Sunday, May 3, 2009

48- [ Re-Love.. him;*! ] * dedicated to 3anooda ;* <3

* a really Long post .. for making up 3ala il bad days malooty ;$..
always remember ; I Love you the Most guys .. ;*
and 3anooda is the Biggest bala3a out there :P
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[ 7abeb ilgalb mn ghaire esoonak? ;*
oo min yefham kalamak mn 3eyoonak? ;* ]
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we opened Our room ..
I pushed Salman gently toward the Wall ..
and Kissed him in a passion slowly way ..
I was So sorry about enny shakait feeh ..
oo enna I treated him really bas bil cham yoom eli 6afaw ..
I was So up hermones from the pregnancy ..
and I really .. wanted him .. so bad ..
we layed on the CarameL sofa ..
he's On the top on me ..
I giggled while he was kissing ear ..
* Nokia tone ..
1 Missed call ..
* Nokia Tone ..
2 Missed call ..
* Nokia Tone ..
3 Missed call ..
Salman while puling my mobile from my prada smalla bag ..
Salman ; " shakla shay mohem .. "
I saw the screen " unknown number .. "
Shaikha ; " min il kuwait .. mu 6ale3 il number .. "
I pulled him from his white polo t-shirt ..
Shaikha ; " come here .. 5aywali il mobile .. "
* Nokia tone ..
I picked it up ..
Shaikha ; " aloooo! "
Heba ; " hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii .. "
Shaikha ; " menu? .. "
Heba ; " haw! daikha? ana heba! "
Shaikha ; " habooooooooonnnnnnn abbaih hahah 7adyy gafla ..
hala halaaaaaaaaaa babeee .. "
Salman made that - alla ya5ethha- espression ..
I giggled ; " heheh la la weyach .. "
Salman start kissing my neck .. ; " mmmmmmm "
I smiled .. and melted in my place ..
Shaikha ; " haa? eeh m3ach .. "
Salman while kissing my chest bone ; " sedeeeh ma nabeeha "
Shaikha ; " mmmmm .. haaaaaa ? yes ..
ABAAAIH! CHATHABBBBBBBBAAAAAAA!!!!!!! "
Salman stopped kissing me .. oo ga6 athonah eb yefham why ana eshta6ait ..
Shaikha ; " omgggggg! babeee mabroooooouk! abbaih ya ba5ta feeeeeech aslaaaan! .. ommmmmmg chathabbbba .. heheheh 7elfay?? .. yaaaaa I know ... la la sure i'll be there .. aslan wait .. I have something to tell you .. ha? la shako .. hehehe .. Im Shesma .. pregnant .. hehe bas don't tell a7ad lel7een ma gelt .. hahahaaaaaaaa I knoooooooooowwwwww .. shtabeen! wait tezawejay oo ashoofch mu 7ameL gabeL la edor sena .. hehehe .. "
Salman ; " bas Shaikha sedeh! "
Shaikha ; " hehehe eeeh I know .. yalla khalas okay ..
see you enshalla ..
haaaaa?? .. la mu 3an .. "
Salman stood up and walked away ..
I felt really bad ..
bas shasawey? She's talking ..
Shaikha ; " ha? .. madre Heba .. I'll see ..
bas ya3ni if you wanna make ur yam3a oo ana emsafra that's okay ..
aaaaaaaw 7aaaaayate! you're my sister too walla ..
khalas i'll see .. okay babe .. see you .. bye "
Sadait il mobile ..
oo 7athafta 3ala il sofa oo re7t to the room ..
while my hair kan maflool wavy in a messy girly way ..
oo bas labsa my training oo bra.
dashait il bedroom wela Salman layed down weshoof game ..
I layed Next to him oo put my head 3ala his shoulder ..
I whispered ; " hii .. "
7aqarne ..
Shaikha ; " fe a7ad za3lan ehne? "
he smiled ; " hehe la shako .. bas a great making up etsadqen ..
rou7ay ro7ay talk on the phone .. "
I kissed his neck ; " mmmmm .. ur manly sexy mad voice ..
mu mn sej .. "
Salman ; " Im not joking shaikha .. "
I kept kissing his neck ; " mmmmmm .. I know .. "
he moved his neck away ; " Im watching il game pls .. "
I smiled .. ; " 7abebeee dalooooooo3 .. "
he ignored me ..
I layed next to him ; " khalas good night .. "
Salman ib angry tone ; " gn! "
I closed my eyes oo moved yammah ..
put my head 3ala his shoulder ..
and kissed his cheek ..
I giggled while saying ; " ammmmmm .. amoot 3ala haL cheeeek ..
I hate the man next to me .. I want my old husband .. hatha bas ezefne oo ma ya36ene wayh oo bas yez3aL .. I want salmaniii back .. "
He laughed .. he couldn't handle ekhbali ; " hhehehehe .. "
I giggled while still sakka my eyes ; " mmmmmmmm .. eb my dream the man next to me ye'97ak .. tara it's not funny .. I want my salmaaan .. I want my husbaaaaaaand .. Im so on oo haL man mu ma36ene wayh .. "
He laughed while closing il tv. oo hugging me so tight ; " hehehehe a7ibch yal maynoona .. "
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I woke up the next morning oo chabdi et3awerne ..
for fact , I couldn't handle anything ..
kilshay e3awerni ..
rasi .. ba6ne .. thahre ..
oo a7is lay3a chabdi ...
Salman ; " goood morning .. yalla yalla gomay .. "
I yawned ; " aaaaahh .. mu gadra jesmi e3awerne .. "
mad his hand to me ; " yalla 3an il dala3 baba .. "
I nodded .. I shouldn't ruin hal wanasa 3alaina ..
re7t khathait shower ebser3a oo libast
Printed dress mn Victoria Secret oo cute navy
cardigan oo long DG necklaces ..
Nezalna ta7at kalaina Our breakfast ...
ana Bas sharabt Coffe oo kalait Fresh Strawberry ..
Salman : " shrayich enrou7 ay mokan gereb from london? "
I nodded ; " yeah .. wanasa .. 5anrou7 somewhere
chethe 6abe3a oo hal suwalif .. "
Salman ; " khalas Now bas enkhallis nes'aL il reception .. "
Shaikha ; " bas manaby enam there .. bas enrou7 oo enrid .. "
He nodded ; " ok mo moshkela .. "
khalasna our food ..
oo re7na to the lobby nes'alhum about a7san mokan ..
they told us 3an area tab3en 3an london about 3 hours ..
esemha " Windermere" .. enna mu 6abe3eya
kelaha 6abee3a oo fresh air oo chethe ..
