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I was totally in shock!
Shda3wa 3alaaaaaih..!

I texted Nouf ; " msn now now now ;'( "
After 10 mins she joined msn ..
awaL ma dashat ..

shougan :
ommmmg! I can't believe it!!

N :
Whaaat?? Tara 5ara3tene!!

I sent her the chat log

N:
Huh! .. shfeeh hatha? Shda3wa!

I choked with my own tears ..

Shouga :
I don't know nofooo! .. did I really offence him in nino??

N:
No! .. it was random! Mu awwal Mara enyeb 6ari enah mareth ..it's a fact shogo .. mu masabba!

Shouga :
I don't know ..

N :
Telgaina he's stressed men iltafker eb ilsufar oo Now il summer holiday oo entay zedteeha 3alaih ..

Shoug :
Yeah maybe .. :'(

N:
Khara3eten! … yalla I'll go back to sleep .. oo you gomay namay ..
ilsalfa ma tiswa tara! he'll calm down bachir akeed ..

I thought : " yeah .. She's right .. "

I closed the laptop ..
And washed my face mn ilcucomber face mask ..
And layed down in my bed ..
I have this habit when I couldn't sleep ,,
I opens all the files in my mobile oo ag3ad ashuf oo delete elli mabehum ..
While I was reading my last birthday msgs ..

I received a new msg .. I stared at the time ..
It was 2:30am!

From: faris
" hey all .. Bacher bring to elyam3a 30kd... Jassim's birthday is next week ;)
so we'll buy him something nice ;) sweet dreams.. Goodnight"

I pressed ( move to .. ) folder (F) ..
140 msg.
I stared at the number of msgs that faris had sent it to me ..
Laish ga3da asayevhum?
Some of the msgs were just "ok .. " or " we'll meet you there! "
ya3ni ashya ma tiswa eny asayevha ..

God I don't know why laima faris ekon around a7is eb kahraba all over my body..
I love him so much .. But not as a brother .. not yet as a lover ..
I feel like I just wana be around him ..
I just wana make sure that he's fine and happy ..

To : faris
2:35 am
" I can't sleep faris .. "

From : faris
2:37am
" why? "

To: faris
2:39am
" because of you :( .. "

He ignored my msg for like 10 mins ..
So I fell a sleep ..

The next morning ..
When I woke up I found 2 msgs from him ..

From: faris
3:10 am
" really? .. "

From: faris
3:35 am
" shoug im sorry .. I was angry about few things oo thayagne enich 3amalteny eb nino like a little child infront of Nouf and Jassim , anyway that don't give me the right to cross the lines .. so Im sorry shouga;* .. "

I smiled ..
Get up and washed my face ..
Used my strawberry morning scrub from the bodyshop
And left my hair in a slik ponytail ..
Libast my dark skinny jeans with cotton large " I ROCK" tee .

Dakhalna bait my grandmother,.
I kissed all my aunts oo my grandparents ..
Went to the other living room where all the guys should be..
Awal ma I entered the room ..

Nouf : "where's the money? "
I giggled: "ohh I forgot ... wait degeega ... I'll take from my mom ..."
As I was turning side il door when faris were entering the room...
So I latterly crashed into him..
I just shrinked ..
He was tall mashalla ..
I was like 155 and he's around 180 ..
So I was nothing comparing to him mashalla ..

Shoug : " aaaaaaaaawccch .. !! "
Faris hold my shoulder : " ta3awartay? "
I shook my head while moving few steps away from him : " no .. no .. "
I just blushed like hell ..
Shoug : " sorry ana elli dashait fek eheheh .. "
Faris : " I know .. bas 7asaitch ta3awartay! Tawny ala7eth how small are you! "

Nouf and a7mad laughed so hard mn awal ma da3amna ba3ath bas m3a ga66at ena tawa faris ella7eth "how small I am! " hastaraw the7ik ..

Shoug : " hehe .. maliq! .. I said enna Im sorry "

Faris : " la oo maktob 3ala ur shirt " I Rock" .. you Rock what babe wintay hal nitef? Nobody's in the out world will notice you 3alshan you rock there worlds "

Shoug : " hahahahahaha! Chub chub .. move away bas yalla! I wanna go to my mom! "

Faris : " why? You're gonna rock her head eb 7anitch? "

I really couldn't control my laugh : " heheheh .. I hate you maleq .. "

I was walking toward the "adults" living room ..
While saying to my self ..
Chathaba! You'll never hate him!

I was just gonna enter the living room ..

Faris from my back :

" Shoug …."