53- [ Re-Love .. Him;*!]

I took a shower ..

opened my laptop ..

and smiled ..,

my heart is beating so fast ..

Im so happy enny radait ..

yet , Im so lost deep deep inside .,

bas still .. H A P P Y ;*

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.

Shaikha and Salman ..

I missed them so much ..

Shaikha's pregnancy , powerful soul , attractive

personality and her drama...!

I missed Salman's manly behavior ..

.

.

[ Lay meta oo ilwaqt thaye3

bain ams oo bain baker?

lay meta oo e7na metheL ma e7na ..

min awwaL youm .. fakir?? ]

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I half- passed out .. they layed me down

3ala one of the hospitaL beds ..

oo sert nus nayma nes ga3da .. elli so sleepy

and tired mu 7assa wayid billy 7oole ..

sema3t ildr. yelling 3ala salman ..

the dr. : " moooooove away!! .. please!! "

Salman voie start shaking :

" no .. no .. I can't .. She's .. She's my ..

my .. "

the dr. : " I know .. I know she's your wife .. but please! ..

move away..! let us do our work .. please mr. salman! "

Salman ; " NO! .. She's my everything! ..

I can't let her go chethe eb hal suhoola! "

I don't remember ayshay after the word " suhoola.."

i just remember some kind of rainbows! ..

small gray rabbet and um 3ali! ..

yeah! I saw few crazy things ..

for 10 mins yemkin .. as I though ..

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.

I opened my eyes ..

oo 7assa ena rasy yethba7ne ..

i looked around ..

it seems like im in a hospitaL bed ..

Salman faz mn 3ala il chair ..

Salman whispering : " shaa..shaikha .. "

abi agolah anything .. mu gadra ..

a7es ilkalam ga3da agolah to my mind 3alashan

ye6la3 from my mouth ..

bas mako sot!! ..

he start tearing up .. ; " shaikha .. shaikha ana asef ..

ana madre shenu sarle .. ana .. I wanna start over .. oqsem bellah enna

makan qasde .. I was under a pressure .. kent mu gadir .."

i moved my hand toward his mouth ; " uush .. "

his eyes winded ..

it just broke my heart ..

I love him walla ..

I swear to god enny 7abaitah oo dakhaL galbi ..

for a moment ib my life ..

shefta as the man of my dreams ..

nesait about mishary and asma ..

nisait about everything ..

I just wanted to move on ..

abi a3esh .. ta3abt oo ana chethe ..

not living me life .. and not reaching my dreams!

Salman ; " shaikha .. ana meste3ed asawelich eli tabenah ..

walla if you wanna end it .. khalas walla asawe elli tabenah ..

bas walla .. I want you to know one thing .. Im sorry ..

walla il3athem Im .. "

I smiled ..

the dr. dashat il room ..

the dr. ; " ilsalam 3alaikom .. "

we both replied : " wa3alaikom ilsalam .. "

the dr. : " how are you now? "

I smiled ; " good .. sick shway .. bas im good .. "

se smiled while watching the screen next to me ..

the dr. ; " your baby is in a good health thanks god .."

Salman : " 7amdellaaah.! "

the dr. smiled ; " he's a baby boy .. "

i put my hand 3ala my belly ..

wazenah my baby boy ehni..?

the dr. : " shaikha you should take a good care of

your health the next few days ..

and your finale date after 3 weeks inshalla .. "

I smiled ; " inshalla .. "

Salman : " can you keep her ehni? "

I giggled ; " heheh .. laaa! maby .. "

they both giggled ..

the dr. : " she'll stay her for 3 or 4 days ..

and inshalla meta ma yah maw3ed ilwelada etyee tolad ..

bas you should take care of her .. "

Salman ; " shaikha be3yoooooni .. "

I blushed ..

sha5baryy salman egooli something nice ..

I forgot how it feels to be in love ..

I just "lived" with him ..

bil 7 monthes elli fataw we were

nothing close to couples!

ildr. e6la3at ..

Salman mesha waraha wasalha lay ilbab ..

then sakkah warah ..

ana 3addalt ga3deti shwayya ..,

Salman ga3ad 3ala 6araf ilbed yammi ..

while touching my hand softly ..

he whispered ; " khuft 3alaich .. "

enqamat galbe .. sij sij he hurt me wayid ..

bas still .. he's the father of my child ..

a7iss deep inside mu gadra asawey shay ..

mu gadra akrahha ..

actually .. I love him!

my eyes ghureqaw ..

refa3 his eyes ..

his cute small eyes ..

7asait men e3yoonah ena he really cares!

Salman : " ush .. la tabchen .. please .. "

I smiled while a tear enzalat mn 3aine ..

he kissed my cheek where the tear was ..

I moved my hands .. and hugged him ..

he hugged me back so softley ..

7asaitah broken .. as well as me ..

I hugged him so tight ..

and whispered : " I'm Sorry .. "

he replied while touching my shoulder ..

Salman ; " mo kethri .. "

Shaikha : " i did alot of wrong things ..

bada3t! .. you too right? .. khalas salman .. ta3abt ..

im done weya hal suwalif .. "

Salman : " let's start over .. shrayich? "

I smiled : " how? "

Salman : " ninsa .. mn hal degega ..

insawey delete 7ag kilshay sar .. oo we start over ..

let's start our family oo e7na happy .. it's our lives ..

mu homework we have to do bas 3alashan il mojtama3 ma egooL

3annah shay! .. shaikha we should forget to live .. khalas ..

3alashan elli bainah .. "

I nodded : " sa7 .. kalamik kellah right .. khalas .. "

6alla3 his mobile from his mokhbat ..

and gave it to me ..

I raised my eyebrowes : " shnu? laish? "

Salman : " keep it with you .. i'll go home ..

akhethli shower oo ayeblich ehdoom oo food ..

oo aye .. "

I closed my hand ; " no no .. salman .. laish? .. fashla!

take it weyak .. "

he smiled : " I wanna start over oo ana sure 100% ena

mako eb galbich shay 3alay .. wela eb yoom

mn ilayam edoor eb ur mind walaw shak enna

there's something eb 7ayati ghairech .. "

I blushed ; " 7abebe .. "

he kissed my cheek : " ubooy il 7abebe .. "

I giggled : " heheheh bas 3aaaaad .. "

he start laughing 3ala wayhe oo ana mesta7ya ..

aaaah ..

Im happy ..