I saw my watch .. it was 9:30 am.
So 7adda yamdeena ya3ni ..
Salman ; " enrou7 eb bus wella taxi? "
Shaikha ; " amm Taxi? a7is a7san .. ma naby bus ..
3alshan enam bil 6erej .. "
he laughed ; " no mara7 etnameen bil6erej ..
bassech 3ayaz .. "
I giggled ; " hehe ana atnassa bil noom shakle ..
7ady sayra 3ayaza mu sej .. "
rekabna cab. oo re7na to windermere Village ..
abbaih! .. do you that laptop wallpapers?
elli blue clear Lake with blue sky oo pure white clouds?
surronded with big green treas? .. oo small childer yel3eboon ..
two lovers kissing each other .. two old couples ..
ABAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIH! ..
it was just so .. amazing ..
Salman ; " galbi .. fee shay galle eyah il reception eb our hoteL .. esma
Windermere Lake Cruises .. 5anes'alhum .. "
I nodded while maska his hand ; " ok .. yalla .. "
ra7 salman kallam nafs kan fe small store next to the lake ..
galoolah enna fe crise after 10 mins ..
sharah tickets oo ga3adna enshoof il nas oo ilplace ..
it was so alive bas so simple in the same time ..
rekabna il boat .. it was a small white boak oo
ma3anah about 100 a7ad ghairna ..
oo chethe green roof oo small red 6afa7eyat 3ala iljanb ..
it was just so CUUUUUUUTE ..
ya5thoona eb tour 7ooL il lake oo enshof il village oo chethe ..
Faj'a I felt so dizzy ..
a7is enna kilshay fene e3awerni ..
I just wanna Throw up bas I can't ..
Shaikha ; " can I .. salman .. water .. "
He ran maskeen to a small store bil boat oo sharalii water ..
sanadt my head lay warra oo sharabt water oo 5athait a deep breath ..
Salman ; " what's wrong? feech sea sick?? "
Shaikha ; " no no .. bas madre dikht .. "
Salman : " shaikha a5af ta3abatay from il 6erej oo il safena ..
tabeen enrid il hoteL? "
Shaikha ; " la la .. abbaih la 3ady .. "
Salman ; " are you sure?? "
I smiled to him ; " yes Im sure babe .. badami with you ..
Im more than great .. sadeqni .. "
he smiled ; " 3omre entay .. "
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it have been 6 days mn radaina mn il village ..
wana bil bed ..
having a something nafs flu! bas it's not a flu ..
bas lay3a chabdi .. oo fene bachwa oo kilshay e3awerne ..
a7is enna I wanna throw up bas I just can't ..
Salman maskeen mn thane yoom ta3abt feeh yabli dr.
oo galoolah enna mafene shay .. just ta3ab oo chethe ..
we call it " nesat " .. So Im not sick wela fene shay ..
Salman ; " khalas Shaikha .. Shrayich enred ilkuwaitt? "
I nodded .. I just wanna my mom..
Shaikha ; " yes .. yes .. a7san .. "
Salman kissed my forehead ; " 7ayate .. Im sorry .. "
I smiled to him ; " heheh shako sorry? .. that's okay ..
aslan bas olad ra7 enge6 ilbaby 3end my mom oo
enrid enkammeL our honeymoon .. "
he smiled ; " hehe eeh inshalla .. "
Salman ra7 to a traveL agency oo 7ajaz lina Back to Kuwait
after 2 days ..
I just packed out things 3ala madar 2 days ..
kilshwaya a7e6 shay bil bag oo arid ansede7 wela
bas ag3ad 3ala ilsofa daikha ..
kent sij bas age6 rou7y anywhere ..
mu gadra amshee wela asawey shay .. mafene neq6at energy ..
I texted Heba ..
To ; Heba.
"Haboon tara benred il Kuwait after 2 days ..
So yeey I can come to ur yam3a ;) haha m3a il7amoola ha ;) ..
bas ashoof etha agdar .. cus Im really sick ..
lay3a chabdi oo magdar at7arak kella mali khelq ..
so ilyam3a when? hal khames? "
after 10 mins maybe ..
From ; Heba.
"heheh don't say 7amooltch walla ma3refhom :P .. yes babe hal khames .. and badamch eb touslen ilkuwait gabelha so ghasben 3alaich eb teyeen luw 3ala whilechair :P "
I giggled .. a7ibha hal bent walla..! ;*
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bil plane ..
I whispered to salman after ma 5athait 3 panadoL night ..
abi anaaaaaaaaam kil il 7 hours ..
mabi ag3ad wela degeega ..
cus brou7y lay3a chabdi oo b3ad 6ayara..! NOOOOOO..
Shaikha ; " Salman .. bacher ya3ni yoom il khames ..
Heba refejty emsaween yam3a .. nafs ta3aroof ..
bainhum oo bain ahaL elli eb ta5tha .. so I should go tara .. "
Salman ; " namay Now .. weser khair .. "
I nodded while closing my eyes ; " yaa eser khair .. "
wesalna Kuwait NationaL airport ..
wella Fahood wagef 3end il door ..
I ran too fast oo hugged him ..
Shaikha ; " fahoooooooooooodddddddd .. "
He laughed ; " halaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ..
Miiiiiiiissssss yoooooooou .. walla lech wa7shaaaaa .. "
I hugged him so tight ; " me too walla .. ta3abt mn il tharaba ..
I need some halaga shots mennik hehehe .. "
Fahad wakhar his hand 3anne ; " gamay zain bas .. esharha 3alay .. "
Salman garrab menna and sallam 3ala fahad ..
bil 6ereej ..
Fahad ; " haa ba3ad shlon safratkom ? "
Salman eyed me and smiled ..
