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My heart starts beating so heart mn ilfashla ..
I start mumbling ; " oh god! Enta sema3t? .. Oh god! Fashla fashla! .. I .. I .. "

He whispered : " uuush..! "

I let a nervous giggle .. : " hehe .. fa-fashla.. "

Faris : " a7ibch ya bent il nas .. a7ibech! "

Mn kether ma I was blushing and feeling hot ..
7asait enna I'll cry any second soon ..


I giggled ..

Faris : " ma sema3t .. "

I start laughing ..
Do you know the moment elli you're so happy le darajat you words kanat describe ur inside feeling ..

Faris : " yalla abe ared ilkuwait .. " he whispered ; " abi aredlich .. "

Shoug : " hehe .. oh god! .. a7is enny in a dream .. "

Faris said joking : " zain geltay dream mu nightmare .. ham ne3ma .. "

I giggled : " heheheh la shda3wa .. "

Firs : " so am I your dream ? "

I nodded ..

He whispered ; " shougii ?? "

I whispered : " yes you're .. "

Faris : " 7abebti entay .. "

7abebti? .. it just stole my heart ..

I was whispering for some reason ..

Shoug : " fashla noouf yamek .. "

Faris : " she's not .. oo ba3dain malina sheghel feha .. I'll say these things jedam allah oo khalqa .. 7abebti oo kaife .. "

I giggled : " faris bas ga3da atfashaaaaal .. "

Faris : " akhaih .. la etkathren hal tedele3 walla yugaf galbe .. "

I smiled .. while the fact of his sickness jumped in the middle ruining my best moment!

Shoug : " Esmillah 3alaaaaik .. "

Faris : " yallaa bas bas kane kane rad! Kane ray7 ilma6ar khalas! "

I start laughing : " heheheh .. farrroooooosssss yalla 3adddddd .. walla il3athem ana ellli betwagefli galbeeee .. "

Faris : " Esmellah 3ala galbich .. "

My mom opened the my bedroom door ..

My mom : " entay menu ga3da etkalmeen ..? "

I raised my eyes while still laying down on my bed ..

Shoug : " faris .. "

My mom : " mu berdoon bachir? Shmalah il mosarreef ilzaida? Haa? .. " she said while taking the phone from me : " 3a6ene 3a6ene bakallem omaa .. "

My mom : " halaaaa fairs hala yuma .. wain omek? .. laaah! Oo khaltik hessa? .. weeh! .. walla e7na tamam .. enta shloonk? .. eeh adri tawne azfha 3ala hal hathra .. heheheh .. yalla zain .. bacher meta radatkom? 6 ilmagharb? Yalla khosh .. m3a ilsalama 7abebe .. sallem 3al jemeee3 .. "

She gave me my mobile ..
I took a deep breath ..

My mom smiled : " shfech 6akha ? "

I smiled : " nothing .. "

My mom : " la walla sh3endich? "

I start giggling : " haw wela shay! '3asub? .. wela shay .. "

I was happy ..
I wanted to tell her about faris ..
I wanted to dance in the street while singing his name ..
to put his name in my msn nickname ..
to lay down next to him ..
to touch his cheek bones ..
to love him .. deeply!;*


the next day ..
I woke up in the morning with a huge smile on my face ..
My heart was beating so hard men ams ..
I was happy .. exited .. and scared shwayy ..
I didn't know how my mom oo khalti ghada oo all the family will react ..
And I'm not strong enough to fight for the one I love or to face my family ..
I admit it !
I fond 3 msgs ..

From : Nouf
7:58 am
" s7aaaaaailaaaaaa;* im happy for you alot!;* .. I won't tell anyone ;) because its ur choice not mines ;* see you tonight Inshalla .. "

From : Faris
8:10 am
" 7ayate inshala benrid 6 ilmagharb;* can't wait to see you .. oo we'll eat dinner together okay? ;* "

From : Jassim
10:30 am
" tara kelena eb net3asha barra today with nouf oo faros at 8pm in Johnny rockets marina mall .. and shougo adre enny bamorich so don't even ask! ;p "

I giggled ..
Mu sa7y walla ..

I texted faris back ..

To: Faris
2:00 pm
" good morning ;** adri enk bil 6ayara now ;* .. miss you can't wait ;* "

To : Nouf
2: 03 pm
" adre enich bil 6ayara yal jiker ;* thanks for everything babe .. I can't even thank you enough .. bas I hate you shway ;p "

To : jassim
2:06 pm
" enzain ;p I'm waiting mn il 5 babadil! "

I jumped out of my bed ..
Singing all long to the living room ..

