug : “ khalas ok! .. “
A7med : “ mo etgoolen mobilech ma yestaqbel msgs? “
Shoug : “ hehehe! A7medo chab! Dezhoum for nouf ok! “
A7med : “ hahahaaaay! Adre feech tefashaltay chan etchathbeen!

Khalas al7en yousloon lich! “
Shoug : “ hehehe! Chaknyy .. yala Noufo the other line .. bye! “

i pressed Swapp ..

Nouf : “ Shwaig! Fa6oom ma tegdar 3endaha wedding ! “
Shoug : “ a7medo ba3ad 3enda li3eb kora! “
Nouf : “ yala ana 6al3a mn iljam3a amorich .. ok?”
Shoug : “ hmm .. enzain yalah .. “

Libast a tight dirty pink dress oo let my hair down in a natural way , put on some make-up and head to the living room to tell my mom enny ba6la3 with Nouf.

We headed to water lemon – Marina mall.

Shoug : “ oo ba3dain? Mantay hada ur mobile? “
Nouf while smiling oo still ga6a ras’ha bil mobile : “ embala! Wait a minute! “
Shoug : “ baaaaas! Hedeeh!! Tara sej malait! “
Nouf : “ look at this!! “

She handed me her mobile .. wella a picture of well-built body that were perfectly tanned! Holding two small kids .. 3 and 4 years ashkalhoum ..

Shoug : “ WAY!! SHENUUUU HAL MAKHLOOOOQAT? “
Nouf : “ eeeh! That’s bader holding his nephews! Sale7 and Yousif! “
Shoug : “ wait a minute! .. hatha Dr.bader? “
Nouf nodded ..
Shoug : “ cuuuuute! Abaih hatha elly labis navy COPY mennah! “
Nouf giggled : “ yeah? I told him! 7ail yeshbahha! Although the One elly labis yellow il abyathany 3ala omah! Ya3ni bader oo his sister mayetshabahoon .. “
Shoug : “ sej lay galaw thelthain el walad 3ala khalah! .. eeh 3ady! Maybe bader abyath asasan bas he got tanned mn ilba7ar oo chethy .. aslant he’s perfectly tanned! Ashkara mo men allah! Loonah mo ma3qool 6abe3e! “
Nouf ekhme6at her mobile : “ GOUL A3OUTH BE RAB ILFALAAAAAQ! “
Shoug : “ hehehehe! Shda3wa! I won’t steal him Tara.. maybe aboog bo navy!

Wayyyyy cute! Hehehe “

We talked about everything ..
khalasna lunch oo re7na 7alaina in Chocolate bar ..
On the way back home ..


Shoug : “ agoolich .. I told a7medo enna abe number Faris and jassim menah .. because ma 3endy eyahom .. bas il akh ra7 yel3ab kora oo nesanyy! “
Nouf : “ wentay laish ma 3endch number jassom? Uhwa daz msg gabel shahar maybe ! “
Shoug : “ really? Ma wesalny shay!! “
Nouf : “ weird! .. hach take it .. “
I dialed his number ..
Shoug : “ way ma et7ebeen il rana ildowaleya? Etshaweqni! “
Noufo giggled .. : “ maynona? “


Jassim picked the line : “ alo? “
Shoug : “ JASSSSSSOM! “

Jassim : “ who’s this? “
Shoug : “ ANA? ANA! “
Jassim : “ menu entay entay? “
I giggled : “ hehe! JASSSSSSSOM! Ana akthar wa7da et7ebik bil Kuwait! “
Jassim : “ hehe! Wayed elly e7ebony khalsene menu? “
Shoug : “ heheheheeeee! Waaaay etheeeeeeqaaa! Ana Shougggg! “
Jassim : “ SHOUGO! laish tawch edegeeeen? Ana mo dazlekom msg mn shahar oo nos? “
Shoug : “ tawa noof etgoole! I didn’t receive your msg wala!! Ma wesally shay!! “
Jassim : “ I don’t know wala .. sorry ma 3araftch bas emghayer my mobile oo ma3a fat7 il kha6 mastaw3abt ilraqam … “
Shoug : “ that’s ok! .. enta shloonk? Maby a6awel 3alaik! “
Jassim : “ 7abebti wala! Ana zain el7amdellah .. wanasa ehnyy walla! sej enna thay3een! Bas tawna emkhalsen ente5abat il ete7ad oo ta3arafna 3ala wayd shabab oo ilwath3 mashy a7sn men elly haqaita! “
Shoug : “ yalah ashwa 7amdellah .. Faris shloona? Did he sent a msg ba3ad? Ma wesally shay? “
Jassim : “ faros? Kaaaaaaaaak film hal ensan walla! “
I smiled : “ laish laish? “
Jassim : “ wesalna sheqatna wela ib etefalshaf wegool barou7 achayek 3ala ilman6aqa 7oolna .. chan eboqoona! Hahaha takhayelay shougo bagaw booka oo his mobile! Ma 3enda la be6aqa madaneya wela bank cards oo his SIM dakhel ilbook ba3ad! Hehehe tebaaaaaaahthal! hehehehe “
Shoug : “ 7ARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM!! Maytha7eeeeeek!! “
Jassim : “ wala emawt the7ek! Damik mu qad’ha shako ray7 etefalsaf? .. 3ad yallah 5athala shahar yemkin 3ala ma sanan3 awtha3a .. ra7 algha kil il bank cards oo re7na ilsafara oo loya loya 6oweela 3areetha hatha zyada ena asasan tawna waslen fa already thay3een! “
Shoug : “ hehehe yala mekhalif! Aham shay now entaw zainen? “
Jassim : “ la 7amdellah! Eb a7san 7aal .. wait kahu kahu yaaa .. “



I heard Faris from the back : “ menu hatha? “

Jassim : “ haaaaak nas 7elwen mn ilkuwait daqeen eghazlona! Hehehe! “

I whispered to Noufo : “ NO NO NO!! JASSOM EB YA36ENE FARIS!!!!!!!! “
Noufu whispered back : “ sekeh sekeh ! saway rou7ch eng6a3 ilkha6!! “


I took a breath ..
I was about to press the red bottom ..


Faris : “ hmm.. alo? “


Shoug : “ I missed your voice …..“