51 - [Re-Love .. Him;*!]

[ Faman allah ya khelli fegadtik ..

Faman allah ya kil al amanii .. ]

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I was staring at her mobile ..

whispering ; " stop it .. Don't even think about it ..

it's so fucking wrong shaikha .. aslan you have

already mashakeL kafya ..

mala da3ey etzedeenha .. Stop it .. STOP IT SHAIKHA .. "

I took my eyes off .. and washed my hands ..

" I can't!! " .. I said in a loud voice ..

there's a cute woman turned 3alay ..

I smiled ; " hehehe Sorry .. "

She smiled back ..

I took Asma's mobile and entered One the bathrooms

and locked the door behind me ..

I sat 3ala il toilet ..

I couldn't stop my fast breathing ..

I stared at her mobile screen ..

Omg! .. shga3da asawey ana! ..

Im scared ..

I pressed the buttons going for the menu ..

my hand ga3da tarjefff ..

Im so scared ..

that's wrong! so wrong ..

I didn't imagine enna there's a point eb my life

ra7 asawey chethe shay!

that's wronnnnnng abbaih 3aib!

I put her mobile 3ala my lap

I kept rubbing my hands together ..

mu gadra .. 7adyyyy nervos ..

I took a deep breath ..

I whispered ; " Now or never! "

I entered her inbox ..

Farah ...........

Noura ..........

Bluetooth file.

Nasir ...........

I opened his msg ..

huh! maybe that's Salman's nickname ..

bas ya3ni She should name him as a girl ..

From ; Nasir

" yes enshalla i'll pick you guys from ilbait at 10 .. "

uuuuuuugh..

he's her brother or cousin yemkin ..

Im sick!

my huscand isn't cheating on me ..

Im such a sick woman ..

I pressed ana il folder ..

105 msgs ..

" S. "

I entered the folder ..

from ; 7ubi

from ; 7ubi

from ; 7ubi

from ; 7ubi

from; 7ubi

from; 7ubi

from; 7ubi

my heart just stopped beating ..

and my hands start sweating ..

I can't feel my legs ..

I can't feel ANYTHING for fact ..

no no!

it's not his number ..

I pressed 3ala ( msg details )

wella his number ..

NOOOOOOOOO!

I DON'T WANA BELIEVE ITTTTT.......!!!!!!!

NO NO ..

PLEASE GOD ..

LAISH? LAISH???

LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAISH!

I closed my mouth with my hand ..

and start shaking so hard ..

while Sobbing ..

gumt ashahig mu gadra amsik nafse ..

I just kept reading his msgs ..

seeing his betrayaL..

a7is his msgs chenhm knives eb my chest ..

mu gadra ..

it's hurt so much ..

I can't handle it ..

I closed my eyes so tight ..

I don't wanna see it anymore..!

magdar..!

MA ABI ..

I should calm down ..

Im in a wedding ..

magdar ag3ad bil bathroom forever ..

and that bitch will come back to search

for her mobile for sure ..

I took a deep breath ...

oo misa7t my tears ..

I opened the door slowly ..

" aah! thanks god! .. "

madre wainha .. she's not here ..

I put her mobile yam ilsink

where it was before ..

I fixed my make-up ..

when I opened the door ..

I saw some mens wagfeen oo jedamhum

ilwooden door closed ..

they were talking to each other ..

sakait il door ..

I smiled ..

he look stupid wehuwa metwater ..

he looked ..

Cute ..

oh shaikha .. shut up ..

you're married woman ..

7etan luw ur husband 7mar ..

it's don't give you the right to think

about another one ..

oo mu ay another one ..

I opened il door again ..

I just wanted to see his face .. his smile ..

I missed him ..

em6arfa ilbab ..

bas embayna One eye ..

I kept staring at him ..

this look with the besht and shy smile ..

SHOULD BE FOR ME!!!!!

mu 7ag hathe ..

I should be pregnant with ur child

not that asshole's child ..

he took off his besht ..

my eyes poped ..

" Shfeh? eb yen7ash? ok ok i'll run

away after him .. "

he gave his cousin the bisht ..

and walked toward me ..

what? what? ..

He kept looking at somewhere yamme ..

madre wain ..

OH! ..

okay! .. the men bathroom ..

hahah ghabeyaa 7adi .. mokhi wegaf ..

he turned his eyes ..

our eyes met for a second ..

his eyes poped out ..

did he thought enna Im a ghost or something?

heheh his face was worthless! ..

menseddddim ..

Shaikha ; " *Snef* .. *Snef* " ..

He kept staring at me while walking toward

the door next to me ..

I closed the door ..

I had too ..

cus kan bagi degeega oo as7eba

inside the bathroom ..

I can't go out Now ..

I should wait bil bathroom ..

I can't stand seeing him next to her ..

as always I kept talking with

the voice in my head ..

" omg! .. Shaikha move on ..

you don't love him ..

LIAAAAAAAAAR!

you don't love him ..

LIAR!

LIAR!

LIAR! ..

I hate my self .. okay? "

* BEEP *

From ; +965 9*********

" ana at5ayyaL wela hathe you?? "

I closed my eyes ..

I can't ..

that's too much ..

I wanna shrink on my bed ..

cry under the Shower ..

that couldn't happen to me ..

IN A WEDDING!!!!!

From ; + 965 9*******

" you! .. your stunning eyes as always ..

that's you shaikha! "

I took a deep breath ..

I couldn't stop my tears ..

I pressed the green button ..

Mishary ; " alo? "

Shaikha ; " Mii..Mishary .. "

Mishary ; " hala? hala oboy? "

Shaikha ; " Mishary Im .. Im ..

