29- [ Re-Love .. him;*!]

[ walla wa7eshnii mout ..

akhaf ba3dak .. amout! ]

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I wanted to hear him before walking away ..

kent abi a3arf laish sawalli chethe?

I wanna END it for ever ,,

and ilsar7a .. I needed a closure to all of this..

I texted him back ..

To ; + 965 9******

" yes we do! :) .. when? and where? "

after few mins .

From ; + 965 9*****

" Starbucks Bmw? at 11 am tomorrow? "

I smiled .. mn wain em6alle3 il mokan?

she6arryyyyy enna enrou7 Starbucks Shwaikh!

it's Inside Bmw agency ..

To ; + 965 9*****

"Done."

I layed on my bed ..

while whespering to my self .. ;

" Stupid Shaikha! .. you'll walk in again?? ..

when you'll walk out his life?

oo ba3dain? in and outs! ..

it's so done between you guys! ..

you should understand that and accept it!

bacher i'll end it ..

I swear to god ..

i'll do it ..! "

I called Salman while sleeping slowly ..

Shaikha : "mmmmm yes yes .. adre .."

I felt his naughty smile ; "your voice when ur sleepy ..

I love it .."

isn't that Mishary's line??

I giggled : "heheh thaankyou .. yours too .."

Salman ; "hehehe la etjamlene! .. I hate my voice!"

Shaikha : "uuh really? .. it's so manly! "

Salman ; "yes and that's what I hate it about! ..

wayid jahoore and so serious even if im joking!.. "

I laughed : "heheheh Noooooo walla it's amazing ..

I find it just perfect mashalla ..

I love ur voice .. "

Salman : "thanks god ..

there's some good came out mennah ;p"

I smiled ..

I just can't get Mishary out of my mind..!

Im so .. bitch!

I hate my self ..!

I swear I wanna cry because ma astaheL any

thing good to happen to me!!

Salman ; " Shayookha .."

I mummbled while covering

my head ; "mmmmmm?"

Salman : "when it's ur birthday?"

I laughed : "hehehehe shee6aryyyyyyyyy! "

Salman : "I don't know! ..

I just wanna know you akthar .."

I smiled while talking about my self ..

the main things about me ..

my date of birth ..

what do I hate and Love ..

my friends ..

ya3ni .. Main things only ..

Shaikha : "aaaaaaah and that's it .."

Salman whispered ; " I love you .."

I choked ..

I don't love you back .. yet! ;/

well .. give me some few weeks ya3ni ..

I knew you from cham?? ..

2 weeks? ;S

ma amdaak et7ebne! ..

Salman : "Shaikha?"

I giggled ; "ehehe I love you too .."

Salman ; "Don't lie .. ur

voice embayyen ga3d etjamlen!"

AND YOU RUIN THE MOMENT ZAAAAAAAAAAAAAIN CHETHE??

Shaikha : " heheh well , I Do like you .. mu lay lidarajt Love ..

but im Sure Im gonna love you sooner or later ..

because ur such an amazing

person .. and you're a really caring and loving man ..

oo that's enough for me .."

Salman : " 7ayate entay .. take your time! ..

I don't wanna rush you .. at all ..

but believe me .. I'll try my best .."

Okay ..

isn't he so lazga?

or it's Me?

I cant stand him ..

shfene 3alaih??

Shaikha : "thank you dear ..

okay Now I have to hang up and sleep ..

bacher 3endi exam .. "

Salman : "aha .. good luck babe ..

awaL ma te6le3en from

the exam sms me .. okay?"

Shaikha : "okay babe .. goodnight .."

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The Next morning ..

Libast a black juicy training and white shirt

3alaiha bil fesfoory yellow "Me .. Myself .. and I"

eheheh I love this shirt ;*

it was 11:15 am ..

I walked into Bmw agency ..

Starbucks was in the middle ..

Libanese guy ; "Good morning madam."

I smiled : "heey goodmorning ..

I'm going to starbucks :) "

I walked toward starbucks while my heart was

beating so fucking fast ..

7aqer! ..

How could he have my feelings eb his boket? ;@

uuuuuuuuughghghghghghhhhhh! ..

He was there ..

setting ib a table bil corner ..

wearing a white dishdasha and white Shmagh ..

