I couldn’t sleep that night, I was very sad to the point Faris has reached on his life..
To: jassim
“ are you awake? Itha eee please call me.. “
After 10 mns he called ..
Jassim: Guwa
Shoug: ahleeen! I know you know everything that happened between me and Faris.. bas I’m so mad Jay.. ya3ni I still love him so much! he means the world to me .. always had, always will!
Jassim: 9ara7a shougoo ana madry sh9ar bainkom! Kel elly galah ley ena you broke up oo bas….
Jassim seemed to swallow some words..
Shoug: and?
Jassim: bas!
Shoug: laa! Wathe7 enna fe kalam zyaddaa jassim.. tell me please!
Jassim: shoug bas wakhray 3annah! Ana a9lan men yeena magomt akalma oo an6er elyoom elli ard feeh elkuwait..
Shoug: and why is that?
Jassim: ohwa 9ayir maynoon! Wayd yel3ab oo careless oo a6ba3a metghayra .. ma7issa elawellee..
Shoug: oh god! 7amdellah! 3abale it was just me! Sa7?
Jassim: la it’s not you.. it’s because of you, bas mo ga3d tetkhayelain .. he turned into a totally different person.. ana ma 3edt a3rfa!
Shoug: because of me? Ashkara you don’t know what happened!
Jassim: latkamleeen! I respect your privacy guys oo a9lan maby a3rf… shoug agolch el9ara7a oo mn elakheer?
I whispered: eeeh?
Jassim: there’s a typical idea of fooling around laima wa7ed ehed wa7da 3alashan yinsaha.. and that’s what faris is doing now.. ga3ed yel3ab oo e5arbe6 oo esaffir oo ekallem banat 3ala friends oo khbal .. bas 3alashan yensach..
I felt knifes on my chest..
Shoug: aha.
Jassim: ana ma wedy az3lch bas tara etha ohwa ghali entay aghla! Oo ma a7b ashoofch mza3la nafssich 3ala wa7da who’s trying his best enna yinsach! Maradda eb yensach oo entay lel7en eb nafs eldawama..
Shoug: sa7 kalamk.. thank you jassomi..
Jassim: you’re more than welcome, and I’m always there for u..
Shoug: jay…. Gabel la etsikka bas’elik… som3eta sarat khaisa?
He giggled: hehehe laa mo ley haldaraja! Kharabee6a 3adya..
Shoug: allah karem… thanks again!
I heard knocks on my door..
Shoug: meno?
Mom: omch!
Shoug: 7ayyach mama ..
Mom: menu kentay etkalmen?
Tears starts rolling on my cheeks, out of nowhere I crashed on the floor and let it all out ..
Mom hugged me tight: 7aaaaaaaaaaaaaaabebtyyyy!!!!!!! 7ayaaaaaattti entaaaaaaaaaaay! Ommmiiiiiii! Ya 3oooooomriiiiiiii … gomai gomaii .. ghaslaaaay .. 7abebetiiiiiiiiii shoshoooooooo gomaaaai ..
And with every sentence I cry even more ..
Shoug: mamaaaa! Faris theba7niiii .. kisarle galbyyyy ..
Mom: ma yesteee7iii 3ala wayhaa .. malch sheeegheeel feeeehhh ..
She said that while whipping my tears with her warm fingers ..
I hugged her tight : ma abyyy ag3ad bel kuwaitt .. ma abyyy ashoog khalti ghada .. ma aby asma3 seertaa .. yumma ma abeeehom .. ma abeee ..
She hugged me tighter : inshala 7abeeebti .. wain ma tabeen enruu7 benrou7 .. la tabcheeen ..
Shoug: maa aby arou7 eljam3a .. I wanna live in my own cave..
Mom whispered while kissing my cheeks and forhead: inshala! Inshalla! Elli tabeena mekhalif .. bas la tabcheen cheeethe .. yalla 3afya 7abebtii entay goomai ikhtheelch shower oo 9aleelch rak3taain .. 7abebtii gomaii …
I nodded… : enzaain .. al7en .. al7eeen ..
