54- [ Re-Love.. Him;*!]

[ Temanna oo walla la7liflik ..

la5alle il amani ya shougi tarketh lik;*]

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I stared as his mobile ..

I don't wanna open it ..

wela abi ashouf shay ..

khalas .. salamtah amre as they said ..

gumt atlaffat .. where's my mobile?

indian woman with the tray dashat my room ..

the woman ; " salam alaikom mama .. "

I smiled .. shut put il tray yamme ..

I start giggling .. mn ilfar7a a7is mako shay really funny

bas ay shay etha7ekni!

Shaikha : " can you give me ur mobile please? "

we both lafaina 3ala ildoor ..

kan fe '9eeL a7ad ..

I heard i laugh a3refha .. MOMAYAZA!

Fahad ; " guuuuuwa! "

I jumped mn mokane ; " aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ..

faaaaaaahooooood! .."

the indian woman start laughing 3alaina ..

a7is tgooL mu sa7en hathola wela shenu?

Shaikha : " thank you mama .. khalas i don't want your mobile .. "

she said something bil hendi oo meshat ..

Fahood kissed my head ..

Shaikha : " wainhom? "

Fahad at the same time : " salamat.. "

we both paused thuwane 3alshan nestaw3eb ..

I replied ; " allah esalmik .. "

he said ib the same time : " kahum yayen! "

we both start laughing so hard ..

Shaikha ; " waaaaay khalne at7acha

awaaaaL! ana ilmaretha! "

he smiled while looking deep into my eyes : " we need to talk .. "

I fake a smile : " really? why? "

fahad : " you should tell me why!! .. "

my heart start beating so fast ..

khift ..

7asait enna he'll bring mishary up ..

Shaikha : " what? "

Fahad ; " Shaikha I talked with the doctor .. galii ena you throwed up ..

yeah oo galli enna BLOOD! ..

shaikha i know you so well! .. shfech? shelli sayer

wana madre .. ?? "

my eyes winded .. sara7t bil window elli warah ..

I nodded : " nothing fahod .."

thagha6 3ala my hand : " are you sure? .. Shaikha ..

throwing blood wentay

7amiL shay kha6er .. oo tara kella 7alah nafseya!

entay mafech shay physically ..

kil elli fech nafse .. "

I smiled : " adre fahad .. I know .. "

Fahad whispered : " shfech? "

a tear eflitat menni .. makint abi abche ..

I wanna let it go ..

fahad raised his voice : " mad edaah 3alaich? "

I said ebsir3a : " NOOO! 7araaaaaaaam! "

fahad : " shelli sayer 3ayaL? "

Shaikha : " fahod magdar agolik .. "

Fahad: " ma tegderen wela ma tabeen?? "

I raised my eyebrows : " nafs ilshay! "

fahad : " entay emsaweya shay?

i put my hand 3ala wayhi :

" baaaaas fahad! ta7qeq? .. khalas please ..

adri ennek khayif 3alay walla .. oo adre enna whenever

a7tajik i'll find you there .. next to me ..

adre walla .. bas il mawtho3 khalas .. walla .. "

fahad took a deep breath : " laish a7isech etchathbeen?? "

I smiled : " walla la! .. mekhalif ensik il mawtho3 ..

oo etha sheftny still mu zaina after shahar enrid netkallam? .. "

fahad : " sim3ene .. ba36ech shahar .. walla ya shaikha

etha wath3ich still chethe ..

mara7 ag3ad oo atkallam! ghasbin 3alaich betgolili .. "

I giggled : " wayy yuma! 7allal mashakiL oo ezif ba3ad! "

fahad : " gelbay wayhich .. "

I start laughing : " mashallaaaa ya3ni zayerni etwanesny m3a ilwayh? "

*knock..*

mama : " ilsalam 3alaikoooom .. weeeeeee yuma! * sneef* "

fahad wegaf while laughing : " masra3 5araitay edmo3ch! "

my mom 6ageta 3ala chatfa : " ya kerhik! "

I giggled 3alaihum ..

ga3adna ensoolif ..

for about sa3a ..

mama : " wain salman? ma ta'akhar? "

ra3ast 3ala his mobile ashouf il sa3a ..

