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Nouf clicked her fingers, I suddenly jumped...

Shoug : “ besmellah!! “

Nouf : “ wain er7tay?? Yabaw ilfatoora oo 6ala3t my wallet oo defa3t! wentay etkhezzeen nafs il direction oo e3yoonch tetloma3! What’s wrong with you shwaig? “

I smiled : “ nothing! .. “ I joked while picking my bag up : “ atna7ash maby adfa3 efloos! Hehehe “

She giggled .. while walking to the car 3alshan enrou7 bait mama 6aiba ,

Shoug : “ entay eb tanzeleen bait mama 6aiba? Wela betrou7en baitkom? “

Nouf : “ I dunno , bas atwagga3 I wanna go home cause hathy 6al3ete mn ilseb7 .. “

I nodded .. while texting Faris ..

To : Faris;*
“ 5 mins wakoon there , where are you? :* “

From: Faris;*
“ 3a6eny rube3 sa3a oo aye ;* “

Nizalt bait mama 6aiba , called my mom getlaha enny there ..
Ga3adt a7os bil bait mako a7ad!! I called the maid oo galatly
enna mako a7ad oo mama 6aiba emsayra 3ala bint 3amha!

I called faris ..

Shoug : “ ha wainek ? “

Faris : “ kany barra .. “

Shoug : “ mafy a7ad!! 7ada khirmss! “

Faris : “ emshay tabeen ne6la3? Wela neg3ad eb bait mama 6aiba? “

Shoug : “ la neg3ad here a7san I think .. “

Faris : “ yalah kany nazzelich .. “

I sat on the coach waiting for him to come ,
He entered the living room wearing a navy t-shirt oo beige shorts with yellow cap and farad wa7da yellow crocs , oo his left leg malfoofa lay ta7at erkabba eb cham sebe3 oo 7a6een 3alaiha nafs blue cover,
I walked to him with big steps ..

Shoug : “ 7ABEBEEEEEEEE! Shaklik e3awer ilgaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalb! “

He smiled while ga3ed e3ary , he looks funny ilsara7a ..
Faris said while walking : “ ay .. ay .. “

I giggled : “ 3an ildalaaaaa3 lat5arre3nyy! “

Faris : “ laaa! Ay ildress mu ryooliii .. “

I blushed while pushing his shoulder : “ 3ayyaarrr .. “

He sat on the corner of the comfy coach .. : “ 3ady ta36eny il buff ma3alaich amor? Aby amed eryooli .. “

I giggled while going toward the buff in the other corner of the living room : “ abaih shayyabt ebsir3aa! “

7a6ait 3enda il buff oo ga3adt yamah on the coach ..
while turning my face to him ..

Shoug : “ mmmmm ? “

He cupped my face : “ ra7 olah 3ala hal wayh .. “

I gave him a sad smile : “Unfortunately, real life isn’t always such a Disney movie … ha? “

He replied in a calm voice : “ don’t say that! Its gonna work Shoug , oo kilshay will be just perfect .. I’ll finish 3 years .. arid akhthich .. then akamel my last year .. “

I layed my head back on the comfy couch : “ oo ana? Dirasty? Jam3ety? “

Faris : “ we will find a way shoug .. “

Shoug : “ yalla guli? Shenu il way? After 3 years I’ll be in my 2nd year biljam3a .. shlon? Awaqef derasty oo arou7 sena oo ard? .. netzawaj enta etrou7 wana ag3ad here? Nen5e6eb bas oo after hal year netzawaj? “

Faris : “ See! Fee a lot of solutions! Bas 6awlay balich oo everything is gonna be okay .. “

Shoug : “ ga3da ate6annaz faris! I’m not serious .. hatha mu 7eloul man6eqeyya .. hathoola emotional kellihoum wela ra7 yathbe6oon 7azat ilsejeyya! “

Faris : “ Shoug , life comes with no guaranties! Take it or leave it .. mako shay eyeelich 100% perfect .. enshalla after 3 years we will set down .. oo enshouflina 7al .. anshouf lina fekra .. 3asa allah ye7yeena .. “

I whispered with a tear on my eye : “ 7abebe .. “

He mumbled while rubbing my back : “ mmmm? “

Shoug : “ I’m struggling to find a reason to get out of bed in the morning , I don’t wanna face the reality than you’re gonna travel 3oqob bacher! I feel lost already .. “

Faris : “ me too , entay maskatny m needy elly et3awerni .. mu gader arou7 .. I don’t feel excited anymore! A7is eb pain akthar mn joy .. I will get back after 6-5 months .. tara mu ta7sebeen eny barou7 aghe6ly 3-4 years! I will come kil fatra oo kil 3e6la ra7 arid akeed .. “

I nodded ..
I couldn’t talk .. le’anna if I said a word I will go into tears ..