I whispered to my self ; "well! he know that I Totally adore men

who wears white shmagh! .. is that a move? or what!"

He stood up awaL ma shafne ..

Mishary : "Gooooood morning .."

I gave him a fake smile ..

Shaikha : "Good morning .."

Mishary : "I ordered for you ahazelnut hot

chocolate with extra carameL "

I smiled .. : "well , thank you .."

the waiter : "Number 18"

he walked away while saying ;

"3an ethnich thuwane "

I choked ..

shit shit shit .. he know me !

he know me better than I know my self! ..

2 years! ..

he handle me my drink .. ; " bil3afya .. "

I smiled ; " thank you .. "

akward silent while drinking our coffe ..

I looked at my watch ..

Shaikha : "well , it's 11;30!

ben'9eL silent for ever? "

He smiled : "go ahead! .."

I stared at him ; " Shenu go ahead?? .. you texted me ams

telling me that ; (we need to talk) thing! ..

so ta7acha! .. what do you want! "

Mishary : " Shfech Shaikha? .. calm Down! "

I nodded ; "ok ok ! ta7acha?"

Mishary : "listen to me .. please till the end .. Im .. I got throu a really tuff time .. Ok it was wrong enna I let you down and let you go without asking you about it .. but ..

One day .. I was setting in the Duwaneya .. my mother called me .. enna tabene for something tharoori at home .. I went there .. wella Salma , Khalti Mona and my mother kanaw ga3den .. while khalty mona is crying! .. I fell for a stupid trick .. but shdarane ana? ..

they show my ur pics .. and khalti mona was crying enna ur father knew oo he'll kill you ..

I was dying everyday! .. I swear to god Shaikha that someday's I went to my bed crying like a girl! .. I was weak without you .. but you tell me .. if anyone told you enna your love ahalha daraw about her .. oo you was already on shock about that fact enna she lied to you oo ena she's not good person at all! .. what should I do?? .. for fact , I did something really stupid! .. "

my eyes poped out ..

and my heart was just going to stop right now! ..

Shaikha : "and that was? .. "

he took a deep breath ..

Mishary : "well , I asked a really close friend of mine and Fahad's too .. he's the One elli gabeL la I knew you .. we saw him in starbucks free zone? do you remember? "

I nodded ; "madre maybe .. ilmohem! "

Mishary : " I asked him if there's anything happened in fahad's house .. bas galli no! I told him enna ana same3 enna fahad's sister maretha .. galli ena he didn't hear a thind from fahad ,

and one day hal stupis asek fahad enna hows ur sister! .. so fahad enna 3asab shfeha my sister? .. fa gallah I don't Know mishary told me ena one of ur sisters is sick .. "

Shaikha : "and for that Fahad told me one day that you're a zbala!"

He smiled ; "yes .. because S3ood told fahad ..

eeh aked e5arref salfa emshairy

yabe e3arf a5barha! .. he was teasing fahad ..

who took it so seriously .."

Shaikha : "but fahad told him enna you 5a6eb someone etserlina

and he told fahad enik zbala! is that even funny to you guys??"

Mishary stared at me! .. : "he didnt say that! .. I was next to him .. gallah ; menu eb tertha ta5eth Mishary? .. while we was next to each other .. S3ood is my brother! .. he thought enna Fahad is laughing about it .. cus 5athooha mas5ara oo tegezzer that im looking for fahad's sister .. and haL 6naza mu 3ajba fahad at all .. who really started to believe inny zbala! .. but I talked to him .. few cham day .. and Told him enna that I .."

OK OK!

WHAT THE HELL DID YOU TOLD MY BROTHER?

Shaikha : "yes?"

Mishary : "I told him Shaikha enna it's a joke ..

and Im respect him ..

and it's all good between us right now .."

I smiled ; "Mishary he told me ennik ra3y banat!"

Mishary's eyes poped out ; "No im not! .. and you Know that ..! ,

maybe he was mad our something about me ..

because ilrabe3 gazarooha 3adiL 3alaiih .. "

I closed my eyes ..

Shaikha : "Do you want me to understand enna

all of this was a fucking joke?"