Shoug : " a7iiiiiibeeeeeeeeeeek laaaaa tegoooooool shlooooooon .. kither ma etghaaaaaayir a7waaaaaaleeeeeee kitehr ma jeet fe baaaaaaaaleeee .. a7iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiibkkkkkkkk .. a7iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiibkkkkkkkkk .. "

Nada : " braaaaaaaavoooo .. "

I hugged her ..

Nada is my sister .. she's bigger than me eb 9 years .. she's married with 1 kid dalal ..

Nada : " shenu hal mooood? "

I blushed .. she didn't even ask me about it oo I start blushing?

Shoug : " heheh 7addy happy laish noufo oo faros beyoon .. "

Nada: " eeeeeee betrou7en bait mama 6aiba elyoom? Beyoon? "

Shoug : " no matwaga3 .. cus metwa3den eb net3asha kelna eb Johnny "

Nada was smiling she knew enna there's something different with me ..

My mom : " ana channy sema3t mashroo3 6al3a ehne?? "

I nodded while giving her the puppy eyes : " yuppp yupiiiii .. "

My mom : " mu chennich masakhteeha?? "

I pointed om my chest : " ana?? Ana?? .. aslant mn safaraw nouf oo faris wana ma6la3! Mama please .. "

My mom : " enzain enzain .. keeellla mo 6al3a! kella maskeena! "

I giggled while kissing her cheek ..
Shoug : " a7ibch .. "


I went to my room took a shower ..
And waived my hair in a big waves ..
With a lot of jel to keep it the way I wanted ..
It was shinny and thick ..

I saw my mobile ..
It was 5:30 pm ..

" Faris " is calling ..
I took a deep breath …

Shoug : " alooo .. "

Faris : " you are smiling .. mo sa7? "

I giggled : " heheheh yes .. shdarak? "

He whispered : " I felt it .. "

I blushed : " waink? "

Faris : " tawna waslen .. ewsalat il 6ayara embachir .. "

I heard nouf's voice from the back : " sallem 3alaihaaaa .."

Faris : " nouf etsalem 3alaich .. "

Shoug : " 7ayate allah esalemha .. and 7emdelah 3ala ilsalama .. "

Faris : "allah esalmch .. I have to go shouga .. I'll call you later ok? "

Shoug : " sure .. mara7 teye Johnny? "

Faris : " eldinner? Embala .. khalas khalas see you there .. because im going home aghasil oo asalle .. so ashofch eb Johnny ok? "

Shoug : " can't wait .. "

Faris : " 7abebti entay .. bye .. "

Shoug : " bye .. "

I closed the line while staring at me waved hair ..
It looks adorable ..
Libast silk white dress with velvet black bow ..
Makan 3endy ay bag tesla7 ..
So I just took my classic LV wallet ..
I knew that my mom will never let me wore make up ..
So I put some peachy blush .. and went to her room oo 7a6ait mascara for her's ..
And applied a red lipstick in the outdoor kitchen before going to the car for jassim ..
I know wearing make up in the age of 16 and behind your mother's back cheap ..
Bas come on..! I was with my cousins .. and faris!
I wanted to look beautiful oo my mom wouldn't understand this for sure ..

Awal ma rekabt il car ..

Jassim : " oh oh ohhhh !! whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat's this??? Shaaaaaal zain? "

I blushed : " really? I look nice? "

He nodded while pressing the radio button .. : " ee walla! .. "


My heart was beating so hard all the way to marina ..


Jassim parked .. : " yalla emshay .. "

I took a deep breath ..
I was saying to my self : " calm down .. calm down .. "
All the way to Johnny I felt eb weakness in my knees and my hand were shaking so hard .. I wasn't feeling well at all ..

We entered Johnny ..
I spotted nouf .. fa6ma .. a7med ..
And faris were giving us his back ..
His natural brown hair behind his red cap ..
It was charming ..
Nouf said while waving : " hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii … "

Faris turned his face ..
He gave us his profile ..
Oo bas his big eyes looked at me ..
Stared at me ..
He was eating me alive ..!

My eyes winded ..
I was happy ..
And that was so obvious ..
He covered his mouth .. while one finger on his cheek ..

Jassim stood up 3ala ras il6awla : " guuuuwa! " he kissed faris ..
And shook nouf's hand .. : " 7amdelah 3asalama .. "

I hugged Nouf : " heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey .. welcome back .. "

She whispered : " you look damn sexy ya 7mara .. "

I giggled while turning my face to faris ..

Shoug :" hi there .. welcome back .. "

His eyes went smaller ..
And he gave me a dazzling half smile ..

He pointed 3ala ilchair eli yamma : " come here .. "

Nouf start laughing : " heheheh ommg! Miss you guyyyyysssss! "

I knew she weren't laughing laish shafatna!
She were laughing 3ala tetene7 faris oo khaqette ana!

I sat next to him ..


................. And here when we started our story as a couple ;*