Faris : “ Shougii .. no matter whats facing us .. we’re gonna survive .. we’re gonna marry each other oo we’re gonna make it 7abebty .. I promise .. “

Shoug : “ I’m trying to sort my head to deal with this .. bas ma7is enny msadga , faris I can’t get it clearly wallah!! A7is enna it’s a nightmare oo bekhallis aked .. ma7is enna it didn’t start yet! “

Faris : “ don’t make it a big deal shougu .. tara kahy America .. kelaha 12 hour .. walla eb yoom wa7ed aredlich! I swear to god , etha tabeeny aridlech ay 7azza walah wa3ad I will ! wallah il3athem I WILL! “

I put my head on his shoulder : “ I know that faros .. I know .. “

We sat on silence for few minutes ..
Tell I whispered ..

Shoug : “ I blocked and deleted Faisal gabel shahar maybe .. “

I felt his smile : “ laish? “

Shoug : “ bas le’ana n3aya .. “

He laughed : “ haha! N3aya? Shakhbary hal masabba! “
I giggled ..

Shoug : “ Farros .. etha safart tetwaqqa3 I can talk with you about random things? “

Faris : “ akeed! 3ayal 3an shenu bet7achene? “

Shoug : “ madry! A7is etha enta dag mokalama mara7 asoolif about my day shenu sawait oo shenu kalait! .. “

Faris : “aslan ana bashtery kha6 oo mobile there 3alshan 5a6rich! “

I blushed : “ 7abebe enta .. “

Faris said calmly : “ Shoug lat7ateen wallah , the relationship stands 3ala il nas mu 3ala il distance elly bainhoum .. yama nas metzawjeen oo ga3den eb nafs il bait oo nafs ildar oo ildistance bainhoum kebera , oo yama nas kilwa7ed eb sharq oo gharb oo they’re amazingly in love … 3omra ilmasafa mara7 etfarreg bainah damich loyal 7aggy oo et7ebeeni oo nafs ilshay ana , etha ma 7a6ait 3ala nafsy oo tried hard to work this out .. aked mara7 yamshe … fa be sure enna il masafa 3omerha mara7 etgarrib wela etba3ed a7ad .. it depends on us! And I trust you shoug .. I’m sure 100% enna you’ll try your best to make me happy sawa’ kent bil deera wela barra , sa7 wela la? “

Tears start running on my cheeks ..

Shoug : “ akeed faris akeed! Bas I’m afraid wallah! Ma3annah I’m sure enna we will try our best to defy the distance oo to talk to each other 3ala ilaqal once a day … faris adry ennah hathy fatra wet3ady oo ina things will get better inshalla .. “

Faris tried to make me laugh : “ unless I loved an American girl wela shay .. “

I rolled my eyes : “ haha! Bayekh! “

He opened his arms : “ come here .. “

I hugged him so tight .. aby ashba3 mennah ..
I smelled his perfume so deep .. aby tenteris my lung min re7ta ..
Aby laima olah 3alaih later athkir this hug oo ate6amman ..
Aby asayyev emotions oo feelings for the bad days ..
He smelled my hair gently while whispering in my ear : “ I have been always addicted to ur smell Cherry .. “

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I said in a furious way: “ALO!”

Faris said while laughing with someone beside him : “ hahaha waaaakher zaaaaaaain! .. al7een yayeekom! Bas 10 degayeg! .. “

After few mins ..

Faris : “ aloooooooooh! “
Shoug : “ kany kany! Laish etsarekh? Enta elly zare3ny! “
Faris : “ hala 7abebe .. “
Shoug : “ Hala .. “
Faris : “ ullah yal naaaaafs! Ashooooooooof .. “

I couldn’t help but to smile ..

Shoug : “ mmmmmmm .. “
Faris : “ shfeech em3asba? “
Shoug : “ mafeny shay! “
Faris : “ kil hal nafs wetgoolen mafeney shay? Shogoo al7en bag3ad sena agolich shfech wetgolele mafene shay .. oo bacher tenfajrain eb wayhe! Golili men al7een shfeech! “
Shoug : “ hehe .. abaih! 7addek et3arefny .. “ .. I calmed down shwayya .. and said sadly : “ enta! 5ara3tnee! .. galoole 6a7 3alaina! 3abaly feek shay chayed akher shay menkasra reelik oo al7een madry waink ga3ed te’97ak weya rab3ek! Oo adg adg matrid oo adz msgs matrid! Shda3wa? Ana ma geltlik deg 3alay wella aby azoorik bil hospital! Bas 3ala il aqal dezzly msgg! 6ammeni! .. zainlek chethy ya3ni khara3tny oo fazazt galby 3alaik? “
Faris : “ 7abebtyyyyyy entay! Wala 7aggich 3alay! Aslan madry laish jassom il athwal gallikoum! Ana makint abech tadreen le’anna mafene shay aslant wala shogo ana oo 2 mn ilshabab te3awarna .. “