Shaikha ; " tamam walla wanasa 7amdellah .. yalla enta tezawajj ..
naby nefra7 feek .. "
Fahad nodded ; " eeh eser khair .. entay akthar wa7da
tadren eny mabi atzawaj gabeL il 30 .. "
Salman laughed ; " hehehe kaaaaaafo! walla enik rayaL .. "
they both laughed wana ga3da emtan7a ; " la wallaaaaaa?? "
then the started 3ad il '9a'3a6 oo il ma6neza ..
shaikha ; " walla il sharha 3alay eli kent bagoolik shay efare7 ..
bas khalas Now i'll keep it for my self .. "
Fahad Smiled oo look at me bil mirror ; " shenu?? golele? "
I smiled oo stared barra il window ; " mara7 agolik! "
Salman laughed so hard ; " hehehe mn sejkk?
ana agolik shenu her good thing .. "
I jumped while yelling ; " WALLAAAAAAAA ATHBE7EEEEEEEEK .. LA ETGOLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH "
fahad laughed ; " hahahaaaaay .. yala yala gooli gooli .. 5ankameL il '9a'3a6 .. "
Salman ; " weeeeee expecting .. "
I yelled ; " IM PREGNANTTTTTTTT .. "
Salman laughed 3ala shakli wana agooL il 5abar gabla ..
Fahad just stopped the car on the Side ..
Fahad ; " Mabroooooooooooookkkkkkkkkkkkkk ..
ooooh god .. beyeena neshba esgheera mennch? "
Salman laughed ..
I stared at fahad while giggling mu gadra aqmet il '9a7ka ..
Shaikha ; " hehehe al7een salman shegooL 3annah??
shenu haL 3ayla il meyanen ..
kafee 3alaih bas ana .. heheh faahood la etkather
walla ba3dain nebtelish bil baby ebrou7na .. "
we all laugh ..
oo kept talking oo suwalif oo ghashmara ..
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re7na to my house ..
ga3adna chethe about One hour ..
then estathanna oo went to Salmani's House ..
ham ga3adna ma3ahum chethe One hour ..
then sa3adna to our appartment ..
7araaaaam 7ayate khalti kanat emzahba kilshay ..
oo emba5ra il place oo 7adda eyanin ..
I took a shower ..
Shaikha ; " 7abebe .. Tara it's 5:30 ..
barou7 il slon esawey my hair ..
oo then arou7 7ag Heba ilyoom .. "
Salman ; " La shaikha .. shofay ur face ..
7adich ta3bana .. "
Shaikha ; " magdar akshet walla .. she'll get mad walla ..
oo ba3dain it's her 5e6ba .. ya3ni maskeena cham marra tetzawaj? ..
pls galbi .. walla ma a6aweL .. I swear walla .. "
He nodded ; " kaifech babe ... bas mara7 tet'akherain .. "
I nodded while opening il closet searching for a dress ..
6ala3t a black coctaiL short dress ..
with grey and white lines ..
and silver printed ..
it was so tight mn foog ..
oo laima ilwaist eser shwayya flow ..
sawait my hair slik bas with wavy ponytail ..
eye-line and shinny silver shadow .. m3a
redberry lipstick...
re7t to heba's house around 8 pm ..
dakhalt her house wella za7ma ..
fe about 35 women ..
salamt 3alaiha oo 3ala her mother oo chethe ..
oo I sat m3a cham Old friends mn ethanaweya ..
there's a girl kept staring at us ..
I whispered to fay ; " hahah abbaih hathe um navy shtabe
ga66a il athoon .. "
Fay stared at her .. ; " shdarane .. way3a hehehe "
the women came toward us ..
....... ; " ilsalam 3alaikom banat .. "
we smiled ; " hala "
me ; wa3alaikom ilsalam .. "
One of the girls kissed her ..
Noura ; " ahleeeeen hala 7abebti shloooonch?? ..
eheh ana tamam walla 7emdellah .. "
Noura turned 3alaina .. ; " Banat this is my friend Asma .. "
uuuuuugh .. ugly name..
I smiled ; " ahleen asma .. nice to meet you "
Asma ; " Hala shaikha .. "
my eyes poped ..
and my heart start beating so fast ..
this is the " ASMA " ??????

47- [ Re-Love..him;*! ]

[ Sadma 3an Sadma ..
Tehoooooooon ..! ]
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what?? ..
WHATTTTTT???????
I closed my eyes .. Not understanding her words ..
She was taking about my low blood pressure .. oo
Enna I should go to the hospitaL to make
sure enna Im pregnant ..
Salman was laughing ..
Literally LAUGHING!
the dr. e6la3aat mn Our room ..
Salman walked her to the door ..
awaL ma sakt il baaaab ..
chan esarekh ; " 7AYAAAAAAAAATTTTTTEEEEE .. "
I stared at him in a empty way ..
mu gadra a7is eb wela shay ib my heart ..
mu gadra asarekh ..
mu gadra abche ..
I talked to my self ..
" you shouldn't grief ..
Face him Shaikha ..
but fouziya ildrai3 said Once
enna if you find out 3an raylich Don't face him!
3alshan ma ekoon 5eyanta 3ala il makshoof .. he should
care about your feelings .. HUH! AY FEELING SHAIKHA?? Buqa feeha
feelings ehya?? .. wetha Im pregnant?? .. we'll start a family chethe?? ib haL 7oosa? .. shit shit shit .. why did you slept with him
wentay ma et3arfeenah 3adiL! .. whyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!
laish ma ne6artaw to the honeymoon! ..
uuuuuuuuugh .. shit shit .. speak to him .. speak speak .. "
Salman kissed my forehead ; " yala yala let's go to the hospitaL .. "
I nodded .. libast a black training oo cross Prada Bag.
oo went to the HospitaL ..
5athaw menny Blood ..
oo galoole enna we have to wait for One hour ..
Salman ; " taben enrou7 ay caffee gereb nakiL shay? ..
you didn't eat anything mn gumtay .. "
Shaikha ; " no mabi .. "
Salman said eb joking way ;
" enshalla 9 monthes bet'9elen chethe emnafsa 3alay? "
I smiled .. ; " yaa .. "
Laffait wella a 3 years boy with red hair and blue eyes ..
waaaaaaay ya galbiiii .. he's cuuuuuuttteeee ..
I smiled to him ; " hiiiiii .. "
He covered his face while giggling so hard ..
His mother ; " jaaaack say hiiiii .. "
I poped my eyes ; " ooooooohhhhh JAAAAAAACK! ..
Nice naaaameeeeee .. "
he pointed 3ala my training ; " I hate black .. "
his mother giggled ; " hehehe ooh Sorry .. "
I smiled to her ; " no no that okay .. "
I loked at him ; " yaa me too .. I hate black ..
but Im sick and not in the mood to dress up .. "
I blow him a kiss ..
He kept giggling and ran away after few seconds ..