Shaikha : " ee walla ..

sarla foog ilsa3a oo nus! .. "

I called il bait min his mobile ..

Shaikha : " yuma ma7ad erid! "

fahad : " hatha mobile mno? "

Shaikha : " mobilah! "

fahad stared at me ..

7assaita faham hints ..

aw rakkab salfa ..

Shaikha : " uhwa .. uhwa .. nisah .. ehni .. "

fahad gave me a - i know ennich chathaba- smile!

fahad ; " ahha.! "

my mom : " ma et3arfen raqam a7ad mn rab3a? "

Shaikha : " wana sh3araffffne! .. "

my heart start beating ..

khuft ekon sayerlah shay ..

Shaikha : " fahad .. roo7 shufah .. wainah? "

fahad : " mobilah eb edich! shenu ma et3arfen arqam rab3ah! "

I let a nervous laugh out :

" hhehe .. abaih! madri m3a menu uhwa! "

my mom : " ma galich! "

I nodded : " embala .. bas nesit .. "

fahad : " akhaf ma yadre enich bil mostashfa! "

I stared at him : " chab fahad! "

my mom stared at fahad too ..

he's rude! maliq!

my mom : " la inshalla kahu yay aked bil 6erej .. "

I noded ; " eeh inshalla .. oo ba3dain he told me

ena ray7 il bait eyeb aghrath

oo eyebli food .. "

*knock* *knock* ..

my father ; " darb darb .. "

fahas whispered : " ekmalat! "

53- [ Re-Love .. Him;*!]

I took a shower ..

opened my laptop ..

and smiled ..,

my heart is beating so fast ..

Im so happy enny radait ..

yet , Im so lost deep deep inside .,

bas still .. H A P P Y ;*

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.

Shaikha and Salman ..

I missed them so much ..

Shaikha's pregnancy , powerful soul , attractive

personality and her drama...!

I missed Salman's manly behavior ..

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[ Lay meta oo ilwaqt thaye3

bain ams oo bain baker?

lay meta oo e7na metheL ma e7na ..

min awwaL youm .. fakir?? ]

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I half- passed out .. they layed me down

3ala one of the hospitaL beds ..

oo sert nus nayma nes ga3da .. elli so sleepy

and tired mu 7assa wayid billy 7oole ..

sema3t ildr. yelling 3ala salman ..

the dr. : " moooooove away!! .. please!! "

Salman voie start shaking :

" no .. no .. I can't .. She's .. She's my ..

my .. "

the dr. : " I know .. I know she's your wife .. but please! ..

move away..! let us do our work .. please mr. salman! "

Salman ; " NO! .. She's my everything! ..

I can't let her go chethe eb hal suhoola! "

I don't remember ayshay after the word " suhoola.."

i just remember some kind of rainbows! ..

small gray rabbet and um 3ali! ..

yeah! I saw few crazy things ..

for 10 mins yemkin .. as I though ..

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I opened my eyes ..

oo 7assa ena rasy yethba7ne ..

i looked around ..

it seems like im in a hospitaL bed ..

Salman faz mn 3ala il chair ..

Salman whispering : " shaa..shaikha .. "

abi agolah anything .. mu gadra ..

a7es ilkalam ga3da agolah to my mind 3alashan

ye6la3 from my mouth ..

bas mako sot!! ..

he start tearing up .. ; " shaikha .. shaikha ana asef ..

ana madre shenu sarle .. ana .. I wanna start over .. oqsem bellah enna

makan qasde .. I was under a pressure .. kent mu gadir .."

i moved my hand toward his mouth ; " uush .. "

his eyes winded ..

it just broke my heart ..

I love him walla ..

I swear to god enny 7abaitah oo dakhaL galbi ..

for a moment ib my life ..

shefta as the man of my dreams ..

nesait about mishary and asma ..

nisait about everything ..

I just wanted to move on ..

abi a3esh .. ta3abt oo ana chethe ..

not living me life .. and not reaching my dreams!