I mumbled : “ mosara3a wella le3eb kora?? “
Faris : “ hehe .. wallah il3atheem! Kil wa7ed essayed 3ala ilthanyy oo sa3at tenqeleb jad! “
Shoug : “ etbo6on ilchabd wala!! Laish ma etseroon nafs ilbanat? Ge3daw eb sana3 oo soulfaw! Laish lazm tekeffe5 oo sab? Wai3 wala et7uroooooooon! “
Faris : “ khalas wela ehemmch! Mara7 arou7 al3ab again ok? “
I blushed : “ ok .. “
Faris : “ yala boseeny .. “
I giggled : “ maaa abyyy! “
Faris : “ yala shogoooo! Boseeeeny .. “
Shoug : “ maby maby .. heheheh “
Faris : “ shogo yala yala ilshabab yayelliii .. yala barou7 bosene ..
ebser3a .. yalaahh lazm aseda ..”
Shoug : “ latgeeeeeeeees 3alaaaaaaaay! “
Faris : “ yalah .. 1 … 2 …”
I cut him off : “ la la! Mwaahhh .. “ I gave him quick kiss ..
Faris laughed : “ heheheheheh! Waaaaaaaaaaaalla enich 7aaaayaaaaaatttttte! .. yallah bye”
I smiled : “ bye .. “

I closed my eyes , and Have a good night sleep.

* After few weeks Noufa start her first Course at Gust, and Faris&Jassim were counting the days to take off to US. To get their diploma.

Nouf Called me at 3:00pm: “ ALOOOOOOOOO! SHOUGOOOOOOO! “

I mumbled with my sleepy voice : “ ha? Hmmm? “

Nouf : “ goumay! I miss you 7aaail .. emshay enrou7 ay mokan, to have lunch and taaaaalk! Walhana 3ala sootich walahh .. “

Shoug: “ ka kalmene malyy khulq aqoom mn frashyyyy! “

Nouf : “ haha! Fuunnyyy! Yallah! Gammay! .. tara 20 mins wana barra! Wala etha le6a3teeny barra ya wailch menny! .. BYE! “

I giggled while texting faris ..
“ ana barou7 atghada with Nouf.”

From : Faris
“ oh! 3ad kent aby ashoofch el yooom .. yalah have fun;* “

To: Faris
“ after il lunch enrou7 7ag grandma? “

From: Faris
“ grandma it is! ;* laima etrou7en text or call 3alshan aye .. “

Libast tight Black dress , sawait slik ponytail oo waved it ..
Small pearls earrings .. dirty pink lipgloss ..

Awal ma khalast wana a7e6 il gloss .. wela Noufo edge etgooli yala I’m out side ..
6ala3t laha ebsir3a maby teftha7ny ehehe ..

Awal ma I opened her cars door ..

Nouf : “ HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! “

I jumped over her : “ Ahlaaaaaaaaaan! Missssss uuuuuuu! “

Nouf : “ way way me too wallah! 7aillllllll .. “

We went to Nino Alba7ar ,
And start talking about random things ,

Shoug : “ ta3alayyyy! Golili shlon awal esbou3 jam3a!! “

Nouf : “ emm .. madry shougoo! .. it’s weird .. lel7een ma7iss eny met3awda 3ala ilwath3 oo il nas .. oo I don’t have friends close , ya3ni kella ely kanaw weyay bilthanaweya bas my close nafskoom .. ma3arf shensoolif! Madry malaqa .. “

Shoug : “ eeh 3ady daima chethy .. you will have friends later oo kilshay beseer okay .. I promise .. “

She smiled .. and suddenly screamed : “ WAAAY! ELLY EMHAWEN ILWATH3 KELLA DR. BADER! NAAAAAAAAAAAAA6E3! ZOOOOOOOOOUQA! EMSHAAAAWEEEQNY SHOUGOOOOOO! “

Shoug : “ hahahaaaaaa! Waaaaaaay! Nesaaaaaait 3annaaaah! Shlooona his classes? “

Nouf : “ men sejich? 7ad’ha good .. oo aslan he’s so sweet to meeee! Abaih ya3ni wayed esoolif weyay oo ya36ene wayh .. takhayelay enna he remember me men yoom il tasjeel! Yoom gally aye his class! “