Salman Smiled to me ; " I hate black too .. "
I mummbled ; " I hate cheating .. "
Salman laf his face ma sema3t what I said ;
" hala? shgeltay? "
the nurse ; " Number 86 "
Shaikha ; " hatha e7na .. "
re7na to the Dr. room ..
the dr. ; " welcome .. "
we smiled oo sat down ..
the dr. ; " what's wrong ? "
salman said ; " She's pregnant .. "
I raised my voice ; " NO .. we're Not sure at all! .. "
the dr. smiled ; " well , Im sure .. you're .. "
Salman gave me a huge Smile ..
I stood up and walked out the dr.'s room ..
I took a big fast stepes ..
Salman ; " SHAIKHHHHHA .. "
kabbart my stepes ..
did I start running????
Salman ran after me ;
" SHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIKHAAAAA! "
Kina ib St Thomas' Hospital .. fa jedammah fe
nafs street dakheli mu highway ..
I ran to that street ..
abi a3bor il share3 oo an7ash ta7at il Westminster Bridge ..
6OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO6666666 ..
7asait enna il hern eb my ear ..
Salman sa7abni from my waist ..
Shaikha ; " AWWWWWWWWCH! "
Salman : " YAAAA .. NAAAA.. AAAAIITAY????????? "
he said that while taking a fast short breathes ..
Shaikha ; " HEDNNNNNNIIIIIII .. "
Salman ; " OGFAYYYYYY 7ACHENE!!!! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU!!
YANAITAY?? DID YOU LOST UR MIND?????
BETGE6EEN ROU7CH EB WESE6 IL CARS?????
SA7YAAAAAA INTAY SA7YAAAAAAA????? "
i stared at him with my big eyes ..
my nose beda yaglib red ..
oo my eyes bedaw yentarson dmoo3 ..
out of sudden ..
ba6ait'ha bachya ..
a flog of tears bedaw yanzelon mn e3yoni ..
mu dam3a dam3a .. noo walla ma yoogfon ..
chethe a line 3ala my chin ..
Shaikha ; " SALMAN WHY?? WHY?? "
Salman ; " why what shaikha? shenu?
ana wala mani fahem walla! "
Shaikha ; " *Sneef* .. You! .. Laish?? *Sneef* .. I .. Menu? "
Salman sar 3ala his face a Question mark ..
Salman ; " ha? "
Shaikha ; " Swear to god ennik betgooli el sij .. *Sneef* "
Salman ; " I swear .. walla! .. promise .. "
I took a deep breath ..
Shaikha ; " aaaaahh .. *Sneef* .. Menu? .. Menuu .. A..s..maaa? "
he's skin became cold .. and he's eyes just poped out ..
I saw his lips yarjefoon .. and his hand just freazed 3ala my shoulder ..
I took a deep breath ..
and misa7t my tears eb 6araf my shoulder ..
Shaikha ; " Shock kills ha? "
Salman ; " you? .. you met3abtha eb my mobile??? .. SHAKO! "
I stared at him ; " what?? .. hatha mu mawtho3na! "
Salman ; " imbala! it is .. etha you don't trust me oo
tet3abethan eb my mobile fa hathe ehya il moshkela .. "
I raised my eyebrowses .. Im not sad anymore ,
IM ANGRY!! ..
Shaikha ; " ya salam! "
he nodded ; " eeh wala! .. shako met3abtha? "
I walked to a woden chair yam il park malat il hospitaL ..
I couldn't stand up anymore .. a7is eb weakness eb my knees ..
Shaikha ; " mo met3abtha .. before 2 days kent ga3da wenta tetsaba7 ..
ran ur mobile .. wa5artah 3any cus kan ta7ate .. wela msg From asma .. I miss you!!! .. Im not that kind of persons Salman .. I trusted you oo when you told me about that ajnabeya elli kent et7ebha .. ma yanait 3alaik or gumt atkalam 3anha all the time .. but in ther Other hand .. ana bas darait enna il khara meshary 5a6ab .. fe'9a7tne .. channa I did something wrong! .. so Now just talking about mishary '3ala6 .. oo talking WITH that asma 3ady? .. aslan minu hathe!!!!!!! "
I took a deep breath .. 7asait enny erta7t ..
gilt elli eb galbi ..
Salman just stared at me ..
in a nervos way ..
Shaikha ; " if you're cheating I'll never forgive you tara!! ..
cause metheL ma I should
asoon our house .. enta ham lazim etsoonah! ..
it's not only my job! "
he nodded ..
chan akheetha as a green light ..
Shaikha ; " oo ba3dain you should respect me shway! ..
mu tarsa 3ainek?
In our honeymoon oo cheating??? that's so sick!!!!! ..
the problem feek mu fene .. nags feek walla mu fene .. "
He sat next to me ..
while staring at the bridge jedamna ..
Shaikha ; " Tara mu rejooLa et5oon .. "
he gave me that ; " HUH! .. "
Shaikha ; " shenu ya3ne! "
Salman ; " khalastay? .. "
I nodded ; " I guess .. "
Salman ; " she's not my mistress wela Im cheating On you ..
She's a friend mn ayam il jam3a barra .. oo we came back to kuwait oo worked in the same place .. oo awaL ma 5a6abtich She came to me oo told me about her feelings toward me .. oo I didn't gave her a chance .. oo bil3aks I told her enna I marry you after a Love story oo enna She shouldn't try to break my marriage ..
Bas as a friend she kept calling oo texting me .. oo ana adqerha oo ma arid or arid Only 3ala il shaghlat il mohema .. oo If you saw the sent items betshofen elli daza laha! .. I sent ; " I miss you SISTER too!!!! " .. ya3ni luw ehya bqara tefham! .. oo ba3dain you made all hal drama bil last two days bedon la etfahmene what's wrong? .. ana yoom tethayagt from Mishary I came oo getlich eb nafs il degeega ena shesalfa! .. mu ga3adt a5arref salfa mn mokhe oo a'alif qesas oo age6 roou7y bil share3!!!!!!!! "
I nodded while a7arik my hand 3ala ilchair bainnah ..
7addddda engas wayhe .. I felt enny tinny shit ga3da yammah ..
7addddddiiiiii endegart .. Omg! .. bas shako they're still friends? ..
abaih she's 7aqera tara .. I hate her ..
Salman ge6a3 my thoughts ..
Salman ; " such a kid! "
my eyes poped wana a6ali3 il arth ..
Shaikha ; " Im sorry .. "
Salman ; " 6af .. "
I mummbled ; " Sorry walla .. "
Salman ; " khalas 6af .. "
I moved close to him ..
while still my eyes 3ala il floor .. ; " Sorry .. "
Salman moved away ..
and smiled ..
way maliq laima e6aferni ..