Salman ; " shaikha .. ana meste3ed asawelich eli tabenah ..

walla if you wanna end it .. khalas walla asawe elli tabenah ..

bas walla .. I want you to know one thing .. Im sorry ..

walla il3athem Im .. "

I smiled ..

the dr. dashat il room ..

the dr. ; " ilsalam 3alaikom .. "

we both replied : " wa3alaikom ilsalam .. "

the dr. : " how are you now? "

I smiled ; " good .. sick shway .. bas im good .. "

se smiled while watching the screen next to me ..

the dr. ; " your baby is in a good health thanks god .."

Salman : " 7amdellaaah.! "

the dr. smiled ; " he's a baby boy .. "

i put my hand 3ala my belly ..

wazenah my baby boy ehni..?

the dr. : " shaikha you should take a good care of

your health the next few days ..

and your finale date after 3 weeks inshalla .. "

I smiled ; " inshalla .. "

Salman : " can you keep her ehni? "

I giggled ; " heheh .. laaa! maby .. "

they both giggled ..

the dr. : " she'll stay her for 3 or 4 days ..

and inshalla meta ma yah maw3ed ilwelada etyee tolad ..

bas you should take care of her .. "

Salman ; " shaikha be3yoooooni .. "

I blushed ..

sha5baryy salman egooli something nice ..

I forgot how it feels to be in love ..

I just "lived" with him ..

bil 7 monthes elli fataw we were

nothing close to couples!

ildr. e6la3at ..

Salman mesha waraha wasalha lay ilbab ..

then sakkah warah ..

ana 3addalt ga3deti shwayya ..,

Salman ga3ad 3ala 6araf ilbed yammi ..

while touching my hand softly ..

he whispered ; " khuft 3alaich .. "

enqamat galbe .. sij sij he hurt me wayid ..

bas still .. he's the father of my child ..

a7iss deep inside mu gadra asawey shay ..

mu gadra akrahha ..

actually .. I love him!

my eyes ghureqaw ..

refa3 his eyes ..

his cute small eyes ..

7asait men e3yoonah ena he really cares!

Salman : " ush .. la tabchen .. please .. "

I smiled while a tear enzalat mn 3aine ..

he kissed my cheek where the tear was ..

I moved my hands .. and hugged him ..

he hugged me back so softley ..

7asaitah broken .. as well as me ..

I hugged him so tight ..

and whispered : " I'm Sorry .. "

he replied while touching my shoulder ..

Salman ; " mo kethri .. "

Shaikha : " i did alot of wrong things ..

bada3t! .. you too right? .. khalas salman .. ta3abt ..

im done weya hal suwalif .. "

Salman : " let's start over .. shrayich? "

I smiled : " how? "

Salman : " ninsa .. mn hal degega ..

insawey delete 7ag kilshay sar .. oo we start over ..

let's start our family oo e7na happy .. it's our lives ..

mu homework we have to do bas 3alashan il mojtama3 ma egooL

3annah shay! .. shaikha we should forget to live .. khalas ..

3alashan elli bainah .. "

I nodded : " sa7 .. kalamik kellah right .. khalas .. "

6alla3 his mobile from his mokhbat ..

and gave it to me ..

I raised my eyebrowes : " shnu? laish? "

Salman : " keep it with you .. i'll go home ..

akhethli shower oo ayeblich ehdoom oo food ..

oo aye .. "

I closed my hand ; " no no .. salman .. laish? .. fashla!

take it weyak .. "

he smiled : " I wanna start over oo ana sure 100% ena

mako eb galbich shay 3alay .. wela eb yoom

mn ilayam edoor eb ur mind walaw shak enna

there's something eb 7ayati ghairech .. "

I blushed ; " 7abebe .. "

he kissed my cheek : " ubooy il 7abebe .. "

I giggled : " heheheh bas 3aaaaad .. "

he start laughing 3ala wayhe oo ana mesta7ya ..

aaaah ..

Im happy ..

do you hate me guys??

ilsalam 3alaikom ..

how are you guys?

i missed it out there wayid ..

Im sorry for closing my blog

bedoon ay kelma likom ..

allah ye3lam belli sarle ..

im so broken ..

it took me 2 monthes to be myself again ..

huh, mu myself wayid! bas well , 3adi ..

ana ta3bana guys ..