Shoug : “ awwwwww! CUUUUUUUTE! “

Nouf : “ ee uff! .. shougu he’s so attractive , the way he stares at his laptop , the way he gives us a sexy half-smile laima a7ad yes’al shay ghabe , the way he treats ur so well! Abaih eyaaaanin! Kel il girls zayqeen 3alaih oo nou3hoom e5faf weyyah oo etemaila7oun .. “

Shoug : “ Noufuuu deer balch! La etseren e7laiwa weyah bacher yefham ennch mn rabe3houm! “

She stormed : “ MEN SEJICH! NO WAYYYYY! Sej ennah cute oo emshaweqny , bas ewally ya3ni aseer haileqeya oo arou7la il maktab oo aseer khafefa! Abaih wain ga3den! “

Shoug : “ Ee deer balich , marat etsawen shay 3ala 6eeb neyah , bas khoofch uhwa yefham ghala6 specially ena elbanat zayqen 3alaih .. “

Nouf : “ la lat7ateeny , you know me .. akeed ra7 adeer bali .. “

I nodded while reading a text msg from Faris ..

From: Faris
“ I have million of things to tell you gabel ma amshy! :* a7is enny mo msaddeg ena ra7 asafer adris barrah , ma sheba3t mench lel7een :’( . “

E3ouni ghuroqaw ..

To: Faris
“ lat7aty , its gonna work! ;* “




I was lying ,
I wasn’t sure if its gonna work aw la!
I was Terrified and un secured ..
Bas I had to act tuff 3alshan 5a6ra ..
I had to act tuff 3alashan ma ehawin oo yeg3ad ..
I had to act tuff 3alshan ma athayeg khulqa oo uhwa emsafer 3oqob youmain ..
I just had to pretend ina everything is fine , while I was falling apart.

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I went home ..
And Text Faris ..

To: Faris
“ tara enta etbuuuuu6 ilchaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaabd! “

I take off my clothes .. take a quick shower .. and sign in msn ..
I didn’t felt like sleeping ..
Dashait msn .. wela khermiiis ..
Ga3adt aghayyer my nickname...
Ashoof nicknames ilnas ..
There wasn’t anybody on my list (aqsed mn my cousins oo faisal 6ab3an! )
I put my pic in my cousin’s wedding ..
With green revealing dress .. oo my hair in a big waves ,
red lip stick and thick eye-liner ..
I looked hot ..
I didn’t show this pic 7ag even faris .. the dress was so revealing ..
kil my back 6ali3 & my pause in the pic were on the side .. so it was obvious ..
I went to the kitchen searching for any junk ..
7ist bil bait ..
I was really bored ..
I went back to my room .. to get my mobile ..
I took a peek at my laptop screen ..
The little orange msn box was flashing ..



Dr.Faisal .. says :
Hellooooo! ;D

Dr. Faisal .. says:
Whaaaaaaaaat the hell is this? HOTTIEEEE!

Dr. Faisal .. says:
Hello? Where are you gorgeous?

OMG! I was totally shocked! Kellish ma haqaita edish hal 7azza!
Oo ba3dain he shouldn’t stare!! 3aaib! Ugh!
I changed the dp into daloola’s pic.

Shougan .. says:
OMG!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!! .. I’m so sorry!! .. ilmafrouth ennik matshofha!! ;( .. ma sheft enik online oo it’s not ur time ya3ne ma edish hal 7azza ..

Dr. Faisal .. says :
LAISH GHAYARTEEEEEEHA!! Reday reday 7e6eeha ..

Shougan .. says:
La shako!! Itfashel il pic!! Aslan kelish malha da3eyy!
Ana ilghal6ana enny 7a6at’ha aslan ..

Dr. Faisal .. says :
You look so sexy shoooooog!!

Shougan .. says:
It was by mistake faisal! : )

Dr. Faisal .. says:
Huh, are you sure?

Shougan .. says:
WHAT THE HELL?

Shougan .. says:
Akeed im sure! I don’t wanna get what are saying!

Dr.Faisal .. says:
All im saying ena mu ma3qoola bil ghala6! For sure you wanna show it to someone! ..
hatha elly ga3ed agoolah ..

Shougan .. says:
NO IM NOT! That first .. and 2nd it’s none of ur business!!

Dr.Faisal .. says:
Laish 3asabtay? .. they said: may3asseb oo lose his tempura ella elly sej ghal6an oo yadre eb hal shay!

