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We went back to everyone...
My eyes were puffed and red...
It was obvious ena I was crying!
I sat next to my mom without saying a word..
Faris sat across of me .. oo kept staring at me ..
Oo making funny faces .. I giggled a little .. bas I was really down
Do you that feeling elli every time you swallow the tear it came back stronger??

Mama whispered : " yalla shougan namshe? "

Yeah! The "shougan" was her nickname to me ..

I nodded ..
I wasn't apple to talk ..
I know my self .. bas atkallam I'll cry ..

I took a bottle of water from the fridge and went to the car ..

Awal ma I closed the door ..
My mom start driving ..

My mom whispered : " shougan .. "

I whispered back : " I don't wana talk .. please! "

I was putting my hand on my lap .. she reached my hand and Rup it …
The tears felled my big eyes ..
I opened the window and took a deep breath ..

My mom : " it's about him going away? "

A tear drop explained all what I was going to say ..

My mom : " I asked you before right? .. why you lied to my shoug? Why? "

I said with a shaking voice : " mom please! I don't wanna talk about it now .. please! "

My mom : " you're not a kid anymore! I understand that you're going to the 11th grade next year! You don't have to lie to me! Tell my the ugly truth better than laying eb million time! "

I closed my eyes ..
I wasn't in the mood for a parental lecture ..

Until she yelled : " CALL HIM .. CALL HIM ..! "

I opened my eyes : " wh-what? "

My mom : " isn't he serious about you?? Call him! I wanna talk to him ..! "

I raised my voice .. I wanted to say DID YOU LOST YOU MIND MOM??
Shoug : " MAMA! NOWAYYYY! THAT'S TOO CHEAP!! OH MY GOD! WE DIDN'T BRING THE MARRIAGE ESSUE UP! OMG! YOU'RE NOT SERIOUS! I CAN'T BELIEVE ITTT..! "

She cut me off : " SHUTUPPP! .. I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU LIED!!!! THAT'S NOT YOU!! CALL HIM NOOOOOW!!!

Shoug : " noway .. noway! "

She took her mobile from her bag ..
She dialed his number ..
I closed my eyes ..
My heart stopped beating ..
Omg! That'sssss cheaaaaaaap! I can't believe itttt!!!!!!!

My mom : " he didn't pick it up!! Call him! "

Shoug : " yumaa! Calm down!!! What's wrong with you!! .. he's not like my boyfriend or something! "

My mom : " STOP LYING!!! "

* Nokia tone *

I kept wishpering : " allah efashel il3adouw!! "

My mom : " ahleen hala faris .. hala yuma .. where are you? .. aha .. meta nawey etrou7 america? .. eeh inshalla .. what's wrong with shoug? Laish tabche ilyoom ? .. aha? .. entaw il athnen shenu salfatkom?? I know there's something .. and I know that she's lying to me! "

I couldn't control my self .. I said : " omg! yumaaa!!!!!! "

My mom ignored me .. and kept talking on the phone .. : " aha .. eeh saj .. wene3m feek faris .. ana mu ga3da ashakek eb a7ad .. eeh 7abebe adri .. adri walla .. bas yoma entaw nas metrabeen laish hal suwalif? *she smiled* .. eser khair enshalla .. 3ala khair 7abebe .. enshalla .. "

I covered my face with my hands ..
That was.. DRAMAAAAAA!

My mom didn't talk about it! She just walked out of the car! And left me inside!

I texted faris ..

To : Faris
"Omg! Omg! Omg! Omg! Emsa7ha eb wayhi .. Im sorry!!!!!! "

" Faris .. " Is calling ..

I picked it up while saying ..

Shoug : " omg omg omg omg ! sorry sorry sorry sorryyyyyyyyyyy .. "

He was laughing so hard ..

Faris : " tawny adre enna omch chethe! "

Shoug : " she's a drama queen I knooow! Thank you very much! "

Faris : " la 3aib la etgoolin chethe! .. She's sweet and understanding! I though she's gonna call my mom aw 3ala il aqal yell at me! But she was .. normal! "

I giggled : " yaaa I know my mom 3ajeba! I don't know how her mind yeshteghel ma afhamha ilsara7a .. "

We kept talking about everything ..
like nothing happened in mama 6aiba's house ..
I asked him about what did my mom said ..
he was like : " nothing! Eser khair b3dain agoolich ..! "

Faris : " yala 7abebti sleep now and I'll go to duwaneya ok? "

I whispered : " I love you .. ok .. "

I felt his smiled : " la bellaaaah enqabaaaaal our ramadaaan! "

We both laughed .. and closed the lines ..


I joined msn ..

Shougan .. Ramadhan Mubarak;) .. Says:
Hiiiii faisalll ;)

Dr. faisal :
Ahleeeen shoug .. shlonch? Mobarak 3alaich il shahar ..

Shougan .. Ramadhan Mubarak;) .. Says:
Same to you ;) .. I'm good thanks god .. what about you?

Dr. faisal :
Great .. ha are you ready for Ramadan?

Shougan .. Ramadhan Mubarak;) .. Says:
Yeah I think so ;p

Dr. faisal :
Good : )

EEEEEEEGH THAT STUPID FACE AGAINN????

I was typing ..
I heard my mom's voice : " shouuuuuuuuuug .. "

I scream back ; " YYYYYYYEEEEEESSSSS?? "

My mom : " come to my room .. I wanna talk to you .."

And here when I lost my heart somewhere in the room ..!