I giggled ; " hehehe maaaaaaaaaalllleq! .. la ten7ash .. "
He laughed ; " heheheh .. wakhray 3annnnnnnnniiiii "
he said that eqallid my way when I was crying last day ..
I whispered while smiling ; " I'll make it up for you .. "
Salman ; " makes what ip bil thab6?
il tedeqer or il srakh or ilbache wella 7athfat nafsech
bil street wela il shak? "
I hugged him so tight ; " yallaaaa 3ad .. la etfashelni wayid .. asfaaaaa "
He smiled while hugging me back ..
Salman ; " Next time etha sar anything come oo tell me eb 7azat'ha ..
mu tan6eren cham yoom! "
I smiled while hugging him tighter ; " Inshalla ..
aslan you'll take a good care of us bil few monthes il yayeen .. "
Salman ; " us? "
I kissed his cheek ; " yaa .. our baby oo ana .. "
Salman's face bright with a hude smile ; " 7ayaaaaatteeeeeeeeee ..
she's a girl tara .. "
I nodded while giggling ; " hehehe enshalla .. Bas I wish enna Boy mu girl .. abi bechry boy .. "
He said oo uhwa meshta6 ; " NOOOO! .. I love girls .. "
I raised my eyebrow ; " la walla? "
He laughed ; " heheheheh little girls I mean .. "
I giggled ; " hahaha that's sick! "
He laughed ; " hehehe tafkeerch 3away .. "
I smiled ; " let's go to the hoteL .. "
Salman ; " Now? taw ilnas .. why? "
I whispered ; " you're little girl wanna Show
you something .. "

The Crime (a) ~ .. * dedicated to m7amad ;p



My diner ;p ..
Ice cream vanilla ..
with Rahash ..
Chocholate Sauce ..
CarameL Sauce ..
Shwayya Nutella ..
EJRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMM~ ;**
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well , Stop staring at me like thaaaaaaat ;/
I'll Post Now ..
hehehe mwah mwah ;*
LOVE <3

Saturday, May 2, 2009

46 - [Re-Love .. Him;*!]



[ Lait lil gharam 7akim ..
WALLA LASHTEKI ..! ]
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I miss you??
ASMAAAAA????
Minu asmaaaaa??
MINUUUUUUUU ASMAAAAAAA??????
I closed my eyes while all the
adrenaline popped into my head ..
I couldn't quite get my head turned 3an il msg ..
The three words kept yelling in my head ..
I .. MISS .. YOU ..
ASMA ..
ASMA ..
ASMA ..
eedii tarjif 7aaaaaiiL ..
Should I open the msg??
Should I take her number oo call her??
Menu hatheeeeeeee..?????
Salman Opened the bathroom door ..
oo 6ala3 while rapping him self eb toweL ..
he layed Down 3ala ilbed Next to me ..
and Took his MObile ..
I stared at his face ..
trying to find out from his expressions
MINU HATHHHHHHHE ..
gara il msg ..
ra3as delete ..
7athaf il mobile Next to him ..
THAT'S ITTTTTT?????
Shaikha ; " menu ilmsg?? "
He stared at me .. I felt his beating heart ..
and those big fat lies elli 6al3een mn his eyes ..
Salman ; " a friend .. khalid .. esallem oo yes'aL ..
forword msg .. "
I nodded while taking my dress off ; " aha! ..
esallem oo yes'aL wela forword msg! 7addidd! "
Salman ; " esallem oo yes'aL eb forword msg .. "
CAN I PUNCH HIM ON THE FACE???????
Salman ; " what's wrong? Laish e6al3ene chethe? "
I stared at him ib araaaaaaaaff mu gadra!
Shaikha ; " shlon chethe??? "
Salman raised his eyebrowses ; " testa3be6ain? "
I walked to my bag oo 6ala3t PJ.
Libast'ha .. oo Dashait il bed ..
I gave him my back .. and closed my eyes
while covering my head ..
asma3 5ar5eesha waray ..
I opened my eyes while lel7een em'3a6eya
my head bil kanbaL ..
I was talking to my self dakheL my head .. ;
" Is he going to talk to her laima anamm??????
NO NO .. qaweya qaweya ..
I swear to god if he did it I'll kick his ass ..
walla asawelah balwa ..
I'll call fahad oo agolah about him ..
walla esaweela futhe7a ..
Omg shaikha ..
3abalich entay eb moslsl??
calm down ..
matwagga3 .. "
I felt ib nasmat hawa 5afeefa ..
cus refa3 il kanbaL oo dash il bed ..
I shrinked ..
He came closer to me ..
and hugged me ..
I LOVE CUDDLING ..
bas Not Now ..
I can't Stand him ..
I Just wanna Slap him right Now ..
he kissed my neck and whispered ;
" Bnayyaaaaaa .. "
I whispered ; " il bnayya nayma .. "
He laughed .. I felt his hot breathes 3ala my neck ..
I couldn't handle it ..
a7is bas ..
maqmoooooota .. weddi asarekh ..
bas mn kether ilshock mu gadra asawey shay ..
a7is my mind mashlool .. mu gadra afakkir eb anything ..
he kept kissing my neck while saying ; " I love you babe .. tadren? "
Shaikha ; " Salman In not in the mood .. "
Salman ; " mmmmmm .. I'll make you in the mood .. "
I moved away 3annah .. ; " Salman .. "
Salman ; " what wrong babe? "
I shrinked even more .. ; " nothing .. "
Salman ; " are you sure? "
I nodded ; " eeh " ..
wakhar his hand 3an my waist ..
oo layed 3ala his back ..
Shaikha ; " * Sneef* .. *Sneef * "
Salman ; " shaikha? "
I mummbled ; " mmmmm? .. *Sneef* .. *Sneef* .. "
Salman ; " what's wrong? "
I said while my voice was shaking so hard .. ;
" Nothing .. *Sneef* .. "
Salman rolled up and hugged me again from the back ..
Salman ; " Shayookha? "
Shaikha ; " *Sneef* .. "
OMGGGGGG! STOPPPPPP SNEFFINGGGGGGG SHAIKHA..!
I closed my nose ib my fingers ..
I don't wanna cry ..
maaaaa ra7 abche ..
Salman ; " what's wrong 7abebti? .. feech shay?? "
Shaikha ; " Noooothing! *Sneef* .. Go away! ..