Shougan .. says:
OMG! Enta fe a7ad mn gabel gallek ennik 7aaaaaail masken?? .. it’s by mistake .. betsaddeg ahlan oo sahlan! Manta emsaddeg .. moshkeltik!! Oo I lost my tempura because of you! Oo 6areqtik il baikha!! You’re accusing me enna ana 7a6a this display pic 3alashan enta etshofny? Aw ay random guy eshofny? For your info’s 7abebe , tara ur the only “stranger” in my msn list!!! Oo ana ilghl6ana elly 7a6eetik! My cousins told me before enna mala da3ey alaggy wayh 7ag strangers .. bas ana elly mafahamt qasd’houm!

Dr. Faisal .. says:
Ooooooob ooooooob! What’s wrong with you? Kent atghashmar?

Shougan .. says:
Haha! Laima tewahhaqt sert teth7ak? Funny ..

Dr. Faisal .. says:
Khalas .. im sorry , 3ethreny for my words ..

Shougan .. says:
Bel6agag .. that’s ok ..!

5 mins of awkward silence ..
Out of no where ..

Dr. Faisal .. says:
Shoug ..

Shougan .. says :
Yes?

Dr. Faisal .. says:
You really looked hot .. reday 7e6eeha 5anshouf ;)

Shougan .. says:
I’m so gonna block and delete you sweetheart! : )

And that what I did ..
Just block and delete him ..




“ Faris;*”
Is calling ..
I looked to the clock , it was 12:39 AM.

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My smile faded and I gave her a confuse look ..

Shoug: “ menu? “

She looked at her mobile screen : “ sadda eb wayhe!! “

Shoug: “ menu elly 6a7 3alaihum!!!!! “

Nouf : “ mmm .. “
She hesitated ..

Shoug : “ NOUF!! .. Faris mo sa7? FARIS RIGHT???? .. WALAH 7ASAIT! WALA GALBY
KAN NAGHEZNIIIIII!! “
I couldn’t cry! .. it felt so emotionless ..
I just felt a big white flash inside my head ..

and emptiness inside my chest ..

Nouf : “ 7abebtyyyyy .. “

I cut her off .. : “ call jassim shofay eb ay hospital .. “

Nouf mumbled : “ benrou7 mathalan? “

I yelled : “ AKED! WELA SHRAYICH? “

She said while calling jassim : “ I dunno! .. I just .. don’t .. know! “

After 5 mins ..

Nouf : “ shoog maga3ed erid jassim! 3ayazt adeg .. laima he switched his mobile because of 7annety!! Emshay enrid elbait .,..ooo taalyy .. “

Shoug : “ 3A6ENE YOUR MOBILE BAS!! .. “ I said while taking her mobile from her hand : “ MA MENNCH FAIDA!!! “

I dialed a7med’s number ..
After few seconds ..

A7med : “ hala noufuu .. “

Shoug : “ ana Shoog .. waink?”

A7med : “shfech? Ana 6ale3 .. “

Shoug : “ mustashfa? 3end faris? “

A7med : “ shdarakom? “

Shoug : “ which mostashfa? “

A7med : “ haa! Laish tes’eleen? “

Shoug : “ WHICH HOSPITAL????? “

A7med: “ mara7 teyoon shooog! Malkom lazma kellish!! “

I start crying .. : “ ay mostashfa a7med? Ay mostashfa? Please tell me!!!! “

A7med: “ laish tabcheeeeeeeeen? Shda3wa!! Mu awal wa7ed e6ee3 weta3awwar!! “

Shoug : “ I wanna talk to him! Waina? Waina? *Sneef* .. which hospital? “

A7med: “ ha!! Shfeech entay? Maynona? .. laish wayed meshta66a?? entay jad mn sejich? Wela ga3da testa3bee6ain? “

Shoug : “ A7MED!! ASTA3BE6 OO ILRAYYAL 6AYE7 3ALAIKOM BIL HOSPITAL?? WHATS WRONG WITH HIS HEART? SHFEEEEEEEH!! WAINA???? “

A7med: “ la7tha la7tha!! .. ay heart? .. entay ashkara matadren shesalfa!! Meshta6a 3ala ilfathey!!!! .. 6aye7 metkawwed metkarfis!! Oo now e7na bil razzy!! Jabbesaw reela .. 7eta ma7taj baraghe wela shay! Bas kaser 3ady .. 7a6eenla jebs .. “

I took a breath with –ashwa- look at my face ..

Shoug: “ AH! Ashwa!!!!!!! .. I thought there’s something wrong with his heart!! Enzain laish his mobile switched off? “

A7med: “ madre walah!! .. la7tha .. FARROOOOOOOOOOS! “

I heard his voice from the back .. : “ haa? “

A7med: “ Shoug etgoolik laish mobile switched off? “

Faris : “ hmm .. le’anna mafeh battery? “ he said while laughing 3ala so’ali ilghabe..

