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around 5 am ..

I called Dina ..

" Deenoo .. wake up .. abbaih mu gadra .. bamoot .. "

she mummbled ..

" mmm .. shfeech? "

" Dina ..

Mu gadra anam walla .. ba6ney yethba7ne mn ilkhoouf .. Im Scared to death .. bamot bamot .. "

" mm .. calm down .. "

" gomay .. come to me .. "

She giggled

" oo hatha eli yame wain awadeeh? "

I giggled ..

" abbaih walla il3atheem bamoot mn ilkhoof .. "

" hmm .. manoor .. think eb ur mind .. mu tet7akkam feech ur feelings .. 3adyy i'ts scary maloomch etkhafen .. bas enna walla it's a New life .. oo it's amazing etha you pick the right one .. "

I choked " wetha his not the right one ? "

" agooL .. chabay zain .. he's 3azizan! .. come on! .. "

I smiled ..

because sij ..

I trust him ..

akthar mn my own self ..

I slept at 6 am ..

after texting 3azizan ..

" Don't msg or talk to me today .. abeek tolah 3alay ;$ "

Nemt laay 2 pm ..

I woke up ..

wella msg from 3azizan ;*

" Missing u already ;* "

went to spa time till 4 pm ..

hit back to my home ..

enseda7t eb my bed ..

I smelled it ..

aah ..

Cham salfa sarat wana ga3da 3alaik?

Cham memory I have eb haL room?

I whispered ;

" I'll miss you .. thanks for being such a good friend all those years .. "

Faj'a wella Lama ..

" minu et7acheen? "

I jumped ..

" yumma! 5awafteene! .. "

she still staring at me ..

" haw! minu et7acheen? "

" my bed .. my room .. "

She kissed her hand ..

" 7emdellah wesheker! .. "

" chab chab .. tara nafsety bil arth .. bara bara .. "

She laughed .. while going out side ..

" tara dina bil sala .. oo il make-up oo ilhair artist yaw ..

Now besawoon 7ag Dina .. then ana .. then Entay .. okay? "

I walked while hugging her from the back ..

" yalla let's go 7ag Dina .. "

re7na il living room ..

wella Dina ga3da tes'aL il artist ayhuu a7la 3alaiha oo madre shinu ..

I suggested..

" laish ma etsaween wavy 7ag lama .. ba3dain etsaween Dina's hair oo make up? cus lama mara7 et7e6 make up ya3ni ... "

" way3a ..! khara3teene! salmaaaaay! .. "

Dina jumped cus I came from her back ..

I giggled while Kissing her ..

" 3ady mokhe fasiL shwaya .. ;p Don't blame me .. "

" la la .. Im not ;p .. Okay 5aysawoon her hair gable.. "

ga3adna ana oo Dina 3ala ilfloor ..

not 3ala ilcoaches ..

we putted 7ab and cabdury in the middle ..

oo qarqa oo nakeL ..

" Dinoo et'haqain reem betsawele salfa eny mu 3azmat'ha?? "

She yelled ..

" abbaih! 5atwally haL haileqeyya .. walla luw 3azmat'ha ma ayee .. wai3 wai3!! "

" ta5ayeelay gabeL cham yoom sheft'ha ana oo 3aziz eb nino .. way3a et5eeeeez .. chenna bayqa efloos ebooha .. "

" ghareeba 3azooz mara7 kefa5ha .. "

we laughed ..

faj'a Dino sitted 3ala ilchair ..

oo 7a6at her make up ..

while I was laying down 3ala il arth ..

not talking ..

the One hour moved so fast ..

it was 6 pm already ..

my heart was beating so fast ..

and my stomach mabuqa voice ma 6ali3ta ..

I was so scared ..

laffait wella dina ga3da etsawwey her hair ..

taraba3at 3ala il ground ..

oo got into tears ..

without any moqademat!

I just ..

cried so hard ..

Dina's eyes poped out ..

" shfech shfech?????? "

" I .. I .. I .. "

she came to me ..

sit 3ala ilground next to me ..

" what 7abebtee? whatt? shfeech?? "

" I cant do it bedon a mother .. I cant .. "

" abbaih Manoor .. don't say chethe .. chab .. la etgoolen chethe .. pls .. Manoor .. u lost your mother men 11 years .. so what can you do?? teg3edeen after her tan6eren etmoteen?? .. you should live ur life oo nothing wrong with that .. oo ba3dain my mother is yours! cham marra etgoolich?? "

I cried so hard ..

I needed a rock ..

I needed a mothers tear ..

abii akoon 6abe3eya!

WHY I CANT??

" Mannora .. pls .. you are afraid now .. oo tathkeren kilshay khayis oo tabchen eb sebettah .. pls pls dont Destruct ur joy m3a something mu eb eedich .. pls .. "

she wipped my tears ..

and kissed my forehead ..

