9- [Re-Love .. him;*!]

[ e5thene leya 3ajabtich bas reddeny ,

wenn ma 3ajabtik khalas e5theene ..

ma abeneeeee!! ]

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.

He was calling ..

Misharyyyyyyy!!

Misssssshhhhaaaryy

was calling me..

why ya rabbe??

LAISH LAISH??

ra3ast il silent button ..

Heba : " Miinu? "

Shaikha : " I don't Know ,

unknown number em3alliq edg oo yaskittt! "

after 10 mins ..

" + 965 9******** " Is calling ..

ra3ast silent again ..

oo wesaL our order from burger king ..

fa ga3adna nakiiL ..

*BEEP*..

" mama;* " Is calling ..

I picked it up ..

ga3da etsa'elni meta bared ilbait oo enha 6areshat

il driver ya5ethni from bait habbon cus ilsa3a 10 pm

oo ana 6al3a mn iltheher oo ..

* TOT .. * another line ..

" + 965 9******** "

shit shit shit ..

ma ared then 3endi 2nd line ..

wai3 Now lazim ared? wella what??

sadaita from my mother ..

from : + 965 9********

" Shenu ya3ni?? "

after 10 mins sayegna yalli ..

wana bil car ..

ga3da ashof il call log.

I pressed his number ,

Im not a bitch wella rude ..

oo Im ..

well ..

Im ..

Shaikha : " ALoo .. "

Mishary : " Hala Shaikha .. "

Shaikha : " Hala .. " I choked ..

I MIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSED HIS CALM VOICE!

wedda a7thef il phone bil street oo aroou7 bait'hum raketh! ..

Shaikha : " Mishary .. khair? "

Mishary : " Koubartay .. wayid .. "

I choked ..

Shaikha : " yeah .. sina oo nus mu shwayya! .. "

he choked ..

Mishary : " baaaih marrat sena oo nus? "

I smiled ..

MA TADRE YA3NEE?

Shaikha : " yeah .. I guess .. madre .. "

Mishary : " Shaikha I came back to kuwait ..

ma gedart akammeeL there ..

yeet here .. cba .. "

OKAY! ..

ya3ni bain my collage oo his collage ..

mamar!!!!!

Shaikha : " aha! .. okay? "

Mishary : " Shfeich? "

Shaikha : " shfene? .. mafene shay!! "

Mishary : " entay lil7een za3lana 3alay? "

I choked ..

while tears yanzelon mn 3aine ..

bedoon sout ..

silent tears ..

Shaikha : " Mishary 3ouqob shenu??

laish tawwik teye? .. Laish tawwek etred? ..

Laish taweik etsame7!! ..

tara my falt ma teswa za3lat 1 year!! ..

Tara .. Im .. Im .. khalas .. Im done with you .. "

Mishary : " DONE? "

Shaikha : " yes! .. akeed done .. Mishary I waited you for cham??

5 monthes?? .. oo called you kilyoom .. kilyoom ib one whole month ..

30 missed call!! .. oo tawwik etrid? "

Mishary " Im .. "

Shaikha : " Mishary .. I don't wana Know guys ,

oo mabi adesh eb haL dinya malatkoom ..

Im done , I changed my email oo i'll

change my mobile number if I have too .. "

Mishary : " no you don't! ..

etha ma tabene adig mara7 adeg .. "

I lost my self ib his voice ..

I missed you ya kalb!

kan weddi asebba , a6eqqa , asareekh eb wayha ..

I choked ..

oo gumt ashaheeeeq ..

Shaikha : " MISHAAAAAARYYYYYYY! .. *Sneef* .. I .. I ..

waited for you 5 monthes .. oo Laima *Sneef* .. oo Laima ..

gelt khalas No more stories eb my life .. te6la3? ..

after what?? *Sneef* .. tell me .. after what?? .. you ..

you broke my heart .. oo *Sneef* .. 7asastney enni zbala ..

oo *Sneef* ..

oo you made me do really stupid things 3alshan ansak ..

oo to get over you .. oo al7en te6la3?? ...

al7een etrid? .. wainek gabeL sena oo nus? ..

wain gabel sena? .. "

Mishary : " calm down .. la tabcheen Shayooukha .. "

I cried harder ..

