40 - [ Re-love .. him;*!]

[ ertekabt a56aa' bas allah sitar ..!

oo eta5atht aswa qararat il bashar .. ]

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I layed down again ib my bed ..

I was so relieved enna ilsalfa chethe ..

oo Ena Mishary chickend out oo didn't say a

thing to fahad and salman!

I closed my eyes thinking about my wedding

elli after 1 weeks ..

Omg!

kil hal drama Only in 4 days? ;/

I closed my eyes .. oo Nimt ..

I opened my eyes again around 2 pm ..

mafe wela msg or missed call ..

I called Salmani ..

Ma ered ..

uuuuuuughghghghhhhhhh!

I mummbled ;

" I hate you okay ;@ "

I took a long long bath ..

using different types of body

washes and shower gels ..

Sawait my hair ..

oo put some makeup on ..

I felt so down ..

and I love to dress up wana

not in a good mood ..

around 6 pm

" Salmanii " Is calling ..

1 Missed call ..

" Salmanii " Is calling ..

I picked it up ..

Shaikha ; " hala? "

Salman in a sleepy voice ; " halla .. "

Shaikha ; " nayem? "

Salman ; " no tawni gayem .. "

I mummbled ; aaha .. mn ams ! "

Salman yawned : " yes .. "

Shaikha ; " a7ad enam mn ams lay 6 ilmagharb? "

Salman : " nimt at 5 am ! "

Shaikha : " what? oo laish you didn't

reply 3ala my calls ?? "

Salman ; " I sent you a msg Shaikha ..

la et7enneen tawni ga3ed mn ilnom! "

bala3t il words oo encha3amt ..

Shaikha : " ok .. "

Salman : " amurch at 8 ? "

Shaikha : " it not a home work salman etha

you're not in a good mood .. "

Salman ; " SHAKO! .. I just woke up! .. ya3ni shasawey

3alshan tadren eny in a good mood? "

Shaikha : " why are you talking to me like this!!! "

Salman ; " this? .. what this??? "

Shaikha : " THIS! "

Salman yawned ; " mali khelq ..

yalla shaikha i'll pick you at 8 ..

ok? "

WE SHOULD HAVE A TALK!

Shaikha : " enzain .. "

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I opened my closet ..

oo ga3da a5iizha ..

6ala3t my DKNY Silk Sport Dress ..

alwanah blue , black and yellow ..

ma3a some details bil grey oo long sleeves ..

with black jeans and grey laffa ..

His prada Bag labsat'ha cross ..

with flat miumiu shoes ..

and bas mascara oo lipgloss ..

I texted him ..

To ; Salmanii

" I'm halooqa shway ;p ..

elbis something sport please :x "

around 7:30 pm he called me ..

Salman ; " jahza? "

Shaikha : " eeh yess .. "

after 10 mins ..

he texted me ..

From ; Salmanii

" Im out side . "

I took a deep breath while

opening our house door ..

oo entered his car ..

Shaikha ; " hii .. "

Salman smiled ; " shaklich ghair .. "

I looked at my face bil side mirror ;

" ha?? in a good or bad way? "

Salman ; " hmmmm .. la good way .. I guess .. "

I smiled ..

okay i wanna bunch you on the face right Now..!

but Don't even dare to ask me laish!

we went to al kout ..

all the road for 15 mins we7na sakteen ..

listening to 88.8

faj'a ..

" Mashkaaaalni 7ubbek ya roou7 il rou7 masklaaane ..

wat3abni galbek m3a il 7essad mashkalne .. "

I giggled ; " hehehe sha5baryy! "

He smiled ; " eeeeh ... 7ada ..! "

wesalna il kout oo nizalta to pauL ..

while e7na masheen to pauL ..

he didn't even bother him self to hold my hand ..

or to look after me!

yamshe oo ana 6aqaq e6eqni ..!

we sat down ..

I stared at the menu ..

Salman ; " shenu taben .. "

Shaikha ; " water! "

Salman raised his eyebrows ; " and..? "

I choked ; " nothing else .. I don't wanna

anything mennik .. water will be good for me .. "

Salman ; " shaikha .. "

Shaikha ; " aah and by the way ..

you got a C for this homework!

it's baaaaaaaaaaaaaaad and boring! "

he smiled ; " hatha fight ya3ni? "

I looked and the small lake ..