A7med : “ sema3teeh miss drama queen? Allah e3en raylich wallah shogo!! Ana elli weyahom bil mostashfa 5ara3teeny hahahaha! “

Shoug : “ chab a7medu hehehe .. waaaaaaay! Khara3toooony! Kheft 3alaikom!! “

A7med : “ menu 3alaina? Ma7ad 6aye7 ella faros! Haaaaaa haaaaaaa! Etkhafeeeeeeeeen
3alaaaaaaaih .. FARROOOOOOOOS TA3AAAL ESMAAAAAAAA3!! “

I giggled : “ heheh maynon walah! .. yala take your time .. bye hubby! “

A7med : “ obooooooooooooy il hubby kaaaaaaaaak! “

And we closed the line ..

Nouf : “ haaaaaaaaaaaa? La la ilwayh rad loonaaaa! “

I giggled while giving her mobil’ha .. : “ abaih! Takhayelay 6aye7 oo maksoora relah oo his mobile
6afy cus the battery run off! Abaih! Mal kaf! .. “

Nouf : “ waaaaaay! 7ada!! Eqeth! “
I nodded while playing Aljasmi record ..

Shayyen ghareb .. Shayyen ghareeb ..
lamma te7iss ennik 7abeb ..
oo ennik men ilfar7a gereb ..
laken yejeek saham oo yeseeb ..
saham oo yeseb, Galbak oo te7yabah ghareeb..

Out of no where Nouf gasserat il Fm ..

Nouf : “ Shougu .. I wanna tell you something .. “
Shoug : “ hathyyyyy il7ayaaaat 7ath oo neseeeeeeb! marraaa teseeeeeeeb oo marra tekheeeeb ya noufuuuuuuu!! hehe .. HAA? Shtabeen?“

Nouf : “ la khalas .. khalas .. forget it .. “

Shoug : “ noufo! Lat5ar3eeny! What’s going on? “

Nouf : “ you know ena sajalt jadweeli iljam3a? im going to Gust? English-literature? “

Shoug : “ yes? “

Nouf : “ bil tasjeel .. I saw a handsome Dr. abbaih shogoooooo! He’s so cute! .. ana kent mkhalsa jadweele bas he have to conform it .. wella egooli laish matsajleen 3endy? Getlah ay madda? Wela egooli introduction to literature! .. getlah I already put it in my schedule 3end Dr. bassam .. gally No! I’ll take you to my class .. uhwa nafs il time .. “

Shoug : “ emmm .. then? “

Nouf : “ bas! Chan yas7abli eyaha oo e7e6ny eb hiss class .. ma3anna its not allowed! .. waaaaaaaaay shogooo! He’s so cuuuuute! His name is Bader .. and believe me! Esim 3ala mosammmmmaaaa! Bader walla baddddddddder! .. “

I gave her a look : “ abaih noufo! Shfeech wayd zaygha 3alaih? I didn’t see him yet oo 7assaita madry shlon mo moree7! “

Nouf : “ laaaaa 7aram!! He’s in his last twenties .. chethy 28-29 .. 7ada mamlooo7 .. tanned .. big eyes .. messy hair .. style qamees Abercrombie! Eshawweq! Aslant awal shay 3alabaly he’s student mo dr.! “

Shoug : “ ya7lellllllllaaaaaah! .. 7addy I’ll attend class weyach! Hahaha .. “

Nouf : “ uffff mn sejich!!!! Aslaan bas ekhallis il course I’ll take a photo with him! 7ady aby adaweeem bashoooooooofaaaaaa wayyyyyd! “

I laughed : “hahahaaaaa al7een menuuu ilmenthawla eb wa7d oo elly wayd khafeefa ? “

She made a funny expiration while saying : “ kaifi kaifi kaifi .. “

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Nouf whispered: “ wee 7asafa! Mara7 yeg3ad weyana? “

I whispered back : “ abaih maliqa! Emshay bas emshay .. allah yaster men legaftaaah! “

We went to the guys ..
Fa6ooma oo a7med ma36eena wayehum , while jassim oo Faris ma36eena their back ..
I passed mn wara faris .. the way he smell , the shape of his shoulders , the messy smooth waves under his Navy cap.

Nouf : “ HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII all .. “
All : “ hey .. “

Faris turned with his eyes only .. I gave him a half smile ..

Shoug: “ hey there .. “

Faris : “ hala oboy … “

I giggled while mumbling : “ oboy .. “

Hey knew that flirting eb hal 6areeqa makes me laugh ..

We sat down oo kalaina oo suwalif ..
You know the feeling when you’re with ur beloved ones?
Elly tensoon kelshay bil denya oo bas you enjoy the moment?