Don't .. la et5alene .. "

Mishary ; " w..what? "

Shaikha ; " Im pregnant .. and my

husband cheats on me .. ana I still love you! "

Mishary ; " wohhhhw! .. that's not the right time ..

I can't love you back! .. I loved you shaikha alot ..

and I did something wrong .. But you didn't forgive me ..

and I respect that .. oo you walked away and married another man ..

while ana 5a6abtch ya3ni .. shtabene asawey? .. and after a year taqreban ..

wentay pregnant etgolili you love me? .. what should I do with your love Now wentay eb themat another man? what Should I do with your love and my wife tan6erni 3ala bo3d cham meter! .. WHAT SHOULD I DO WITH YOUR LOVE ELLI MU GADER E5ALENE?????? WHAT????? TELL ME WHAT? .. "

I took a deep breath ..

Shaikha ; " Misharry .. Im .. "

Mishary ga6a3 kalame ;

" I get to go .. I have a wife Now ..

Im Sorry .. "

Shaikha ; " don't .. No .. alooo ..

alooooooooooooooooooooo ..

ALOOOOOOOOO..!!!!!!!!! "

I texted Heba ; " bathroom Now!"

maskeena She came to the bathroom running ..

I hugged her so tight ..

Heba ; " uushshsh .. calm down .. calm down ... "

I kept crying so hard ..

I couldn't take it anymore ..

Shaikha ; " I wanna die right Now ..

I swear Im serious *Sneef* ..I wanna die ..

please god ..*Sneef*

I wana die!"

Heba ; " shut upppppp .. la etgoolin chetheeeeeee ..

I love you .. I can't live without you .. Calm down Shayookh .. "

I hugged her so tight ..

and Just put my head in her chest and take all my pain away ..

She let me cry 3ala ra7te ..

after 10 mins.

I whispered ; " I love you .. "

She print a kiss on my cheek ; " I love you akthar .. "

e3yuuni ghooreqat ..

Heba ; " No No!! don't cry again! tekfaaaaaaain .. "

I giggled while dmoo3 tanziL ; " hehe omg! I can't ...

I don't know Im in which moslsl! .. walla! .. that's so much drama ..

I can't .. walla .. mabii..! this is not my lfie .. mabeha! "

Heba ; " uushshshh! say 7emdellah! .. la etgolen chethe ..

kilshay lah 7aL .. "

I nodded ; " inshalla .. I hope .. "

I felt so guilty enna I called Mishary ...

ma kan hatha il mafrooth ..

I don't know why I did it ..

I missed him ..

do I love him?

do I REALLY love him?

I texted Salman

To; Salmanii.

" pick me "

after 10 mins he called me ..

it was already 12 am ..

I smiled to Heba ;

" Sou'aL .. did I spent the whole

wedding bil bathroom?? "

She laughed ; " heheheh .. mekhalif .. Enshalla my

wedding ma engazerha chethe .. "

we went back to my place ..

abi akheth my things 3alshan amshe ..

the newly weds was gone ..

and ilnas ray7en il dinner ..

I put on my 3abaya ..

Noura came walking so fast toward us ..

Noura ; " ambaih ma sheftaw asma's mobile? "

from; 7ubi

from; 7ubi

the msgs poped into my mind ..

I mummbled ; " no! "

Heba Said ; " mm madri .. let she ask ahaL ilwedding ..

cus etha a7ad shafa eb ya36ehum .. "

Noura nodded ; " yaa right .. yala bye .. "

" Salmanii" Is calling ..

I closed it ib his face ..

and kissed heba's cheeks ..

and went out side to him ..

I stood out side seeing Salman's egarreb bil sayara ..

kan fe cham car jedama ..

kan fe bunch of guys wafgeen ..

sahait feehum ..

Salman ; " SHAIKHAAAAAAAA.. "

I jumped ..

Bismellah! 7adi kent sahya ..

rekabt ilcar ..

Salman said joking ; " haa? ashoofich et5ezen

il masbeena .. "

I kept staring bil window out side ..

magdar a6eL eb his face ..

Salman ; " Shaikha? "

I closed my eyes ..

Shaikha ; " mmmmm "

Salman ; " Shfech? ta3bana? "

I nodded .. while sneffing ..

I was swallowing my own tears ..

Salman ; " Shaikha? "

I whispered ; " stop talking .. ushshsh! "

Salman ; " Laish? Shfech? .. huh! Seeing Mishary

chethe sawat fech? "

and he pressed the button ..

badamah 6ag ilbab ..

haaaaak iljawab..!

I yelled while crying so hard ..

Shaikha ; " HOW DARE YOU???????????? ..

FIRST DON'T TALK ABOUT MISHARY LIKE THIS! ..

HE'S NOT MY CASE ..

AND HE'LL NEVER BE .. DO YOU KNOW WHY IM CRYING??

DO YOU REALLY WANNA KNOWWWW????

IM CRYING BECAUSE I BELIEVED YOU LAIMA

GETLI THERE WAS NOTHING BETWEEN YOU AND THAT SLUT! ..

SHE'S NOT MY CASE SALMAN .. EHYA MO EM3AWRATNE ..

SHE DON'T KNOW ME .. SHE JUST FOND A MAN WHO IS MARRIED

AND DIDN'T GIVE A FUCKING DAMN EN MORTA .. ANA LAISH ABEEHA TE7TEREMNE OO ETRA3EY MASHA3RE WHILE MY OWN MAN DIDN'T DO IT?????????? .. I HATE YOU .. I HATEEEEEEEEEEE YOUUUUUUUUU! .."