للحبيب أشتاق حتى و أنا قربه ..
تاخذني الأشواق و أعيش في غربة ..
يا ليت له ميثاق ينصفني في حبه ..
و بحذر العشاق و اللي مشى بدربه ..
This song kept reapting on my head while taking the shower..
I wanted to stop crying, to stop feeling worthless & miserable .. I really wanted that although nobody believed that I REALLY WANTED TO SURVIVE, but loosing faris was unsurvivable to me.
I covered myself with my juicy towel which I wore on the beach the last time I had fun with Faris, and rushed to the living room..
Shoug: Yuma!
Mom: hala?
Shoug: I wanna pack my things and head to Julaiaa, I will live in out shalaih for the next month.
Mom: yanaitay?
I nodded: eeeeee........
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Ou ya36eech el3aafya:*
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Heyaaa 3ashaaww another post xD !!...
ReplyDelete9a7 kalamii he's doing anything to forget about her :( I know how shoug exactly feels trying to get over someone you truly love is just so NOT easy! :(
Wayy shougg malich shi'3l fee ra7 tilgain an7san mina enshallah ;)!<3
Thankk you so much for posting and ur kind replies I really appreciate it ;**
Lovee youuuu ;**<3
-sara
I love the song ;*
ReplyDeleteo faris madre shha3d ysawe!!
Men marat a7is mayfakron ib 3aqlaniya!!
O shoug laish chithi tswe ? Al7en ihi ili she broke up o ham al7en thayg khilgha ? Why madre a7is 3umri thay3a shwai ;$
Heeey why am I the only one who thinks faris is maskeen?:( shoug is kinda stupid!
ReplyDeletePlease post quickly fe nas bedaw stories ou khel9ouhaa, entay 9arlech 3 years I know ena its ur privacy, but you can post 2 chapters a day if you can, I'm not saying ena you should do it but I'm advicing you, ya36ech el3afyaa xx
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I love the story!!
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please continue writing.. and post as soon as u can!! I'm loving it
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Post as soon as u can;*
Your story T3AWER ELGALB!!
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Shda3wa 3ad?:s tell us if ur going to stop 3shan we dont check it anymore mu ketha :p
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Love youuu ;;*
-sara
POST !!!
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ReplyDeleteWere not trying to be mean by telling u post and post, bs u know more than a month passed :c anyways! I hope everything is alright!
ReplyDeleteOMG :O 7aram faris & shoog :'( please 5aliihum erdoon 7g b3'6 :( tara msakeen wayed e7boon b3'6 </3 w 7aram e9eer lehum chethee :( it is so heart breaking :'( 5al erdoon 7g b3'6 w please post ASAP !!!!
ReplyDeleteplease 7aram 5al erdooon 7g b3'6 tara 7aram elii ga3d e9eer feehum they must get back the love between them has to be more stronger than anything and they have to get back together please post besr3a :(
ReplyDeleteOmg...tbh I cried! That's so saaad!:( your story is AMAZING I loved it I hope you'll post the next chapter soon. And be strong your amazing,People come and go, but in the end, that's life.move on and let it go even if its so hard.<3 ~L
ReplyDeleteWayed t2a5arti mota al next post ?:C
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ReplyDeleteEverytime I check the blog & don't find any new chapter I reread the last 3 and sob all over again!
ReplyDeleteIts hard to live it & harder to write :(
Can't wait to read new chapters soon!
-A x
Wainichhhh ycm I missss you so muchh it's been 3 months !!
ReplyDeleteIs evrything okay ?! Mu ila u post bs at least 6amnena about you bil awal:( and then post xD.. Lol
Miss uu oomostly everyday checking ur blog to see any recent updates about you or a new post bs mako shay :( </3
Lovee youu and takee caree ;***
-Sara
Yalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!
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ReplyDeleteU R AMAIZING! 7ta amaizing shwyaa 3aleek!!!! All of your stories are just WOW!! Yalla post we miss you walla!!! All of the stories are real? Or only fairs's and your story is the only real one? Any ways kel alstories 7a8tk are amaizing!!!! Post soon albiii;**
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