Salman whispered ; " shaikha .. "

Shaikha : " mmmmm "

Salman ; " can you look at me? "

Shaikha : " No .. "

Salman ; " Okay la etshofene ..

bas answer my Question ..

do you know Mishary? ib any way? "

I turned my face to him ..

I have to put an end 7ag hal khara il meshary

and I have to lie ..

okaaaaaaaaay! I know it's wrong ..

but I have too ..

I can't tell him enna yes he was my past ..

oo we share a 2 years love story bas then tahawashan ..

he'll leave me AKEEEEEEEED!

even if he loves me to death ..

Kuwaiti guys can't handle " the past" thing!

Shaikha : " enta ams ma kalamata?? ..

oo ma gallik enna it's just 5e6ba oo

ma 7asallah? and fahad makan there oo sema3?? .. "

he nodded ..

Shaikha : " 3ayaL why are you asking meeeee about it???? ..

just because you want me so bad I have

to be involve bil mawtho3?? "

He stared at the lake while saying ;

" galbi naghezni .. I have that bad feeling

ena there's something wrong ..

I don't know what .. bas fe something wrong ..! "

Shaikha ; " ahhaaaa! .. and qarrart enna

Im cheating On you with haL idiot sa7? "

Salman ; " entay laish wayed mad? "

Shaikha : " Ofcourse I'm mad!!! ..

if I came to you oo getlik I have that bad feeling

about you oo one girl oo galbi naqezni oo I feeL enna there's

something between you guys! .. mara7 et3assib! ..

are you saying enna Im cheating On you? ..

well babe NO IM NOT! "

Salman ; " ana ma gilt chethe! ..

Im just expressing my feelings to you ..

oo I need an answer 3ala ilsou'aL ..

you could say enna No I don't know him ..

oo khalas! .. mala da3e et3asben ! "

I nodded ; " ok ok .. "

Salman ; " oo laish you're so nervios laima ensadfa?

oo when I went to him en marina you desepeard ..? "

I closed my eyes ..

oo moved the chair la wara ..

Shaikha ; " I wanna go back home .. "

I walked away .. going to the parking ..

Salman ; " SHAIKHA ..! "

I ignored his call ..

I felt enna he's walking waray ..

I took a big fast steps ..

wesalt il parking ..

Shaikha ; " hhhhuuuuuuuf! "

I heard his voice from the back ..

Salman : " and now?? you'll wait for

me yam ilcar ya3ni?

wella eb ta6leben taxi? "

I stared at him ; " it's not funny tara! "

Salman moved toward me .. ; " Im not joking .. "

Shaikha : " I told you before he's a man 5a6abne from fahad ..

and he still believes enna we belong to each other

oo inna I shouldn't marry you oo enna

he's my faith and neseb!

But .. I chose you ..

bas il thaher Im wrong ..

because you don't trust me ..

oo even enta ams same3 kalamah ..

ham et7es enna Im cheating .. "

Salman : " ana magelt ena you're cheating On me ..

ana bas getlich Im having a bad feeling about mishary ..

no more or less! .. "

I closed my eyes ..

Shaikha : " well , you can take my mobile for a while week ..

lay il wedding ..! ooh .. or you can just leave me .. "

Salman ; " leave you where? "

I choked ..

Shaikha : " leave me ya3ni breaking up with me! ..

you can do it etha enta mu watheq fene! "

he hugged me so tight ..

Salman : " I trust you! .. Im just asking 3alshan

ma netzawaj oo there's something eb my heart 3alaich .. "

I just stood up there .. with out hugging him back ..

He said while still hugging me ..

Salman ; " koko .. "

I smiled ; " mmmm "

Salman : " are you afraid about the fact enna

i'll leave you any second? "

OUCH!

he hit the point with out making effort ..

I huged him back ..

so tight ..

while my head 3ala his chest ..

I whispered ; " uuuuf! .. wayid .. "

He hugged me even tighter ;

" NOWAY! .. I can't leave you aslan ..

I love you .. I can't see my self without you .. "