Leave me alone .. "
Salman Hugged me so tight ; " magdar.. "
I pushed him by moving my shoulders lay wara ;
" wakhir 3ane salman .. "
Salman ; " Shfeech? "
Shaikha ; " Hormones.. "
Salman ; " ha? "
Shaikha ; " Salman roo7 nam On the Coach please ..
I wanna sleep here alone .. "
Salman ; " ha?? are you serious!!!!! "
I nodded ; " yes! .. please .. "
Salman ; " taben ne6la3 etshemen hawa? "
I covered my head akthar .. oo '3est bil bellow ..
faj'a I couldn't take it anymore ..
I just crashed Down ..
gumt abchii oo ashaheq 7aiL ..
channy small kid ..
mu gadra askit ..
abi askit walla .. bas mu gadra ..
it killed me ..
MINU ASMAAAAAAAAAA????
I just wanted to say it Loud " MINU ASMA??????? "
bas ma gedart .. mu 6al3a m3ay ..
Salman gam emasse7 3ala my head in a gentle way ;
" esmellah 3alaich .. shfech? shfech? "
I yelled ; " WAAAAAAKHIR 3ANE! DON'T TOUCH MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! "
Salman ; " ok ok .. bas calm down .. shfech? ..
shenu tabene asawelich? "
Shaikha ; " STAY AWAY FROM ME .. THAT'S IT ..
BAS WAKHIR 3ANEEY WANA ASEER ZAINA .. "
Salman ; " ESHSAWAITLECH ANAAAAAAA????
5ARAAA 3ALAIIIIIH HAL HONEYMOOOOOOOON ZAAAAAIN!! ..
AL7EEN ENTAY ELLI EMSAWYA SALFAT MISHARY ILYOOM ..
WENTAY IL MET'9AYQA????? "
Shaikha ; " shako!!! ..
ana mu met'9ayga about hal salfa ..
aslan nesait'ha .. "
Salman ; " 3AYAL ..? "
wakhart il kanbaL 3ane ..
oo I ran to the bathroom oo gefalt il door waray ..
Feta7t il shower oo il sink water ..
oo tesadant 3ala il door waray ..
oo gumt abche mn galb ..
kint jad maq'hoora oo me7tarra ..
WHYYYYYY?????
I couldn't feeL or see anything around me ..
I layed down 3ala ilfloor ..
while the Sound of water a7issa e3awerne ..
a7is kilshay can kill me right Now ..
I just shriked oo closed my eyes ..
while drops of tears 3ala my cheeks ..
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I opened my eyes ..
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwch..!
Shfeeh salman esheelni min my underarms??
e3awer tara ..
I stared at him .. he's face is shaking ..
oo fate7 channa ghost ..
Shaikha ; " aaaaa.. hh .. "
Salman ; " heey babe .. shfeech?
5ara3teene .. "
he put me bil bed ..
oo took my PJ's off ..
Shaikha ; " abi abi my pj. "
Salman while throwing il pj bil arth ; " kelaha water .. "
Shaikha ; " shkether nemt bil bathroom? "
Salman while putting his hand 3ala my forehead ; " madre ..
'9alaitay dakheL 10 mins. laima gam il water ye6la3 mn ta7at il bab ..
I called il security oo yabooli master key .. I think enna you passed out .. "
I closed my eyes .. a7is kil kelma egool'ha tetraddad
eb my head 10 marrat ziyada ..
Salman ; " Shfeech shayookha? "
a hot tear enzalat from my eye ..
aaaakh ..
How One tear drop can mean everything?? ..
Shaikha ; " ta.. ta..3ban..a .. "
Salman ; " Ismellah 3alaich .. 3asa fene wela fech .. "
I smiled .. a yellow fake Smile ..
Salman ; " I told il hoteL enna naby Doctor ..
oo galoole 10 mins enshalla uhwa ehne .. okay? "
I nodded ..
I pointed 3ala il trash eb 6araf il room ..
Shaikha ; " yeblii zbala .. zbala .. "
refa3t my body lay foog ..
I just wana throw up ..
yabli il zbala ..
I bend 3alaiha oo threw up ..
I felt ina i was throwing-Him-up ..
a7is enna kil elli fene ma'3atha ..
I know Im Not sick ..
oo I didn't catch a cold ..
I catched a MA'3ATHAAAAAAA..!
he turned his face away ..
while made that "araf" expression ..
I was thinking while thworing up ..
" Shda3wa 3alaikkkkkkk .. Men can't stand throwing up? ..
while we suppose to stand cheating????? playing around????
being not faithfuL?? .. "
* TIN TON .. *
Salman walked to the door ..
I walked to the bathroom to wash out ..
Raddait il bed ..
whilla wagfa a STUNNINNNNNNNGGGGG blonde dr.
abbaih zouqa..!
chan'a sharon stone! abbaih jameeeela ..
I said to me self ; " enshalla ya3ni ma etkon his slut chethe ..
la bella 6agait rase bil 6oofa .. "
She smiled to me ; " aaaaah tired face .. "
I smiled back ; " yaa .. you don't have to give me anything ..
I know my sickness .. "
Salman stared at me .. In - golay walla bas - way! ..
She nodded while opening her cute white bag . ;
" really? .. what's wrong with you?? "
Shaikha ; " Nothing .. Stress sickness .. "
the dr. ; " and you're stressed about what? "
I smiled ; " this is my own business .. "
She smiled ; " aaha .. I understand .. "
Salman Said to me ;
" okay 5aleeha tef7esech .. 5aL a6amman .. "
LA WALLAAAAA?
TE6AMAN 3ALA WHAT WENTA SEBBAT KILSHAYYYYYYY???
TE6AMMAN??
BARA BAS BARRA ..
Shaikha ; " okay .. te6aman! "
6ala3at hatha il black one maL il '9a'36 ..
Shaikha ; " aw aw .. it's so tight .. "
She giggled ; " heheh I know .. I know .. you can stand it .. "
I looked at salman who was totally having fun ;
" Shelli e'9a7ek enta ethane! tara e3awir mn sejje!!!!! "
6ala3t that sama3at oo 7a6at'ha 3ala my chest ..
the dr. ; " Inhalation .. 1 2 3 .. Exhalation .. "
gumt asawey that stupid shaheeq and zafer ..
She smiled ..