Mishary : " joke? .. it's not! .. fahad's case yes joke ..

no no .. not a joke ..

a missunderstanding ..

but my mother and Mona case .. it's a fucking mess! "

Shaikha : "well , That's so relieving .. thank you .. "

I stood up ..

he stared at the table ..

with empty eyes ..

while touching my hand ( eli kanat 3ala iltabe)

ib his fngertips ..

he whispered ; " I can't let you go .. "

Shaikha : "you did! .. you did mishary ..

you broke my heart!"

sa7ab my hand ..

Mishary : "please set down .."

I sat down ..

while a tear eb 6araf my eye ..

Shaikha : "what mishary?"

Mishary smiled while saying : "before few weeks ..

I Saw a test in the internet ..

it's about your friend enna they Know you wella la! ..

you should put the Question and ur friends ejawboon ..

and they got marks bil nehaya .. mn 10 "

I smiled ; "ok?? so?? "

Mishary : " I got 10 ! .. I put Questions about

you eb my mind ..

and answer it .. I got 10! "

I smiled : " yeeah .. good for you! "

he gave me his mobile .. ; "See .."

the wallpaper was the " 10! "

I smiled ..

while a tear en tanziL khalas ..

Mishary : " I'll ask you il Questions! ..

and you should know ur

self kether ma I know you! "

I smiled : " Im angaged Mishary .."

He didn't reply! ..

Mishary : " yalla .. Number 1 .. "

I stared at him ..

Shaikha : " Mishary ..! .. Im angaged .. "

Mishary nodded : "3aref 3aref ..

let's finish our game ..

they you should go to ur class ..

and think about me ..

and the Other man ..

and pick on of us! .. "

I stared at him ; " Is that a joke? "

Mishary : "No .. it's not! .. But you should see my

point of view gabeL la et5alene wetrou7en .. "

Shaikha : " and thaaat would be.........?? "

Mishary winked : "i'll tell you after il game "

Shaikha ; "okay!"

Mishary smiled while saying ; " you should pick ur fav. thing

between hal two eli bagoolhum okay? "

I nodded .. ; " ok .. "

Mishary : " you love .. Baskin or haagen dazs? "

I laughed ; " hehehe walla stupid game! .. baskin! "

He smiled ; " kamlay! .. pepsi or cocola? "

I rolled my eyes ; "pepsi? .. no no .. cola ..

mmm .. No pepsi .. pepsi .."

He laughed while Saying : "yes yes pepsi ..

but you call it cola! "

I laughed so hard ..

Shaikha : " aaaaaaaahahaha .. that's so truuuuue! "

He know every signle detail in my life ..

in my personality ..

in my .. souL!,

Mishary : " cold or hot water? "

Shaikha : " cold? "

he smiled ..

Mishary : " well , Cheating or lying? "

I smiled ; " mm .. lying ,.,."

Mishary : " maryam or dalia? "

I laughed : "I shouldn't pick between my sisters! ..

but .. dalia!"

he laughed .. ; " right right ..

maryam wayid 7aqaneya! "

I smiled ; " you start talking like me! "

I closed my eyes ..

while covering my face ib my hands ..

Shaikha : " khalas Mishary .. you got 10/10 ..

I don't wanna hear il baje .."

Mishary touched my fingers .. : " what's wrong babe? "

I was feeling so sick about this ..

Im falling for him .. again ..

and I wont let that happened ..

I can't do it ..

I just can't ..

Shaikha : " I don't know .. Im feeling like having

a low blood pressure ..

maybe t's huboo6.. "

Mishary : " wait wait .. ayeblich water .."

he gave me a bottle of water ..

with little salt ..

after few mins.

Shaikha : " aaah .. Im good now .. "

Mishary : " 7amdellah , go home ..

oo take a shower but not with cold water ..

warm water .. and 7e66ay 7up next to you in the bathroom ..

3alshan if you felt dezzy enjoy ur 7up under the shower .."

I laughed ..

he's just so funny!

Shaikha : " Enshalla .. but you didnt tell me

what's ur point mn haL quiz? "

he smiled while looking direct into my eyes ;

" akhir Tefasilek ra7eeL .. oo akhir tefaseelii .. alam! "

I stared at him back ..

I miss you ..

Shaikha : " don't do this to me .. please! "

Mishary whispered ; " a3sheqich .."