SHASAAAAAAAAWWWWWEY!!!!!!

Shaikha : " Mishary .. ana kobart ..

kobart wayid mennik ..

I really felt so guilty ..

oo lel7een a7is rou7y a tinny piece of shit kilma

athker enny I lied to you ..

oo bas .. bas .. you ..

you kent tadre enny chathaba oo you didn't leave me ..

khalaitne ana elli awakher then kesart fene! ..

*Sneef* .. there's anthaL min chethe?? "

Mishary : " I was so pissed off enich

emchathba eb my cousins family ..

oo kent abi ashoof shenu il nehaya ..

wain tabeen tousleen lah ..

Bas I really love you Shaikha .. I can't ..

Sarli One year oo nus a7aweL to move on ..

bas mu gader .. entay eb bali 24/7 "

Shaikha : " Mishary tawwek etgooL chethe?? ..

metheL li7mara thalla rou7y 7aqqik 1 month ..

oo you had the chance 3oqobha .. tawik etgooli hal 7ache?? "

Mishary : " Shaikha .. Im sorry .. bas when I saw you eb nino ..

estaw3abt ennich the one .. oo enny kent 7mar with you ..

oo enna sawait ilsalfa wayid kebera .. bas .. tawni adre .. "

I nodded my head ..

Shaikha : " Noo .. *Sneef* .. No mishary ..

Not now ., Laa! .. magdar ..

magdar a7ebbik ..

mafene a7ebbik .. "

Mishary : " why why? "

Shaikha : " MISHARYYYYY! 18 MONTH OO ANA A6ERIK!!

OOO MA YEET! .. OO WHEN I MOVED ON ..

FINAAAAALLLLLY MOVED ON ..

TE6LA3LI?? "

Mishary : " don't move on .. don't .. stop ib your place ..

la et7ebeene .. bas stay with me .. oo you'll love me .. walla ..

because I really do .. love you .. "

Shaikha : " la walla? .. oo laish you didn't do that with me??

Laish you walked away while ana abchee abeek! .. "

Mishary : " SHAIKHA!! .. "

he took a deep breath ..

Mishary : " Shaikha you chathabtay 3alay ..

oo meshaitay 3alay film for few monthes!

Bas I didn't do anything wrong to you .. "

I choked ..

Shaikha : " Mishary .. khalas ..

IM FUCKING SORRY 3ALA CHETHBETI ..

FOR THE MILLION TIME ..

khalas..! "

Mishary don't wanna listen to me!

Mishary : " khalas shenu?? "

Shaikha : " e7na .. khalas! .."

Mishary : " ter'9ain ..

en5ales gabiL la nabde?? ,, ter'9ain?? "

I choked ..

Shaikha : " Mishary .. Don't ..

La etzawwiq galbi 3ala il fathe .. "

Mishary : " 3ala ilfathe?? .. why 3ala ilfathe?? "

Shaikha : " WHAT'S THE END???? TEKFA SHENU!! "

Mishary saket ..

Shaikha : " AHHA! .. sheeeeft!! .. you came back bas to repay? wella shinu?? .. tara walla believe me .. chethbete e6la3at mn 5ashme .. jad allah radli eyaha .. believe me!! .. "

Seekat ..

I closed me eyes ..

oo asma3 his breaths ..

fast breaths ..

he said in a calm voice ...

Mishary : " Shaikha .. "

I mummbled .. " mm ? "

Mishary : " a7ibech walla .. "

I choked .. while a hot tear tanziL 3ala my cheek ..

Shaikha : " shensawey? "

Mishary : " Love me back .. "

I smiled ..

Shaikha : " la walla? .. Not that easy ..

mishary .. ana mu qad elli beserlina .."

Mishary : " Shenu beseer lina?? .. "

Shaikha : " I don't know .. bas ana mu qad enna ..

enna .. to be left over .. again! .. "

Mishary whispered : " ana asif .. 7aqqich 3alay .. "

Shaikha : " 6af Mishary .. "

Mishary : " can we turn this page? ..

oo bas ma enyeeb 6areha ever again?? "

I smiled ..

Shaikha : " I Guess .. a7san .. "

Mishary : " oo can you give us a chance ..?? "

I took a deep breath ..

Shaikha : " I really Don't know .. "