Thursday, February 28, 2013

The cliché of "completing" me.


& I didn’t disappear, I just stopped writing..




I’m writing this down because I have to let it go.



I hate my blog now, I DEEPLY HATE IT! and sometimes I think about starting Over a whole new blog with a different blog-name& memories..



“ you complete me” .. how cliché is that? .. I have learned the hard way that no one, NO ONE. Completes me.. from the start, it’s naive to believe that you’re not complete and need someone to fulfill you in anyway or matter, I'm not a puzzle, I'm a person.



A friend told me:

".... و أصلاً إنتي مو ناقصه علشان أحد يكملج"



The End.

39 comments:

  1. Whaaatttt???? Whyyyy??? Please dont! At least finish what u started.dont leave it undone.

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  2. NNNNOOO FINISH WHAT YOU STARTED

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  3. Ma7ad yegdar e3eesh brou7a! Kel wa7ed ekammel elthany mu shar6 elthany ekoun perfect 3ashan ekamelna bs belnehaya ohwa ekamelna lanna maku ensan kamel bhaldenya!! Ou etha kanat 7ayatna kamla ou kelshay feha Zain mara7 nestanes ou betkoun boring!! Do not lose hope in your life ou believe in yourself cs you are AWESOME! YCM please dont stop writing cs you are talented BEMA3NA ELKALEMA!! Waiting for chapter 56 surprise up PLEASE! I LOVE YOUUU!!

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  4. OK PLEASE PLEASE FINISH FAHAD AND NOORA I THINK:P PLEASE IV BEEN WAITING FOREVER OF START A NEW BLOGGGGG PLEASEEEEEEEE PLEASE PLEASE

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  5. COMPLEEETEEEE PLEASE I JUST READ YOUR BLOOG O 7AAAIL 3AJEEEB LAZEEEM TFATHFETHEEEEN 3ASHAAAN TERTA7AAAAIN 7ATAA LAW WRITING COMPLETE MAYBE EB THIS BLOOG BTKHALEEEN WAYEED NAS Y9EROUUN A7SAAAN O MAYBE ENTY BT9EREEN A7SAAAAN Shoug*maybe this is not your true name*
    Lazeem tfathfetheen ra7 terta7aaaain wayeeed you have to 9adgeeni o your not the only one eli ma tkameel her love story<3 we love you Shoug

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  6. I totally Agree with 4ketakeet emfarzineen !!!
    Please Post :( pretty please ?
    Your amazing and talented !!
    I Love You And Your Blog
    Waiting For Chapter 56
    Post soon beautiful ♥ !!

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  7. WOW! 6yeb, if you start a whole new blog can you post the link here then close this one?

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  8. Please complete the story :(

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  9. Thats a great conclusion.
    Congratulations dear (Y)

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  10. You need to complete it ! if not for us for yourself !! To get a closure.. -S

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  11. PLEASE PLEASE PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE COMPLETE IT :( <\3

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  12. Your story is the best story I've read !! You're really talented please complete it !!

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  13. Nooo please finish it, you have to :(

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  14. I am addicted to your story !! You have to finish it PLEASE.

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  15. Shoug takfen kamleeeeeeeeeeee

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  16. anonymouse 1: I dont think I can carry it on.. sorry! walla sorry..

    anonymous 2: Im sorry.

    katakeet: first of all, I MISS YOU! and i've been hearing alot of buzz about your blog eb akher fatra ;) keep it up my katkoot:* .. I Know that, bes Im talking about me believing that im the gifted one to be with him, not the other way around! sho3oor eli mat3rfeen qemat nafsich! anyways, I dont think i'll complete this. but I may start a new AMAZING story.. okai?

    anonymous 3: mafahamtch? you want the new story asameehoum "fahad and noura" ??

    anonymous4: thaaanku so much for your amazingly sweet words! you rock girls wallaaah! :* a7ebkooom 7aaaail!

    SAB: thaaanks S;* .. but Im really sorry, I want to start a new thing, I dont wanna complete this, because it went all ugly.. ma a7taj arid azeed w a3eed feh, I will amaze you with the new story, wa3ad! :* deal?

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    1. I understand now :( !!
      W ham again I agree with katakeet ;p la tthygen 5lgch YOLO ;p
      Can't wait .. DEAL !!
      Post soon beautiful ♥

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  17. N: ENSHALLA! <3

    anonymous 5: I'll make it up for you guys.. wa3ad! :)

    springiyaaa: haha! thanks

    S: I got one already.

    anonymous 6: thanks.. I will never stop writing inshalla! :*

    anonymous 7+8+9: thaaankss girls! enshalla :* much love to you both xx



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    1. Oooh thats too bad :( ... I wish if u can carry on though

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    2. I had a dream that you completed the story !!
      How pathetic is that :(
      It's like I have no life x_x

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  18. Ohh! I understand:( bs i know from deep down my heart that he is the gifted one not you!!! Ou ohwa elkhasran!! Em etha kelesh ma tgderen fa its up to you bs 9ej 7asafa:( ou sadgeny kel 7arf taktebena is amazingg!! Cant wait;*