Shaikha ; " Shelli e'9a7ek .. la tetboosam hathe ..
hhhhhheeeeff .. wayy abbaih bahefha eb her sama3aaa! "
Salman laughed ; " hehehe you're so cute wentay maretha .. "
I looked at him ; " tara enta akhir wa7ed tetkallam ..
jad jad you don't wanna start it! "
he was going to say something ..
bas the doctor eg6a3at kalamna ..
the dr. ; " congratulation ur pregnant .. "
Salman's eyes Twinkled ..
and my heart just stopped beating ..

Friday, May 1, 2009

45 - [Re-Love .. Him;*!]

[ min meta sabat ma3e .. 7atta ..
Tekheb!? ]

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Salman smiled while I was staring bil window ..
Salman ; " you can talk Now ..."
I giggled ; " hehehe malllllleqqqqq ..
tara hathe akher marra asket! ..
Next Time i'll talk oo mali shegheL fek .. "
he laughed ; " hehehe walla aheedch wamshe! "
I smiled ; " walla I hate ittttt! .. "
6ala3na mn mcdonalds ..
oo went back to the hoteL ..
I layed down on my bed ..
oo salman walked toward the Bathroom ..
Salman turned to me gabeL la edesh ..
while taking his t-shirt off ..
Salman ; " Shaikha .. fech shay? "
I smiled while my small hands ta7at my cheek ..
Shaikha ; " No .. why? "
Salman ; " I don't Know .. 7asait enna fech shay .. "
I blow him a kiss ; " mwah .. No .. mafene shay ..
bas Sleepy .. "
I closed my eyes ..
Salman came to me ..
covered me with the white hoteL blanket ..
I smiled .. ; " aaaaaaaaah .. il cold hoteL blanket laha
speciaL effect On me .. "
He smiled while kissing my cheek .. ; " good night .. "
I mummbled ; " mmmmmm .. thank mom."
He laughed ; " heheheh ilsharha 3alay walla .. "
I giggled while my voice turned sleepy ;
" hehehe .. mwah mwah .. "
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* BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP .. *
I mummbled while covering my head ; " mmmmm..! "
Salman 3aqad his eyebrowses .. ; " uff .. "
Shaikha ; " salman close ur alarm .. "
Salman mad his hand reaching out for his mobile ..
Salman ; " it's 9:30 am shaikha .. "
I nodded ; " shwaya shwaya .. "
Salman faz for the bed ..
I put my hand 3ala his chest ..
Shaikha ; " lay down .. "
I bushed him gently back to the bed ..
and put me head 3ala his shoulder ..
Shaikha ; " mmmm .. mara7 e'9ir One more hour .. "
he laughed while smelling my hair .. ;
" hehehe 3ayazza entay .. "
I smiled while moving my hand 3ala his Other shoulder ;
" mmm adri ..
and ba5arbek b3ad etser 3ayaz .. "
He kissed my head and gave me One more hour ..
* BEEP * ..
Shaikha ; " uuuf! .. abi anam! "
Salman mummbled ; " it's ur mobile! ana shako! "
Shaikha ; " read it for me .. "
Salman 5atha my mobile mn ta7at il bellow ..
maddait my hand ; " khalas khalas 3a6ne galbi.. "
I thought about it .. Shenu teswa 3alay ekon msg from
Mishary wela shay chethe ..
From ; Heba.
" Shayooookh .. Miss you girl;* .. shlonch?
o shlon salman? .. say Hi to him ..
and call me as soon as you can
3endi lich khabar zain :P .. "
I smiled ..
Salman ; " menu? "
Shaikha ; " Heba ... "
Salman said while walking toward the bathroom ..
Salman ; " ya7lelha .. yalla gomay Shaikha .. "
He took a shower ...
oo ana 6ala3t a pink flow dress long sleves ..
m3a thin silver waist-bilt ..
and white jeans ..
7a6ait'hum 3ala il bed ..
oo dashait il bathroom while salman 6ali3 mennah ..
ghasalt oo chethe ..
oo we head to petrie museum ..
while we was walking bil mat7af ..
Salman ; " hahaha! .. "
I stared at him ; " shfeeek? "
Salman ; " ta5ayeelay katben here inna haL athar ilmasreya
baqhum wa7ed before sneen 6owela .. oo then yalah marath ..
fa 5af oo rad'hum! "
I laughed ; " heheheh ilmsarwa film! "
he nodded ; " uff! .. "
I smiled while staring bil Egyptian Antiquities ..
Salman ; " Shaikha mobilech esheb! .. "
Shaikha ; " haw! ana laish 7a6etaah silent? .. "
I looked at the screen .. ; " Heba." Is calling ..
shelta ..
Shaikha ; " HHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII .. "
She yelled ; " ya kaaaaaalba miiiiissssssss ur voiiiiiice .. "
I giggled ; " hehehe me too walla .. shlonch? "
Heba ; " great walla .. nothing New or important .. entay? "
Shaikha ; " good walla .. wayid zaina ..
ta3alay what's the good News? "
Heba whispered ; " Mishary "
my eyes poped out ..
and my heart start beating so fast ..
I reached for il vloume button eb my fingers ..
oo ga3da agasra ..
Shaikha ; " ha? "
Heba ; " Mishary 5a6ab .. "
OUCH ..
ok ok ..
entay shako shaikha?
Shaikha ; " chaaa .. chathaabaa.. walla? ..
omg! .. chathaba! "
Heba ; " eeh eeh!! .. "
Shaikha ; " menu? "
She laughed ; " hehehe ready to know? "
madre laish galbi naghazne .. ; " you? "
She yelled ; " WAIIIIIIIIIIIII33333333! NOOOOOOOOOO!
HELLLLL NOOOOOO! .. "
I smiled ; " huuuuuf! .. okay menu 3ayaL? "
Heba ; " taraaam .. "
I giggled ; " hehehe ya maleeqa yalla menu! "
Heba ; " SALMA! "
WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT??
Shaikha ; " huh! chathabaaa! .. yeah 3adi ..
il6eyor 3ala ashkalha taqa3 .. "
Heba ; " OMG! ana ensedamt! .. "
Shaikha ; " shenu yasdem please? ..
7adda metwagga3 il mawtho3 ..
6agag .. men zeenhum bas? ..
walla jad il 6eyoor 3ala ashkal'ha taqa3 ..
7mara 5athat mu rayyaL! nice Composition
e3yalhum eb ye6li3oon master bil 7amyara! .. "
She laughed loudly ; " heheheheheehehheeeeeee
la yadrooooon 3anech! "
Shaikha ; " 5aywalon bas .. 6agag .. "
Heba ; " yeah 7adda 6agag .. allah ewafeqhom .. "
I nodded ; " eeh walla .. 7ada mu shay mohem ya3nee .. "
Heba ; " I love you .. yalla 7ayate a5alech Now ..