Noufu suddenly said: “ abaih ta5ayelaww se saw Faisal AlX 3end ilbab .. ya7leeeeelah he waved! Lol ma chennah dr. a7essa yahel .. although he turned to be a Hottieeeee! “

Fa6oom replied while eating her cheese burger: “ 7elfaaaaaaay! Waina? Waina? “

A7medo said in a loud tone : “ WAI3 sekay 7aljech! “

Jassim: “ kaaaaaaaak! Dafsha! “

Fa6ooma gave them “talk to the hand” while eating ..

Faris : “ wentaw sh3arafkom feeh 3alashan esawelkom wave? “

I cut him off : “ haw shfeek! He saw me bel3eed eb bait yadeeta! Nesait? “

He nodded oo kellish mu 3ajba! ..

Faris: “ aha! So he basically waved 7aggich .. mu 7ag kom both! “

Nouf: “ MASKEEEEEEEEEEN 7ADEK! Shako? He waved for me too! Aslant I talked to him shwaya! Suwlafna 3end ilbab! He’s my 2nd 2nd cousin! Walah kaifi maby asawey ilwath3 awkward like ma shogo ga3da etsawey! “

Jassim dash 3arth : “ shogo? Shlon ya3ne? ana mashoof feha shay 3aib enkom etsalmon aw etsolfon! Aw 7eta enna eye yeg3ad weyana .. after all he’s a cousin! “

Nouf gave me –mu getlich 7ebbeh?- look ..

Shoug: “ la ana ma7eb a36eeh wayh aw asallem 3alaih , malah da3ey kellish .. “

Faris gave me a sexy half-smile ..

I giggled : “ heheh shtaaaaby? “

He said while taking his keys oo mobile mn 3ala il6awla ..
Faris : “ nothiiiiiing .. yala ana mashy 3endy li3eb kora .. taboon shay? “

My smile faded ..

Shoug : “ wain? Latrou7 .. “

Faris : “ magdar . mwa3ed’houm men modda .. yala salam. “

All : “ BYE! “
I whispered: “ salam.”


After 5 mins I received a msg
*BEEPS*

From: Faris
“ take care .. enjoy .. oo la et6awlen! :* “

I smiled while typing : “ yeah .. inshala ;* “

I raised my head 3ala his voice ..

Faisal : “ AlSalam Shabaaaaaab “

I put my hand 3ala my chest : “ OH GOD! “

Noufu : “ what? “

Faisal : “ asif! Khara3tch? “

It was like –OH GOD ashwa enna Faris mesha!-

I smiled : “ hehe! La bas faja’tny! .. ahlen .. “

He kissed jassim and A7medu ..
Jassim : “ 7ayyak! Tefathal weyana .. “
Fa6ooma : “ eee wallah!! 7ayak! Ilmokan mokanek .. “
I whispered : “eeeh le’anna hottie! Law jeker chan 6aradteeh! “
Fa6oom whispered back : “ back off shougo! “
We both giggled ..

Faisal : “ la wala mashkoren matgasroon! .. ana mashy bas marait asaleem .. “
Nouf : “ mashkor wala feek ilkhair , say hii to 7issa please .. “
Faisal : “ eeh inshala yousal .. “

He looked my side ..
Faisal : “ shlonch? “
I said awkwardly : “ zaina? “
He smiled : “ 3asa! .. “

Oh god! That was weird! ..
Faisal : “ 3ayal chankom nagsen? Wela hatha entaw? “
Fa6oma : “ la nagsen faris .. ray7 yel3ab kora weya rab3a .. “
I said nervously : “ enshala matgoolen gesat 7ayata! “
Noufu 7awelat etragge3 : “ haha! Baskom emnajar! “
Faisal : “ sej? Yalah 3ayal salmaw 3alaih , ma3a ilsalama .. “
ALL : “ allah esalmek .. sallem 3ala il ahal .. bye bye .. “

** On the way back home .. **

Shoug: “ WAAAAAAAAAAAY! E7URNYYYYY! LA TES’ELENE LAISH!!!!! “

Noufu said while laughing : “ hehehe! Abaih 7aram 3alaaaaich! Uhwa sej enna eqeth shwaya .. bas wala 7aram 3alaich! 7aaaaaail 6ayeb! Walla! 7aram! .. farrros layshayeshech 3alaihh! “

Shoug : “ eeh ta3alay 3ala il6ary! 5andegla .. “

Noufu : “ masra3 walahtay .. “

Shoug : “ wayyyhich! .. “

Dialing his number ..
No answer ..