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  19. You're write no one completes you, no one can complete anyone.. but those little things in life, those things that no one really cares about and avoids it, those things that make everything just different, are the things that can complete a person. A person may not complete you, but can make you feel all the worth and difference without them, and with them you feel complete. So the name of your blog, is not cliche at all, its a paradox, a foul truth that might seem contradictory but in reality it is really true. Complete your blog not for us, for your readers because we absolutely cherish every letter you type, but because of you and your talent- a talent like that must be shown and loved and not hidden. Dont complete this if it brings back memory, because you know its okay to pass by memory lane but not to live in it. Although either way, i truly hope that i continue to read your work whether its this story or a new one :)
    -F

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  20. Nooo nooo end it please! Youre not the only one who didnt end up with the one she love .. Some readers well learn alot from you trust me IVE LEARNED ALOT!! Its hard i know but it will help you alot;*
    Shoug youre a cute funny wonderful strong and perfect women i believe in you! I love you

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  21. HEYYYY finallyyy ur backk !!!happyy new year i know im late bs its better then never :** laaa please dont close this bloggg :( i still read ur old stories this shows how amazing you aree !! And i never get bored of reading them again and again <3 !! dont end it pleasee try to continue it law 7atan u sumarize it i dont mind ;( good luckk w everythingg, lovee uuu :** <3
    -Saraa

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  22. I LOOOOVE your blog! So pleeeease dont stop:( btw whats your Twitter account?

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  23. Hi , I totally agree with your point of view , but you shouldn't regret any mistake you did , because without whatever happened you wouldn't learn and know that no body complates you , I hope you complate what you started , and how can I contact you ?

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  24. F: you totally broke my heart! thank you for your amazing words.. allah laya5leni ;*

    anonymous1: LOL thanks for letting me know that Im the only one who didnt end up with the one she loves! haha although its not true my dear, millions out there didnt meant to be together with their beloved ones.

    Sara: hello my dear! thanks for your amazing words, enshalla I will.. soon enshala x

    anonymous2: LOVE YOU!<3.. no ma3indy

    expect: you're right, I dont regret things, best yet I dont feel as happy as I used to be.. thanks for ur words dear, and you can contact me: ycm.blog@hotmail.com :*

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  25. Iloveyouu iloveyouu jaddd!! T9adgen?m3nah just blog tadren wain w9ltay?lai du3a'na bl9lat wala ad3lich:(,iloveyouuuuu sunshine,w shnu link your new story?

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  26. anonymous: habeebti! that totally broke my heart wallah! it means the world to me, my amazing readers/friends you stood by me in difficult time, your comments and prayers have touched my heart deeply. thanku so much! love you :* .. lel7en mafy new story my dear

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  27. Okay baby tell us etha swaitay:$

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  28. I MIISSS YOUUUUU:((( please post something!!

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  29. hi :)) my name is Hanan and i go thru your blog every once and a while since 2009.
    this post especially is inspiring to me .. it shows how we grow up and change our vision about many ideas. if you dont like what you were, that means ur much better now ! congratts!!! anyways bless you girl and thank you for everything.. all the best

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  30. Nooo we love your story la tkhayben amlna feech wala wee love yoi we love the story we love your writing please please kamleha your talented please dont stop finish what you start we were waiting the ending for long time please write it low jomla nabi n3rf sh9ar w dont take there opennes your talnted and gifted mashalah please dont stop please we love, miss& adore you wala ps im one of the silent reader I never wrote a feedbake to any blog bs tara alskot 3an al7ag shai6an akhras I love you xoxoxoxo m

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  31. Plz read my story I'd really like to know ur opinion http://lifegoeson151.blogspot.com/?m=1

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  32. I misss youu :c

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  33. Hi.

    Bas be'3ait agolch ina Ive been reading your blog for the past 4 years and I am completely in love with your first story youcompleteme mn awal ma I stumbled upon it W bain kl fatra w fatra adish your blog w agraha again w ma amil. Am one of those people ili i really dont care how perfect your english is aham shay to9l il m3loma and your stories did that plzzzz kamlay your stories they make my day!!! someday i wish to find my 3zizan.. you inspired me

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  34. IM STILL READING YOUR STORIES OVER AGAIN AND AGAIN ..Really miss u but wish u all the best dear;* / M.

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  35. Hi
    I read your blog for the 3rd time now! And im enjoying each part! Youre amazing! Dont forget that! Youre talented and the way you write! I LOVE UR BLOG I REALLY DO! And this post? Ycm? I captured it maybe 10 marat? Wallah youre amazing! Its 2015 and i still read your blog! W kelhum 3aydat'hum! Wala mara ketabt comment bas i want you back! I miss you!! Youre the best! Hey listen : you can complete ur self by yourself! And im sure ena ur completed! You dont need faris aw ayan kan! You dont deserve to live this! Youre beautiful and you have to move on! We are all here for you!!! You deserve a better life! Sheghlay nafsich ma3a ur friends ur mother ur family cousins ay shay! Sheghlay nafsich bshaklich bshakh9eytich bnafsich youll forget faris w omah ba3ad!! Dont show him that you need or want him! Youre better without him! And thanku for everything thankyou for writing thanku for being other's inspiration! I learned alot from you! Youre a role model wallah! THANKYOU WAYED! we are here for you in anytime i wish that you will see this and I LOVE YOU SHOUGAN❤️
    -Dalal

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