Say hi to salman okay? "
I nodded ; " me too .. okay yousaL babe.. "
sakkait il phone ..
Salman was staring at me ..
Salman ; " Shfech? "
I smiled ; " Nothing .. "
Salman ; " laish wayhech en5a6af when she
Yelled Mishary! "
SLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP ON MY FACE ..
all the blood ra7 to my head ..
I couldn't find any word to say ..
Shaikha ; " what? .. No .. She .. you .. I .. me .. "
Salman stared at me ; " yes? "
I took a breath .. ; " nothing .. She was talking
about her cousin Mishary .. "
he Raised his eyebrows and said in a sarcasm tone ;
" mashallaaaaaa! .. shayfatne 7mar jedamch sa7? "
Shaikha ; " no no .. ma7shoom .. "
he turned his back to me .. and walked away ..
I wanted to call him walla ..
bas mu gadra ..
ilsoot mu 6ali3 ..
I ran ..
Literally .. RAAAAAAAN after him ..
I said while waving to him mn be3ed ; " SALMMMMAAAAAAAAAN ..
WALLAAAAA ILSALFA BAYYYYYYYYKHHHHHHHAAAAA .. "
He didn't reply ..
7a6ait my hand 3ala his Shoulder ; " listen to me .. Salman .. I .. "
Salman Said in a sharp voice ; " wakhray 3ani .. "
Shaikha ; " Listen salman .. walla .. "
Salman ; " ma tefhemen Shaikha? .. WAKHRAY EDCH 3ANNE! "
wakhart few steps 3anna ..
and Took a deep breath ..
Shaikha ; " listen .. Salman .. walla She just told me enna 5a6ab ..
enna baftak mennah .. that's it .. walla .. "
Salman ; " ahha! .. and you care sa7? uhwa 5a6ab? uhwa mesha?
uhwa kala ? uhwa 6ala3? .. 5ara eb shakla zain? .. "
Shaikha ; " La etgooL chethe salman .. "
Salman lost his tempur ; " WALLAAAAAA??????? .. AGOOL ENTAY .. TARA
E7NA METZAWJEEN .. WELLI BAINA MU LE3EB E3YAAAAAL 3ALSHAN YOU CARE ABOUT ANOTHER GUY ETHA UHWA 5A6AB WELA MAT WELA ENTA7AR!!!!!!! OO BA3DAIN EEEEEEEEH EEEEEEEH KHARA EB SHAKLAAAAA .. OO GOULAY 7AMDELAH MA GELT ENTAY FOGAAAAAA! .. FAHMA? "
I bite my lips in a nervous way ; " Salman abbaih! Tara walla mala da3e et3asib chethe! .. it's not a big deaL walla .. ewalli tezawaj wela la .. she just told me .. ena wanasa fakka! .. oo he married reem the One eli sawat kil ilsalfa .. so 3ashan chethe eshta66ait .. mu mn zeenah uhwa weyaha .. "
Salman ; " AHA! "
and he walked away ..
ana menu akkalem?
ma yefham hatha? ..
shyabe yetfalsaaaaaaf!
abbaaaaih e7eeeeeeerrrr ..
Shenu sawait anaaaaaa!
Helloooooooo Im a girl ..
and our fav. thing to do ; 7ASH! ..
abbaaaaaaaih ma yefham walla ..
I walked after him ; " Salman ya3ni eb terkab cab
wetkhalene ehni? "
hahaha I sound so childish ..
Salman stared at me ..
3a6ane nathraaaaaaaaaaaa ..
then waved to a cab ..
Salman ; " rekbay "
rekabna il taxi ..
oo he told him enna erou7 our hoteL ..
Salman kan ehez his leg ..
o 7adda metwatter oo em3asib ..
I took a deep breath while looking barra bil window ..
oo drops of rain 3ala il side window ..
I whispered ; " isn't that Over? .. isn't this suppose to be
Our honeymoon? "
He didn't reply ..
just said ; "hhhhuuf! "
Shaikha ; " don't treat me chethe .. I didn't do anything wrong tara ..
ya3ni elbent dagga etgooli 3an 5e6bat wa7da bayqa 5a6ebe .. oo she was my friend .. ya3ni ma ashta6?? .. mu mn zeenhum la ehya wela uhwa .. oo ye7tarqoon .. bas magdar 7ettan ashta6 wana asma3 ilsalfa? .. oo luw il mawthoo3 mohem bil nesba le .. chan sheftne bechait wella ehtammait! .. 7adddda abbaih 6af! ..fuck them all zain! "
Salman ; " don't use hal language .. "
Shaikha ; " huh! .. and Shoof menu e3alemne shenu agooL! ..
mu tawa 5ara 3alay? "
Salman turned his eye to my side .. oo 7asait feh enna ga3ed eshofne ..
Salman ; " I didn't said that! .. getlich 5ara 3alaih oo 7emday rabech ma gelt 5ara 3alaich m3ah! "
I tooked at him ; " WANAAAAAAA SH3ALAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY? .. WHAT THE WRONG PART ELLI ANA AT7AMELAH 3ALSHAN ETGOOLI CHETHEEEEE? "
Salman ; " Shaikha ennch meshta6a 3ala ur Ex- 5a6eeb mu 3aib? .. ma enarfiz? ..
if you knew enna ga3da asoolif m3a refejy 3ala my ex .. mara7 te7tarain?? "
I nodded ; " embala .. "
Salman ; " 3ayaL sektay wala 7achwa!! "
encha3amt .. Okay .. did he just shut me up?? ..
re7na il hoteL ..
da5aL uhwa il bathroom ..
I layed 3ala ilbed ..
thinking about us ..
did I do anything wrong?
a small voice ib my head told me ;
" tara that's really wrong Shaikha .. luw uhwa talked about his ex-
kentay betmoten 7ara for sure .. it's ur honeymoon .. oo bas ..
you should move on ya3ni .. lay meta mishary's
ghost be'9eL ya3ni around me?? "
* BEEP *
I jumped ..
refa3t my waist .. cus il mobile elli haz ta7te ..
it was Salman's MObile ..
7a6aitah yamme ..
his mobile sony ... fa ye6la3 awaL ilmsg ..
From ; Asma.
" I Miss you .. "