I hugged her do tight ..

" I Love you .. "

around 8 pm ..

Dina oo lama went to alraya hoteL ..

where's my wedding were ..

oo ana re7t weyahum ilrayya m3a il artist ..

bil 6erej ..
" Dino laish entaw 7a6aitaw ur make up oo sawaitaw ur hair eb baitna?? laish ma sawaitoohum bil raya oo bas .. ?? "

" manoor shenaqqeL a'3rathna?? .. my dress oo Lamooy Dress oo sheghelna kella oo na3fes ur room .. mala da3e .. bas entay badletch theqela oo ur the bride .. ya3ni madre mala da3e enashbech .. "

I giggled ..

" Shako etnashboone ... madre chenna ilfekra 3abee6a ena 7a6itaw at home .. "

" la la 3adyy .. a7san .. na5eeth shower oo ba3dain en7e6 then enrou7 3ala ra7atna .. mu enrou7 il room oo enbadeL then en'9ef after us oo nanziL il3ers after emrakath .. "

we arrived the HoteL ..

uhma ra7aw il hall ..

wana re7t ilroom ..

I called the room service ..

" can I have 3 coffe and one club sandwich? "

ga3adna ana oo il artist ensoolif oo nakeL ..

LooooooL I didn't want to do my hair and make up mn ilkhoof ..

around 8:30 ..

they putted my make up..

I want it all naturaL but classy ..

eye cat eye-liner ..

with bronze blush ..

and blackberry color lipstick ..

it was so classic and charmy ..

my hair was the 70's style ..

so classic and amazing with my New colored hair ..

around 10:30 ..

Dina called me ..

" yalla manoora .. come down .."

I giggled ..

" mani yaya .. khalas khalas hawant .. "

She giggled ..
" chab yalla nezlay .. I'll be waiting yam il alevator .. "

I picked Hab ilsa3ad 3alshan etkoon da5lete ..

I wannted it to be classic ..

mabee shay New ..

I went down ..

oo my dress kan 7adda 6oweL .. e'9ayeg ..

I was already tall ..

fa Thanks god naqla ildress ..

the elevator opened ..

Dina hugged me ..

" yalla .. rock them girl .. "

I giggled ..

while walking to the big wodden door ..

I stood up jedama ..

took a big big big breathe ..

I whispered to my self ..

" my New life begins in the other side of this woddin door .. and I swear to god i'll do my best to make it perfect .. "

The hum of the door was just heart breaker ..

" Haab ilsa3aad .. Habaaaiiba ..

liryaa7e .. "

I couldn't listen to Basim alrad'han voice anymore ..

and couldn't see anything ..

mu gadra ashoof mn ilkhoof ..

the Only thing I was aware of ..

my insider voice ..

I'm talking to my self ..

while smiling here and there ..

" Don't fall down .. besmallah .. shfeeha dina et7oos 7oole? .. aah .. qooL a3ooth berab ilfalaq .. isn't that anwar? .. estaghfer allah .. Did I pray li3sha?? .. besmellah ya rab e7fethne .. I love 3aziz .. omg I hate the sea .. I smiled while remembring tom and jerry .. I want my mother back .. oboy shga3ed esawy now? .. 3aziz meta beyye?? .. "

I was walking like a Lost kid in a big big big park! ..

a7is rou7y .. Missing ..

oo jad scared to death ..

I sat down ..

took a big relieving breath ..

" ashwa ma 6e7t wela sar shay .. "

I whispered to Dina with a smile on my lips ..

after one hour ..

Omg walla maybe 100 kiss I gave tonight!

mit oo ana aboos'hum ..

bas bas ..

Don't kiss me for god's seak!

ilmoshkela Im too scared I couldn't recognized most of the faces!!

I just kept smiling oo saying

" mashkoora 7abebte .. mashkoora "

" ba3ad 3omre mashkora ilfaL lich .. "

" mashkoora be3yonch 7abebti .."

etc ..

etc ..

etc ..

I took a peak 3ala my watch ..

it was 11:30 pm ..

I whispered to Dina ..

" wain 3aziz?? call him .. meta beyye?? "

" kahu 7ayate .. yay bil 6ereej .. "

I said while smiling oo my nervs khalas i'll break down any second

" men meta bil 6erej?? mn il 11 wentay etgolili bil 6erej!! call him!! .. "

" enshalla enshalla .. "

ya rabii e7fetha ..

my bad thoughts was telling me ..

yemkin sawa 7adeth oo mat! ..

yemkin bas hawan oo mara7 eyye ..

I kept smiling oo there's a tear bas armish ra7 e6ee7 ..

my aunt mona came oo set next to me ..

" ShaaL soouura?? .. 7asafa ma 5athaitech 7ag 7mayyen .. "

I giggled ..

" 5alty mona mn zeenah 7amanee? waay efarfet il galb .. "

She laughed ..