Shoug: “ waaaaay! Akrah laima eser ma3a rab3ah!! Yes7eroona!! Mayreeeeeeeeed! Akrahhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuum .. “

Nouf : “ a7san eftakkay menah shwaya tawch shayfetaa . “

Shoug: “ walain .. agoolch call jassom se’leeh 3ady ya36ene his laptop cus mine me5tereb oo I need to print something .. “

Nouf : “ enzain you call him! “

Shoug : “ mobile 6affee! . aslan ana msaweya movie maker oo 6ab3a ashya already eb his laptop theek ilmarra .. fa 3alashan chethy aby his laptop .. mali khulq arid asanne3 oo a3addel eb yours .. “

She said while calling jassim : “ shda3wa ba36eech male!! 7abebty ana tawny shareeta ma sarli esbo3ain! oo entaw mashalla dalola kellish ma edawwis 3ala kilshay! “

I smiled while saying : “ WAZEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENHA! “

Nouf : “ haaaaa jassom! .. agoolik ..
shougu tabu ur laptop cus ehya already 6ab3a feeh ashya ooo …..... ALO? SHENU? “



She lost her words ..
Took a deep breath ..
Looked at me while saying ..





“ shloon 6a7 3alaihoum? “

Catch up ..

My last post was in November?
Common! Like .. NOVEMBER?? Shahar 11?
Uhh! Sub7an allah! Time pass so faaaaast ..
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So , it’s me ..
Shoug, the 17 years girl .. who loves her gang so much .. Nouf , Jassim , fa6ooma , a7med and Faris were my cousins , friends , beloved ones .. they were my everything .. latterly EVERYTHING in my life.

For fact, Faris have been the main part of the “everything” .. I choose him to be my man for life , he was my quite manly cousin , who barley laugh .. he’s shy , jaadii as we say ..
He had this heart issue which leads to a big argue with my mom and his mom too , they didn’t believe in us .. 3alabalhum li3eb yahal or it just a crush .. they were afraid of losing him because of me .. khayfen enna I didn’t loved him .. enna kaser kha6ry .. khayfeen enna its sympathy akthar menha love .. which wasn’t true at all ..? I really loved him .. From the bottom of my heart...

Faisal? My 2nd 2nd 2nd 2nd cousin.. Who insist to be close with me .. ma3anny mu lay manna weenies or something! LOL ;p .. I admit it .. im closed! Ya3ni mo noo3y awaniis oo asoolef m3a kelmn .. and im so moody .. mu kilmn edish mazajy oo aseer e7laiwa weyah .. well , im typical Kuwaiti girl! (a)

Faris and jassim will take off very soon to study in the US. lucky USA. ;*

I cut my story in the day I met faisal in Fuds ..
I really did “meet” him .. uhwa ghasoob yay with his friends ya3ni yengallikom meshtehy yakel FUDS!

I was there with my cousins .. oo uhwa with his friends ..
We sat down .. while he wrote his name in the waiting list ..
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Faisal kan ekhezna ethahir mn dashaina il parking..
Did he saw me kissing my mobile screen? I smiled to him from masafa eshkoburha ..
Well , that good .. bas chethe khalasna? Aah ashwa! .. I thought besir something big .. Did he wave? Aakh! Stupidddddd ya faisal .. I waved back in a shy way .. And start walking big fast steps while bushing noufo mn thaharha ..

Shoug : " emshay asra3 noufo .. if you can run .. well , lets run now! .. yala yala .."

Nouf : " haw haw! Shfeeech? .. waaay waziin his wave walla! .. ya zeeeeeeennna shougo .. walla 7ada mamlou7! Shofeh shofeh .. "

I kept bushing her ..

Shoug : " chab chab .. emshay .. wala faris be6eqni .. wala bestir salfa .. emshay emshay noufo .. walla akhaffff! "

Nouf : " enzain yala yala! Uuff! "

7amdellah ena kelhum kanaw wasleen .. so kan fe table 7agna .. Oo faisal oo his friends sajalaw bil waiting list ..


Kisses to ur souls! xoxo<3

ilsalam..

Hello all ..
I know , you have all the right to be mad on me ..
bas allah ye3lam shenu sar looya oo events the last months in my life ..
i dropped my course wallah oo Now im taking a summer course bas 3alshan a3awith shwaya ..
it have been 2 days oo ana a7awel logging in!
takhayelaw nesait my email spilling! :)
yes! not the password!
the EMAIL it self!! :) LOL! tara its funny! ;x

anyways,
Im Sorry .. 7ail .. mu shwaya ..
oo I'll start posting soon ..
oo I promise enna i'll never do it again ..
mahma kanat thoroofy ..

I love you all ..
oo Missed you 7ail ..

SORRY.

I'll post soon athakerkom eb my story ..
3alashan ma etridoon tegroon all the posts ..
ok?

LOVE to ur souls xoxo