" walla 3ad emot 3alaich .. "

I laughed ..

" walla me too .. ya ba5at'ha aslan eli eb ya5ethha .. "

The Dj man said ..

" ilme3ris wesaL .. "

I took a deep breath ..

Bismellah ..

I close my eyes .

Bismellah ...

The big wodden doors opened ..

there was Bunch of guys after 3azizan's ..

nasir and 7amani his brothers , 7amani and ahmed dina's brothers .. oo cham wa7id from my cousins .. oo cham wa7id cousins 3azizan ..

mathker their faces ..

bas sheft zooL reyayeeL ..

my heart will stop beating now ..

3azizan was smiling shyly ..

and those two '3amazat ..

and his eyes color makanaw ebaynon mn kither ma eshof il floor ..

he was crapping his bist so tight .. 7adda metwatter ..

He came jidame ..

sa3ad One step 3ala ilkosha ..

Kissed my forehead ..

and Whispered ..

" a7ibech .. "

my heart just stopped beating ..

he gave my his back ..

oo sallam 3ala ilreyayeeL ..

after ma ra7aw bas boqa ilmeyana ..

my father kissed my forehead ..

" allah e7afthech .. "

a hot tear came out from my eyes ..

" yuba .. mashkoor .. "

3amii ( obo 3aziz) ..

Kissed me forehead ..

" mabrook 7abebeti .. "

" mashkor 3ame .. allah ebarik feek .. "

7amani oo nasir .. Shaked my hand ..

" mabrook .."

" 3aL baraka .. "

7amani my cousin .. shaked my hand ..

" allah e3eena .. "

I giggled ..

" affa! "

he smiled ..

" mwafeega manoor .. walla enich 7esbat e5ty .. "

I smiled back ..

" wenta ba3ad .. "

they took a picture ..

and went out ..

3azizan looked at me ..

" etwaqfeen ilgalb .. "

I smiled shyly ..

" manoora .. "

I looked at him ..

" a7ibch walla .. "

I giggled ..

" ham ana .. "

" ham entay shenu?? "

" 3azeez .. mu now .. "

he smiled ..

" tell me .. I wanna hear it bil koosha .. "

my face sar reeeeeddddddddd ..

I looked down bil arth ..

" a7ibek .. "

I felt enna we were in big bubble ..

eb another world ..

ilwedding eb jiha ..

oo e7na eb jiha thaneya ..

melted next to each other ..

after half an hour ..

The singer said " ragsat il3aroosa .. "

the la7an begins ..

3aziz whispered " whats il song? "

I smiled " surprise .. "

he giggled " la bas 3alshan aghane weyahh ;p "

waaaaaay kellish mu waqt '3ashmarta now ;p ..

we stood up ...

he helped me 3alshan anziL from ilkosha ..

The singer was singing " ana rasooL il'3aram - Majeed song;* "

aaaaaah .. using our names in one song ..

was breath taking ..

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ana rasooL ilgharam fe hathe il laila ..

arsalne il3ashiq ilhayman liwsalek ..

3abdil3aziz esallem 3alaik oo thee maraseelah ..

3ashan tebqa ma3ak oo te3eesh fe balik ..

huw ya3rif il7ub kellah m3a tefaseelah ..

mn youm sertay 7alalah gam ye7lalik..
dayim esoolif ma3a galdek oo ya7keelah ..

3an qessetten galaha jeedik li selsalik ..

Munnera ..

wegooL 3ainek '9uwa lailah oo qendeelah ...
oo enah ta3allaq eb remsh il3ain we7balik ..

3a6ak rou7ah oo '3anna lik muwawelah ..

oo ilgalb ma '3airek enty feeh bil7alek ..

Munnerra ...

yetnafessik 7ub ya rou3at ma7aseelah ..

oo emoot fe 6aletik oo efez biqbalik..

egooL hak ilkhafooq oo lazim etsheelah..

oo etwaselah 7ag Muneera oo e6eeb lik falik ..

salam salam ..
huw 7alifen luw 3alaih oo fe yedah 7eelah ..

ejeek 6ayir mn ilfar7a oo uhwa halik ..

hathey masha3er 3abdil3aziz fe haathe il laila ..

ya a7la 3aroosen fa hal denya ..

HANEYYAAAALIK ;****~

I was dancing so slowly with the dress ..

not dancing dancing ..

just adalla3 3alaih shwayya with moving my shoulders 3aL khafef and smilling at him ..

while he was in another world ..

clubbing his hand so slowly and staring at me ..

gabeL la et5alles il song ..

I went to il Koosha ..

and crapped his hand ..

and went out together ..

rekabna il alevator ..

and went to our room ..

He whispered ..

" what was that? piece of heaven .. "

I smiled ..

" ur my heaven .. "

he kissed my neck ..

" i'll take u to heaven .. "